Doctor, I'm actually sick

Chapter 38

"Speaking of which, it's really similar to Luoshen's matter." Shui Chenxi pursed her lips, "Because of my mother's request, I violated the treatment prescribed by Doctor Wen."

She said slowly, not intending to hide it.

She knows the frailties of human nature.You don't need to say anything else to comfort someone. You just need to tell the worse things you know happened to others, and that person will feel better.

This may be the general psychology of people.For example, a poor person knows that there are beggars under him, so he has the motivation to continue to live. A person who is not slipping in his studies knows that there are poor students who are not doing business under him, and he has the motivation to continue studying. A person who is scolded by the boss knows that there are unemployed people under him. Employees are motivated to keep working...

People always have to find some comfort for themselves before they can face some difficulties.

"It's better to make yourself happy than to take injections and medicine."

Facing the cold needles and those tasteless medicines, she would always think of this sentence.She doesn't have any right to speak in front of her mother. It can be said that she doesn't want to resist her mother.Because of guilt.

She is the only unpromising child in the family, and the children among relatives who are younger than her are very competitive.Only her, who didn't even finish high school, stayed at home with nothing to do.

My mother contacted another doctor and heard that the doctor was very good at treating this aspect.

"Aren't we going to the General Hospital of the Military Region?" She asked her mother with some feelings that she couldn't figure out why.

Her mother was surprised by her opening mouth at first, and when she heard her words, she frowned and cursed: "The doctor's medical skills are definitely not good, and she said that you have forgotten something in your subconscious, and you are fooling people when you hear it. Let's go see other people." Doctor, it must be more useful than him."

It's a pity that I can't see that good-looking male doctor anymore.

But at that time, she didn't know that this was the reason why Wen Shenyan took root in her heart.

She wrinkled her nose and drank the medicine, and never said that she hated seeing the sympathetic eyes of those doctors and nurses, and actively cooperated with the treatment.

"Our daughter seems to have changed?" Mother Shui said to Father Shui privately. "Before she didn't even go out, but now it seems to be more sunny."

Papa Shui didn't speak, just went out to smoke in silence.Seeing him like this, Mother Shui started to scold him again, because this is a hospital, she just endured it.

To be honest, those drugs and needles really work.At least, she did brighten up.Because of this, my mother spared no effort to find folk remedies, and even gave herself Chinese medicine.

It was a long battle, and her only weapon was to occasionally think about what Dr. Wen said, and then silently endured it.

No one knew how much she wanted to turn around and spit out those medicines, or how much she wanted to refuse to leave more and more needle holes in her arms.They only cared if she got better, if she could find a job.

She doesn't have a diploma, and her relatives have long been impatient to see her parents raising her.There are also people who poke the spine in the back, "Since she doesn't study, why are you raising her? Go out and work!" She grew up listening to such words in the days when she was not in the hospital for treatment.

Sometimes, seeing my mother wipe tears, she also put the scissors under the pillow when she was in a bad mood.However, after being discovered and beaten by her mother, she couldn't bear it anymore.

If I die, my mother may become the next me.

She doesn't want to.

Parents have always had a bad relationship, they often quarreled and even shattered their dishes.The father accused the mother of not going out to work, and the mother accused the father of not caring about anything once he started working.

"If it wasn't for you, I would have divorced him a long time ago." My mother also said this sentence.

If not for myself.

At such a young age, Shui Chenxi has seen too many things that she shouldn't have seen.

When she heard her talking about this, she didn't feel particularly depressed. The old man said quickly: "It seems that the little girl's illness has recovered, otherwise she wouldn't have said it so directly."

Shui Chenxi was stunned for a moment, fearing that the old man would think of finding another doctor for Luoshen, which would make Luoshen seriously ill, so she simply shattered the old man's fantasy: "No. Instead of getting better, my illness has gotten worse."

"Then you..." Why does it look like nothing happened?
The old man didn't finish the second half of the sentence, of course Shui Chenxi knew that he had experienced a lot like this.

"I haven't seen my mother for half a year. Although I don't hate her, I blame her." Shui Chenxi squeezed the old man's hand, "I blame her for never being firmly on my side once."

People can not escape from doing wrong?

She can forgive her mother, and she is doing it for her own good.

But she is a person of flesh and blood, and she will feel pain and sadness.

"So, you want me to stand by Luoshen's side." The old man finally figured out what the girl wanted to express in the end.Looking at her big and bright eyes, I can't believe that such a girl is someone with so many stories.

(End of this chapter)