Doctor, I'm actually sick

Chapter 88

I remember that when Shui Chenxi was young and ignorant, she looked up the word 'love' on the encyclopedia.

The answer I got at that time was - "Love is something that attracts men and women by physical appearance, sympathy and mutual understanding. Its innate conditions and acquired environment are indispensable."

She has also read many poems about love, and what is more special is that Shui Chenxi read a poem called "Farewell to Cambridge" in high school. She has always been very sure that it is a love poem, even though the teacher taught her countless times , that is a lyric poem, it is about Xu Zhimo's nostalgia and reluctance for Cambridge University after returning to China after his study tour, not a love poem.

It may be that Shui Chenxi is stubborn, she searched a lot of information to confirm her statement.But she was hit hard. Even if this poem was a love poem, Xu Zhimo didn't write it to his wife.Instead, he wrote to another woman he met in England, the so-called lover.

He hadn't seen his real wife a few times, and his wife gave birth to him and he had no feelings for her.Such a selfish and indifferent Xu Zhimo is not the gentle and watery man in Shui Chenxi's impression.She was disappointed in love, that was the first time.Later, her parents' constant disputes made her see through love.The only ones who are a bit relieved are probably Sanmao and Jose.

Then, she was hurt by Gu Chu, and then, she met Wen Chenyan.

If the former is a charming young man, the latter is a calm and restrained adult.

But Wen Chenbing brought her a huge sense of security that she had never experienced before.At that moment, she was sure, Wen Shenyan - he must be different from those men.

This is an obsession that spans many distances, such as age, identity, and social status.She was a girl who dropped out of school at that time, and he was a psychologist who entered the society.

Shui Chenxi, full of emotions, raised her head and looked at Xiao Ai who was waiting for Wen Chenbing to go to work.

In Xiao Ai's heart, what does love look like?It is worth her to turn black and white like this, and pursue it desperately.

If she thinks differently, will she lie about how she is with him in order to keep Wen Chenbing like Xiao Ai?
Wen Shenbing came later this morning, Shui Chenxi was not worried, she saw him discussing something with Dong Ni's boyfriend when she entered the hospital gate.Afraid to disturb them, she came up first by herself.

Gu Chu might be busy, but he unexpectedly didn't follow.That's right, she didn't believe that the foreign company would let him idle so that he would come to accompany him every time.

Xiao Ai sat across from her without making a sound, she seemed much quieter than the previous few times.Shui Chenxi was sitting right in front of her, flipping through Wen Shenyan's little notebook in the hospital.Wen Chenyan has always liked to use this small notebook to take notes when talking with patients, and sometimes she also imitates him to do so.

The spine of the small book is a little weak because it is often held in the hands of people. When it is opened, it is all neatly written.Strange to say, Wen Chenbing is different from those doctors who write pictures like ghost pictures. He has always been so neat that Shui Chenxi secretly admires it-it is already very difficult for a boy to write well.In this society where he will become impetuous no matter what he does, he is a different Qingliu.

But her comfort disappeared without a trace when flipping through the front.

Shui Chenxi, female, suffers from depression.

This sentence is mixed in many cases and is not eye-catching.

It was written with a black pen, and compared with the white paper, it was so clean that Chenxi panicked.At this moment, she suddenly thought of a question, the greeting card was indeed not written by Wen Shenyan, his handwriting was different from that person's.

Then he moved his eyes down again, and landed behind the line of words.Originally, she and Wen Chenbing had only met once, and the summary of this sentence was enough. She knew that Wen Shenbing's purpose of recording these was only to make it easier to find the same cases in the future, and to make it easier to sort them out.

Immediately following this line of words is a slightly larger red font, which reads - Psychogenic Amnesia.Seems a bit more random than the previous line, just a hint.

Psychogenic Amnesia?Psychogenic amnesia.

That's how he judged, yes, she remembered, that's how he judged years ago.

She can still vaguely remember him saying that if the thing that really triggered her depression cannot be found, it is only a temporary solution, not a root cause.

Shui Chenxi took a deep breath, slipped away and tore off the page.

Xiao Ai on the opposite side immediately swept towards her when she heard the voice.Shui Chenxi ignored her scrutinizing gaze, but just crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it into the trash can.He whispered, "This page is dirty."

Xiao Ai was noncommittal, lowered her head and became dazed again.

The past doesn't matter, Shui Chenxi always wants the present and the future of Youwen Shen's illness.

Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, Wen Shenyan and Dong Ni's boyfriend pushed the door open and walked in.Wen Shenyan frowned sensitively, and looked at Shui Chenxi's position for a moment.Shui Chenxi sat down and nodded at him, no different from usual.

On the contrary, Xiao Ai stood up irritablely, and shouted anxiously: "I have seen it many times. If I am sure that I am not sick, can I not come next time?"

But her words can only be said abruptly, and when she looked back, she saw Dong Ni's boyfriend, who was slightly shorter than Wen Chenbing, looking at her.

She murmured, "Why is he here?"

"He." Wen Shenyan sat next to Shui Chenxi and asked Dong Ni's boyfriend to sit next to Xiao Ai.He said calmly: "He is the famous medicine I invited."

After that, Shui Chenxi really realized the meaning of the famous medicine.

Xiao Ai, who has always been useless no matter how she smooths her hair, is particularly eccentric this time.To Wen Chenyan's routine questioning, she answered every word, as if Dong Ni's boyfriend was present, and she didn't dare to make mistakes.

What a sad woman.

Shui Chenxi didn't know why her heart ached, she loved so humblely, she was no longer worthy of her name.Is she also so humble in love with Wen Shenbing?Yeah?She couldn't help but glanced at the man next to her, maybe that was the case.As for the word love, no matter how many documents she read, she still couldn't understand it.

Her gaze was undisguised, and Wen Shenyan could certainly feel it.He was talking to Xiao Ai, he glanced sideways at her, but was startled.

But he turned his eyes away without squinting, and focused on communicating with Xiao Ai: "Xiao Ai, you said you were pregnant. I heard from Doctor Shui that you once insisted that it was his child. As a doctor, I take it for granted that you are pregnant." He should be held accountable for you."

"What?" Dong Ni's boyfriend called out.This is different from what they started negotiating.

(End of this chapter)