The waste bird throws down the gods

Chapter 443 Si Li, Si Yin, Si Ming Shangxian's Love Tribulation

"Si Li, do you understand what I mean?" Feng Jiu waited for a long time, but before the word "leader" came from below, she couldn't help raising her eyebrows, and her tone became a little more serious.

Si Li took a deep breath, paused again, then bowed down, and said in a low voice: "The minister leads the decree."

"If you have nothing else to do, you should step back first."

"Yes." Si Li's lips were tightly pursed into a straight line, he finished the ceremony rigorously, and exited Fengming Pavilion.As soon as he went out of the palace gate, the cold wind with snowy air blew over from the corridor, the chill was piercing to the bones, but Shangxian Si Li felt that his heart was hot and burned uncomfortably.

Xian'e, who was serving in the outer hall, brought over the cloak he took off before entering the pavilion, but he didn't put it on, just held it in his hand, and strode out.

Feng Jiu's arrangements in the past were extremely ingenious, but when Si Li met Si Ming and Po Meng again.

The three of them were speechless for a while.

Meng Po, Meng Yuxuan, seemed to have no scruples in taking off the mask on her face, only to see layers of bones turned into hibiscus noodles again.

She smiled and said to Si Li in front of her. "Eldest brother, I'm about to marry Si Ming now, thank you for your care in the past."

Si Ming was stunned, he asked several times in the past, but A Yin did not agree to him.

But seeing Si Li today, Si Yin actually agreed to marry her.

Looking at the Furong noodles in front of him, Si Li felt for a moment that time had traveled back to the past. At that time, Si Yin, Si Ming, and Si Li were three children who depended on each other.

Practice together.

Later became brothers.

It's just that he fell in love with Si Yin, Si Yin fell in love with him, but Si Ming also fell in love with Si Yin.

A cycle of events.

Siyin Shangxian Meng Yuxuan was deeply in love because she once fell in love with Si Lishangxian Xiao Yuncheng. She was protected by Si Ming for hundreds of generations. She was punished by heaven for stealing the Tianbao glazed cup, and she gave up the way to become a god and became a ghost fairy. She was rescued by Biluoshangshen, who taught her how to brew Wangqingshui.So she changed her name to Meng Po, and wished all lovers in the world could forget everything.

The Immortal Si Ming was once one of the Eight Great Immortals in the Heavenly Court, and he went down to the earth to endure calamities. Because he was rescued by the High God Biluo, he insisted on protecting the High God Biluo, and was willing to live in seclusion in the Desolate Mingluo Palace.

Finally, Si Li's lips were stained with a smile.

"Since junior sister and junior brother are going to tie the knot, as a senior brother, I naturally want to offer a congratulatory gift."

He took out such a plum blossom hairpin from his bosom as it was a gift from Xiao Lang back then.

He originally wanted to hold this plum blossom hairpin and pray for her forgiveness. There are thousands of rivers and mountains, hundreds of years and thousands of years. As long as he can make up for everything, he will try his best to make up for it. He wants to be with her again.But it wasn't until this moment that she realized that everything was not an easy proposition.

What is missed is ultimately missed.

So he put the hairpin in her hand, turned around and left without looking back.

Thirteen days are still waiting for him, and he still has to wait for his honor to return.

What His Majesty wants is for him to stabilize the Thirteen Heavens and the Nine Heavens, and wait for His Majesty's return.

No matter it is thousands of years, when he was waiting, no woman waited for him anymore.

after he left.

Si Yin Shangxian cried on Si Ming's shoulder, and the tears fell like rain. She knew that she would never wait for the senior brother again, even though the senior brother had always loved her.

But this kind of unforgettable waiting was too painful, and she couldn't wait any longer.She won't wait any longer.

Immortal Si Ming stroked the girl's shiny black bun in his arms.

"If you're just kidding, I don't mind."

Meng Yuxuan raised her head.

"Your Majesty gave me this old face and gave me a chance to choose. The person I choose is you."

Si Ming hugged the beauty in his arms, and looked at the senior brother's somewhat desolate back. He knew that half of Si Yin's face was reshaped by Si Li's painstaking effort, but the senior brother also said that this was his choice, and he didn't want to use this To coerce Si Yin, Si Yin has stayed in Jiuyou Hell for too long and is too tired, so he only wants her to be well.

"Ayin, I love you."

Si Ming finally spoke.

In the dead of night, Meng Yuxuan got up. She was sitting alone on the roof of the land, watching the distant mountains.

When she thought of everything she had ever had, it was like a long dream.

"Eldest brother, what's wrong with you?" Si Le saw Xiao Yuncheng's silent expression.

She and him are autumn and winter.

She was still waiting bitterly in the autumn, and he had entered the cold and merciless winter, and decided not to come out again.

When she first met him, she was 17 years old, and he was also 17 years old. At that time, she was like a stubborn boy. Later, she met again in the calm evening breeze. He was already 70 years old, and she was still 17 years old.

The scariest thing in the world is not dying alone, but the person who grows with you makes you lonely.Being alone isn't something to admire, but being single isn't that hard if love isn't what you want.

If she had understood this a long time ago, she wouldn't have been stuck in the mud for so many years, and he wouldn't just be obsessed with it.

She didn't realize it was just a dream until a long, long time later.Meng Yuxuan was ups and downs in this dream.

How broken a person would be if he went back and forth hundreds of times in a fantasy dream about himself.

At that time, Yunniang leaned against him with a smile and listened to his comments on the heroes of the world. Later, he was alone with white hair, thinking of the fireflies dancing under the moon when Yunniang was smiling.

Si Li painted a portrait, which is still hidden in Qingluo Palace.Xiaoxian'e, who guards Qingluo Hall, said that Shangxian always sits alone in the room in the dead of night, looking at the portrait on the wall. The woman in the painting has a beautiful and perfect face with a shallow smile.The woman holding an umbrella on the bluestone slab in the south of the Yangtze River smiled quietly like that.

Si Li Shangxian is different from other Shangxians, with white hair, extraordinarily delicate and restrained.At the first break of the shower, there is always a white-haired immortal sitting alone on Wangxiantai, watching all kinds of mortal worlds, with lingering thoughts,
Shangxian Si Le knew that Si Li also had something on his mind, even though this elder brother had always been the most disciplined.

He has always understood the saying, "People are not as good as before", but there is no redemption.However, even if he has too much reluctance and nostalgia in his heart, he can only be hated for life and death, and he is hated cruelly.

Si Le chose to remain silent.

In the Nine Heavens, Xiao Yuncheng only felt that the Qingluo Palace was extremely lonely, and the boundless years had passed with the wind, but those past events still hurt his heart all the time, making him extremely sad.His heart was pierced so sharply.But who can be blamed? No one can blame.His heart was so lonely that he could no longer express it.

At that time, their brothers and sisters all worshiped under the seat of the former God Si Zhan, and the few of them lived together all the time, but later, everything changed.

There used to be days when there were quiet years, she sat beside her and asked herself. "Eldest brother, are you willing to take me down to play?"

"No time, Master said that you can't go down to earth at will." He narrowed his eyes and said.Then she saw her starry eyes dimmed in an instant.

"Ah, then I'll go find Second Senior Brother." Her lonely and sad ending lingered in his heart, which was extraordinarily cruel and sincere.He could almost hear his own heart ache.But there is no way, she is Si Yin, who loves freedom by nature, while he is Li Si, strict and observant.Whether it is status or position, he is destined to live his life harshly from generation to generation.

He huddled in the corner in pain, his white hair was spread on the ground, and he fell on the cold floor, feeling the bone-piercing cold grabbing his heart.

He tossed and turned in pain. When he knelt in the extreme north for three months, he was frozen into an iceberg, and every inch of his bones was frozen into ice slag.

At that time, he only wanted to save her, and she had cared for him meticulously for so many years, so she probably really liked him.When she was injured, she would run over to heal herself, even if her own immortal powers were not enough, she was willing to sacrifice herself, and then gave herself all the immortal power to heal her injuries.Every time because I am very indifferent, sometimes the master blames myself for being too rigid, and it is also the younger sister who pleads for mercy.When I was wronged, I would punch the wall with my fist, and the blood was stained, and she was the only one who accompanied me, using her fist as a cushion.

When he scolded her when he was angry, she always had a hippie smile on her face. "Eldest brother, beating is pain, scolding is love, can't you just say you love me?"

She clearly treated him so well, why did she treat him like that?She clearly loves herself, why did she go down to earth in the end?What is she for?
He thought that she had abandoned him, fell in love with someone else, or that he was too unconfident in himself, that's why he let her go down to the mortal world, and that's why he divided his emotions and desires into the mortal world, and almost all his negative emotions came down to the mortal world together.He used to go and see how his other self got her, then hurt her, and then stayed away from her.Then she was heartbroken and would still come back to him in the next life.

It was obviously against the sky, but she did it without hesitation, and he never thought of stopping it. He peeked at his life, the woman he loved.

Until the end, he was trapped in reincarnation and inner demons. He knelt down and begged his master, and the ancient god gave him a way to find God Duyi. At that time, God Duyi was seriously injured, but he still helped himself. .everything is over.

He thought that since the three of them could forget each other two by two, they would no longer need to be sad.Only he had a head of white hair, and spent a long and lonely life alone in the Qingluo Palace. He was lonely and painful in countless long nights, and he had a headache.

At the worst time, he couldn't even control his own actions.But is there any way?
This is his own choice.Until now, my face is really like an ice cube.Whether it's a smile or a sad one can't come out.Tears fell, rolling in despair.He never thought that one day in the future he would live like this, so useless in one place.Missing a person, remembering hard.My head hurts, so what?My heart is numb from the pain.

The full moon outside is so bright.No one knows who Chang'e on the moon is missing has not returned.No one knows, at this moment.A heart-to-heart struggle broke out in Qingluo Hall.

Before that, everything he promised about His Majesty Feng Jiu.He agreed.

Meng Yuxuan knew how her face came back and how it was destroyed.

When she was covered in injuries and had nowhere to go.

It was Si Ming who rushed towards Lei Jie holding him.

It was also at that time that she knew that the senior brother would not come over.

But when she met again, after thousands of years, in the battle of Chaos, she saw his premature Huafa.Suddenly there is a feeling of wanting to cry.

Those old days.

She was born as Naiheqiao Fat, Wangchuan's Meng Po.

"You, you are Meng Po?" Rui Ying looked down at the girl sitting behind the Qingyu case.

"Yes, is there something wrong?" Meng Po smiled, and her laughter was as sweet as a silver bell.

"Me, why don't you go make soup?" Ruiying always felt that the story was different from what he had heard.

According to legend, Po Meng was originally a loose official in the heaven.Later, seeing the countless grievances and grievances in the world, even if he died, he refused to let go, so he came to the Wangchuan River in the underworld, and set up a cauldron at the head of the Naihe Bridge, refining the thoughts that the world couldn't let go into Mengchuan. Let the ghosts drink the po soup, and forget the love and hatred of the previous life, unload the burden of the previous life, and enter the next reincarnation.

And here, is a peerless beauty.

"Self-sufficiency and sharing of everything is popular nowadays. Isn't it right here? As long as I control the underworld fire and cook the soup by myself, the ghosts who come and go are self-sufficient. Wouldn't it be wonderful. I also have the opportunity to read more books." Meng Po replied with a smile.

"The reason why I made Mengpo soup at the beginning was to forget my past. Later, I gradually stopped thinking about it. My only memory now is to give a bowl of Mengpo soup to the ghosts coming and going on the Naihe Bridge. .What is God doing here?"

"I, I'm here to find out how to wake people up from the past." Meng Po's laugh made Rui Ying a little embarrassed.

"Forget it." Meng Poruyu pointed her finger at her head. "Everything can be forgotten. Look at these mortals, they also love, love and hate for a lifetime, don't they also forget?"

"Then I just drank your soup, why can't I drink it?" Rui Ying was still very confused.

"Because you are not human."

"How can you curse people?" Rui Ying was upset.

"You are a god, how could a god forget, I am just a little fairy, I can't forget. If you really want to forget, you have to drink the water of the river of forgetting, and then rot that piece of memory from your heart, and remember nothing Incredible."

There is a Mengpo village in the underworld, where a stunning woman sells tea soup.The visitor eats soup and water, and is not refreshed for 35 days.

Po Meng propped her chin.Looking at the young master Ruiying in front of him.

"I seem to have seen God."

"I have been reincarnated for many lives. I am used to seeing life and death. I have seen too many reincarnations. My grief is overwhelming, love and pain are endless, and hatred is added."

"In one life, you were the emperor of the mortal world. You also watched me and him abide by etiquette for a lifetime without any worries."

In a person's life, there will be youth, youth, and old age.Different people have different hearts at different times.

At that time, she was still a well-known girl in the village. Everyone knew that Yunniang was from a famous family, Yunniang was a talented girl, beautiful like a flower, kind-hearted, and a cardamom-year-old Yunniang.

Her father is a famous landlord, and she is the eldest daughter of the family.He was very kind to her, when Mo Lang came to propose marriage that day, Yunniang's father asked him to ask Yunniang.

Yunniang disagrees.

He was puzzled, "Why? Yunniang, you and I are childhood sweethearts, and we are in the same family. We have been together for so long, and I think we are very good."

She said, "You treat me so well. But in Yunniang's heart, you are like an elder brother. But you are not the one I want to wait for."

"Who is that man?" he asked.

"I don't know, he will always come."

Yun Niang's gentle eyes were flat.

This is her teenage years.She rejected the young man from a prominent family who seemed to be the right man in his dream.

She was 15 years old that year and made a marriage contract with Mo Lang.She doesn't like him.But he still likes her.Yun Niang is unwilling.

But Yunniang's father told Yunniang.

"Yunniang, I still remember his solemn promise to this day."

"She said that the person she was waiting for would come." Mo Lang said, "Uncle, if Yunniang doesn't come, I will marry her and treat her well for the rest of my life. If he comes, I will leave."

Yunniang's 15 years old is still the daughter of the family, and a girl who is ignorant of the world and longing for love. She embroiders female red and watches the snowflakes fall outside the window.

In the end, she waited for the one she loved.

On that day, she had braided hair and happily went to find her father in the lobby. Her father was always serious and loved her. On that day, her father was tired but smiling. But very talented.

She looked at him without speaking, and the 25-year-old was standing tall and straight. "I met Miss Shao Yun."

"Say hello to sir." It was inconvenient to see outsiders, she retreated to the boudoir, but the blush on her face never disappeared.

"Yunniang, what do you think of Mr. Xiao who came today?" Yunniang's mother came to her, touched her hand, and looked at her pitifully.

She didn't do much at first, but later she laughed, and the spring light of her smile brightened.In early spring, 19-year-old Yunniang finally decided to get married.What a vague word.

Who knew that Feng Guanxia could not have it, who knew that eight sedan chairs could not be had.

Without the status of a clerk, he is just a poor teacher.He was six years older than her, and had married a long time ago, but his wife had passed away.There is also a son and a daughter.

How could she choose to let go? During the engagement days, he often wrote poems and letters to her, full of the beautiful and boundless scenery of the years, the hypocrisy of mountains and rivers and the charm of long stories.

She is willing to follow him.So regardless of the opposition of the whole family, he broke up with his parents.Lived with him in a broken thatched cottage.

But later, I still met a heartless person.

Mo Lang left his hometown sadly.She didn't want her daughter's status.

Chop wood, cook, do laundry, go to the fields.She suffered.Treat your stepson like your own.

They later had two children.But the sky does not fulfill people's wishes, disasters, famines, heavy rains, and severe droughts.Attack the village.Her peaceful life with him was broken.

He was paid very little, and she was the only one who washed and embroidered for others under the lamp day after day.

Everything changed, three years of drought.There is only desire left in the human heart.There was no food at home, and people were forced to steal and rob.If you think it's immoral to steal or rob, then you're dead too.

They cannot do otherwise in order to survive.

He became seriously ill, became alcoholic, lazy, irritable, and abused her wantonly.

Just her a thin woman.Hold up this dying home.

She is too kind to steal or rob.In that case, the end was starvation.

People sympathize with her and give them some food.She took her three children with her five-month-old belly, and went up the mountain to dig wild vegetables.

With her fragile body of 1.6 meters [-], she propped up her home.

Her youth was full of endless suffering.

But she gritted her teeth, and she took care of her husband just like the poems, letters, and romantic stories he wrote for her back then.In the summer rain and autumn wind, she was embroidering flowers under the dim candlelight. She just wanted to sew up this dilapidated home that would collapse in a blow with her own pair of skillful hands.

"Yunniang, I'm sorry for you." Xiao Lang held her frostbite-covered hand. It was the cold winter months, and the wintersweet on the branches was extraordinarily beautiful, but there was no coal for the stove at home.

The mandarin duck's pillow has turned yellow, it's Yunniang's tears shed secretly at night.

She vaguely remembers that when she was a teenager, she said to her mother in the boudoir made of gold, jade and stone tools: "Mother, I wish to be a lovebird in the sky, and Lian Lizhi in the earth. I just want to meet the right person in my life and spend my whole life. , no matter how much you suffer.”

Later, when the family fell into decline, she didn't even look back, and she devoted herself to the love she wanted without hesitation.Xiao Lang's heart is not bad, the eldest daughter gradually became sensible, and Zhenniang knew that she began to help her mother with housework. Yunniang didn't know how to grow crops, so Zhenniang, who was seven or eight years old, went to the crop field to learn.When there is no one in the dark night, Zhenniang will sleep with Yunniang in her arms, and Yunniang gradually feels at ease.

The stepson and stepdaughter are also friendly to themselves.Xiao Lang recovered and started teaching again. Sometimes he would write some copybooks and sell them to supplement his family. His life gradually improved.

When Mo Lang came back, he was already a high-ranking official with a high salary, and a wealthy nobleman.He looked at the jewel in the palm of his hand, the young lady of the Shao family, now doing housework, she was still working in the yard under the stars, picking up the unspoiled soybeans.

"Yunniang." Yunniang was stunned, she was almost 50 years old, few people called her by her boudoir name, everyone called her. "Mother Zhen, sister-in-law of the Xiao family, aunt of the Xiao family, aunt of the Xiao family." When a woman marries into a man's family, she becomes a man's subordinate.

He looked at her with tears in his cloudy eyes. "Yunniang. You have suffered."

Mo Lang, is that you?But now she just lowered her head, not daring to say a word.The difference between cloud and mud, how can you say something, and Yunniang doesn't regret it.From beginning to end, she only had respect and love for Mo Lang as her elder brother, but what Xiao Lang gave her was love.

"My lord, women are polite here." Although she has been tempered for half her life, she still has the demeanor and upbringing that is not inferior to a thousand gold.

"Will you marry me as a wife, me, I don't mind your children." He stared at her swollen belly.

remarry?She raised her lips bitterly, how could it be possible?This heart is on Xiao Lang and this family.Impossible.She rubbed her belly, a maternal radiance on her face.

"My lord, let's leave quickly. It's late at night, and my husband is coming back."

She sat on a small bamboo chair under the moonlight, and there were five sleeping children in the room.Three sons and two daughters.Waiting for his return wearing stars and moons.

"Mother Zhen'er, why aren't you asleep yet?" He went out of the cold and took her hand into the door.

Later, the children grew up, the son married a wife and went out to set up a household, and the daughter married out.Later, the son had a son, and the daughter had a daughter. Later, when she was old, the food she cooked was not good, and she lived in the son's house. Zhen'er brought her five-year-old granddaughter over.

It was a cute little pink carved jade bracelet. She took Yunniang's hand: "Old lady. My mother's mother's mother's mother is you? It's amazing, I was also born by you."

Yunniang smiled, and took out a wrinkled apple from under the old bed and gave it to the little cutie. "Myolie, it's like this, you were born by an old woman."

"Can you tell Myolie a story? Myolie likes telling stories the most."

Yunniang's wrinkles piled up when she smiled, and she touched Xing'er's head with her thin hands.

"That year, the garden was full of spring flowers, and it rained lightly for a day and a half. The girl held a grease umbrella and held up the injured butterfly. The young man in the green shirt walked in, and he said, Yunniang, would you marry me?" ?”

Xing'er waited for quite some time and did not hear any reply.

"What else? Mother-in-law. Mother-in-law." The old man leaning against the back of the bed had already closed his eyes. "Grandma, what's wrong with you?" Xing'er cried and ran out.

Yun Niang held the hairpin under the pillow with her hand, and fell asleep peacefully like that.

In another rich garden, the old man was lying on the recliner and rocking, the wind gradually disappeared, and the leaves of the camphor tree fell, exuding bursts of fragrance.That's how it all ended.

"Life after life, you can't stay together and love each other. After experiencing all the hardships in the world, you will naturally want to forget." Meng Po laughed.

"You are Yuxuan." Rui Ying hesitated, and lifted her veil, the lower half of her left cheek was bone-bone on that beautiful face.

He was a little taken aback, but he wasn't scared or disgusted.

"What exactly happened here?"

"There is love between heaven and earth." Meng Yuxuan didn't shy away from it, she knew that Ruiying was a gentleman.

She used to be the celestial Siyin Shangxian, and she lived in Qingling Temple.It's just that she is playful by nature, and she doesn't like building bricks and lanterns, sitting alone with a drink.She likes to go to the mortal world, but except for the calamity, she can't go down to the mortal world repeatedly.But she quickly found a reason for herself, punishing rape and eradicating evil, cultivating merit, punishing evil and promoting good, and acting chivalrously.

Si Li Shangxian Yuncheng is her elder brother, the most severe in his life.She was not allowed to go down to earth, and she was repeatedly prohibited.Si Li Shangxian decided to teach her a lesson, so he punished her to go down to the mortal world.In order to punish Si Yin, a mortal woman's miserable life was set up.But senior brother Si Ming didn't want to watch Si Yin indulge in the sea of ​​suffering, so he went to find Si Yin, but Si Yin subconsciously still loved senior brother and believed in him, so he just involuntarily entered into this love calamity, fell in love with him, and She thought it was true, and from then on, she was treated gently, then coldly, and then cruelly by the person she thought was right in the cycle of reincarnation.

No matter how Si Yin tried to redeem and save the person she loved, he would die in front of her, and she would suffer the pain of cutting out her heart in every life, watching the person she loved die in every life.Si Ming stayed by her side every day without telling Tianting, trying to save her, but there was nothing he could do.

Si Li never thought that it was just the simplest love disaster, but let Si Yin and Si Ming go deep into it, and the world reincarnates.As a result, all kinds of catastrophes and chaos occurred in the love catastrophe in the heavenly court. Si Ming violated the law and did not fulfill his duties.The Heavenly Emperor was very heartbroken and furious, and the Ancient God Venerable and the Taishang Tianzun were also disturbed by the turbulent heaven.

Si Ming was originally the Xingjun who was in charge of the sky-watching mirror in the heavens. A pair of skillful hands wrote the love, hatred, hatred, and entanglement between humans, monsters and immortals based on the sky-watching mirror.However, going down to earth to intervene in Si Yin's love tribulation is naturally an act against the heavens. Jiu Chongtian's anger cannot be offended, and Si Ming Shangxian's soul was scattered by the lightning of Jiuxiao God, and he could not condense.

Si Yin was deeply in love, and when he found out that his second senior brother, Si Ming Shangxian, who loved him, fell into such a situation, fell into a magic barrier, and even abandoned Shangxian's body and everything, vowed to live forever.But Si Yin vowed to retrieve Si Ming's soul one by one from the samsara, but he couldn't condense it.In the end, Si Yin sold herself to Biluo Shangshen, just because Bi Luo Shangshen taught her how to make Wangqing Water.Later she changed its name to Meng Po Tang.Although she left, for many years, Bi Luo was deeply hurt.I just like making clay figurines. Although I can't make people out of clay like the ancient goddesses, they can indeed condense spirituality.

Although Si Yin promised Bi Luo Shangshen to let go of everything, he still inquired around, and finally learned that there is a secret treasure in the heavens, which can gather three souls and seven souls, and bring the immortal back to life.So he abandoned the way of becoming a god, turned into a ghost, and Biluoshangshen pleaded for mercy, worshiped at the gate of Biluoshangshen, and reunited his soul after Si Ming, and after forgetting his past, he was like a flower on the other shore, whose flowers and leaves will never meet.

Si Yin was sorry for Si Ming, and if he failed Si Ming, he couldn't implicate him anymore, and he couldn't let him know that the current Si Yin Shangxian is just a Meng Po whose appearance has been ruined by the underworld.Meng Po's face was struck by the lightning of Jiuxiaoshen when she gave up the way of becoming a god.Pi's appearance is ruined, and she has no future, although she no longer has the desire to become a god.But the way of commanding one's life is to go all out.Only two can forget each other.

When Si Ming woke up, he forgot about his past, only knew that it was Bi Luo Shangshen who saved him, and in order to repay his kindness, he stayed in the east of Mingluo Palace, vowing to protect her in the cycle of reincarnation.

But now, senior brother will never look at her secretly again, never again.

She, she can no longer live up to Si Ming, so she chooses to let Si Li go.

It's just that this heart will still hurt again.

　I have always had an inexplicable feeling for the character of Si Li Shangxian.Probably the deepest feeling in the world is not being able to love.

　　
　
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