Concubine slaps face daily

Chapter 189 Unbearable
These words are all from Yun Xi's heart. She never thought of confessing her feelings to Kangxi, but she never thought of deliberately concealing anything. After all, in her opinion, lies are the most vulnerable to scrutiny. I hope that unnecessary misunderstandings will be caused by the temporary concealment.

Kangxi looked at Yunxi who was not quibbling or concealing, and nodded secretly. This time, he saw the incident by chance, otherwise he would never know the truth. Although this kind of truth is precisely what he cannot tolerate, but Compared with these truths, what he couldn't tolerate was her hurting himself.

"I can tolerate concubines in the harem calculating for their own safety, but there is one thing I cannot tolerate." Kangxi's gaze was fixed on Yun Xi, and his words became wordless in the end.

Although Yun Xi was not known for her intelligence when she was a child, she has lived for two lifetimes, plus she has stayed in the world for hundreds of years. She can point to the core of everything without saying anything, and pinpoint the key point precisely, but what Kangxi said so far For the sake of it, she naturally understood what he meant, but she couldn't guarantee him some things, because the emperor couldn't be her backing, and she didn't have the power to protect herself, so she could only continue walking on her own like now .

"Although the concubine understands what the emperor means, but the concubine can't do it?" Yun Xi told the truth, and didn't change her attitude just because Kangxi's face changed.

Although Nanny Xu and the others on the side were a little far away and couldn't hear what they said clearly, just looking at the atmosphere between the two, they knew it was not very good. Everyone was a little worried for a while, but how could the master speak? They interrupted, so even if they knew something was wrong, they could only stand by and wait anxiously.

Kangxi raised his lips and smiled when he heard the words: "I thought you would admit it directly, and then you made a mistake with me, and took advantage of the situation to expose it. Now it seems that I took it for granted." Kangxi thought about Yun Since Xi entered the palace, he has been made things difficult by others, and he has made up his mind to deal with the matter of the Empress Dowager as soon as possible, at least not to allow the Empress Dowager to do anything to pregnant concubines, especially Yun Xi.

Seeing that Kangxi did not continue with the question just now, Yun Xi breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time felt that she had taken it for granted. Kangxi only eased his attitude and did not directly expose the matter. That is to say, Kangxi valued her, but Not to indulge her, the moment she raised her head, her eyes touched the jade wrench of Kangxi's thumb, and she knew that Kangxi was still waiting for her answer. It's all too natural."

"What do you mean?" Kangxi's eyes fell directly on Yun Xi, but his voice was cold.

Yun Xi froze slightly, then turned her head to look at Kangxi, and said in a trembling voice: "Your Majesty, my concubine has not been favored since she was a child, and walks on thin ice every step of the way. She can survive until now all on her own. Although the emperor has given my concubine a lot Maintenance, but there are some things that the emperor will inevitably not take into account, but the concubines don't want to be tolerant, but they don't have the power to take action, so..." So she can only use herself as a bait to lure those with ulterior motives into the bait.

As soon as Yun Xi's words fell, Kangxi's slightly cold face paused slightly, and his complexion looked a little complicated. His silence was not because he couldn't understand Yun Xi, but because he couldn't continue to see her in danger.To put it bluntly, everything she did was only for self-protection, and she never had any intention of hurting anyone. It can be said to be a point, unlike other concubines, when they encounter opportunities, they either add insult to injury, or they take advantage of other illnesses. human life.

The forces in the palace are deeply intertwined. Even if most of Kangxi's plans are smooth, it is only a matter of time before he regains power, but the harem hides too much. Even if he is the king of a country, he cannot fully guarantee that everything is in his own hands. In particular, the recent actions of the Empress Dowager have made him realize that it is not enough to simply control the power. Can't sit on a high platform.

Kangxi was aware of Yun Xi's concerns, and only then did he think of this concubine in the harem. All beautiful girls from the Eight Banners have the support of their families, not to mention the power of the family, but they also have a certain amount of weight, but Yun Xi is an exception. Entering the palace, the Suo Chuo Luo family wanted to support it, but she didn't accept it. She just maintained the superficial peace, which meant that she didn't believe in the family except that she had no intention of forming a party for personal gain.

Kangxi thought about her difficulties, so he couldn't blame her too much, but he didn't want to see such a dangerous scene again, "I know Xi'er is not easy, but I don't want you to use yourself to try the danger."

Yun Xi's expression changed slightly when he heard the words. After pondering for a moment, he smiled helplessly, and looked straight into Kangxi's eyes when he raised his head, "Your Majesty, this concubine doesn't want to risk herself, but there are no absolutes. My servants and concubines will never go to danger."

When Kangxi saw this, he just stretched out his hand to hold her catkin, feeling the coldness in his hand, knowing that the scene outside the Palace of Compassion and the situation just now had an impact on her, so he didn't say anything more, he just wanted to do it secretly After some arrangement, she must at least slowly feel that he, the emperor, can be relied on by her.

On that day, although Kangxi did not stay overnight in the Yonghe Palace, he gave Yun Xi a lot of rewards. This action made all the concubines in the harem clearly realize that the Emperor Kangxi was very fond of Yun Xi, Zhao Concubine, and the children in Zhao Concubine's belly. It is very important, and there is no room for loss.For a while, not to mention the empress dowager, even the concubines in the palace subconsciously avoided Yun Xi, lest something really happen to implicate themselves.

As the most honorable woman in the harem, the Empress Dowager had a high prestige, and she always acted according to her own thoughts, even if she would take care of it, it was only the emperor alone.And now that the emperor has stated that he wants to protect Yunxi, how can the empress dowager be happy, but if she wants to turn against Kangxi just for Yunxi, the empress dowager can't do it, but she is so angry, all of a sudden The body that was not in good shape suddenly collapsed.

La Aunt Su Ma was taken aback. At first she thought it was the empress dowager's way of dealing with it, but the empress dowager really fell ill. Even if she was as old as La Aunt Su Ma, she was caught off guard at this time.

The empress dowager fell ill, the concubine Yi was grounded, and the concubines in the harem also temporarily stopped, but Yun Xi's small Yonghe Palace was not peaceful anymore.

Yun Xi really doesn't understand how Kangxi understands her words. It is true that she is unavailable in the palace, but she has also developed a lot of power in the past few years, but now the emperor sent many people all at once. Someone is available, but she doesn't know how to use it?

Kangxi is indeed very good to her, but the trust between them is not strong, especially Yunxi has experienced too much, and the more she thinks, if Kangxi does not give her enough sense of security, she will not be able to be honest with each other Yes, so these people are not a help but a trouble to her.

Let's not mention Qiaoying first, let's talk about Longwei behind the scenes, she can't defend herself, if she accepts these people now, she really doesn't know how to arrange them, after all, she really doesn't have so much energy now, and these people are She was not loyal to Kangxi, and she didn't know it either.

Xu Momo on the side looked at Yun Xi who had been silent for a long time, and took two steps forward to persuade: "Your Majesty, the previous things are over. Since the emperor sent someone here, he expressed that he doesn't mind the previous things. What else is there for you, Your Majesty?" It's so embarrassing."

From Madam Xu's point of view, since the emperor didn't even get angry with his concubine after seeing the clues, it proves that the emperor regards his concubine more than other concubines, isn't this a good thing?

Yun Xi came back to his senses, looked up at Nanny Xu, with a gloomy expression on his face, and said in a calm tone, "What is there to embarrass? Nanny, I am embarrassing wherever I am? The emperor sent me these people It is true that I came here with good intentions, but Mammy, don’t forget that Qiaoying is only a guide until now, plus these people, who can guarantee who can be used by me.”

Mother Xu's complexion was pale at the moment, and Yun Xi's words left her speechless. She only thought that the emperor valued her mother enough, but she forgot that the emperor's people are the emperor's people no matter what, and her mother might be able to useful, but it is difficult to gain their loyalty.Without a loyal person, who would dare to entrust trust and burdens? To put it bluntly, she just took everything for granted.

"Your Majesty, since these people have been sent here, it is indeed a question whether they can be used or not, or whether they can be used by Your Majesty, but there are more or less of them that will be useful." Madam Xu said this The words are not aimless, after all, aren't there a few of the people sent by the Ministry of Internal Affairs that can be used?
Yun Xi thought for a moment, then nodded with a smile and said, "Then leave these people in the care of the mother for the time being, and we will make plans after we find out their details."

"Yes." Nanny Xu saluted Yun Xi, then turned and walked outside.

Yun Xi turned sideways, and slowly lay back on the beauty's couch. Too many things really happened today, her mind was in a mess, and she impulsively told Kangxi what was on her mind , but what surprised her even more was that Kangxi was not angry. She originally thought that with her ignorant way of doing things, Kangxi would at least be angry if not furious, but in the end Kangxi chose to forgive her and even arranged for her all of these.

She knew that what Kangxi couldn't tolerate the most was not her calculations, but her use of her own safety to calculate others. This feeling of being cared for made her feel warm in her heart. When she recovered, she realized that it was just a crack. There is a crack in the heart, the crack is getting bigger and bigger, maybe it won't be long before she falls into his tenderness.

"Your Majesty, please don't let me down! Because I can't tolerate the tragedy of the previous life happening again, and I won't be as useless as in the previous life, and I only want to hurt myself and lose my life." Sighing, the corner of Yun Xi's mouth suddenly raised a deep arc, but although this smile was beautiful, it didn't have the slightest warmth.

(End of this chapter)