Concubine slaps face daily

Chapter 377 Emotional Outbursts
When Nanny Xu got the news, she didn't care that the work in hand was not finished, and after handing it over to Lu Xiu, she rushed over in a hurry. When she came, Yun Xi was taking a bath, and Lu Luo was waiting for her inside. When she went in, she couldn't help gasping when she touched the bruise on Yun Xi's body.

"Your Majesty, did you have a dispute with the Emperor?" She didn't dare to accuse the Emperor, so she could only inquire from the side.

Yun Xi soaked in the hot water, the heat of the hot water slowly relieved her pain, and even slowly relaxed her tense nerves. If she had just said a word, she would not have replied, but now She genuinely found herself needing to talk.

"Dispute? If the dispute is okay, at least I know where I am wrong? But in fact, the emperor's anger came out of nowhere. I didn't even understand it at first, but when I really figured it out, I wished I didn't understand it at all. "Yun Xi gritted his teeth and said word by word, the tears in the corners of his eyes also shed tears again with the fluctuation of emotions.

Mother Xu was also startled when she saw Yun Xi's tears. At a loss, she subconsciously lowered her voice, and said comfortingly: "If you don't want to understand, you don't understand. The matter is over. If you feel wronged, you can Have a good cry, don't worry about everything."

"Can I cry?" Yun Xi's words made Nanny Xu feel sad.

yes!In the palace, crying is a taboo thing, the so-called thunder, rain and dew are all the grace of the king, no matter what happens to good or bad things, you can only laugh.

"It's okay, with Mammy watching over her, you can cry as much as you want, and you don't have to worry about being seen or heard." Madam Xu gently wiped her back with a handkerchief next to the bathtub, her voice soft and gentle. With a little comfort, just like a mother comforting her child.

Yun Xi's strength is so deep down that many people feel that there are few things in this world that can defeat her, but once she puts away all her strength and cries like a child, let alone standing next to the bathtub Mother Xu, even Yinhu who mischievously ran to find Yunxi, fell silent because of this.

Although it was separated by the door, the crying inside was very familiar, it was his mother's voice.In the memory of Yinhu in the past, his mother was gentle, happy, elegant and decisive. She always spoke and acted in an orderly manner, and her every move was pleasing to the eye. There is no one better than Er Niang.But now he heard her mother-in-law crying, crying so aggrieved, she must have been hurt.

As if wanting to gain strength, Yinhu turned around and ran towards Elder Brother's place. He met the court ladies and eunuchs who were looking for him on the way, but ignored him, and the court ladies and eunuchs who served him watched him keep running in the direction of Elder Brother's place. , I thought he wanted to find the fourth elder brother and sixth elder brother, so I didn't pay much attention to it. After all, he often went to elder brother's place on weekdays.

Yun Xi in the clean room didn't know that she was bumped into by her son for a rare time of presumptuousness. At this time, she was crying out of breath. If it wasn't for Mother Xu, she would be paralyzed. In the water, it will be dangerous at that time.When she came out of the clean room, the tears in Yun Xi's eyes were still wet, her rabbit eyes made her look even weaker, and she no longer had the dignity and coolness she cultivated when she became a noble concubine.

Nanny Xu helped Yun Xi back to her room, and seeing her lying on the couch unwilling to speak for a long time, she knew that although she cried a lot, she couldn't calm down her emotions in a short time, "Your Majesty, take a good rest, The old slave is going to bring a bowl of bird's nest porridge to the empress."

Luxiu and Luluo were waiting outside the door. When they saw Nanny Xu coming out, they immediately greeted them. At this time, the two of them also had red eyes, and they heard sobs before they could open their mouths. Mother Xu reprimanded for a while, "What are you talking about? You two are rushing along as if you know your mother is sad, so you don't want to make your mother sad, so you laugh at me, whether it's to deal with people outside or In order to make the empress happy, you all have to laugh!"

The empress did not speak clearly about what happened last night, the emperor left the Yonghe Palace early in the morning, although he ordered them to take good care of him as usual, but judging by the appearance of the empress, I am afraid that this matter will not be able to pass for a while.She is an old nanny, although she knows that it is no good for a concubine to be angry with the emperor, but seeing her master get hurt like this, she, an outsider, is angry, let alone the empress who is the person involved.

"Don't worry, mama, we will change it." Lu Luo wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, trying to laugh, but when she thought of Yun Xi's appearance, she couldn't help the tears from falling again.

Seeing them like this, Mother Xu also sighed, not to mention the green sleeves, even she felt very distressed, but what can they do?The person who dared to hurt their master, let alone beating and scolding, they didn't even dare to complain.

In the Qianqing Palace, Kangxi had been absent-minded since he was in court, and his dark face made all the civil and military officials dare not speak easily. Fortunately, nothing happened these few days. Seeing that Kangxi was in a bad mood, everyone immediately recognized him. He closed his mouth practically, so this morning was just a formality.

When he returned to the apse, Kangxi should have started to process the scriptures as usual, but after reading for a long time, he didn't even read a single word, and he seemed extremely irritable.When he got the news and knew that Yun Xi was crying sadly, Kangxi rushed out immediately, and he didn't realize it until he was halfway, what exactly did he want?
Under the training of the Empress Dowager, Kangxi has always been unable to be a lover himself, because the Qing Dynasty could no longer afford an emperor with a general affection, so he subconsciously restrained his feelings and only loved women.Even if he was moved by Yun Xi, he refused to admit it, and even suppressed his feelings for Yun Xi, thinking that it was for saving his life. Anyway, the following things are usually the bad roots of men, and half of them are his. Subconsciously want to avoid the performance of this relationship.

Now everything is clear, according to his personality, it should be the first time to deal with Yun Xi's threat, but what he wants to find out most now is her feelings for him.

Countless women used to want to give him everything, but he didn't want it; now he wants a woman's sincerity most, but she doesn't know her attitude!Looking back on everything in the past, he realized that his originally extremely cold heart had unknowingly left on her.But she can draw an insurmountable gap between the two with a respectful, submissive, and even calm attitude. If he can't get through, she can't hide there.

When I didn't figure it out at first, the feeling might not be that strong.But as his thoughts became clearer, he realized that all her changes were so conspicuous, even clear at a glance, but he ignored them abruptly. Even if he later found out that something was wrong, he chose to escape instead of facing it. When he started to get no response, he became more and more restless.

The more he doesn't know what to do, the more he will be impulsive. For Kangxi, impulsiveness is really a strange expression, but when he found out that she was different, he gathered all his doubts together. She wanted to take an opportunity to ask everything clearly, but forgot that he wanted the answer, but she might not give him the answer.

A voice of greetings came from my ear, and after regaining consciousness, Kangxi realized that he was already in front of the Yonghe Palace. When he wanted to turn around, he could feel Yun Xi's tears together, and Kangxi stepped out again with his retracted foot.

Entering the Yonghe Palace, seeing Luluo and their reddish eye sockets, Kangxi inexplicably felt a little guilty. He knew that he was very indulgent last night, and he didn't even leave any room for it. Although he didn't really hurt her, it was not much better.

The treatment of concubines is different regardless of their status or bed service. This is not just a form, but also Kangxi's attitude, just like when he favors Yunxi, Kangxi will take her feelings into consideration, but when he is lucky, a concubine In Yushi, Kangxi didn't care about the life and death of the other party at all, he just wanted to have a good time, which is why so many people worked hard to climb up.

Entering the inner room, Kangxi, who waved away everyone, walked in lightly, lifted the curtain, and saw Yunxi's eyes with tears in his sleep, Kangxi's heart twitched fiercely, and the pain was severe.

Sitting on the side of the couch, Kangxi reached out to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but before he could retract his hand, Yun Xi, who had been asleep, had opened his eyes. The atmosphere instantly surrounded the two of them.

After a long time, Kangxi frowned and looked at Yunxi who turned her head away from him, and couldn't help but hold her catkin and said, "Why don't you talk?"

Yun Xi looked at him respectfully but coldly and said, "What does the emperor want my concubine to say?"

"You!" Kangxi's anger that had calmed down instantly gathered up again.

Looking at him like this, Yun Xi couldn't bear to shake his hand away, and screamed: "What about me! What does the emperor want from me!" Thinking of what happened yesterday, Yun Xi's grievance instantly overwhelmed her , Tears kept falling from her eyes, "Your majesty, you don't say anything, but you ask me if you understand? What should I know! What should I understand! Since entering the palace, my heart and eyes have been full of the emperor. For the sake of the emperor, I can even disregard my own life. I put you first in everything. Even if I am wronged, I will help you find a reason for the first time. Yes, you have your last resort, and you also have your unspeakable difficulties. I I understand, I understand, but can you tell me what I did wrong first because I put you first in everything? As long as you say it, the emperor, I admit my mistake and I correct it, but can you not treat me as a person to vent your anger? Tool of!"

She is a person, a person with self-respect and pride.

"No, I'm not..." Kangxi looked at Yun Xi who was crying like a tearful person, and the anger accumulated in his eyes dissipated instantly.He frowned, tried to calm himself, lowered his voice, and explained: "It's not what you think, I never used you as a tool to vent my anger..."

Before Yun Xi had time to wipe off the tears on her face, the tears continued to fall again, as if they could never stop. She shook her head and asked angrily, "It's not what I thought. How? Your majesty, what exactly do you want me to do, do you really want me to prove my sincerity by dying?"

Kangxi looked at her silently, saw her turn her head and couldn't help but forcefully turn her head away, and carefully but cautiously helped her wipe the tears off her face.Her tears kept flowing, and he kept wiping them.She couldn't hide it, so she could only let him wipe away her tears in a numb manner, but he didn't want her to be the same as him, so he pulled her into his arms and stroked her straight back one after another.

"I... never wanted to humiliate you." He pressed her head against his shoulder, and after a while, he said this.

He understood this feeling too late. After he found out that his heart had already fallen on her, how could he let her be alone!No matter what happened in the past, if he wants to sink into this emotional whirlpool in the days to come, then she must also accompany him!Thinking of this, Kangxi's eyes suddenly became gloomy, and the arms that were only around her originally tightened slowly, so tight that she almost couldn't breathe.

Under such circumstances, it seems useless to say anything, after all, they want to be fundamentally different, and the two have their own thoughts, even if they continue to talk, it is just a waste of words, which will not be of any use at all.

(End of this chapter)