Concubine slaps face daily

Chapter 384 The Finale
It is one thing to understand some things, and another to accept them. If Yunxi still loves Kangxi, these things will not affect her at all, but it is a pity that she no longer loves Kangxi. For a man who loves her, turns his back on him but can pamper other women without hesitation, Yun Xi has already given up.

In the past few years, Kangxi has indeed doted on her more than in the past. Everyone said that she was held in the palm of Kangxi's hand and was the tip of Kangxi's heart, but no one knew that these additional things would bring her endless troubles. No, no touch, no joy, let alone touch, there was just a lot of pressure, so much that she felt a little out of breath.

But just when she thought life could only go on like this, God added a new multiple-choice question, but this multiple-choice question did not make her feel better, on the contrary, it made her feel more and more depressed. Luckily, she got a chance to be reborn, how could she fail a second time, besides, she was also reluctant to part with her children.

Just when she was in a daze, children's voices and laughter could be heard outside the door. Yun Xi stood up and walked outside, and saw Yinzuo and Yinhu taking the ninth elder brother and the tenth elder brother to this side Come here, the four little guys are chasing after each other, so happy, at that moment Yunxi felt that perhaps this life was enough just for these children, but why did she have a kind of thought when she saw the red walls and yellow tiles? What about the urge to cry?
"Son (children) greet Eniang (Mother Concubine Zhao)." Yin Zuo and the others immediately greeted Yun Xi when they saw Yun Xi come out.

"Get up!" Yun Xi suppressed the soreness in his heart like gangrene, and tried his best to pretend that nothing had happened.

Yinhu was young and had little friends around, so she didn't notice Yunxi's strangeness, and Yinzuo was Yunxi's first child, and she had devoted all her efforts, even if there were fourth and eighth children later, Yunxi Xi is still the most special to her. The mother and son often talk heart to heart. Compared with Yinzhen and Yinhu, Yinzuo understands Yunxi's difficulties along the way.

Yunxi called Luxiu Qiaoying and the others to serve a few little guys to eat and drink. Since they came here often, they didn't feel restrained, and they didn't want to leave until they played the key every time.

"What happened to Er Niang?" Yin Zuo stared at Yun Xi with dark eyes, waiting for her to answer with some stubbornness.

Yun Xi unconsciously brushed the broken hair beside her ears, and said uncomfortably: "Your Empress Ama is not in the palace, how can there be so many difficult things for Er Niang to encounter, but Er Niang just didn't sleep well. It's just a little bit bad, just wait for a good rest at night."

"Really? But my son always feels that Er Niang has something to hide from his son." Yinzuo stared at Yun Xi's eyes without giving up, and seeing that she was unmoved, he couldn't help sighing: "Er Niang, son She has grown up and can share the burden for you, so Er Niang should not carry all the burdens alone."

Yun Xi didn't know how to answer the conversation.She is really tired, and she doesn't even want to cover up any more, but her sons are still young, with green faces, although they may not lose everything because of her, but if she makes a mistake, they will definitely lose everything. Can't please.A person like Kangxi always seeks revenge. Love wants to live, and evil wants to die. She can imagine the result of expressing her feelings clearly. If she knows that she can't do it, then she is asking for no fun at all. .

Instead of destroying all the hard-won things before, she might as well continue to endure until all the dust settles. Anyway, in this life, she can't escape from this place with red walls and yellow tiles, nor can she escape from this place called Aixinjue. Luo Xuanye's man's side, so she can only endure, suffer, and wait until everything is over.

"Stupid boy, what burdens can Er Niang have? As long as Er Niang guards you and grow up well, she will be happier than anything else." Yun Xi touched Yin Zuo's bald forehead, and said with a comforting smile at the corner of his mouth.

"Really?" Yinzuo confirmed with concern.

Yun Xi froze for a moment, then nodded emphatically.

In a blink of an eye, Kangxi, who was on the expedition, returned to Beijing with a large team. This time, Galdan did not have the good luck of the past, and he chose to commit suicide after failing to escape. This ending was in line with history, but Prince Gong Chang Ning was shot by an arrow in order to save her, and I heard that the injury was a bit serious, but Yun Xi didn't know the real situation, and didn't ask anyone to inquire. After all, after learning that Prince Gong was interested in her, they were destined to marry her. It's distance.

In fact, Yun Xi and Prince Gong don't have much communication, although they will subconsciously help each other and I will return favors, but in fact, they can't even count the number of times they meet each other. This is the reality.Just like Yun Xi has been in the palace for so many years, if he wants to see his family, he just looks at each other at the palace banquet every year.

After Kangxi returned to the palace, he didn't care when he saw that there were no special changes in the palace. Longwei's report only let him know what happened inside and outside the palace, and who were dishonest. After all, Kangxi wanted to ensure that the entire capital All in their own hands.

After Yunxi slowly calmed down, everything seemed to be pulled back from the deviated route suddenly, and began to move in the original direction. The only thing that remained unchanged was probably Yinzhen's fate.As Yun Xi's son, he is destined not to be pushed around like in history, and even dragged down by his biological mother. He clearly endured all the unfair treatment, but he can only swallow his anger.

When it was time for the draft again, Kangxi began to help several elder brothers who had grown up choose Fujin.The Si Fujin in history is still being selected, but Yun Xi doesn't want to pick her anymore. It's not that she has a problem with Ulanara, but how a person who can't even protect his own child can make the fourth child wholeheartedly. do their own thing.Yun Xi had a plan in mind, but she didn't ask Yinzhen for her opinion. If Yinzhen insisted on being with Ulanara, she would not insist on changing.

But after hearing her words, Yinzhen just looked at her trustingly and said: "Eniang chose the best one, and my son believes in the eyes of Erniang and Huang Ama." He always believed that Erniang was the only one in the world. Those who would hurt him, as for Fujin, no matter whether he won't win his favor or not, the first thing to do is win Eriang's favor.

Seeing him like this, Yun Xi couldn't help frowning and said, "Don't just trust our eyes, you have to like it yourself, Yinzhen, do you know? People's hearts are very small, and a man and a woman can only pretend to be each other. One is not enough, and one less is not enough. Erniang has been chosen all her life. It is rare to choose once, but in the end she is disappointed. Now it is time for you to choose. Erniang hopes that you will choose at least what you can accept, not It was imposed on you by others, otherwise, wouldn’t it be a waste of what Er Niang has done.”

"Isn't Er Niang the best person in my son's heart?" Yinzhen laughed.

Yun Xi stroked his head, and said with a melancholy and sad expression: "Silly boy, Er Niang will grow old after all, and the one who can accompany you is the one who can walk into your heart after all. If you really meet, remember Cherish it, otherwise it may be too late when you understand.”

It's not that the prodigal son will be able to recover if he turns back. No matter how he repairs the wounded heart, it will leave traces. Besides, no one will always wait for someone to turn back. That's how she is, let go, and move forward. It is not easy to catch up.

"Eniang won't grow old, Erniang will be with her son for the rest of her life." Yinzhen was tired in Yunxi's arms, and only in front of Yunxi would he unreservedly show his childish side.

Yun Xi let out a long sigh, stroked her son's head and said nothing, of course she will be here, because her life is hard-won, if God doesn't let her close her eyes, she has to persevere no matter how hard it is.

In the end, the Xilin Jueluo clan was pointed to Yinzhen as the heir to Fujin, and the Wulanala clan was pointed to the fifth elder brother. Yun Xi didn't know who the original Wufujin was assigned to, but she knew in her heart that such an arrangement might be harmful to her. It was a good choice. After all, the Wufu Jin in history was not only unfavored, but also childless all his life. How could a woman endure such a day.

In the following days, Yun Xi watched everything happen with cold eyes. Although she couldn't remember many things clearly, she still had to avoid danger. After all, there were too many unpredictable things. Just like the prince, Yun Xi originally wanted to It's a pity that the prince doesn't trust her much, and he can listen to her for a while but not for a lifetime. In the end, the prince still embarked on the road called destruction.

It's hard to say whose fault this kind of thing is. Both Kangxi and the prince have worked hard for this father-son relationship, but there are too many things between them, so that in the end they can only go to confrontation side.

Therefore, under the circumstances that cannot be changed, Yun Xi began to plan for her son. She may not be able to challenge Kangxi's majesty, nor can she influence the government, but she may use her own method to transfer all the forces she can gather to her. After her son's death, after all, compared with other elder brothers, her son still has an advantage over others, that is, being united enough.

Facing his sons who were constantly fighting with each other, Kangxi was contradictory. He hoped that his sons would be brothers and sisters and live in harmony, but he was also afraid that they would be too united and would pose a threat to him. In the end, in order to ensure his own status, he had to balance the two. The Tao was used on them, and Yun Xi felt cold and had to accept this terrible situation.

Year after year, Kangxi gradually began to favor the concubine Han. The women brought back from the southern tour were no threat to Yunxi, but they made her feel disgusted, so that her attitude towards Kangxi became more and more serious. Indifferent, Yun Xi realized that Kangxi hadn't been to her Yonghe Palace for a long time when Yinzhen was made a prince.

If it was in the past, Madam Xu and the others might still offer a few words of persuasion, but now, the three elder brothers are all married, so it is really not a big deal whether they are favored or not, after all, there is a position in the harem. The sons and heirs don't take care of bed very much now. When Kangxi went, he just sat down, drank a cup of tea and had a meal, and at most talked, and Yun Xi was left out in the cold now. For herself or the concubines in the harem Speaking of which, it's actually quite powerful.

Kangxi didn't come, Yunxi didn't invite, so the two were in the palace together, but they lived their own lives. Maybe Kangxi finally noticed Yunxi's indifference, or maybe he was tired of this so-called love and chose to marry him. Younger concubines.

Just when Yun Xi thought that the days would continue in such a quiet way, Kangxi suddenly visited, and his angry appearance made people unconsciously relax his breathing, for fear that if he made a mistake, he would become the target of others to vent.

"My concubine greets the emperor." Seeing Kangxi, Yun Xi calmly got up and saluted, with a bright smile on his face, as before, seemingly unchanged.

Kangxi's anger became condensed the moment he saw Yun Xi. He resisted the burst of pain and stared at her. Seeing her bowing her head in silence, he couldn't help but took two steps forward and grabbed her. arm, gritted his teeth and asked, "Don't Xi'er have anything to ask me?"

Yun Xi's expression was slightly startled when he heard the words, as if he couldn't think of what he wanted to ask, he said in a somewhat embarrassed way: "What does the emperor think the concubine should ask?"

She knew what Kangxi was asking?But she didn't want to answer.

What is the answer?Tell Kangxi that he has been acting affectionate for so many years, just like her in the past?

She didn't even want to ask. This kind of knowledge made Kangxi's anger explode like a volcano. "Ask what? Ask why I don't come, why I favor others...Ask everything you want."

"In what capacity are you asking? Are the emperor's women? Those people are also the emperor's women!" Yun Xi chuckled, his attitude was indifferent from the beginning to the end.

"Don't you understand what I mean? Except for the status of a queen, I gave everything, or maybe I gave you the status of a queen, so you understand what I mean to you? What do you mean to me?" Kangxi looked at her hoarsely and said.

Yun Xi suddenly felt that that place was burning hot and painful. She thought that she would never feel heartbroken for the man in front of her, let alone be moved by him, but she didn't think that he would still have a way to make her feel uncomfortable in the end, "means What is not important anymore, what is important is that the emperor has a new beauty, has countless heirs, has unlimited power, and has everything you want, other things are no longer important, including concubines."

A tear fell uncontrollably from her eyes, she knew in her heart that she had no willful power, and could only let the man in front of her draw scars one after another on her heart, getting deeper and deeper, More and more, until this heart can no longer carry the capacity.

"How could it be unimportant!" Kangxi shouted angrily.

"If it's important, why does the emperor want to hurt again and again." Yun Xi's expression was terrifyingly calm, not questioning or complaining, but just narrating calmly.

Kangxi's face was suddenly stunned, even with a trace of panic on his face. His throat tightened, and he wanted to explain but found that he couldn't say a word.Even if there are countless reasons, it is not an excuse to indulge and hurt her, "You mean you won't forgive me?"

Yun Xi glanced at Kangxi, with a slight smile on his lips, and long and far-reaching eyes, "The emperor and his concubines are still talking about forgiveness or not, some things are over."

Just like the relationship between them, and like the injuries caused before, merits and demerits offset each other, and no one owes anyone else.

In the next life, yes, if there is another life, she hopes that she will not have anything to do with him. By then, she will have an ordinary family, a husband who can guard her for the rest of her life, and the couple will not need to be surrounded by conspiracy and tricks. , Children who can grow up healthily.

Kangxi's heartbeat almost stopped at this moment, her words seemed to be nothing, but he felt it was a farewell, "Xi'er, I was wrong..."

He knew he was wrong, so could they hold hands and start over again?

Yun Xi looked at the suddenly naive Kangxi, and couldn't help laughing, "Your Majesty is right, it was the concubine who was at fault, because the concubine was too greedy and wanted too much, so she was punished .”

Kangxi's hands trembled, he thought that he would attract her attention by pampering others, but he didn't want to be slapped in the face by his own actions in the end, what the hell is this!
He actually didn't know what he wanted!

"There is no punishment, only I who thought I was smart but was misunderstood by my cleverness!" After Kangxi finished speaking, he let go of her hand and left the Yonghe Palace with a whole body of loneliness.

Yun Xi originally thought that everything was a foregone conclusion, but he didn't want Kangxi to invite anyone since then, and even when it came to the next draft, the palace did not keep any beautiful women in the palace. Such behavior made the courtiers They talked a lot, if Rang still went to court as usual, they would have thought that Kangxi was seriously ill.

In fact, Kangxi's health has not improved since the second abolished prince, but because the sixth and eighth are honest, so even though the elder brother and the prince were punished, the result was not It was so tragic in history.

In May of the 56th year of Kangxi, Kangxi suddenly promulgated the edict of the Zen position, passing it on to Yinzhen, the fourth son of the emperor. People are happy and crazy.

Yinzhen himself also looked surprised and delighted. Although he felt that Huang Ama had this tendency towards him, he did not expect that everything would come so quickly. After all, with Kangxi's current physical condition, he will be a few years later. The emperor is not uncommon, but he chose the Zen position directly, which has to be said to be extremely surprising.

Just when Yinzhen was preparing to be a filial son and fulfill Yunxi's unfulfilled dream, Kangxi ordered Yunxi to be packed and taken to Changchun Garden. This arrangement makes people feel reasonable and unexpected Besides, after all, in the past few years, the cold war-like behavior between Kangxi and Yunxi has attracted the attention of many people.

Who would have thought that just when they believed that Concubine Zhao was going to fall out of favor, she became the Empress Dowager, and was invited to the Changchun Garden alone by the Supreme Emperor. In the eyes of these people, it becomes all that Kangxi has paid for her.

Yun Xi was speechless for a while, looking at Kangxi who was standing opposite, she could only say that she had been slapped countless times in her life, but she never expected to be slapped in the face by Kangxi when she was old. Is this a cycle of karma, and the retribution is not good!

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter whether it's cold or hot, at least they will be entangled with each other until they grow old in this life. Instead of making themselves unhappy, it's better to treat each other as a companion and go through the last journey like this.

Kangxi looked at Yun Xi with a helpless face, but he continued to think in his heart. He could say he was helpless before, but now there is no one else, no burden on his shoulders, only her, and he can always spend the rest of the time. Coax people back!

(End of this chapter)