love late bloomer

Chapter 105

His hand holding the remote control panel was slightly startled, and his eyes were in a trance: "Yue Ran, I'm afraid of touching your wound."

"But I'm already healed, and you've read the inspection report." Yue Ranbuyi, sitting on the edge of the bed, raised his eyes, and saw him frown slightly, "You...you want to avoid me, don't you? Why? "

Xiao Nan raised the temperature a bit, and answered the question: "This temperature should not be cold anymore. Take a good rest."

"Xiao Nan." She stood up, walked in front of him in three steps at a time, secretly biting her lips, and the words turned into a sigh when she reached her lips, "Go to sleep."

She lowered her eyelashes, and the light cast a blue shadow on them, the silence in her eyes flashed by, but Xiao Nan caught it.

But he was afraid to sleep with her.After not touching her for so long, he was afraid that he would accidentally ask for her, but he was afraid of touching her because he was dirty.That incident had created a shadow in his heart that could not be ignored, tormenting him.

Maybe he should tell her, instead of making her wildly suspicious, thinking that if he doesn't touch her, he doesn't love her anymore.

Tomorrow, talk to her well tomorrow.

The seemingly ordinary life always hides undercurrents.

Early the next morning, Xiao Nan made breakfast and left a note for her, and he had already left when she got up.

It's not that she doesn't want to wake up, it's that she doesn't want to face him, there seems to be an invisible distance between them, she can't cross it, she can't get close to him.

Although he was still nice to her as usual, some feelings had changed.

Suddenly she thought of what Ling Xue said when she made a big fuss in the ward. Apart from Xiao Nan, Lan Ao should know about this matter, otherwise he would not have murdered Ling Xue that day.

She called Lan Ao and invited him to Emperor Garden. She sat at the white round table with an umbrella outside the door. On the table was the coffee she had just made. Seeing Lan Ao approaching, she poured Had two glasses.

Today, she is wearing a white shirt, a blue and white plaid V-neck sweater, and a pure black knee-length coat with black and glossy fox fur on the collar. Her handsome and three-dimensional facial features are like white marble statues, eye-catching.

Lan Ao opened the armchair and sat down with an elegant and casual posture.

"What do you want from me?" He stretched out his cup of coffee and took a sip, nodded slightly, appreciating, "The craftsmanship is good, Anan is lucky."

She has learned all these things she doesn't know. How easy it is to change, but how difficult it is to persist.

"I want to know one thing." Yue Ran's eyes were as clear as a lake, but there was a cold light, "What did Ling Xue say in the hospital that day? I don't think it's necessary, I'm afraid that he will tear my wound open, I'm afraid that he will hurt, but now I'm not sure if my original decision was right. After coming back for so long, Xiao Nan and I have been sleeping separately, even when I sometimes Holding him, he is obviously stiff, what's wrong with him?"

Yue Ran told Lan Ao what happened recently, hoping to get answers from him.

Lan Ao's eyes that were as clear as ice and snow narrowed slightly, shining with a light of thought.His fingertips stroked the smooth coffee handle: "You really want to know? Will you leave him if you know the truth?"

"No." Her beautiful red lips said these two words firmly.

"Don't be so firm." He raised his eyes, looked at her delicate face, and seemed to look beyond her into the distance, "Even if he betrayed you, he won't leave?"

Yue Ran's hand on the table tightened a little, her already plain white knuckles became even whiter, she bit her lip: "He won't betray me."

"It's snowing." Lan Ao smiled slightly, stretched out a hand to catch the thin snow flakes, "Yue Ran, don't be so confident, don't trust Anan so much, he also has times when he has no choice but to When I am threatened, it is like him to me. If someone threatens me with Anan's life to kill you, I will not hesitate, even if I have accepted you, even if I know that he will hate me, I would rather die myself. I don't want you to die by my hands. But I still won't regret it, as long as he is alive, he is better than dead. Yue Ran, have you ever been so powerless? Do you have such a dilemma?"

Yue Ran was silent, looking at Lan Ao's shallow smile, which contained traces of dark sorrow.

"Listen, listen carefully. Anan will never be able to tell you these words in his life. It hurts more than cutting his flesh with a knife, so let me be the bad guy." Lan Ao's eyes froze, and he recovered With the usual indifference, "You lost a lot of blood on the day of the operation, and your blood was the rarest AB type RH negative blood. The hospital didn't have enough blood, and none of our friends or friends had it. There was only one person who had it, and that was Ling Xue. Anan Go to beg her, but she threatened Anan with your life, and asked him to sleep with her once before she would give you a blood transfusion, so Anan had no choice but to save your life and had a relationship with her. Anan felt that he betrayed you , the body is dirty, and is no longer worthy of you, so he doesn't touch you, it will make you feel that he blasphemed you, and he is even more afraid that you will disgust his touch after you know it, he is afraid of your pain, what is he It's all for you. If you know the truth and choose to leave, he won't blame you. If you continue to love him, then he will give you happiness."

"Yue Ran, now you know everything. Your ex-husband divorced you because of such a betrayal. What are you going to do now?"

What are you going to do?
This sentence has been lingering around her.

There was the sound of wind whizzing by, like a knife cutting his cheek, so painful.

The snowflakes are drifting, and they are getting bigger and bigger.

Lan Ao had been gone for a long time, Yue Ran still sat there alone for a while, stiff, her heart seemed to be swept by a tsunami and a hurricane, uprooting everything in her heart, tearing it to a bloody mess.

There was anger in her heart, and the anger burned in her chest. The blue tongue of fire burned the delicate flesh and blood inside her, and it hurt so much. But she was a fish lying on the beach, and she could only let the scorching sun burn her. While roasting, she was still unable to breathe after gasping for breath, as if a rope was strangling her slender neck, squeezing the air out of her lungs bit by bit.

She also has pain, the pain is like the frosty wind in December, turning into cold blades, like Ling Chi, the pain cuts every piece of her flesh until it is bloody.The sockets of her eyes hurt badly, and her eyes were full of tears. She felt that she was about to cry, but she tried her best to endure it, bit her lips tightly, and swallowed her sobs like a child, but the tears kept coming. She went up until she couldn't bear it anymore, like a flood pouring out of an embankment, she rolled down in a hurry and hit her tightly clenched fist.

(End of this chapter)