love late bloomer

Chapter 123

His voice became a little stiff, and the corners of his lips curled up in pain. He paused and continued talking about the nightmare: "After his mother was forced to commit suicide, Anan, who was eight years old, was sent to Switzerland, and Anan, who was seven years old, was sent to Switzerland. I was sent to the Lan family. My grandfather only had two daughters, my mother, Lan Xiang, and my aunt, Xia Fei’s mother, Lan Mei. My grandfather had no children, and no one would inherit the Lan family’s underworld career, so he used me. The life of my mother made a deal with the Xiao family, wanting a child, Anan is the eldest son, the Xiao family will not agree, and I am not only weak, but also have a fatal weakness that I have heart disease, anyway, I will not live long People, there is no benefit to the Xiao family, so I became a victim and came to the Lan family."

"Grandpa is very strict with me. He wants me to do my best in both martial arts and academics. If something is wrong, he will beat me a hundred times with family law. But he never dislikes me as a sick person. I found the best nutritionists, fitness trainers, and cardiologists to go to Lan's house. I took good care of my body in Lan's house. Since I was a child, I was less sick than ordinary heart patients, and even though I was only a young master in Lan's house, In fact, I have the final say on everything. Grandpa never interferes, even I protect Anan selfishly, he never blames me for it. I know he still loves us. I grew up in Lan's family and I was called Lan Ao. The name Xiao Bei has become history, and I don’t even bother to be named Xiao.”

After talking about his history of blood and tears, Yue Ran's understanding of Lan Ao became more three-dimensional and comprehensive.

He looks strong and fierce on the surface, but he also has a fragile side in his heart, and there are also those layers of wounds, which will cause pain at a certain moment, and the pain will make him dripping with blood.He is not a god, he is a human being, with flesh and blood, feelings, things that he cannot reach, and pain that he cannot bear.

He and Xiao Nan may be the most suffering brothers in the world, and they can still love each other like this under the cold family relationship, it seems that this relationship is even more precious.

Yue Ran stared at Lan Ao in a daze, and smiled with admiration.

"Lan Ao, I finally understand why you defend Anan in such a way that you would rather hurt yourself than let him suffer a little harm. Your blood is thicker than water and the family relationship is deeply rooted in your soul." Yue Ran suddenly realized that in such a family , as the elder brother, Anan is the only dawn in his life. They say that being born in a wealthy family enjoys the glory, but in her view, it is a place that eats people without spit out bones, a place that is crueler than the cold hell, "Lan Ao , you don’t know that when Anan and I were about to register for marriage, I saw you kissing him in the Emperor’s Club. At that time, I really had a feeling that the sky was falling. I thought you were gay. At that time, I didn’t think that you would be brothers. Thinking about it now, I’m really ashamed.”

"Are you jealous of me? Hahaha..." Lan Ao raised his beautiful eyebrows, and laughed unceremoniously, with a cheerful and hearty voice, the previous haze was swept away by this smile , "Yue Ran, do you sometimes lose control?"

"Lan Ao, who told you not to say that you are Anan's younger brother, then I will never think about it. You also don't want to think about your evil face, anyone who sees it will misunderstand." Yue Ran felt that it was too uncomfortable. To be fair, one of these two brothers is handsome and the other is handsome. They have gathered the best genes in the world.

Back then, she had seen photos of their mother Lan Xiang, so why didn't she think that Lan Ao's purest temperament was exactly the same as his mother's?

"That's true. I agree with that very much." Lan Ao nodded in satisfaction, and quickly settled the breakfast, "I'm leaving."

"Lan Ao, what are you going to do about Fang Jiarou's matter?" Yue Ran was still worried that he would go his own way, and after she knew that he had suffered so much, she would not allow him to give up the possibility of his happiness so easily.

She still remembered what he said that night after he questioned Xiao Nan and Lan Ao about the kiss: "Don't just look at Lan Ao's indifferent attitude, he is so hot that he is lawless, but the world only sees his glorious side , but his life also has a flawed side. When you know it in the future, you will feel that he needs the love of many people. Yue Ran, try to accept him and love him as much as I do. In this way, I will be happier. "

"We are all wounded people with the same pain."

Their pain has gone deep to the bone marrow.

Only stronger love can resolve it, just like her and Xiao Nan.

She believes that there must be a girl who can give Lan Ao warmth, it must be a special girl, and she begs God to let that girl appear in his life quickly, so that he will be lost and eroded by pain. He got it back.

"Of course marry her, the sooner the better, and you can be with Anan." He smiled harmlessly, casually, "Yue Ran, don't feel indebted to me, this is what I can do for him and for you." Yes. Don’t blame yourself, because I won’t be sad if you blame yourself. I, Lan Ao, am such a person. I don’t care about anything and do things according to my own preferences. I am right and everyone else is wrong. "

His gloomy character is also developed in this way.

Yue Ran sighed and persuaded him: "Lan Ao, I just don't want you to miss the happiness in your life so I persuade you to give up. You will not be happy with Fang Jiarou. If I don't want to marry her, I don't want to let her go but let her go. yourself."

"Yue Ran, you think too much. Seriously, I really don't believe that any kind of love will happen to me. Who am I? I'm Lan Ao. I was weak since I was a child, but I grew up vicious and cruel, and my hands were stained with blood. Even a good woman would not choose a man who wanders in the underworld." Lan Ao laughed that she was thinking too naively, those women who liked him didn't want his appearance, it was his money or the power in his hand, " Don't worry about me, think about how to make Anan think of you, he can remember everyone and everything, but not including you, Yue Ran, this is what you should care about now."

He patted her on the shoulder, signaling her to relax.

Then leave gracefully.

He didn't tell her that if he didn't find a suitable heart for a heart transplant before he was 30, he would die.

Now he is 27 years old, and there are more than two years left. How can a person who can't even guarantee his life talk about happiness and give happiness to others.

Lan Ao curled his lips and gave a desolate smile, he still doesn't want to harm others.

He sat in the car prepared outside, propped his left face on one hand, and looked at the scenery outside the window.

"Young master, where are you going?" Ming Ye asked softly while driving.

(End of this chapter)