love late bloomer

Chapter 199

"I hope it's because I'm thinking too much." She smiled. At this time, the elevator door had already opened, and she walked out first.

Lan Ao followed her and stepped out of the elevator until she reached the door of her house. When she opened the door, the room was dark and deserted.

Chi Yushan turned on the light and changed her shoes, and so did Lan Ao.

"Just give me a glass of water, and the coffee is free." Lan Ao sat on the soft and comfortable sofa.

He has heart disease and has very strict requirements on his diet. He should not eat those spicy meals. He should avoid excessive intake of saturated fat and insufficient intake of vitamins and dietary fiber.Usually low-salt, low-calorie, low animal fat, low cholesterol diet.In addition, you can also eat more foods rich in potassium, and smoking, strong tea, strong coffee, strong wine, pepper, etc. are strictly prohibited.

So he never smokes, occasionally drinks some red wine, and has always given priority to water.

Usually strengthen exercise to prevent heart attack.

It is really hard to live, if it is not because of the support of his brother Xiao Nan, and the vengeance of his mother, maybe he may have died long ago.Now that his brother is happy, he is relieved, even if he really dies at the age of 30, he will have no regrets.

"Yeah." Chi Yushan poured a glass of water and placed it in front of him.

Because there is an air conditioner in the house, she has already taken off her coat, and her exquisite and hot figure is wearing a close-fitting skirt.The pure black color set off her fair skin transparently and flawlessly.

Lan Ao took a sip of water and looked around her home. Everywhere was exquisite, with the fashionable beauty and gentleness that belonged to women.

Holding the water glass, Chi Yushan was also hesitating and thinking, this is what they need most, they can have a good talk, after all, she really likes him and wants to have a further relationship with him.

"Lan Ao..." She slowly opened her red lips, raised her crystal clear eyes to look at him, "Have you ever liked someone?"

"..." He was startled. He didn't expect her to ask this question. After thinking about it, he answered her, "No."

How could he like others so easily, even if he really liked, he wouldn't take it to heart, because he couldn't give anyone a future.

"Don't you know how to fall in love and get married?" She put down the water glass, got up and walked towards him, and stood in front of him, "Lan Ao, actually I... like you, don't you feel it? I don't know what I am either I fell in love with you at that time, maybe it was when we met for the first time, maybe you asked me to ask Fang Jiarou out, but in that fire, I was very sure of my feelings, I didn't want you to die like that, so I stopped you."

She smiled softly, with a trace of loneliness and bitterness, and the water vapor lingered in the corner of her eyes: "I know that you may not feel anything about me, or it may be difficult for you to like me, but you don't How will you know if you try it? This is the first time I like a boy so seriously, and it’s also the first time I’ve taken the initiative to confess. My brother said that I’m too proud to lose easily. I thought about it for a long time before I figured it out. Love requires a Individuals take a brave step forward, so as not to miss opportunities and have no regrets. If two people are standing still, they will never be together."

"If you think I'm still okay, then try dating me, let's have a good relationship together." She sat down and sat opposite him.

After she said so much, Lan Ao just listened. Although she had expected that she would think this way in her heart, what she didn't expect was that she actually said it out.In his impression, Chi Yushan has always been proud, an unattainable lady, a woman who will not be weak and bow her head, and give in a step.

But in front of him, before he always treated her coldly, he had an illusion when he said such warm words.

This woman is not the strong and arrogant Chi Yushan, but a temperamental person who blooms for true love.

Lan Ao suddenly felt very uncomfortable facing such Chi Yushan. He looked at her beautiful appearance and said lightly: "Yushan, I'm not suitable for you. You can't get anything you want with me. Feelings and happiness, neither now nor in the future, are nothingness, and they will all become clouds in an unknown day. Such insecure people and feelings are really not suitable for you."

He didn't want to hurt her. First, she is a good girl, responsible and capable. Second, she and Yue Ran are good friends.Both of these reasons prevent him from treating her as a woman who can be played with casually.

She can't afford to lose, and he can't afford to be hurt either.

They all have their difficulties and weaknesses.

Chi Yushan's eyes were moist, what he said was very sincere, it was the first time she saw such seriousness in Lan Ao.He didn't want to hurt her, and she knew it all.She tried her best to suck the tears in her eyes, not letting it continue to blur her vision, but she couldn't stop, the tears still dripped down, her heart ached so much, for Lan Ao.

Because I have no future, I don't want to hurt others.

"Lan Ao, but I like you, as long as you give me a chance to get close to you, then I won't be afraid of anything." Her eyes were firm and resolute.She gently took his hand and held it tenderly in her palm. He neither rejected nor pulled back, "I know you have heart disease, but this is not what you want. You can't refuse to give it to me just because you are like this." The opportunity for your own happiness, this is your cruelty to yourself and to those who like you. I don’t care, what I care about is whether you can let yourself go, let go of your heart, in fact, you are a very healthy person , you can have the right to like and be liked, and the right to be happy, and you still have hope, don’t you? This disease is not incurable. Heart disease is not terrible, the terrible thing is that you have already sentenced yourself to death in your heart .”

The terrible thing is that you have already sentenced yourself to death in your heart.

Lan Ao's body froze, his icy pupils shrank, and the cold air suddenly floated up.

Her words really hit the nail on the head, and suddenly made Lan Ao panic, did he cut off his own way of life?
"I didn't." He said this sentence coldly, as short as only three words, but it seemed that he had exhausted his strength.

"If you don't, then let go of yourself, well, live a more wonderful life." She smiled so softly, and she held his hand with more strength, to encourage him.

There was a trace of confusion in Lan Ao's eyes, like sparks, flickering on and off.

Chi Yushan was sitting opposite him, she moved closer to him gently, and the seductive fragrance lingered in his nostrils.

A woman's fragrance is a deadly poison.

Lan Ao has known this since he was a child, so he doesn't get close to women, and although he is as cold as an iceberg, he has an extremely enchanting face and attracts many women, but if he really has the courage to confess to him, there is no one who actively pursues him. A few, even if there were any, would be frozen to death by his cold air.

(End of this chapter)