love late bloomer

Chapter 216

but……

There was a small voice struggling in the bottom of my heart.

When she came out, she could already smell the aroma of coffee all over the room.

"Come and have a taste." Ling Yun poured two cups of coffee and handed one to her.

Chi Yushan reached out to take it, brought it to her nose, sniffed it lightly, closed her eyes and raised her lips in satisfaction, then passed it to her lips and took a sip, savoring and aftertaste carefully, it was rich and mellow.

"Why is it so bitter." She frowned slightly, talking about her feelings.

"Yushan, in fact, as long as you add some sugar, there will be no astringency. It's just that you are too persistent, you are used to this taste, and you don't want to change. Some things don't need to change others, but change yourself. This kind of life can It's more comfortable." He put a cube of sugar into Chi Yushan's coffee, "One is not enough, just have another one until you find it sweeter."

He meant something, how could she not understand.

"Are you going to say that I forced Lan Ao to fall in love with me?" Her eyes turned cold, she put the coffee on the table, and laughed at herself, "You can all see that Lan Ao doesn't have me in his heart, and you also know I'm just wishful thinking. I'm thick-skinned, I don't know how to be reserved, I put my self-esteem in front of Lan Ao and let him crush it, right?"

"Yu Shan, that's not what I meant." Ling Yun was anxious.

"That's what you meant. You laughed at me for overreaching and wanting to change Lan Ao. But have you seen my dedication and pain? Do you think I want to do this? But I can't break free for a while. The person on the bed just likes me. I am also in pain, and I want to relax, I don’t want to be like this, I don’t want to..." She broke down emotionally at this moment, holding her face, and couldn't help crying, "I know He doesn't love me, I know that I may not be able to change him, but I still have such a glimmer of expectation, I don't let myself fall into despair, I don't want to lose. Why don't you support me, don't help me, and still say this about me, Am I not qualified to allow An Weiyi to like him? What did I do wrong?"

Her tears were like a rushing flood, with a hoarse voice, and the pain that had been suppressed for so long spilled out thousands of miles away, washing her barren heart.Her accusations, her fragility, her tears... are real and natural in front of Ling Yun.

"Yu Shan, I... I'm sorry." He lowered his head, and his heart was also throbbing.

What did he say that made her so miserable.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to put it on her shoulder, but he didn't dare, he opened and clenched his fingers hesitantly, his heart was at war.

But when he looked at Chi Yushan who was crying and her shoulders were shaking, he knew that she was really heartbroken.

"Yushan, don't cry." He finally boldly embraced her shoulders, brought her into his arms, let her lean in his arms, and stretched out his hands to gently trace her back over and over again. Touching her, "It's my fault, I shouldn't say these words. But Yushan, you have to face the reality, Lan Ao is not suitable for you. Yushan, do you know? I... like you..."

Finally said it, the big stone in my heart finally let go.

"When I decided to pursue you, you told everyone that you were with Lan Ao. At that moment, I really blessed you. I thought he saw your beauty and was willing to be with you sincerely. But now it seems , you have a very bad time with him, I don't want you to suffer after all, you are too persistent, and you imagine Lan Ao too much in your mind, you are using an illusion created by yourself Numb yourself, let yourself sink deeper and deeper, so that now you have stepped into an abyss of despair. If you can let him go, then you also let go of yourself. Don't torture yourself like this again." He Every word she said hit Chi Yushan's heart deeply.

She closed her eyes tightly, and the tears gradually stopped, but if love can be controlled by itself, then it will not cause so many people pain.The reason why love is love is that you don't know what kind of person you will fall in love with at all.

She pushed Ling Yun away, and said lightly: "I want to be quiet for a while."

Ling Yun stood up, picked up his coat and left quietly, walked to the door, looked back at Chi Yushan's side face, tears were mottled: "Chi Yushan, listen carefully, starting tomorrow, I will also Work hard on your own feelings, I like you, I want to chase you, compete with Lan Ao, and fight for you."

Chi Yushan didn't take what Ling Yun said that night to heart, but Ling Yun followed her word.From that day on, she will receive a bouquet of purple lavender with white forget-me-nots every day. The flower language of the two kinds of flowers are waiting for your love and eternal love respectively.

"Yu Shan, who is so persistent this time?" Li Yi hugged the flowers to Chi Yu Shan, because she didn't have a piece of paper, so she didn't know who this mysterious flower sender was?
Chi Yushan was a little worried, Ling Yun really meant it.

"It can't be Lan Shao?" Li Yi tapped her chin with her index finger, thinking, "It seems wrong, you are already boyfriend and girlfriend, and you don't need to wait for your love, right? It seems that you are here to dig a corner Yes, Young Master Lan must have a sense of crisis."

"Are you busy?" Chi Yushan put down the pen in her hand and looked up at her, "Work hard for me. If the project approval fails this time, I will deduct your year-end bonus."

Li Yi gritted her teeth and said angrily, "You're cruel."

Chi Yushan hadn't contacted Lan Ao since that day, she concentrated on her work, finished her work before the Spring Festival, and had a good New Year.She has to go back to the United States to spend this year with her family, and then she has to tell Lan Ao to let him go with her to meet her parents, even if he doesn't want to, she will tell him.

She sighed, picked up the phone and dialed Lan Ao's number, holding her breath and waiting for his reply: "Hey, Lan Ao, I have something to discuss with you, shall we have dinner together today?"

"Just talk on the phone if you have anything to do. It's the end of the year, and the help is very busy." Lan Ao flipped through the folder in his hand, through the receiver, Chi Yushan could hear the rustle of flipping through the paper.

Chi Yushan took a deep breath, and then mustered up the courage to speak slowly: "I'm going back to the United States to be with my parents during the Chinese New Year."

"You don't need to report this to me, it's your personal freedom, and I won't restrict you." Lan Ao stroked the top with the pen in his hand, and then said to Ming Ye, "Ming Ye, there are some data that need to be Check it carefully and leave it to you."

She has become accustomed to Lan Ao's neglect: "Lan Ao, I want you to go back to the United States with me to meet my parents. Don't tell you that you don't even have a holiday for the Chinese New Year, and you don't have time to go back with me. No matter what you do I don't want you to be my boyfriend now, it's normal to accompany me back."

(End of this chapter)