love late bloomer

Chapter 48

His fingers holding the steering wheel became stiff inch by inch, and he clenched his teeth, feeling indescribably shocked.

"Xiaoran, when did this happen?" He raised his head, his eyes were sore.

She and Qi Ziyang had only been divorced for more than two months. When did she find another piece of happiness that belonged to her?Before, he thought that it was because of Yue Ran's divorce that he didn't want to talk about relationships anymore. He didn't force her, but now he couldn't even smile wryly.He waited hard for eight years, but what he waited for was such heartbreaking and shocking news.

"I have known him since Qi Ziyang and I filed for divorce, but it was only yesterday that we officially decided to hold each other's hand and go on. In the matter between me and Qi Ziyang, he helped me stand up again and again from the hurt. , what he gave me was not only help, but also the happiness of being moved and loved." Yue Ran raised his eyes and looked at him, made up his mind to say these words, and felt a lot more relaxed in his heart, "I know you are good to me, But feelings need to be felt. Senior, I tell you the truth because you are a good person, you should find your share of happiness instead of waiting for me so stubbornly. Although men can stand the test of time, but In addition to yourself and your parents, they also want you to have a good wife, a complete family, and a lovely grandson, you should not let them down, don’t wait until you lose it to know how to cherish it.”

Her voice was a little choked, which reminded her of her mother, who loved her all her life, but ended up leaving with hatred for her.

"Xiaoran, after all, I'm still one step behind. This step is the end of the world and the corner of the sea. After eight years, I still can't get into your heart. I really failed like Qi Ziyang said." He laughed at himself bitterly. The taste spread in the throat.Eight years, if he obeyed his parents' blind date marriage, he should have a child by now, but for her, he felt that such waiting was sweet.

Although Chi Jinfei's parents had objected to his pursuit of Yue Ran at the beginning, thinking that she was not a famous daughter, but later they couldn't help him and Chi Yushan's kind words and agreed. Unexpectedly, he was plotted against by Qi Ziyang and missed the opportunity. They walked together.

"Senior, it's not your fault, it's because I'm not so lucky." Yue Ran took a deep breath, and politely refused, "Senior, you have a better choice."

"But the only person you want to choose is you, why is it so difficult?" His voice was broken and sad, drifting far away with the wind.

Yue Ran's watery eyes stared at his handsome face and hurt expression without blinking.His throat was so choked that he couldn't speak, the bitterness spread up like a tide, and tears wet his eyes, and the tears swirled.

He lowered his head, the broken hair on his forehead naturally drooped, blurring his expression, and then his head lowered lower and lower until he buried his head on the steering wheel in front of him, that lonely look seemed to be trapped Vulnerable as an abandoned child.

"Actually, as long as you live happily, I'm satisfied. Xiaoran, I hope you are happy." His hoarse voice revealed the scars and exhaustion in his heart. He was finally a little tired, and he had been hit to the point where he could not fight back.

How many eight years does he have to wait for her to look back, just one time is a luxury.

Some loves never get a response, like him, and some loves need moths to catch fire, like her.

The tears in Yue Ran's eyes silently slid down his cheeks like this, thin drops of water hung on his dark and thick eyelashes, precipitating the past between them.The first time she rejected him for Qi Ziyang, what she got in return was betrayal and shame; the second time she gave up on him for Xiao Nan, where is her future this time?
She was just betting on tomorrow, hoping that God would be more lenient to her.

"I will be happy." This sentence is the same as before.

Yue Ran turned around and got out of the car, and walked away with his back turned.

"Xiao Ran." Chi Jinfei suddenly yelled at her, she turned her head, her black hair fluttering in the wind like a butterfly.

He got out of the car, stepped forward quickly, held her arms gently with both hands, and looked extra cautious: "Let me hug you again."

Then he hugged her in his arms, and smelled her hair and body fragrance with deep nostalgia, faint orchid, fresh like lotus, that kind of smell that makes people addicted to it after touching it, which made him unable to extricate himself.

"Xiaoran, give me a chance. I will make you happier than him. If you think you still can't fall in love with me, can you come back to him again? Just once..." The more he said, the smaller he got He humbly begged him for a chance to compete fairly.

"Senior, I will accompany you to the banquet this weekend. I can't promise you anything else." Yue Ran remained motionless. It would be a lie to say she wasn't moved at all, but Xiao Nan's name was engraved on her heart, "I'm sorry .”

Chi Jinfei's body holding him was gradually becoming stiff and petrified.At this moment, Yue Ran felt that he was so cruel, like an executioner piercing Chi Jinfei's heart.

Not far away on the second floor, Xiao Nan and Xia Fei were standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows looking at the couple hugging in place.

"Who is that man?" Xia Fei lightly bumped Xiao Nan with his arm.

"I don't know." Xiao Nan frowned, and there was a trace of displeasure and sharpness in his pupils.

"It seems that her worth has not fallen but increased after the divorce." Xia Fei looked at his expressionless face with a careless smile on his lips.

Xiao Nan didn't look much, turned and left, and Xia Fei also left after him, but he didn't see the scene of Yue Ran gently pushing Chi Jinfei away.

"Senior, I'll go back first." Yue Ran smiled apologetically, "Thank you for sending me back, and you should be more careful when you go back."

Then she left, and the moment she turned around, she still couldn't help but wet her face again, for Chi Jinfei's impossible love, for his bravery of being alone for eight years, and for his silent sacrifice all the time, but The only thing she can do is to reject him and let him face reality as soon as possible.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, it will always be fine.

She kept walking, kept walking, until she reached the door, she raised her eyes and saw Xiao Nan, falling into his dark and changing deep pool.

She didn't expect that he would be at home, and opened the door for her to wait for her. She couldn't help being frightened, and took a deep breath.She raised her hand and wiped the cold tears on her face indiscriminately, but she wiped more and more urgently, more and more tears, and her heart was in a mess.

Xiao Nan took a step forward, held her hand, and led her into the room without saying a word: "It's sunny outside, don't get sunburned."

"Xiao Nan, I..." She hurriedly wanted to explain, but he spoke again.

He took the bag in her hand and put it on the table aside, opened it and looked at it: "What did you buy?"

(End of this chapter)