ex-wife

Chapter 205

"Qibao!" Seeing her confused smile, Mi's mother felt heartbroken. She held her shoulder and shook her vigorously, as if trying to wake her up from the illusion she had woven. "Qibao! See clearly! I am mother, mother." Now I solemnly tell you that Shen Yan will not come back! He will never come back! You know it very well, but when are you going to run away? Do you think you won’t have to face it like this? Tell me, Xiaoqian What to do? What to do to Xiaomi? What to do to Shen? You are Shen Yan's love, Xiaoqian, Xiaomi and Shen are both Shen Yan's darlings. Are you worthy of Shen Yan's love like this? You are worthy of him dying for you ?"

Chu Qi's black hair was shaken to pieces, fluttering in the night wind, her dreamy smile was like a withered flower, gradually retracted, and finally frozen into a dull pale, let Mi Mama shake her thin body, as if It won't hurt if it's shaken to pieces...

Finally, Mama Mi noticed her strangeness, she looked at the direction behind Mama Mi with empty eyes, her pupils that were once fresh were like a dry well, without a trace of water.

Mama Mi trembled in pain, touched her thin and pale face and wept, "Qibao, cry, just cry out, cry loudly in mother's arms, you still have mother, mother will work hard with you, we will Shen Yan's unfinished responsibilities continue, so that he can be worthy of Shen Yan's love for you for so many years, do you know?"

Chu Qi's eyes finally fell on Mama Mi, she was in a daze without any hesitation, Mama Mi even doubted whether Chu Qi saw her right in front of her eyes, she waved her hand in front of Chu Qi's eyes in horror, trembling said, "Seven Treasures?"

Chu Qi closed her eyes, said nothing, waved away Mama Mi's hand, stood up and rushed into the house, she took something out, and then ran to the garage, Mama Mi realized that Chu Qi had Wearing Shen Yan's pajamas, the trousers were too long and rolled up.

She was about to chase after him to see what Chu Qi was doing, but she saw a red Ferrari rushing out, the speed of the car was so fast that a gust of wind started to pass by her.

Mother Mi was anxious and shouted, "Xiao Cai, don't let her out! Don't let her out!"

After hearing this, Xiao Cai closed the door in a panic, but Chu Qi had no intention of stopping the car, and rushed away, so frightened that Xiao Cai didn't dare to close it again, the red Ferrari rushed out of Shen's house like a ball of fire.

Mother Mi hurriedly called Xiao Chen loudly and told him to go out with Chu Qi's car immediately. She was still worried, and finally called Li Anbai, "Xiao Bai, Chu Qi..." Halfway through the sentence, she blamed herself with tears Incessantly, "Xiao Bai, Chu Qi drove out, I don't know where it will go..."

"How could this be?" Li Amber said as he took the key and went out.

"It's my fault! I saw her in a trance, thinking that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. If you stimulate her, she might wake up. Who knows that she took the key and drove out... she drove so fast, and she was not energetic. Okay, I'm afraid she has something to do..." Mother Mi's voice on the phone was crying intermittently.

Li Anbo got into the car, inserted the key, started the car, and the car flew out like an arrow, while comforting Mama Mi, "Aunt Mi, don't worry, I'll go find it right away, and tell my brother right away, we will definitely bring Qi back in its entirety." !"

To be honest, he had no idea where Chu Qi would go, but he couldn't help but give Mi Mama this promise—to bring Chu Qi back intact.

Sometimes, there are many helplessness in life. Perhaps, everyone knows that we should not make promises lightly, but when we make promises, our hearts are always sincere, but who would predict that there are always so many predictions that make promises impossible to come true?For example, Shen Yan and Chu Qi, who promised each other forever but finally lost to fate.

His car, blending into the streamer of headlights, night, confused, restless, and sad.

When I miss you, you are on the horizon

When I miss you, you are in front of me

When I miss you, you are in my mind

When I miss you, you are in my heart

I'd rather believe that we had an appointment in a previous life
The love story of this life will never change again
I'd rather spend my life waiting for you to discover

I'm always by your side

never go far...

mountain top.

The lonely world, the empty world, the star river above the head is bright.

Chu Qi sat back on the hood, opened the car door, played the music to the maximum, and flowed in the lonely night, only her and miss were left in the whole world.

A meteor pierced the night sky, and the burning brilliance dragged a long and magnificent fall to the endless darkness, as if falling into a bottomless black hole, and could never find a trace again.

In her heart, there is also a very deep black hole, so deep that she doesn't know what to fill it with in this life.

In her heart, a star also fell, and the trajectory of the fall was like the trace of a sharp knife, cutting flesh and bone, and bleeding.

From now on, her life is full of darkness, how should she be brave?

Looking at the sky full of stars, she was so quiet that she didn't even have the ups and downs of breathing, her face was even more stiff and numb, the only movement was her tears, line by line, dripping down from the corner of her eyes, dripping down silently...

She remembered that the last time she saw Shen Yan was probably in a dream, where the sky was full of stars.

So she came here, this place is above the lights of thousands of houses in the city, it is the place closest to the sky, but where is Shen Yan?
She finally let out a weeping cry, facing the sky, his direction in the dream was full of words, saying, where are you?Tell me what is brave?

Yan, why did Mommy wake me up?Why?I'm not escaping, I just miss you very much, I miss you very much, so I treat everything around me as you, so that I feel that you are always by my side and never leave.

When I talk to Xiao Cai, I feel that you are looking at me and smiling under that little tree;

When I was holding Yanyan on the balcony, I felt that there must be your car shadow under the street lights;
The reason why I selfishly rely on Brother Qing is because you all wear the same brand of clothes and use the same scented shaving lotion;
I try my best to remember, remember our past, and tell them little things one by one, so that I will feel that you are alive around me, never far away...

Say, I don't believe it, I don't believe you just left me like this, you said you would always be by my side, why did you lie to me again?Tell me, will it be like the time you hid my schoolbag this time, you lied to me that you lost it, and you returned to my desk the next day?

Yes, will you?You're just kidding me, right?Tomorrow, you will come home and say to me, Seven, I am back.Yes or no?

Yan, are you punishing me?Punish me for leaving you for a year?If so, Xiao Qi has already returned, and you must remember to go home...

She took a deep breath, closed her eyes, tears rolled down from between her eyelashes, the sudden tumbling thoughts caused the pain in her heart to be overwhelming, it was already unbearable.

Opening his eyes again, he suddenly saw Shen Yan's smiling face appearing in the sky, as warm and warm as yesterday.

She opened her eyes wide, reluctant to blink, lest Shen Yan would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Weeping tears of ecstasy, she jumped off the hood, shouting, "Yan! Yan! Are you back?"

However, Shen Yan's image became farther and farther away. In a hurry, she ignored her bare feet and ran along the mountain road in the direction Shen Yan was going away, crying and shouting, "Yan—wait for me—" —Wait for me—don’t run—”

Although the road up and down the mountain has been completely leveled, the rough road surface and sharp gravel still scratched her feet. Every time she took a step, the ground would leave deep or shallow blood spots. I don't feel any pain, the most painful thing is watching Shen Yan's smile getting blurred and getting further and further away, but I can't catch up anymore...

Accidentally stepped on a small pit, she couldn't stand still for a while, and fell to the ground, ignoring the burning pain in her knee, the first thing she did was to look up at the sky, the warm smiling face had disappeared, it turned out , is really just an illusion...

She has been living in the illusion she made up for too long recently, is it really an illusion everywhere?
She lay powerlessly on the ground, crying loudly, there were no more tears, only the sound of crying, shaking heaven and earth in the silent night, pouring out all the pain in her heart...

She didn't let herself lie on the road until her throat hurt from crying and she couldn't make a sound, she was exhausted...

In the end, it was she who caught a glimpse of Shen Yan's pajamas and forced herself to get up from the ground. Seeing the frayed hole at the knee of the pajamas, her heart was in a mess.

These are Shen Yan's trousers, one is missing for the things he left behind, how could she be so reckless and tear them apart?Then where would she go to find his breath in the future?Regret and heartache made her completely ignore that her blood had already seeped into her pants, staining the area around her knees red...

Pain, pain everywhere, so painful that she couldn't think.

The sky was pale white, she remembered that it was time for her to go home, so she walked down the mountain road.The feet have no conscious control at all, they only repeat the movement of walking mechanically, and the whole figure is like a puppet.

At the foot of the mountain, there was a lot of traffic, but she was dizzy and didn't know which direction to go.

How could this be?So how did she get here?My mind was muddled, a mess.

Feeling depressed, the warm figure came to mind again, she muttered as she walked, saying, Xiao Qi is lost, come and bring Xiao Qi home...

(End of this chapter)