ex-wife

Chapter 215

Putting down the phone, Chu Qi felt that if life continued like this, it would be beautiful.

The conversation between the son and her has never left the word "Dad", perhaps because it is often mentioned, so I feel that it has never been far away, as if he really just went away and will always come back at a certain day.

Not so heart-wrenching, not so desperate and sad.

This kind of feeling, there is a kind of happiness that the soul depends on, which is also a kind of happiness.

Is not it?
However, there is a prerequisite for such a situation, that is, the son doesn't mention the matter of his father's return, and as long as he mentions it, he can't help it. After all, it is a scar, a wound...

She pressed her temples, and her head hurt a little. Seeing that the sun was shining outside the window, but it was not scorching, she decided to go out for a walk, breathe fresh air, and also feel the feeling of revisiting old places.

After walking out of the room, I couldn't help walking to the door of the room where I used to live.

She didn't know who lived inside, but she gently stroked the door with her hands, feeling very close to the warmest place in her heart...

Gradually, her whole body was stuck up, and she laughed at herself stupidly, could it be that she could breathe the air of four years ago or even 20 years old?
However, she would rather think so...

When she saw that all her strength was leaning on the door, the door suddenly opened.

She couldn't stand, and fell in.

"Who... are you?" A man's surprised voice came.

She scratched her hair, very embarrassed, this is a honeymoon suite, fortunately she didn't ruin the good thing...

"I'm sorry, I went to the wrong room..." As she retreated, she looked at the room with nostalgia. This was the room she and Shen Yan lived in on their wedding night...

"What are you looking for?" Seeing her strange eyes, the man felt wary.

"I... was thinking... so I don't see your wife?" Chu Qi asked confusedly.

The man became frustrated, "I don't have a wife!"

"Why don't you live in a honeymoon room without a wife?!" Chu Qi was annoyed, isn't this a waste of resources?

"This has something to do with you?" The man also felt that she was baffled.

Chu Qi was dumbfounded, looked around, and suddenly came up with an idea, "Sir, how about this, since Mr. is traveling alone, why don't we change to a suite, you live in mine, I live in yours, and I will pay for it." How about the rent?"

Before the man could understand, he shook his fingers, "You mean you pay for both suites?"

"Yes!" Chu Qi answered simply.

"Okay! Let's go!" The man immediately brought her to the front desk as if he was afraid of her repentance, and exchanged room cards with Chu Qi. "Have a nice trip, ma'am!" The man smiled at her in a good mood and wished her well.

She was also in a good mood, a kind of joy similar to finding something lost.

After returning upstairs to exchange all the things, she left the hotel according to her original plan.

In four years, Venice has not shown much change.She still remembered that cold drink shop, she and Shen Yan bought an ice cream, he walked in front, she walked behind, both left half of the ice cream for each other, but in the end, both ice creams melted;
This is the church in memory. She and Shen Yan held their wedding here twice, the first time was at the age of 20, and the second time was four years ago, when her mother brought her to the Mandarin Dream to relive;

This is the place where Shen Yan ran past with her on his back, and he shouted "I love you" in various languages ​​while running...

There are too many such memories, the past emerges from the green smoke, from the sealed bottle, and each thread seeps into the heart and lungs, and the pain is unspeakable.

She thought she no longer remembered the pain, she thought she only had sweet memories left, but it turned out to be just a trick of her own self-deception.

It may be a mistake to revisit the old place, she is really worried whether she has the courage to walk the whole city...

"Miss, do you want a mask?" The woman spoke English kindly.

She woke up from the past and found herself standing in front of the mask shop.

The Italian women's business is not bad, and people keep buying masks from the store.

"There are a lot of people buying masks today!" she chatted casually.

"Yeah!" The woman said with a smile, "Today is very special, there will be a carnival."

"Isn't the carnival already over?" Chu Qi's heart was thinking of coming to the Carnival in Venice with Shen Yan, and the spring had already passed.

"Yes! But I heard that some companies are doing activities, which are more commercial and worth looking forward to. There will be fireworks at night!" The woman sold a few more masks, talking to Chu Qi while she was busy.

Chuqi was so excited that he also bought a mask and put it on his face to blend in with the crowd.

The event hadn't even started yet, but the atmosphere was very strong. The open-air bar was full of revelers, and those crazy people were drinking beer while splashing each other.

Infected by the atmosphere, she couldn't help asking for a glass of red wine, learning to gulp it down. Since she's here for a carnival, so what if she does something crazy once in a while?

She suddenly remembered Amenda's joke before, telling her to be careful not to have a one-night stand.

One night stand?will she?Can't help but smile wryly.

After a few glasses of wine, she was indeed a little dizzy, the sky was getting darker, and more and more people were dancing on the street. With the magnificent fireworks in the sky, the cheers of the revelers reached a climax.

Colorful masks, gorgeous and strange costumes, no one knows anyone, swarming the streets, the narrow streets of Venice can't accommodate so many people.

Chu Qi could no longer control her footsteps in the crowd, and followed the crowd unconsciously. Suddenly, after a burst of exclamation, the crowd became chaotic.

Slightly drunk, she couldn't stand upright and fell to the ground.She had a vague feeling that if she didn't get up again, she might be trampled to death by the revelers, but she was powerless, and she just fell down after trying several times.

Suddenly, a pair of strong arms lifted her up from behind, "Come on! Follow me!"

This voice was so familiar, she was so nervous that she couldn't breathe, her heart seemed to be about to pop out, her ears were full of "buzzing" roars, as if she was caught in a huge vortex.

She didn't even dare to look back, dare not...

She was afraid that it would not be him after she saw it, and she would be desperate; but if it was him after seeing it, how could it be possible?That must be an illusion again...

So, she stood firmly on the street, motionless.

She was knocked to one side by the surging crowd.

"Be careful!" After softly scolding, she was rolled into a hug, firm and warm, and the crowd could no longer bump into her. She closed her eyes, feeling safe and heart-warming.

There is no second embrace in the world that she can be so greedy for, but she knows that this will definitely not be him, not...

Suddenly, I felt that the gorgeous and bright fireworks, the loud and crazy crowd, and the passionate dance became dull.

It turns out that no matter how wonderful the world is, if there is one less person to share it with, it is just pale.

What she wanted was always a carnival that belonged to him and her...

The more lively, the more lonely.

She has never felt this deeply like now, and she has never longed for him to be by her side, in the noisy crowd, in the flashy secular world, what she wants to catch will always be him, only him that's all...

Tears flowed down, she still closed her eyes, everything around her had nothing to do with her, finally choked up and called out the name that she thought about day and night, this name that made her suffocate in pain, "Yan..."

After a cry, it was like water breaking a dike, and it was out of control.

In the embrace of a stranger, in the sea of ​​people passing by, she burst into tears, and there was nothing in the cry, only one word, "Yan... Yan... Yan..."

She admitted that she was drunk, and only when she was drunk could she have the courage to dissect her wounds like this, and have the courage to be so unscrupulous.

She felt the arms holding her tightly around and around, so tight that it made her dizzy. Is this kind of hug different?She mustered up the courage to look up, and what she saw was a colorful mask, and the eyes under the mask were as bright as black crystals.

She blinked hard, wanting to see clearly what the familiar thing in her eyes was, but the feeling of top-heavy made the figure in front of her blurry, and it became three for a while, and two for a while...

"Don't shake, don't shake, let me see clearly..." She reached out to hold his face, speaking inarticulately.

"Fool! How can you play after drinking like this? How can you dance?"

She narrowed her eyes, is this person talking to her?Are you calling her a fool?The voice is really familiar, is it a dream?She pinched her thigh hard, it didn't hurt, it didn't hurt at all, it was really a dream!
She smiled bitterly, dreaming is fine, she hasn't dreamed of him for a long, long time...

She hugged the man in front of her, quietly leaned on his chest and stopped moving, "Yan, you finally came to see me, I miss you so much... take me away, I don't want to be here anymore, it's noisy, it's noisy... "

Yes, it was so noisy and dizzy, she wanted to be quiet, to be with him quietly, to spend the carnival with only her and him, even in a dream, it was enough...

"Little idiot!" She vaguely heard someone scolding herself like that, with a slight smile on her lips, it's so good to be scolded like this...

(End of this chapter)