ex-wife

Chapter 41

There was an unspeakable feeling in Shen Yan's heart, and he felt uncomfortable, "Mom, it's okay, she's fine, and we... are also fine...Mom, you have to take care of your health, I'll die first..."

Every time he called Chu Qi's family, he felt oppressed, like a piece of water that had been absorbed by the sea was constantly expanding in his chest, making him unable to breathe.How long will this lie last?A lie will always be exposed one day, then how will it end?

Recalling the 20 years he spent with Chu Qi, he suddenly realized that in this city, Chu Qi had no one to rely on except him, and even no friends...

The apex of my heart ached for no reason, flashed before Chu Qi's face timidly looking at him every time he made a mistake, those bright eyes seemed to drop water drops to hit her heart at any time...

He pinched the center of his brows vigorously, thinking about where she would go, and the words she said that year flashed through his mind...

That year, when he was shopping, he accidentally let go of her hand, and she was lost. He broke out in a cold sweat and hurried back to look for her, only to find her sitting pitifully on the steps of the shopping mall with her chin propped up. , water drops in the eyes.

He asked her, why are you sitting here stupidly?

She said: "I'll wait here, as long as you look back, you can see it, but I thought you wouldn't look back..."

The drops of water in her eyes finally fell. He stretched out his hand, and the tears fell on his palm, but hit his heart. He held her hand and cursed fiercely, "Idiot! Come with me!" go home!"

He swore that from now on, he would never let go of her hand...

"But, I thought you wouldn't look back... But, I thought you wouldn't look back..."

The magic sound of these words lingered in his ears, his heart became hot, and his inspiration shone like sparks, and he immediately drove to that shopping mall. What is the name of that shopping mall?He searched in the precipitation in his memory...

That's right!right here!The familiar steps overlap with the picture in memory, but what about the girl on the steps?

He looked at the empty steps, feeling lost in his heart...

Get out of the car, sit down where she used to sit, and light a cigarette, surrounded by scattered pedestrians coming and going, the smoke circles around these people, dissipating in the darkness of night.

"Honey, I'll get a headache when I smell the smoke!" She was always dangling around his neck delicately like this, so he would snuff it out.

But today, he is the one with the headache...

He lowered his head and pressed his temple, and suddenly found a familiar badge on the ground. It was a gift he gave her on the second anniversary of their marriage. He designed the badge himself. The words LOVE/FOREVER and her initials were engraved on the badge: MCQ .

She never minded the value of the gift, as big as a diamond, as small as a hairpin, as long as it was given by him, she liked it, but she always liked to show off his love so ostentatiously, every gift he gave her , as big as a diamond, as small as a hairpin, her name is engraved on it to prove its uniqueness...

So, has she been here?However, after all, he didn't wait until he came to find her...

He clasped the badge tightly in his palm, the needle of the badge hurt his palm, but he couldn't feel it, but his heart pricked violently, and suddenly wanted to say a word to her: I haven't forgotten to look back, I came to take you home, but you are no longer here...

For a moment, he was very confused, should he go back and look for it?After all, she had already let go of his hand...

(End of this chapter)