ex-wife

Chapter 59

In the silent darkness, each other's breathing is so clear.

Disappointing tears gradually filled her eyes, she wiped them silently, hugged Yanyan closer, and felt a little relieved by her warmth, this Yanyan will never leave her again, right?
Finally unable to fall asleep, she peeked at him, his back was facing her, under the moonlight, his silhouette was perfect, the sadness in her heart was like the brilliance of the moon, it became colder and whiter.

The distance between her and him is only one meter wide, so it really can't be broken anymore?
"Shen Yan?" She couldn't help calling him softly.

"Ok?"

This response almost brought her to tears again. She has never cherished this simple word like now. She gently called his name, and he replied casually "Huh?" It seems that many times like this, he or At work, or playing online games, or reading a book, if she calls him "Shen Yan", he will say "um", only the closest people can have such a dialogue scene, how could she never experience it before? arrive?

"Shen Yan?" She tried hard to control her tears and voice, as if she was afraid that she would never be able to scream again, she called out again.

This time, he turned his back, "Here, what's the matter?"

The sudden face-to-face caught her off guard, but luckily he turned off the light so he couldn't see her expression.In the darkness, she raised her smiling face, "Are you still asleep?"

"How can I answer you when I'm asleep? Pig..."

Her eye sockets became hot again, who said that?If someone calls you a pig, it's because he loves you, loves you and pets you... During her growth history, she was called "you pig" by him almost every day...

In the future, can she still be his pig?The feeling of being called a "pig" is really happy...

She forced back the tears that were about to fill her eyes, and laughed heartlessly "hehe", her acting skills are getting better and better, coupled with the cover of the night, no matter how clever Shen Yan is, she can't realize that she is actually crying Bar?

"Shen Yan, is that Jing Jing today?" She once swore not to ask any questions about Jing Jing, but why couldn't her brain direct her mouth?

Shen Yan was silent for a while, then chose to admit, "Yes, how do you know her name?"

Uh?Chu Qi can't say that he eavesdropped on his phone call, can he? "You forgot what you said yourself?" It will always be her strong point to get away with it and fool him.

"I said it?" Shen Yan really couldn't remember clearly...

"Of course I said it! What memory do you have! You're still the president, the company is lucky not to be defeated by you!" After being fooled, the continuous criticism will definitely blow him out, and then, the black can be turned into white by her up.This is her experience, I don't know if it works or not, Shen Yan said yesterday that it doesn't work... After Chu Qi finished speaking, he took a peek at Shen Yan and found that he had no intention of refuting her.

Hmm... In fact, after last night, she really thought about never cheating and bullying Shen Yan, but she still couldn't hold back today. The seventh day is the seventh day, and the eighth day will never be changed...

Shen Yan really didn't refute her, but is it still meaningful for him to say that he didn't?This is really not the point of the question...

"Shen Yan, where's the jade carving you bought last time? Did you give it to her?"

Even Tianyu also fell in love with the jade bracelet at the auction, saying that he wanted to take it to give to his sister, and asked her if the little girl liked jade. Unexpectedly, Shen Yan also fell in love with it, and even bid for it with Lian Tianyu. In the end, Lian Tianyu gave in. He said that Shen Yan was so desperate, he must have bought it for the most important person, so let him forget it.

Shen Yan's mother is gone, the most important woman by his side must be Jing Jing, it can't be him...

In fact, she really likes that jade, and she has dreamed of getting a high-grade jade bracelet for a long time...

Shen Yan did not expect that she would ask this question, that Yuzhuo is still lying on his desk.He threw it in the car on his return from the auction and took it back to the office.I bought it because of Chuqi, but I didn't know what to do with it after I bought it, so I gave it to Jingjing?He never thought of...

He smiled in the dark, "Do you like it?"

If she likes it, or if he chooses a suitable opportunity to give it to her, it is because of her that he bought it...

"Me?" She didn't expect that this question would be thrown back to her, and she said in a panic, "I don't like it! Things from the Ming Dynasty were dug out from the tomb, it's scary!"

"That's right!" He was a little disappointed. She was always cheering for the gift he gave her. Perhaps, something has really changed...

A brief silence.

After Shen Yan thought she was asleep, he heard her voice again, and seemed full of curiosity, "Shen Yan, tell me about your girlfriend, she's pretty!"

In fact, after talking about Chu Qi, you are scolding yourself, you, Mi Chu Qi, are getting more and more duplicity...

To be honest, Shen Yan didn't like this kind of feeling, speaking quietly in front of her made him feel blocked, like a big stone was blocked, and he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

Hearing what she said, she just casually said, "Not as beautiful as you."

This sentence really surprised her, but she had never heard him praise her beauty, and she was laughed at by him for not having fair skin and thin waist...

"Isn't it? My skin is not white enough, and my waist is thick..." She hit him back with his words.

He wanted to laugh, but laughed again, and smiled bitterly, "You still remember, women are so easy to hold grudges!"

"Shen Yan, are the two old people you met today her parents?" Now that she was mentioned, Chu Qi couldn't keep his mouth shut, everyone was curious about his rival in love.

"Yes." But Shen Yan's answer was always so concise, he didn't want to say a word more.

"Shen Yan, what does she do?"

"She used to be one of my secretaries, and now I don't ask her to do anything, well, it's getting late, it's time to go to bed." Shen Yan obviously didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, and his tone became stiff.

Don't say it, don't say it...

Chu Qi slowly closed her eyes, and in the dark night she could hear his breathing gradually becoming more even, so she dared to shed tears slowly, one by one...

Shen Yan, do you think I'm really so relaxed when I talk about her?You who think you are smart, have you ever seen the tears flowing in my heart?

She remembered a passage that was classic and vulgar: the fish said to the water, you cannot see my tears because I am in the water; the water said to the fish, I can feel your tears because you are in my heart...

So, Shen Yan who can't feel her tears, is she no longer in his heart?Whose tears will be filled in his heart?
Shen Yan, if I were a fish and you were water, fish would not be able to survive without water, but water can hold many, many fish...

Is that right?Shen Yan?

She looked at him with tears in her eyes, only seeing his slightly undulating body, maybe she was dreaming, and she couldn't get the answer...

There was only the fluffy Yanyan at hand, and she approached it, except for her and Shen Hai, no one knew that this Yanyan was no longer the old one, and that one was already dead.It stayed with Brother Shenhai and promised to wait for her to come back, but when she came back, it was a strange Yanyan...

She could see Brother Shen Hai's panic. He didn't take good care of it, so that it died under the wheel, and had to buy a new Chihuahua to wait for her return.She only found out about this later, but she didn't point it out after all, and she didn't blame Brother Shen Hai. Maybe it's fate, a karmic cycle...

She joyfully hugged this new Yan Yan, happily thinking that after returning to Shen Yan's side, she would have a new life. Could it be that she was wrong?There is really no eternity in the world, even words...

She said that she named this Chihuahua Yan Yan because Shen Yan was very busy at work, and with it's company, it was as if Shen Yan was accompanying her. So, how could Yan Yan leave?Even if you change the exact same one, the new one cannot replace the old one after all...

Falling asleep amidst such wild thoughts, the dream is full of images of bouncing Yan Yan jumping around her feet.Suddenly the picture changed, and she was left alone in the darkness, surrounded by iron railings, and even Yan Yan disappeared...

Without Yanyan bouncing around her feet, she was so flustered, she slapped the iron railing desperately, and shouted desperately, "Yanyan! Yanyan! Where are you?"

"Yanyan! I'm so scared! Come save me! Come save me!"

Suddenly, there was only the sound of an emergency brake of a car rubbing against the ground, followed by a shrill scream.Her heart ached to pieces, struggling against the iron railing, crying, "Yanyan—let me out—I'm going to find Yanyan! Yanyan is gone—please let me out—Yanyan— "

She didn't know why, she was crying and shouting heart-piercingly, but her voice was so weak.She seemed to smell blood, seemed to hear Yan Yan's desperate wailing, she felt that she was going crazy, desperately broke the iron fence with her hands, hit her head, and cried, "Let me out—— —Let me go to Yanyan—let me go to Yanyan—”

"Seven! Seven! I'm here! Don't be afraid! I'm here!" In a daze, someone pushed her, shook her, and someone hugged her tightly.

She woke up suddenly, and pushed away the person holding her. Her newly opened eyes were not used to the darkness, and she couldn't see anything in the darkness. She cried and groped around, "Yanyan! Where is my Yanyan!"

"Seven! I'm here! You're having a nightmare!" Someone wanted to hug her.

She pushed it away, crying uncontrollably, "It's not you! It's not you! I want my words! It's not you! Go away!"

There was a sharp pain in his chest.

Her crying in the dream made his heart ache; her crying for Yanyan made his heart ache; and what made his heart hurt the most was when she pushed him away, saying that he was not the Yanyan she wanted...

Suddenly understood something, picked up the Chihuahua in the kennel and brought it back to her arms, whispering softly, "Is it it?"

This guy slept on the bed for a while, and crawled back to the kennel by himself...

Chu Qi hugged it like a treasure, and pressed her cheeks against it, tears streaming down her face, "I'm sorry, Yan Yan, I will take good care of you in the future, and I will never let you get lost again, and you have to promise me, Never leave me..."

Shen Yan turned around, his face was wet, was it her tears?or his?

If it was his, this would be the second time in his life that he cried for her who woke up from the dream, and it hurt even more than when she left last time...

Turning around abruptly, he hugged her and Yan Yan into his arms, not daring to say a word, lest he disturb her finally peaceful mood, he only used the warmth of his palm to dry her tears, and supported her with the strength of his arms the fragility of...

In this way, her tears welled up more and more, and the sobbing continued. I don't know how long it took, she finally let go of the Chihuahua in her arms and hugged him, and buried her face in his chest, tears wetted his face pajamas.

He didn't know if she was awake or asleep, but he heard her whimpers and low sobs, and the broken and jumbled words, "I'm so scared! The words are gone! It's dead! They locked me up." Get up! It's so dark inside! I'm afraid of the dark! I'm afraid...I'm going to find Yanyan..."

He just treated her as the lingering fear of her nightmare, hugged her even tighter, rocked her gently like coaxing a child, soothed her fear with the gentlest voice, and even patiently answered the silly words in her dream, "Don't be afraid." , Yanyan is here, Yanyan will never leave you, they are bad guys, I will beat them for you, be good, don't be afraid, don't cry..."

With her eyes closed, she seemed to be talking to him in a dream, vaguely, crying as she spoke, "Brother Shen Hai, when will you come to see me next time? I miss you..."

His heart sank, as if being pricked by a needle, he smiled bitterly, "I... will come soon, soon..."

She finally fell into a deep sleep, her soft body trembling with sudden sobs even in deep sleep.He put her down gently, but she shrank into his arms and hugged her even tighter.

He knew that he couldn't let go of this person...

Lie down with her in his arms, let her head rest on the most comfortable position in his shoulder socket, breathe a sigh of relief, pull the quilt to cover her and himself.

Mi Chuqi, Mi Chuqi... closed his eyes, and chanted this name, waves of dull pain slapped his chest like this.

(End of this chapter)