Splendid Pastoral

Chapter 409 Choice
"What should I do? What should I do?" Xiao Mo turned around in a hurry, walking back and forth in the room.

And the servants and servants in the house have already been dismissed by Mrs. Chen.

This morning, Xiao Mo just learned that the dowry from the General's Mansion had been sent to the Wang family. She didn't believe it, and went to Jiang Yanran's yard to ask her to verify the authenticity of this matter.

And this trip made her regret it so much, she wished she hadn't even tried to prove it.

Just because Jiang Yanran's words reveal her satisfaction with Wang Zimo inside and out.

After listening for a while, Xiao Mo felt that she couldn't listen anymore, so she found an excuse and came to the yard. At this moment, although La was very angry and wanted to lose her temper, she was more anxious and flustered.

No one was around, of course, except for Nanny Chen. In Xiao Mo's eyes, Nanny Chen was one of her own, and she was the only person she trusted in the house. After all, she was the one who knew many of her secrets. She dared not say anything else, at least Regarding Xiao Yichen's matter, Xiao Mo will not have any scruples about Mrs. Chen, and will not hide anything.

So at this moment, Xiao Mo didn't want to hide her emotions anymore, she vented her temper, and after throwing herself around, she lay down on the table and started crying.

It's just because she feels a deep sense of powerlessness now, after all, she is too timid to tell Jiang Yanran about it.

Seeing Xiao Mo so sad, Nanny Chen walked to her side, stretched out her hand and wanted to put it on her shoulder, she paused, she was very entangled in her heart, listening to her cry, finally put it on, lightly Pat lightly.

Feeling a hand attached to her back, Xiao Mo raised her head, and looked at Nanny Chen for help in desperation: "Nurse, what should I do? What do you think I should do now?"

Nanny Chen looked at the tears on Xiao Mo's face, and sighed deeply: "Miss, why don't you tell Madam about this, maybe Madam will make the decision for you, maybe you still have a glimmer of hope."

"No." After hearing Nanny Chen's proposal, Xiao Mo almost denied it immediately without any hesitation.

Xiao Mo didn't dare to take this risk. After all, she was not the biological daughter of the General's Mansion. She was afraid that after she told the whole story, everything she had now would be gone.

She dare not!
She didn't dare to block her own future, and wanted her to go back to the house in that small place and compete with those ignorant women for family property and status. Xiao Mo never wanted to live such a life.

"Miss, you have to think clearly. If you don't express your intentions at this time, the eldest young master will really marry Miss Wang's family. The marriage will be in one month."

Nanny Chen looked at Xiao Mo with caring eyes.

After hearing Nanny Chen's words, Xiao Mo didn't speak, but stopped crying and fell into deep thought.

"Miss…"

Just when Nanny Chen wanted to say something to comfort Xiao Mo's current mood, Xiao Mo took a deep breath and waved to Nanny Chen: "Nanny, go down first."

Nanny Chen looked at Xiao Mo like this, she couldn't let it go, but seeing that she didn't want to say more, she finally blessed her, turned around and went out, and closed the door.

Although it was Nanny Chen who went out, after she closed the door, she turned her head and glanced at the door, she stood firmly outside the door and did not leave, she was afraid that Xiao Mo would not think about doing something stupid for a while, so she had to stay outside. Don't worry.

After Nanny Chen went out, Xiao Mo got up slowly, sat down in front of the dressing table, and looked at the pretty woman inside, her eyes were red from crying.

At this moment, Xiao Mo raised her hand and touched her cheek, and suddenly understood something.

I saw Xiao Mo staring closely at the woman who was exactly like her in the mirror, and slowly said: "What exactly do you want? You think clearly, and do it when you think clearly, don't regret it."

Yes, Xiao Mo now faces two choices.

One is to go to the elder brother to confess this matter by himself, but the chance of success is very small, after all, Xiao Yichen did not treat himself very warmly in the past, and he was not very familiar with the relationship between brother and sister, let alone the relationship between a man and a woman.

On the contrary, he was very nervous about Wang Zimo.

The second way is to forbear, do nothing, watch Xiao Yichen get married, hide your heart well, keep your current glory and wealth, obey Jiang Yanran's arrangement, let her find a good man to marry go out.

These two paths, no matter which one Xiao Mo chooses, she will have regrets and unwillingness.

"Ah!" Xiao Mo yelled loudly, clenched the miscellaneous brocade with both fists, and smashed the table fiercely. It would be great if she was the biological daughter of the general's mansion.

Although Xiao Mo thought this way, she also knew that this was an unchangeable thing, and she was not the biological daughter of the general's mansion.

Xiao Mo raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, staring at herself in the mirror, with some hatred in her eyes, Mr. Liao's real daughter will never come back, she must have died long ago!

Thinking of this, the corners of Xiao Mo's mouth twitched slightly, that smile looked penetrating.

For so many years, Xiao Yanfeng and Jiang Yanran have never stopped looking for the whereabouts of their biological daughter, but it has been too long, and there has been no clue or news.

After hearing Xiao Mo's cry, Nanny Chen, who had been outside the house all this time, didn't care about etiquette, and hurriedly pushed the door in, with a very nervous expression, and shouted loudly: "Miss! Miss! Don't be too hard on yourself , do something stupid!"

Xiao Mo, who was sitting in front of the dressing table, turned her head and gave her a faint glance after hearing Nanny Chen's call.

Nanny Chen saw that she hadn't done anything stupid, so she patted her chest and let out a sigh of relief: "Miss, what's wrong with you? You scared the old slave to death."

Nanny Chen's anxious expression fell into Xiao Mo's eyes, which finally gave her some comfort. Fortunately, there are still people who really care about her. The feeling of loss just now is better, but it also strengthens her thoughts.

In today's world, if you don't have your own status, how can you live a good life?
For the sake of a man, Xiao Mo thinks she can't do it at the risk of losing everything she has now.

In the final analysis, it was that she didn't love Xiao Yichen enough. In her heart, status was more important than anything else.

Although it was difficult to make this choice, Xiao Mo also strengthened her heart.

If she really had a showdown for Xiao Yichen's sake, Jiang Yanran would send Bao Buqi back to her home, and then she would have to live a life of being a slave, she didn't want that.

"Don't worry." Xiao Mo smiled again, and gave Nanny Chen a comforting look, "I don't want to die or live for such a trivial matter, let's rot this matter in my stomach in the future, and don't mention it again , he’s just my big brother.”

After hearing Xiao Mo's words, Nanny Chen was very surprised. She didn't know what made her abandon her love for the young master for so many years in a short period of time.

But this is always good, after all, this matter is too obscure, if you want to tell the whole thing, you will take a great risk, now that the young lady is willing to let it go, that is the best.

(End of this chapter)