Mr. Gu, Madam escaped with the cub

Chapter 54 The Past
"Gu Jingming, what exactly do you want to do?"

After this short hug, Pei Yue pushed him away indifferently.

"Since you let go three years ago, what is it today?"

The words that were obviously questioning were full of helplessness and sadness.

".I really miss you."

Gu Jingming's sigh made Pei Yue who was about to turn around and leave suddenly stop.

In my impression, the domineering and proud man showed his weakness in such a low voice, which made Pei Yue feel a slight pain like a needle prick in his heart.

However, it has been three years.

Three years, not only a separation, but I don't know if I have really erased the other party from my life during this blank time.

"Yue Yue?"

Gu Jingming called her softly.

Hearing Gu Jingming's voice, Pei Yue regained consciousness.

"What were you thinking just now?"

Gu Jingming asked in puzzlement.

"It's nothing. Gu Jingming, I admit that Grandma Liu's story touched me, but it's a story between them and has nothing to do with us."

"Really? Are you really willing to abandon our past?"

Gu Jingming sighed secretly in his heart, why did he feel that Pei Yue's appearance just now was because he still had him in his heart?
"It's getting late, let's go back early."

"Yueyue, you haven't answered my question yet."

Gu Jingming frowned and grabbed her arm, asking her helplessly and forcefully.

Pei Yue pulled back her arm, and said in a cold tone, "Do you know that the flower language of platycodon flower has anything other than eternal love?"

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"There is also hopeless love. According to legend, the blooming of bellflowers represents the coming of happiness, but some people are doomed to miss happiness, unable to grasp or keep it. Perhaps, blooming bellflowers is the best expression for lovers, and it is also a far-reaching Your blessings are just like you looking at these flowers from a distance. So, Gu Jingming, we don't disturb each other, that is to give each other the best wishes."

The expression on Gu Jingming's face gradually faded.

Now he finally felt that even if Pei Yue was right in front of him, he was already out of reach.

"But I can't do it, even if you don't love me anymore, I can't be different from you."

Pei Yue turned around and looked at Gu Jingming, like a stubborn child, grabbing her arm and refusing to let go.

"Gu Jingming, three years ago, from the moment I signed the divorce agreement, I had already given up on you. All the unwillingness and unwillingness to give up have been buried in my heart. You let me down , It was you who asked me to leave."

Gu Jingming froze in place.

That's right, it was his distrust that hurt Pei Yue back then, and he was the one who forced Pei Yue to leave the provincial capital.

"I……"

Gu Jingming opened his mouth to say something, but suddenly found that his words became so pale.

"You know, I don't like cheating, and I don't like betrayal."

Pei Yue raised her other hand and separated Gu Jingming's fingers one by one.

"You also know that I didn't have a father since I was a child, and my mother raised me alone. Then she fell ill and passed away, leaving me alone in this world. For a long time, I felt particularly insecure, There is no way to completely trust a person. Fortunately, it was your appearance that changed me and taught me how to trust a person. "

Gu Jingming stared closely at Pei Yue with his dark eyes.

"It was you who eliminated my inferiority complex. You cared for me so carefully, making me feel like I was the happiest person in the world. I thought we would be together forever. I gave you all my feelings, I wanted to give you everything without reservation. But you suddenly changed, became indifferent, alienated. I don't know what I did wrong, and you never refused to tell me. You no longer come home on time , no longer talking to me gently, even when I was sick, I had to excuse the company to work overtime, and I didn’t want to go home to see me.”

"I'm sorry, Yueyue, I."

Pei Yue took a deep breath and continued, "Do you know what cold violence in marriage is?"

Gu Jingming's nails dug into his palm, watching Pei Yue silent.

"When two people get along together, they get along with each other tacitly and feel good about each other, but they are treated indifferently all of a sudden. Do you know how hurtful this psychological gap is?"

Said, Pei Yue laughed at herself.

But Gu Jingming felt that his heart seemed to be pulled together.

"You must know that in a relationship, the most unbearable thing is the lover's neglect, which is more painful than not loving. I thought of how many times I sent you messages, but you always didn't reply to me. I realized later that that It's not because you are busy, but because you don't want to reply to me at all."

"I was in a daze, really."

"To be honest, I was very confused during that time. I didn't know what happened. I thought, maybe you were too busy with work to care about my feelings, but I didn't expect that you would actually be on my birthday. take the woman home"

Pei Yue choked up.

She thought that after such a long time, she could calmly mention what happened back then.

Only now did I realize that she couldn't do it at all.

Gu Jingming looked at Pei Yue's reddened eyes, feeling very distressed.

"You actually did such a thing in front of me. And now, you pretend to be affectionate and tell me that you miss me very much. Do you think I will trust you again? Gu Jingming, I'm really tired. "

Gu Jingming felt that he could hardly listen anymore.

How much did he hurt Pei Yue?
That's why she's so frustrated with herself
Gu Jingming only felt that his throat could not be opened as if he had swallowed choking paint.

"Stop talking, I know I'm wrong. I'll make it up to you, and I'll give you whatever you want."

Pei Yue looked at Gu Jingming's eyes, and involuntarily took a step back.

"No need. I don't need any compensation. Lu Yuchen has treated me very well. He has always taken care of me without complaint or regret. I will be with him and live a happy life."

"You are grateful to him, not liking him."

As soon as Lu Yuchen was mentioned, Gu Jingming felt that the emotions he had suffered for many days gradually disintegrated, and the more he said, the louder he said, "He is not suitable for you at all, you are just friends."

"It's not up to you whether it's suitable or not. He has paid so much for me, and I don't want him to wait any longer."

"Do you want to gamble your life's happiness for the so-called gratitude? You don't like him, how can you two be happy together? Only me, only I can give you happiness."

Gu Jingming stepped forward emotionally and hugged Pei Yue.

He can't care about anything now, he can agree to Pei Yue on any condition, as long as Pei Yue doesn't leave him.

"Gu Jingming, don't do this!"

"Can't"

Gu Jingming put his chin into the neck where he thought about it day and night, breathing heavily, "Yueyue, you must never be with Lu Yuchen."

(End of this chapter)