I am addicted to my paranoia

Chapter 155 I Can Be With You

Years ago?
Cheng Yan's eyes flickered, his lips moved, and he hesitated to speak.

What do you mean?
What is a few years ago?
How old was Li Xiao a few years ago?How could it be possible to live with Lou Mian?

Seeing his gradually surprised expression, Li Xiao smiled slightly: "Do you think I'm lying to you?"

"Isn't it?" Cheng Yan clenched his hands, "It's impossible for you to have been with Lou Mian, let alone what happened a few years ago."

Counting time, this is completely impossible.

Hearing his unassuming words, Li Xiao narrowed his eyes: "It seems that the relationship between you and Lou Mian is not that good, she didn't even mention the past."

"Uncle, what are you compared to me?"

Cheng Yan's chest rose and fell, and he couldn't say anything to refute for a moment, after all, what Li Xiao said was right, it's not that Lou Mian rarely mentioned anything about the past, let alone the previous relationship.

"You—really been with Lou Mian?"

Li Xiao twirled the tail ring, "Don't you know? I have an online dating partner that I really like."

--boom!

Cheng Yan's head seemed to be hit by a stone, and he suddenly became dizzy, and it took a few seconds for his vision to return to normal.

He frowned uncontrollably.

During that time, Li Xiao became even more silent. He didn't talk to his family members at all, and walked alone. When he got home, he hid in his room and wouldn't open the door if anyone knocked.

When I went to Li Xiao's room the next day, I found a bowl of instant noodles on the table, presumably they went to the living room to soak after everyone fell asleep.

It was also during that period of time that Li Xiao lost weight all over, and it wasn't until later that he was willing to tell him the reason for this - it was because of his online dating partner.

Cheng Yan noticed it.

The balance of victory has already begun to tilt in the direction of Li Xiao, but he still felt that there was a ray of hope, and asked, "Where is Lou Mian? Does she know?"

Li Xiao paused, looked up at him, raised his eyebrows lightly: "What do you think?"

After the words fell, the atmosphere fell into silence.

After 2 minutes, Cheng Yan turned around and went back to his room, sat on a chair, lit a cigarette, and took a deep drag.

He wasn't sure how Lou Mian felt about that online dating partner back then.

But he can be sure that Lou Mian must have more feelings for Li Xiao than for him.

The smoke was drawn to the bottom, but the fire was not soaked in water, but was extinguished by the fingertips.

The slight burning sensation brought Cheng Yan back to his senses.

Lou Mian, he likes it very much.

But what is more important now is that she should be regarded as the chief culprit who made Li Xiao change so much that he became far away from his family.

Cheng Yan had a headache. If Cheng Yuan found out about this, it would be a complete game over.

……

After Lou Mian returned, she found that the house had been cleaned up, except for the plate of untouched toast and undrinked milk on the dining table.

That was Li Xiao's breakfast, he didn't eat it.

Lou Mian sat on the sofa, thought for a while, and sent Cheng Yan a WeChat message: [Are you free at noon tomorrow?Let's have a meal. 】

The second it was sent, it showed that the other party was typing, but Lou Mian waited for two or three minutes, but still didn't get the message from him.

She put down her phone, got up and went to the room to take a shower. During the period, she was thinking about how to cut into the topic with Cheng Yan tomorrow. What if it was very blunt if they started talking?
After taking a shower, she put on her pajamas, wrapped a dry hair towel and went to pick up her phone.

[Cheng Yan: At twelve o'clock, I will wait for you in the Liuxiang box of Rose Restaurant. 】

When she saw the name of the box, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she touched the button with her fingertips: [Okay. 】

After sending the message, Lou Mian suddenly thought of something, and hurried back to the room to get a notebook, downloaded QQ from the app store, entered the page, and chose to log in with the SMS verification code.

Fortunately, she hasn't changed her number in the past few years. After entering the verification code, she logged in immediately.

The gaudy background, the font bubbles that can only be distinguished by looking carefully, and the head of the duckling, instantly evoked her memories.

But half a minute later, Lou Mian gritted her teeth: "I said, why do you still have such a ghost background? It turns out that you have automatically deducted money to recharge your VIP in the past few years, and you will really make money."

She didn't have many people on the list, and when she swipe down a little, she saw the black profile picture.

Lou Mian clicked in, and the chat box was filled with words in white bubbles.

A few minutes before proposing to break up, Li Xiao felt what she was going to say, and read the indifferent words she sent while typing.

Finally, when Lou Mian said to break up, he also sent out the long story, but Lou Mian didn't read it, but chose to delete the friend directly.

But the things she didn't care about back then are like treasures now, and she doesn't want to let go of a word.

[Little Duck: Brother, we still don't get along well, so let's just leave it at that. 】

[Li: When you posted the previous words, I knew what you were going to say, don't be like this, okay, I can hold back in the future, and I won't keep sending you messages, it was you who said that you would stick with me , don't do this, don't leave me halfway, okay?I can change it, I will change it wherever you hate me, you can’t lie to me, I really like you, if you think these few months can’t prove anything, then I can use years and decades to prove it, Give me a chance, let me prove that I am not just a whim to you. 】

Seeing this, Lou Mian lowered her eyes.

She was so scumbag back then.

He didn't even bother to read such a long message sent by his online dating partner, so he just deleted it.

Is this something humans can do?
Lou Mian also couldn't figure out another thing, since she can be regarded as bad for Li Xiao, why does Li Xiao still like her so much?You can even wait a few years.

Her memories of that time are a bit vague, but she only remembers that she was in a good mood that day. She turned on the game and was randomly matched with a few teammates to play the game together. say.

So after the first one, she invited him again out of curiosity, and he quickly agreed.

I don't know if it was because her voice at that time was relatively gentle, which made people want to get close. The boy started chatting with her, and she was a little interested, so she directly added his QQ.

Next, the game was left behind, and the two of them talked all night long, from life philosophy to their own lives.

Lou Mian quickly turned to the original date record, and after reading down slowly, she knew the answer.

[Li: My life is not fun, I spend every day in darkness, I don’t like to contact with strangers, I don’t have many friends, others say I’m a freak. 】

【Li: I have thought about leaving many times, but every time I do it, someone will always disturb me. 】

[Li: What should I do. 】

[Little Duck: Are you stupid?This is how old I thought about leaving. 】

[Duckling: There are still many beautiful scenery in this world, including the sparkling sea level, the red sunset on the top of the snow covered mountain, and the endless desert. 】

[Duckling: If there is no one, I can accompany you, I will accompany you to see those with your own eyes, and finally continue your life. 】

(End of this chapter)