I am addicted to my paranoia

Chapter 182 Joining the Institute of Psychology, Academy of Sciences
Lou Mian blinked: "So, the door of the Institute of Psychology of the Academy of Sciences is still good?"

"maybe."

After Li Xiao simply replied to Lu Ye, he lost his mind.

But Lu Ye took the task and kept sending him messages.

[Li Xiao, do you really not consider entering the research institute?You can really learn a lot in it. 】

[There are still many serious cases of psychology that have not been discovered in China. Those people are in pain every day, jumping repeatedly on the edge of life and death. What they need most now is help. 】

[I know you are not very interested in psychology, but can you think about yourself at that time?Didn't you just want to vent through words?But those people don't have this kind of ability. Even if their words are uncomfortable to read, they are not as good as one ten thousandth of their real situation. 】

[Yes, there are indeed many people who study all kinds of skills, but you are now the most famous on the Internet, and the collection of published articles is liked by many people. If you can join in, it will definitely help many people. 】

After posting, Lu Ye still didn't wait for Li Xiao's reply, and directly typed the video. Li Xiao originally wanted to hang up, but remembered that the reversal was most likely due to Lu Ye's help, so he still connected. .

"Li Xiao, have you seen the messages I sent?"

"Ah."

"Then what do you think?"

"I don't think so, you also said that I'm not interested in psychology." Li Xiao's slender fingers wrapped around the end of Lou Mian's hair, rolled it into a circle and then let it go, and then curled it up again after a few seconds.

Lu Ye noticed his absent-minded appearance, and asked hesitantly, "Is there someone beside you?"

Lou Mian stepped into the camera, "Hi, I'm Lou Mian."

After returning home, she took off her makeup. Even without makeup, her face was still eye-catching, with a delicate and small nose tip, round eyes but elongated at the end of her eyes, and her lips were originally pink and tender.

She was wearing the couple's pajamas with Li Xiao, with a deep concave collarbone exposed, and her complexion became fairer against the black fabric.

Lu Ye saw a picture of Lou Mian on the Internet, and thought she was a professional female elite who was more vigorous and ruthless, but she never expected that she would look so gentle after removing her makeup.

At this moment, he understood.

Li Xiao's obsession for several years is not without reason.

"that……"

Lu Ye paused, if Lou Mian was to persuade Li Xiao now, it didn't seem right. It's fine if you persuade well, but what if you don't want to quarrel?Then his crime is too great.

result--

Lou Mian turned her head to look at Li Xiao, raised her hand to touch the red envelope that just appeared on his face, and then picked it again: "Isn't it great that it can help other people?"

"Then I won't have time to accompany you," Li Xiao was tickled by her, and unconsciously showed a doting smile.

Lu Ye on the other side of the video felt uncomfortable for a moment.

The young lovers are picking bags here, why is he joining in the fun?
But the question Lou Mian just asked made him endure and continue to watch the bag-picking scene. What if Li Xiao's results were also reversed?

Lou Mian put her hands on Li Xiao's chest, and lowered her eyes: "Do you think those who want to give up their lives are thinking about it, or are they not thinking about it?"

Li Xiao was stunned by this question.

Yes.

Those who want to leave this world, do they want to leave or not?

If you want to open your mind, you can't stop it.

But if they didn't think about it, if someone helped them at this time and pulled them out of the darkness little by little, then would it be possible to reduce the number of people who lost their lives due to psychology?

Li Xiao pursed his lips and looked at her without speaking.

"It's very important for us to be together, but we will be together for the rest of our lives, forever, I can wait, but those people can't," Lou Mian said softly, "You study very well, I don't want you to put psychology aside, I think you can find your own value."

Hearing this, Lu Ye saw that Li Xiao's expression had changed, and quickly echoed, "Yes, yes, life is worth living in this world, if you can help others, it will be of great merit!"

Lou Mian laughed out loud, "Mr. Lu, what you said sounds like a pyramid scheme."

"I'm also impatient, I don't want to let a good seedling slip away like this...Give up psychology," Lu Ye continued: "Li Xiao, why don't you think about it for a night and give me an answer tomorrow?"

Hearing this, Lou Mian looked at Li Xiao again, the light from the chandelier above her head reflected in her eyes, it seemed to be brighter than the stars outside.

Li Xiao raised his eyes: "No need."

"Harm...a good seedling is just like this—" Before he finished speaking, Lu Ye heard him say another sentence.

"I'll join."

Afterwards, the video was hung up, no matter how much he beat Li Xiao and refused to answer, the message still did not reply.

Lou Mian smiled, turned over and sat on his lap, putting her arms around his neck: "Why did you change your mind?"

"because of you."

The second he looked at her, Li Xiao suddenly recalled the emotions of those days.

Depression, collapse, forbearance, pretending nothing happened.

There are still many such people in this world. They may be experiencing pain that others can't imagine at this moment.

Not everyone is as lucky as him to be able to find the treasure, to return to a normal life, and to have a normal mentality.

The only thing those people have is insomnia every night, maybe facing the sky, maybe shrinking in a corner, maybe staring at the knife in front of them in a daze.

The same is that those people tore off the mask of the day, leaving only tears and no expression.

So he decided.

There is no need for this kind of person to exist in this world. Stress is normal, but after a stressful collapse, you want to give up. You should not be attached to anyone.

……

The Cheng family lost the laughter they used to have, and it was peaceful every day, even so peaceful that it was terrifying.

Cheng's father and Cheng's mother diverted time every day, and they didn't talk about Li Xiao and Lou Mian.

Cheng Yuan and Li Fu kept arguing, and the content almost always revolved around who was the first to be malicious towards Lou Mian, which led to the current relationship.

And Cheng Yan bought a house next to the company, and has already moved out of the Cheng family. Now he is using his work to paralyze himself, and he is not happy when he sees the increasing turnover. When he saw Lou Mian's figure, he smiled slightly.

The days near the sea are getting colder and colder. After entering December, everyone is wrapped in thick coats. Apart from mobile phones, scarves are necessary for going out.

Lou Mian missed Li Xiao very much today, since he just left home, so she decided to take advantage of her lunch break to drive to Linhai University to find him.

With that in mind, she did it when it was time for her lunch break.

There was no snow in Linhai in early December, and even the fiery red maple leaves had just fallen to the ground.

There are many maple trees planted in Linhai University. Now the aisles are full of fire, and the shoes make a clicking sound when stepping on them.

Standing under the maple tree, Li Xiao looked much tougher because he has been exercising recently. He was wearing a black woolen coat, pants of the same color, and recently released joint shoes.

Lou Mian's physique is not very good, and his hands are cold in winter, so he has a torn baby warmer in his pocket, so that when she comes, he can feel the warmth.

At this time, a voice came from behind.

"Li Xiao!"

(End of this chapter)