Indiana Jones

Chapter 524 Bloody Fight (04)

Lin Feng still looked at Si Xuanyi with a blank expression on his face.

"You can't fool me. Although you look exactly like Lin Feng, except for this face, you have nothing in common with him." Si Xuanyi sneered.

"I am Lin Feng..." Lin Feng said coldly.

"It's impossible for Lin Feng to talk so much nonsense, and it's impossible for him to be so emotional. You're...you're getting less and less like you." Si Xuanyi stood up, "I always felt that something was wrong, but in the end I found that no matter what I thought , You don’t need me to tell you, this is completely impossible, you are not a roundworm in my stomach, how can you know what I think? So I feel that something is wrong here, but I still can’t figure it out What's going on, but I don't think it's [-]% real, maybe I'm dreaming, or I'm dead."

"I don't know..." Lin Feng on the opposite side said coldly, "Life and death depend on you, not on me."

"What about the others?" After hearing what he said, Si Xuanyi felt surprisingly calm in his heart, as if everything was within his expectations.

"I don't know..." Lin Feng's face began to change slowly while speaking, and finally became Li Siming's.

Si Xuanyi looked at that face: "It seems that none of this is real, you are just my dream..."

"Who am I is as important as you are not me..." Li Siming stood up, "If you figure out a problem, you should understand that I am just a shadow in your mind, and I can become anyone." He became Li Guoshou, "As long as you can think of it, anyone can."

"The illusion in my mind..." Si Xuanyi understood seriously, "Does that mean I'm talking to myself?"

"It can be said... After all, I am an image created in your own self." The person in front of him kept changing while talking, becoming the appearance of the people he had seen before, including men and women, old and young. Less, "Your mind is going into a mess..."

"What am I thinking?" Si Xuanyi asked.

"You are thinking about the life and death of others, why don't you care if you are still alive?" The person opposite became Liang Rong again.

"Am I still alive?" Si Xuanyi asked.

"I don't know, don't forget that I'm just a shadow created by you." The person on the other side said calmly, spreading his hands, "If a person can still dream, it means that he is not dead. This is my understanding. Of course it is also your cognition, after all we are one person, my existence is just your fear of loneliness and hope that someone will accompany you, that’s all.”

"Then am I afraid of loneliness? Or afraid of death, can I still wake up?" Si Xuanyi stood up suddenly.

"The problem is that you are not with me..." The person on the opposite side has become a fisherman, "It's entirely up to you, but you have to think about it, what will you see when you wake up? Your broken body? Or your dead brother?" ? Can you take it all?"

After saying this, Si Xuanyi hesitated for a moment, the reality is cruel, maybe he is still complete in a coma, but in reality...

"Actually, many times you feel that death is a kind of relief. You can say goodbye to the many troubles in reality, you don't have to pay attention to the intrigue, you don't have to do the endless tasks, you don't have to go through life and death..." The person on the other side has already Become A Gui, "You can stay away from the disaster of war, and now this is a chance for relief."

Si Xuanyi remained silent. He did have such thoughts. He was indeed tired of everything the other party said, and he could get rid of them by dying. Did he really reach the first step of life without love?I still have parents, siblings, close friends, brothers who have been born and died, and have the will to fight against the enemy and defend the country. Can I really die like this?Death is an escape from reality, which is equivalent to abandoning those brothers who are still fighting hard. I can't just leave like this, that would be too irresponsible.

"It seems that you already have your own ideas." The person on the opposite side stood up, "I can't control you, or I'm just your hesitation, look at your feet, there are endless monsters in the abyss below. You also saw that thing before you fell into a coma, and you also felt that thing biting your body, so what if you come back alive, can you change this situation?"

"Maybe I can't do anything alive, maybe I can't help others, and I can't change what has happened and the upcoming ending, but there are my brothers there, even if I can't save them, I can go on the road with them, live and die together , going to Huangquan together is not alone..." Si Xuanyi spoke very boldly, "Even if I can't save them, I can't leave them and go alone."

"Stupid..." The person on the other side said mercilessly, "It's just a dead person, why are you being so impassioned?"

"I didn't think that way...it should be whatever I think of." Si Xuanyi smiled, "After going through so many things, what else is there to be afraid of? I want to wake up."

"Do you think it's necessary?" The man pointed to the bottom of the cliff, "Have you forgotten how brutal the battle was?"

Si Xuanyi looked down and found that at some point the cliff had turned into the chaotic battlefield just now. He even saw himself lying on the edge of the magic circle and being bitten by a group of walking dead. The purple flame was spreading rapidly. The scattered corpses on the battlefield slowly all got up after touching the flame. Li Siming and others were still fighting hard, not only them, but even the surviving little devils and Yin Lu's clansmen had begun to resist powerlessly more and more. There are many walking corpses, this scene is indeed like the gate of hell is wide open, a scene of doomsday, this is not manipulating the undead, it is clearly manipulating the corpse...

"Do you think it's necessary to wake up? Everything is doomed," said the man.

"It's just a fantasy. I can't see what happened here. I want to go back and see what happened?" Si Xuanyi said very firmly, "This may not be true. This is not what I saw with my own eyes. Maybe these things are not the same as yours. This is all in my imagination, it's just the fear in my heart, I want to wake up."

"I said, all of this is here, you are not with me, life or death is in your mind, I am just a shadow." The person opposite came to him, "So I can't help you."

"Then how can I wake up?" Si Xuanyi was a little anxious.

"I don't know, you shouldn't ask me this question." The person on the opposite side turned and looked down, "Perhaps the reality is ten thousand times more tragic than this. You just went through it again."

"If this was a dream, I wouldn't die if I jumped off, right?" Si Xuanyi asked suddenly.

"This is not a dream, you just passed out..." The man turned his head, "It can be said that you are dying, or it can be said that death is a matter of your choice. The thought of life and death is all up to you."

"..." Si Xuanyi didn't quite understand this sentence. It seemed that he was on the verge of life and death. As for whether he could survive in the end, it was his own choice. Can this thing be chosen?Could it be that he should choose to give up his life, or insist on living?Death is a relief, but it is not the best way to deal with the predicament in front of him, so he chooses to live without hesitation, but how should he choose?What should I do?He didn't know, and he knew very well that it wasn't something he could think of.

"Choosing death is actually very easy, but living is very difficult, because you have to face more unknowns and challenges. The number of walking dead who have stood up under the influence of the magic circle is far more than you expected. Just think about how many uncorrupted corpses there are in the sarcophagus." The person in front of him continued.

"Don't tell me these things, don't waver my determination." Si Xuanyi cursed angrily, "You are just a shadow, don't tell me these things, I want to wake up."

The person on the other side smiled slightly: "You are wrong, as long as I still exist, it means that you are still hesitant, and you haven't made the final choice, which means that deep down in your heart, you have not given up the idea of ​​dying directly. Deep down, I still look forward to being relieved, all this is beyond my control, or that sentence, everything is up to you."

"Am I not firm enough?" Si Xuanyi started to feel confused again. He had already thought clearly, even if he did, he would go to hell with his brothers. If the person in front of him was really a reflection of his inner wavering, then what should he do? How to make yourself more determined?For a moment he didn't know what to do.

Although the following ones may be hallucinations produced by himself, he was really anxious when he saw Li Siming and others fighting desperately there. What happened to the others now?Are you still alive?

"Are you in a hurry?" The person in front of me said again, "Everything belongs to your heart. In fact, the most difficult thing for people to convince is your own heart. Most of the time it is a compromise of your own heart for one reason or another. Or cheating, you know what you want, but because of various phenomena or illusions, you blur your original intention and make a choice against your will, but in fact you still can't convince your heart that you chose the right one Yes, that's why I exist."

Do you really hope in your heart that you will die and get rid of all these entanglements?Is it possible to be free after death?Perhaps in his subconscious mind, Si Xuanyi became more and more confused, and he didn't know what to do. Even if he had a choice now, he couldn't change everything in front of him. He couldn't even get rid of the illusion in front of him. Trapped in the void of this dream, he knew very well that he was in a coma and seemed to be about to die, but now his choice was related to life and death. He was very clear now that he didn't want to die, at least not now, but why did he still Can't wake up?

I don't know when the person opposite has become himself. The two stood facing each other. Si Xuanyi looked at himself opposite. He understood that the self in front of him represented his cowardice and hesitation. It turned out that he was not as firm as he imagined. And persistence, there is still another self hidden deep in his heart, maybe that is the real self, what he showed before is just some illusions, knowing that at this time he has the opportunity to face his own heart, what exactly does he want?Everyone survived?The victory of the mission or can he die happily?To be honest, he is not afraid of death. This is because there are still many concerns in this world. Perhaps most of the time, he does not live for himself, but now he can choose to obey his heart and die happily. Finally, I can do something for myself, and I can finally free myself.

Suddenly, he felt extremely relaxed. He no longer had to bother about paying this or that, no need to worry about the intrigues and intrigues in the officialdom, he didn't care about the success or failure of the mission, he didn't have to bear the lives and deaths of so many people, and he couldn't worry about this or that kind of mortal world. Ordinary things are bothering your mind, maybe this is really a kind of relief, a kind of thinking about everything from your own point of view, let go of everything and finally feel at ease...

"You know what I'm thinking? I also know what you're thinking, because we are two sides of one person." The opposite self said, "You don't lack the reason to live and you don't lack the courage to die. No one else, die to liberate yourself, in fact, this is good for everyone, you don't have to use it in vain, continue to struggle."

"No..." Si Xuanyi shook his head, "Death is just an escape, not a solution to the problem. It seems to be self-liberation, but it is actually irresponsible. I am just an ordinary person, but I am very clear that I am not dead yet. At that time, although the chaos of this era is like living in purgatory on earth, it does not mean that death can be liberated. There is a saying that you are not afraid of death. What is there to be afraid of? It is just that there is no reason to live. Without such a reason, this is my determination to go back.”

The self on the opposite side didn't speak, but turned his gaze to the bottom of the cliff: "Others are fighting hard, you have fallen into a coma, and your injuries are not serious, what can you change when you go back? Maybe you can't hold on for a while even if you open your eyes, you will be because of Died from his injuries."

"If you don't go back, how do you know that you can't change anything? If you try hard without giving up, maybe there is still a glimmer of hope. It seems that my determination is not enough... because you haven't disappeared yet." Si Xuanyi also looked down the cliff, Li Siming and others are being besieged by a large group of walking dead. It seems that they really can't last long. I don't know what happened to him in reality.

"Okay..." The other self nodded lightly, "Since you have made such a decision, I won't stop you anymore, you can go back."

"How can I go back..." Si Xuanyi asked calmly.

"It's easy... Take care! I hope you're right." The other self patted him on the shoulder, then slammed him off the cliff.

Si Xuanyi cleverly opened his eyes, the burning flame was still in front of him, it seemed that there was no change from before, the devils he had killed were lying on the ground in disorder, and on the other side he saw Li Siming madly using a knife He was chopping something, but from Si Xuanyi's perspective, there was nothing in front of Li Siming...

(End of this chapter)