The President's Queen's Sweet Wife

Chapter 67 Their Past
When Su Muqing and his group returned to the set, it was almost dawn.

Song Xiaoyun lived directly in Su Muqing's room, after all, her legs are not suitable for moving around.

Su Muqing thoughtfully made the bed for her, and helped her to the bedside. "Take a good rest first, and we have to wait until after the rest to talk about big things."

"I also want to have a good rest." Song Xiaoyun looked very bad. "But my heart is very chaotic."

"Because of Nemo?" Su Muqing lay beside her. "Nemo's attitude today is indeed problematic. If it were me, I would be very uncomfortable."

"He didn't believe the baby was his."

"Why?" Su Muqing was a little surprised. "You two..."

"We're not together." Song Xiaoyun finally said frankly what was buried in his heart. "To be precise, when you were filming the first crew, I had a one-night stand with Nemo. I didn't expect that it was just this one-night stand that I got pregnant."

"...This probability should be about the same as the probability of winning the lottery."

"Yes." Song Xiaoyun's mouth was bitter. "At first I thought the same when I knew I was pregnant. But then I thought about it, I'm already at this age. If I don't want to have children, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future."

"Then you came to see Nemo because..."

"I didn't come to him on purpose." Song Xiaoyun explained: "It just so happened that the screenwriter of this crew resigned for some reason. Director Wang and I have a good relationship, so we came to me to save the scene. I'm here It was only later that I realized that you were the number two female."

"It's a coincidence."

"That's right. It's just such a coincidence. But in Nemo's eyes, I want him to be responsible for such a coincidence."

"I don't want to talk too much about the things between the two of you." Although Su Muqing felt that the screenwriter Song was a bit pitiful, it was still difficult to intervene. "But I think there may be some misunderstanding between you. Otherwise, the two of you wouldn't have quarreled so fiercely before."

"That happened when I was in college." Song Xiaoyun felt very uncomfortable when she recalled her student days. "We fell in love for three years in college. In the last year, we had more frequent activities organized by our club. In addition, there was a junior who was always pursuing me. Therefore, Nemo and I gradually had more quarrels. So much so that we quarrel whenever we see each other."

"..."

"At the very beginning, I would patiently explain to him that we didn't have that kind of relationship before. But every time I finished explaining, he would get worse. He always said that if I didn't do anything, others would Why are you chasing me?"

"It's too much." Su Muqing couldn't help complaining: "Some people fall in love with someone at first sight. It's just an instant thing. Apart from being able to be ourselves, is it possible that we can also intervene in other people's feelings?"

"I think so too." Song Xiaoyun sighed leisurely. "So later on. I didn't explain it anymore. Because he wouldn't believe me if I explained it. If that's the case, why should I explain it? Then just admit that I can't. Anyway, he doesn't trust me again and again. , isn’t it just to prove that there is indeed an affair between me and them?”

"So you admit it?"

"Yes." Song Xiaoyun actually regretted doing such a thing back then. "I told him that I did have an affair with my junior and senior. Ask him what he wants."

"So he believed it?"

"I believe it." Song Xiaoyun's eyes were sad. "I told the truth countless times and he didn't believe it. I only told the lie once and he believed it."

"..."

"He believed it and broke up with me decisively. I didn't keep it because I hoped that he could calm down and give us some time for each other."

"..."

"But I didn't expect it. On the second day after we broke up, he fell in love with a primary school girl who had liked him for a long time. Not only did he fall in love, he even said in front of my face that she was cleaner and purer than me, He wanted to break up with me a long time ago."

"Too much, too much." Su Muqing didn't expect Nemo to be such a man in the past. "Even if we broke up, we shouldn't hurt each other."

"I changed schools later." Song Xiaoyun lowered his eyes. "I can't see the man I love with another woman. So I changed schools, and we broke up completely. It's just that I didn't expect to meet in the same crew after going around for so many years. I One couldn't hold back, and had a relationship with him. As a result, it became the current situation."

"This story is so tortuous that I don't even know what to say."

"I don't think idol dramas are necessarily performed like this." Song Xiaoyun's mouth was bitter. "Actually, I didn't intend to make him responsible. But it's true that I want to save him."

"Redeem?" Su Muqing deeply felt unworthy for Song Xiaoyun. "You are so independent and outstanding, you don't need Nemo at all."

"But I haven't had a good life these years." Song Xiaoyun pulled the quilt up slightly. "I think about him for countless things. Although my career is successful, although I have achieved a little, but the vacancy in my heart, no one can fill it except him."

"Then what if you can't keep it? If Nemo just thinks what happened at the beginning was your fault, do you want to keep him?"

"I don't want to keep it anymore." Song Xiaoyun understood through today's events. "He doesn't have that feeling for me now, and it will be futile for me to do more."

"I kind of hope that you two can get back together." Su Muqing held Song Xiaoyun's hand and curled her mouth. "After all, there is an old saying. It is better to demolish ten temples than one marriage."

"I also hope that the two of us can get back together, but what if even the last bit of hope is shattered? Should we look forward to it? Wait."

"I found that emotional matters are really complicated." Su Muqing couldn't help but think of Shen Jiahang. "It's like Shen Jiahang and I. We had a good relationship in the past. But in the end, it ended in such an ugly scene."

"Except for Shen Jiahang." Song Xiaoyun suddenly thought of the previous rumors. "Have you no other feelings?"

"I..." Su Muqing was about to say no, but then thought of Lu Tingsen. "How to say it. I can't say. Is there any? I can't be sure myself."

"Then..." Song Xiaoyun came to her ear and whispered, "Is your first... still there?"

Su Muqing's little face suddenly turned red, and she couldn't help but move a little away from her. "Why are you asking me that all of a sudden?"

"Why did you react so strongly?" Song Xiaoyun guessed. "Should there be more?"

"I..." Su Muqing hesitated thinking of those two times with Lu Tingsen. "I don't want to answer your question, I don't like..."

"No wonder Shen Jiahang broke up with you." Song Xiaoyun felt that it was not easy for Shen Jiahang these years.

"Do you know Shen Jiahang?"

"I don't know." Song Xiaoyun smiled silently. "But I heard that you were together for three years."

"Yeah, we were together for three years, but he forgot about these three years when he turned around."

"He's already very good." Song Xiaoyun explained; "A man. To put it bluntly, he likes to think with his lower body. He can endure not touching you for three years, but for the little tradition in your heart. It's not easy. "

"...Is it not easy? Am I wrong?"

"Your idea is not wrong." Song Xiaoyun didn't know how to explain this truth to her. "But. When a man faces a woman he loves, the most he wants to do is to sleep with her and possess her. This is not a question of character or morality, but a man's nature."

"...Why do I feel that what you said is a bit like a hungry wolf?"

"Aren't men just hungry wolves? They need women to fill their stomachs before they can keep themselves safe."

"False reasoning..."

"It's not unreasonable, it's the truth." Song Xiaoyun felt that Su Muqing was really pure emotionally. "If a man sleeps with you but can manage not to touch you, then he definitely doesn't love you. Because loving someone can't bear the most primitive impulse."

"Wait a minute." Su Muqing always felt that something was wrong. "Didn't you say before that men think about animals from the lower body? If there is no need to think, then any woman can do it?"

"This also proves that Shen Jiahang is at least a responsible man." Song Xiaoyun was definitely not deliberately favoring Shen Jiahang. "He could have had a relationship with Su Muxue and then pat his ass and leave. But he didn't do that. Instead, he chose to break up with you and get engaged to Su Muxue. Although to some extent he has cheated, yes It’s shameful. But at least being brave enough to take responsibility can be considered a quality.”

"What's the quality?" Su Muqing didn't agree with her words at all. "I think the thoughts in your minds as screenwriters are very strange, and we normal people can't accept it."

"Your thinking is strange." Song Xiaoyun smiled silently. "These days. It's not very common to find a woman with your conservative ideas."

"I'm not very conservative, I just think it's better to have a relationship after marriage."

"But who is willing to wait until after marriage?" Song Xiaoyun suddenly said, "Lu Tingsen is a man who is willing to wait until after marriage?"

"Of course... Huh? Lu Tingsen?" Su Muqing was about to answer, but then she realized that Song Xiaoyun was blowing herself up. "Why are you talking about him so well. I almost fell into your trap."

"Curious to ask."

"I'm not even curious about your affairs, and you shouldn't be curious about mine."

"But we must be fair among us." Song Xiaoyun looked at her innocently. "You've already heard my story. Do you want me to hear yours too?"

"I have no story to tell." Su Muqing turned around, not wanting to continue chatting with her. "Good night, Screenwriter Song, there is still a show tomorrow, so go to bed first."

(End of this chapter)