Queen, don't be too arrogant

Chapter 42 Her Secret (2)
"I see." It was very strange, hearing his answer like this, Xie Jingran didn't feel the expected heartache, but only a little bit of loss and anger.Yes, he lied to her and took advantage of her, and she hated being used and deceived the most, so she would naturally be angry.And that loss should also be her illusion. Why should she feel lost because of him treating her like this?She didn't feel the slightest bit about his kiss either!From the beginning to the end, she has never been moved a little bit because of his kiss and his gentle eyes!
Xie Jingran said this over and over again in her heart, and it seemed that only anger remained in her heart.She also smiled coldly at him, and said lightly: "Okay, now that the play is over, we can naturally break it up! It's getting late, and I'm going back to my Oasis Palace to sleep, so farewell!"

Saying that, Xie Jingran let go of Murong Xuanyan's hand and got out of his embrace.When Murong Xuanyan heard Xie Jingran's words, he was slightly taken aback, and stretched out his hand to pull her, but recalling what she had just said to him, he took his hand back again.

Xie Jingran ignored him and walked straight forward, completely leaving him behind her.

What happened today, it seems that she really underestimated the enemy, that's why she stumbled.For a despicable villain like Murong Xuanyan, why would she care about him? Compromising with him would actually lose her identity!

But why, the sour feeling of loss began to surge in her heart again?And in her mind, she couldn't help but began to recall the scene when he kissed her just now?

Thinking of this, Xie Jingran's fingers could not help stroking the place where he kissed just now, it seemed that there was still the fragrance of his lips and teeth on it.Thinking of the lingering sweetness that seemed to be ecstasy, her lips couldn't help but a slight smile, the feeling of that kiss was really not so good...

wait!What the hell is she thinking!
Xie Jingran fully realized, how could she still be intoxicated by his kiss?Isn't she the one who hates him the most? Shouldn't she be disgusted by that kiss, but why...

"No, no, I obviously hate him the most, and it must be because I have never been kissed before, that's why I am like this!" Xie Jingran shook her head heavily, expelling this damn feeling from her mind.

Xie Jingran couldn't help being afraid for a while, it seemed that she was really frightened by his actions, that she would have such outrageous thoughts.Moreover, it also violated her usual purpose of being a human being. She swore that she would never be like this again in the future. With the deepening of her relationship with Murong Xuanyan, she has learned a little bit about his bad habits of feeling good about herself.

After reorganizing the thoughts in her heart, Xie Jingran also completely put this matter behind her.So what if he kissed him, a kiss without love is like being bitten by a mosquito, when the traces are gone, everything will disappear.

Xie Jingran returned to Ganquan Palace with infinite depression, and Aunt Li and Haoxue, two enthusiastic people, hurried up to greet her. When she saw the clothes she was wearing, Aunt Li couldn't help being taken aback, and said: "Miss, your clothes..."

Xie Jingran waved her hand and said, "It's changed, someone doesn't like it, and I don't like it myself, so I changed into this clothes!"

"Oh, that's how it is." Aunt Li nodded, and then said with a smile, "However, according to this servant girl, this dress is still in line with the identity and temperament of the young lady. I believe that anyone who looks at this dress will, without exception If you bow down to the noble temperament of the young lady, you will also know that the young lady's identity must not be an ordinary person."

"Really?" When changing this dress just now, Xie Jingran also felt that this dress is really good to wear, and it can also give people a noble feeling out of thin air, but she didn't expect Aunt Li to have so many.Now hearing Aunt Li's words, she suddenly remembered that when she saw Duanmu Yexian, he used to look at her clothes with a very strange look, and he looked like he was hesitant to speak. Now that I think about it, could it be At that time, he had vaguely guessed her identity?

Thinking of that scene, Xie Jingran couldn't help thinking of Duanmu Yexian's sad expression when he left, as well as his slumped and desolate back, and couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart.Until now, she still doesn't know why he likes her, and she can't figure out what is worthy of his liking in her, but even though she knows that he is sad because of the scene between her and Murong Xuanyan, she really can't treat him What kind of compensation should be made, because now even she herself doesn't know what kind of feeling she feels towards him.

Forget it, don't think about it!Xie Jingran shook her head in boredom, and said to Aunt Li: "Aunt Li, you have to get ready tonight, we will go back to Xiangguo Mansion to visit relatives tomorrow."

Aunt Li was surprised: "Miss, are you leaving the palace tomorrow?"

"Yes!" Xie Jingran nodded, "After all, His Majesty also wants me to leave this palace as soon as possible, so I just cooperate with him! Well, Aunt Li, don't say anything more, go home at this time Isn't it a good thing to look at my parents?"

"Yes, Miss!" After hearing Xie Jingran's words, Aunt Li could only nod her head in agreement. At this moment, Haoxue also said beside her: "Your Majesty, let this slave and maidservant go back to Xiangguo Mansion with you!"

Xie Jingran glanced at her and couldn't help smiling: "Forget it, you are a maid in the palace, how can you leave the palace casually, it's getting late now, everyone go to sleep!"

Haoxue had no choice but to stop insisting, and was about to walk towards Ganquan Palace together with Xie Jingran, Xie Jingran suddenly remembered that she hadn't seen Haoyue, so she asked Haoxue, "Where is Haoyue, where did she go?"

"Haoyue?" Hearing Xie Jingran's words, Haoxue also frowned, and said with a little doubt, "Your Majesty, speaking of which, I didn't see Haoyue today, I really don't know where she went."

"You don't know where she went? Logically speaking, shouldn't you two be together often? "

Xie Jingran was also very puzzled. After all, in her impression, Haoyue Haoxue was a maid in Ganquan Palace, and their names were so similar, so they should be good friends no matter what, but why did Haoxue treat Haoyue like this? Don't understand?Besides, Haoyue should obey orders in Ganquan Palace every day, but now she has disappeared at this hour, so what's going on?

Haoxue quickly replied: "Mother, although Numai and Haoyue have been working in the same palace since they were young, but because Numai and Haoyue have very different personalities, the relationship between Numai and her is not very close."

"Oh, so that's how it is." Xie Jingran nodded, but at this moment, she heard Haoxue add another sentence: "However, although I don't know Haoyue very well, after all, I have spent a long time with her, so I am a slave. Anyway, I also know a little secret about Haoyue."

(End of this chapter)