The happy life of a silly secretary

Chapter 134

According to the treatment plan of the expert consultation, Liu Zizheng continued to carry out all-round treatment, but Zhang Xiaoxue was very busy. She needed a lot of energy to deal with various company affairs, the board's censure, and subordinates with different minds.Traveling through various venues and dealing with various characters, she is now a woman.She gave orders at the venue, dealt with issues decisively, and fought hard with the directors. She even had face-to-face conflicts with several directors, but with Liu Yuangen's support, no one prevailed in the end.She travels between the company and the hospital with Wang Chen and Xiao Li every day, so she doesn't have much time to spend with Liu Zizheng. Even if they are together, they mostly talk about work together.

Under the night, snowflakes fluttered, and cars rolled over on the asphalt road, splashing muddy water, and the white snowflakes instantly turned into dirty muddy water, which splashed onto the car body and the railings on the roadside as the wheels rolled. It snows less and less in BJ. Even if there is snow, you can’t see the vast snow field. The snow field is dismembered by tall buildings, like patches scattered in the city.In just a few hours, the snow disappeared without a trace. Only under the bridge and behind the building, you can occasionally see a black puddle shivering in a cool corner, reminding people that it has snowed.

Zhang Xiaoxue got out of the car and quickly ran into the hospital. The cold air in the snow cheered her up and relieved the fatigue from a busy day. Thinking about her plan, she was a little inexplicably excited.

Liu Zizheng leaned against the head of the bed, saw Zhang Xiaoxue come in with a quilt, put it on his big bed, and looked at him mysteriously.

"what are you doing?"

"Hey, what do you think I'm doing? I want to sleep with you." Seeing Liu Zizheng's wide eyes, he added, "The doctor said we can share the bed!".

Liu Zizheng looked flustered after hearing this, as if he was caught stealing something, Zhang Xiaoxue had never seen him with such an expression.

"what's wrong?"

Liu Zizheng frowned, "No, I'm going to the bathroom at night, Xiao Chen and Xiao Shao are coming over, what are you thinking?"

Hearing what he said, Zhang Xiaoxue felt a lot more relaxed.

"I don't care, I'm going to sleep with you. I'll wear tighter clothes, and they won't be able to see you under the quilt, right? I'll sleep better and promise not to press you down."

"That's not okay!" The tone was unrefutable, and the meaning of resistance was very obvious, and there was no room for negotiation on his face.

"Zizheng, I can't sleep alone..." Zhang Xiaoxue could only beg and act like a baby, hugging his neck like a child, as if a child and mother were acting like a baby and said, "I want to sleep with you, I want to sleep with you. "Same.

Liu Zizheng frowned and didn't speak, his face was sullen and he didn't know what he was thinking, Zhang Xiaoxue stood there and didn't know what to do, the atmosphere in the ward was a bit weird.

Two tall boys, Xiao Chen and Xiao Shao, came in to say hello to Zhang Xiaoxue, and set up Liu Zizheng.Although the bandages on Liu Zizheng's body had been removed, his lower body was still unable to move.His two arms rested on the shoulders of the two young men, and each of them dragged his leg. He endured the piercing pain, and a layer of sweat soon appeared on his face.He didn't look at the surprised woman standing next to him, and the three of them walked towards the bathroom.

It was the first time for Zhang Xiaoxue to see Liu Zizheng go to the bathroom in such a long time.From the Internet and doctors, she knew that this disease would lead to urination and continuous pain. If you know it, you know it. A man has never shown excessive pain in front of her before.Now, seeing the two big guys lift him up together and carry him away, and the face that was obviously holding back because of the pain, her heart sank little by little until she was so overwhelmed that she could not breathe .She mechanically picked up her pajamas and went to the other bathroom.

When she came back, Liu Zizheng was already lying on the bed with his eyes closed as if he was asleep.

After turning off the light, she squeezed herself into the bed.

"Zizheng, are you asleep?" She said softly, slowly pulling the man's arm into her embrace with both hands.

In fact, Liu Zizheng didn't sleep at all, he was enduring extremely painful torments, which made him feel more uncomfortable than the sting when Xiao Chen and Xiao Shao carried him to take a bath just now.Bursts of fragrance hit, the familiar smell, the soft body of the woman leaned over.His woman, he really wanted to hug her and pamper her... However, he knew that he couldn't, the strong desire and longing could only turn into deep pain in his heart.

Seeing that the man didn't respond, Zhang Xiaoxue probably fell asleep, so she put her hand on the man's chest and began to stroke it little by little.

The woman's touch made Liu Zizheng's body tremble slightly, making him inexplicably irritable.

"go to bed!"

One hand ruthlessly pushed Zhang Xiaoxue's groping hand away.

Zhang Xiaoxue's heart felt like being kicked, and she looked at the outline of the man's face in the dark in disbelief. This was the first time, the first time he rejected her so thoroughly.Could it be... All this time, he has intentionally or unintentionally avoided being intimate with her, no, it can't be true, and he didn't say on the Internet that he would definitely lose, she didn't give up, let alone believe it.

"If you don't try it, how will you know?" She sat up abruptly, unwillingly looking at the man's sharp-edged face under the darkness.

"Want to know? Good!" Liu Zizheng suddenly took her hand and stretched it down her lower body. She was pulled mechanically. After understanding his intention, she instinctively retreated, but the man didn't give her a chance to back down. Touch, so she can't help staying there.

"Satisfied!" Throwing off her hand, the man's voice lingered in the room like a ghost.

In the room shrouded in darkness, the shadows of the surrounding objects seemed to be moving, no, it was she who was trembling, her whole body was cold, and she instinctively put her arms around her shoulders.

What makes her satisfied?Is she willing to do this?His heart was blocked, and sorrow gushed out of his heart like smoke in a steamer, not just for himself, not just because of his attitude.The deeper pain is because of him, he is a man, such an arrogant man, she understands him, and loves him even more.

"Come on, Zizheng, I love you."

Zhang Xiaoxue gently pressed her face against the man's chest, she wanted to say, isn't it still curable?
Liu Zizheng stretched out his arms, hesitating in the air, what can he give her, a man who may never stand up for the rest of his life, but she, at a flowery age, with a swaying face, she should be pampered and nourished, but now It can only wither slowly.

As if he had made up his mind, he pushed the woman on his body to the side, while turning his face to the other side.

Looking at the man's side face, Zhang Xiaoxue had never felt that this man was so strange. She felt that something had gone away from her. She desperately wanted to grasp something, but found that there was only endless darkness and nothingness left in front of her eyes.Lying on the bed like a dead person, let the tears run down the cheeks to the neck, and finally dripped silently on the pillow, dizzy one after another.With her eyes closed, she passed every minute, and the breathing of the man beside her gradually became even. She got up quietly, and tiptoely closed the door of the ward.She didn't know, a pair of eyes were fixed on her cautious movements until the door was completely closed.

Wiping away her tears, Zhang Xiaoxue looked at her face with red eyes and dark bags under her eyes in the mirror, and pulled herself together. She put on light makeup as she never wore makeup, and drove to the company by herself.With the car window open, she greedily breathed in the cold air outside.There was no one on the street, and some lights on the shops and tall buildings were flickering listlessly.Looking at the lofty sky alone, the blockage in my heart is a little better. In the world of life, isn't birth, old age, sickness and death all lonely?Is she craving too much?
In the following days, Zhang Xiaoxue put all her thoughts and energy into her work. She found that she couldn't stop, her mind was in chaos, like a high-speed spinning top, once she stopped, she would collapse to the ground .She needs to keep spinning, spinning...

She was still sleeping on the big bed in the ward, and she didn't know what she was holding on to.Every day when she came back, the man had already fallen asleep, and she didn't know if he was really sleeping or pretending to be asleep.Every day she leaves, the man still has his eyes closed.The two kept their distance from each other and did not communicate too much.

In the dead of night, the sound of the man's even breathing came, and she gently stretched out her hand, gently touching the man's hair, face, lips... and carefully touching his smooth skin.She wants to tell him that she loves him very much, she knows the pain he endured, she knows that his self-esteem has been greatly hurt, and she knows that his heart hurts more than his body.She wants to comfort him, kiss every piece of his skin, as long as it can make his heart feel better and the pain less, she is willing to do anything.She wanted to hold him tight and tell him that no matter what he became, he was her man, her everything.If she could smooth the wrinkles between his brows, she would let go of her self-esteem. What was a few days of neglect?However, she was even more afraid, the hole in her heart was getting deeper and deeper, the man was so close to her, but she felt that he was so far away.He licked his wounds alone on another planet, refused her access and participation, she was lost, which made her very scared.

(End of this chapter)