The happy life of a silly secretary

Chapter 150

She had been wandering outside for a long time, she was walking aimlessly on the street, she didn't know where she was walking, and she didn't know where she was going, she moved her legs completely mechanically.She doesn't care about all the eyes cast by people around her, and she doesn't care what is said by her side.A few times, she couldn't help but wanted to get under the wheels of the car, or fall off the overpass, but an immature face stopped her in time, and she left, what about her child?She let her tears stay wantonly, she didn't know the pain, she was neither hungry nor thirsty, walking like a wooden figure, she didn't know what to do.She just didn't want to go back immediately, and she didn't want Zhang Xiaoxue, who had taken her in during difficult times, to see her like this, it was enough trouble for her, she was still pregnant with a child, so she couldn't let her mood affect her.

She didn't know how long she had been gone, nor where she was.When the sun was setting to the west, she thought it was almost the end, the tears had been shed, her heart was hardened, and she should not cry anymore.She was waving like a taxi, and the driver was surprised and hesitated for a moment before letting her into the car.She told herself many times not to cry in front of Xiaoxue, she was still pregnant with the baby, and she had no obligation to share her pain, but seeing the happy scene of their family, and herself..., she still couldn't help it.Putting Nan Nan on the bed, she let tears wash her face again, her left eye was already in great pain, and every drop of tears seemed to draw deep on the wound.She didn't care about the pain at all, she hoped that the pain could be more severe, she deserved it, she deserved it, it was all her own doing, she despised and cursed herself.I hope to make myself feel better, so that my heart will not hurt so much.

She is so ugly in the mirror, she wants to laugh when she sees her own virtue, Xia Qiuli, you deserve it! ! !

At the dinner table, everyone was eating quietly, only Zhang Xiaoxue fed Nan Nan from time to time, and kept teasing her.No one asked what happened to her face, Xia Qiuli was very grateful to Zhang Xiaoxue for not embarrassing her.

After dinner, Liu Zizheng and Zhang Xiaoxue went out for a walk in the park.

"Zizheng, Qiuli is so pitiful."

Liu Zizheng wanted to say that poor people must have something to hate, but he didn't want to hurt Zhang Xiaoxue's feelings.

"We can only provide some help within our capacity. We are not good at interfering in this kind of thing."

"Ok, I know."

"Zizheng, I want to thank you."

"Huh? What?"

"Thank you for letting Wang Chen and Xiao Li tie me to the company, ha ha." If she was asked to find a job, find a house, and face the hardships of life and the pressure of work alone, she would not know that she would Where will it go.

Xiao Li giggled after hearing this.

"Then I also thank Wang Chen and Xiao Li for binding you back to the company."

"Huh?" Zhang Xiaoxue didn't react.

When she reacted, all three of them laughed.Liu Zizheng took Zhang Xiaoxue's hand and held it tightly.He wanted to say: "I held your hand, and I will walk with me in this life." The two looked at each other affectionately, and under the gentle breeze in the summer evening, they smiled so contentedly...

In the evening, Zhang Xiaoxue knocked on Xia Qiuli's door.

"Qiu Li, I know you don't want to talk about it, but I'm a little worried." Zhang Xiaoxue said while sitting on the bed playing with Nan Nan.

"Xiaoxue, thank you for taking care of my face. I have lost face, so I'm not afraid to say it. Song Jian slapped me. I went to him this morning to clarify the divorce. He slept with a woman on my bed. I couldn’t control myself, and I got into a fight with that woman, and he hit me, that’s all.” Xia Qiuli spoke calmly, as if she was talking about other people’s affairs, or any cat and mouse story , without any emotion.Her heart is broken, what else does she need to be emotional, but only the devil knows how hard it is for her to make herself forget what happened in the morning.

She turned the door with a key, and the house was so quiet that she thought no one was at home.After looking inside and out for a while, she walked into her bedroom. A man and a woman were lying on the bed, naked, still sleeping.She didn't know why she was angry, and she still regretted that she was angry. She should have left quietly, or left quietly after taking a few pictures.But the reality is, seeing them on her bed, she angrily pushed them off her bed, the woman who painted her face like a ghost wrestled with her, another powerful fist kept falling onto his face.She couldn't see them or their fists, she just wanted to drive them out of her bed.Her hair was torn, her face hurt, her eyes were blurry, but she couldn't feel the pain, and she wanted to push them out of her bed like crazy.She was dragged out of the room, and she sat there paralyzed outside the door for a long time before she felt pain all over her body. Dragging her painful body, she walked mechanically on the street. Can't hear, just walking in such a mechanical way...

Now, she has calmed down and accepted all the messy things in life calmly.Her husband slept in his bed with another woman, her parents-in-law yelled and cursed at her friend's door, her indecent video was spread all over the country... what's the matter?Let all this be more violent, let the heart be torn more fragmented, she has no heart, what's the use of having a heart?Life, you are so cruel, you tore my body and mind, twisted my soul, but still let me live, and I will continue to live...

"Oh..." Listening to Xia Qiuli's calm words, Zhang Xiaoxue was stunned for a while, not knowing what to say.She scolded that man named Song Jian more than once, it was too much, she was messing with other women, and she was ashamed to beat her daughter-in-law, how could there be such a person?

"Xiaoxue, don't worry about me, I won't die, I still have Nannan, I still have to keep my eyes open to see how messed up this world is." Xia Qiuli stared blankly ahead, His tone was calm and cold, with a wry smile on his lips.

"Qiuli, everything will be fine, you go to bed early."

Zhang Xiaoxue left as if fleeing, she was not familiar with this kind of Xia Qiuli, and at the same time, she didn't know what she should do or what she could do.Alas, in life... everyone's hurdles have to be overcome by themselves.

At the beginning of a new week, Liu Zizheng and Zhang Xiaoxue went to the company as usual and came back early in the afternoon. Nan Nan was still taken by Zhou Ma, and Xia Qiuli also had to work. No matter what, didn't they still have to survive?

Two weeks later, they sat around for breakfast as usual.

"Xiaoxue, Nan Nan and I are going to leave today, and Song Jian will come to pick me up later, thank you for taking us in during this time." Xia Qiuli chose this time to say, mainly because Liu Zizheng was also here, although since she lived here , this man has basically never talked to her, but she can still feel that he is still friendly, at least he doesn't dislike her, she should thank their family for their help to her.

"Ah? What? Are you sure?" Zhang Xiaoxue didn't realize it, and even if she did, she didn't quite believe it. Song Jian beat her so much, betrayed her so much, insulted her so much, and she still wants to be with him?This matter was so mysterious that she couldn't believe her ears.

"Well, I've packed it, we've been here too long."

"Hey, why are you being polite?"

They had just finished eating when the doorbell rang.

Zhou's mother opened the door, and a medium-sized man with a round face, big eyes, and a solid body walked in.

"Father." Nan Nan ran over tremblingly, and the man picked up the child.

"Nan Nan, do you miss Dad?"

"I want to..." The childish voice was very drawn out.

Xia Qiuli didn't look at him and said directly to Zhang Xiaoxue.

"Xiaoxue, I'm going up to get something."

"Oh...", Zhang Xiaoxue's eyes just turned from Song Jian's body, and she responded mechanically.

Xia Qiuli ran up the stairs.

"Song Jian, sit down, I'll go up and help Qiuli tidy up." Zhang Xiaoxue didn't smile, she forced herself not to be too rude.

Song Jian glanced at Liu Zizheng, nodded to Zhang Xiaoxue, smiled obsequiously, thanked him, and sat on the sofa with Nan Nan in his arms.

Zhang Xiaoxue went upstairs, Liu Zizheng picked up the newspaper in his hand, and the two big men were sitting in the empty living room.Liu Zizheng was very stingy with his eyes, he was dismissive of this man who beat his wife.Song Jian looked around at the tall furniture and decorations in the room, his eyes stayed on Liu Zizheng's calm face from time to time, but the other party didn't look at him, and didn't give him any chance to strike up a conversation.The two of them just sat in silence, Song Jian gradually felt a little uncomfortable all over.

"Qiuli, have you decided? You have to think it through." After closing the door behind him, Zhang Xiaoxue couldn't wait to ask.

"Xiaoxue, I think very clearly now. I know what I'm doing. I've been like this all my life. For Nan Nan, I have to swallow even a piece of shit. Song Jian said his parents couldn't bear Nan Nan, and he After doing such a thing, I asked if I could not get a divorce. I thought about it. If I divorced, Nan Nan might not be mine anymore. Let’s do it this way. Besides, even if I get divorced, it’s impossible for me to get married in the future. I will have no children and no home, which will be even more miserable. If I don’t get divorced, at least in the eyes of outsiders, this family is still a family. No matter how dirty it is inside." Xia Qiuli said calmly while packing her things, and when she finished speaking, she carried a small bag and a backpack and was ready to leave.

In fact, she knew very well in her heart that Nan Nan was only one of the reasons why Song Jian did not get a divorce. What he was really afraid of was that if he went to court, he might not even get a house and children in the end.The house is shared by two people, she paid more down payment, at least half of it should be distributed to her, the child is still breastfeeding, the possibility of awarding to the mother is more likely, and he cheated in marriage and committed domestic violence, it should be The party who is at fault will most likely be sentenced to leave that home.How could he give up the house he bought after six or seven years of struggle in BJ?After weighing the pros and cons, he felt that it was more cost-effective not to divorce.For this man, she didn't even want to take a look, but for the sake of her child and survival, she still decided to go back.

"Qiuli, you must have your reasons, but I still advise you to think twice, the days to come are still long." Living with such a man under the same roof, lying on the same bed, Zhang Xiaoxue felt chills just thinking about it.She would rather starve and starve on a barren island than spend a day with such a person.

"Xiaoxue, I know what you think, but I've already thought about it, thank you very much." In some things, she never lacked the courage she should have, and she compromised with life again.She finally hugged Zhang Xiaoxue and opened the door to leave.

Zhang Xiaoxue followed Xia Qiuli out of the guest room door. She had already said her words, and now that Qiuli had figured it out, she didn't know what to say.

Seeing Xia Qiuli and the others come down, Song Jian stood up, the muscles on his face relaxed a little.He stepped forward to take the bag from Xia Qiuli's hand and handed it to him, but Xia Qiuli still didn't look at him.

A group of people walked out the door of the living room, and there was a taxi waiting at the gate of the yard.

"Xiaoxue, don't send it away, it's very hot, go back."

"Well, be careful on the road, and call me if you need anything." Zhang Xiaoxue asked worriedly.She didn't talk to Song Jian, she hated this man standing there pretending nothing had happened from the bottom of her heart.

"Well, Xiaoxue, I'm leaving, you pay attention to your body." Xia Qiuli hugged Zhang Xiaoxue again before turning around and leaving.

"Nannan, goodbye!"

"Auntie, bye!"

Nan Nan looked very happy in Song Jian's arms, maybe Xia Qiuli was right, the child now at least has a complete family.Xia Qiuli waved her hand at the gate, got into the taxi, and watched them leave before Zhang Xiaoxue turned around and walked into the living room with Liu Zizheng.

"No wonder your classmate is so beautiful, but married a disabled person. So the family is so rich." After the taxi started, Song Jian said with emotion.

Xia Qiuli glanced at him contemptuously, and didn't bother to say anything to him. He was a dirty person and thought everyone was dirty.He didn't know that Zhang Xiaoxue had good legs when she married. Moreover, Liu Zizheng really liked Zhang Xiaoxue. The meticulousness and sincerity of caring for a woman with all his heart moved her, an outsider, not to mention that Liu Zizheng was just sitting in a wheelchair. On the bed, even on the bed, such a man is worthy of a woman's marriage.

(End of this chapter)