If I still remember you in the next life
Chapter 13 Fireworks Can't Be Cut
Chapter 13 Fireworks Can't Be Cut
VOL.30
When I returned to Shanghai, the weather suddenly turned cold.In just a few days, pedestrians on the street no longer wore shorts and sweatshirts, but put on denim T-shirts.I also changed the soft furnishings in my home, and changed the curtains and wallpaper to light orange.While standing on the sofa and hanging the curtains, the phone rang a series of times on the coffee table.I jumped down in a hurry, couldn't help laughing when I saw the number, picked up the phone and said, "What's the matter? I didn't just finish the call."
"Then I miss you again now, what should I do?"
I looked at the clock on the wall and said, "It's midnight in the United States. If you don't sleep, won't the doctor scold you?"
"They've made me bald, what else do they want?"
I laughed out loud and said, "When is the operation, tonight?"
"Evening in the United States... well, it's six or seven o'clock tomorrow morning at your place."
"How long will the surgery take?"
"I don't know, but they won't let me eat from now on. Luo Xin, I want to eat your fish porridge..."
"Then did you write my phone number on the wall of the ward? It's like the takeaway phone in your dormitory..." I asked with a smile, the doorbell rang at this time, and I walked out with a pile of curtains and the phone to open the door , and said to the other end of the phone: "Xiaonan is here, I have to hang up, otherwise she will laugh at me again when she sees us making more than ten international calls a day."
As soon as the door opened, Yan Xiaonan really said, "I'm on the phone again. Hey, I can't stand you. He's only gone for less than a week, and you've already contributed thousands of dollars to the telecom bureau..."
"Okay, okay, you come to teach me again." I hung up the phone, stood on the sofa and hung the curtains.
"Hey, I'll do it, I'll do it, don't do this dangerous action now, in case something goes wrong, how can I explain to Jiang Yang, I'm really afraid that he will let his brothers come after me." Yan Xiaonan Without saying a word, he rolled up his sleeves, hung up the curtains at the speed of Liu Xiang, turned to look at me and said, "By the way, have you gone to the hospital to get the report?"
"Not yet, it was agreed to be tomorrow morning." I picked up the big and small bags she brought and walked into the kitchen.
She followed in again, took away the work in my hand, and said, "Don't do these rough jobs," pointing to my lower abdomen, and said, "You are a rich man now, and I have a serious mission to take care of you two." , can’t be careless.”
"It's not confirmed yet, don't make such a fuss."
"I'm sure. If you don't believe me, you'll know when you get the report tomorrow." She took out a can of Mace and said to me, "Nah, I'll eat this if I don't feel like it. I've tasted so many brands, and this is the best. It’s all right, and it’s very healthy.” He took another pile of fresh eggs and put them in the refrigerator. "Don't drink those drinks with additives, don't eat anything that is too cold or too hot, and have three meals on time. I say you'd better move back to live with your mother, or move to my place, someone must be there Only by your side."
I looked at her with a smile, slowly shook my head and said, "Xiaonan, you are really...why didn't I see that you have such potential as a good wife and mother."
"I have many advantages, but it's a pity that there are too few men with eyes and eyes." She closed the refrigerator, folded the shopping bag and put it in a drawer, and said, "By the way, did you tell him?"
"It's not sure, how should I say it. If not, wouldn't he be very disappointed."
"Who says no, I think it must be. The sooner you let him know, the sooner you'll be happy." She went to the living room to check her phone, and said, "I'll call Su San first, and at least let him know. It's time to tell Jiang Yang in time, if this kid really dares to forget you mother and son, I will arrest him for a DNA test."
I snatched the phone and said, "Don't be so mobilizing. I'll tell him when I get the report tomorrow. Besides, he's going to have an operation tonight. Don't let him have emotional fluctuations. When he wakes up from the operation, let him go to the hospital for the first time." Time to hear the news. Wouldn't it be better?"
Yan Xiaonan sat on the armrest of the sofa and looked at me, hesitated to speak, and finally just flattened her mouth and said: "Okay, listen to you."
I looked around the room and said, "Help me to see if there is anything wrong with it. I think Jiang Yang can change a bit when he comes back. But he can't change beyond recognition. I'm afraid he won't know him anymore." I pulled my tongue Xiaonan walked into the room, pointed to the chandelier on the ceiling and said, "Do you think it would be better to replace the lighting with a warm light? Xiaonan..."
When I turned around, I found that Yan Xiaonan was secretly wiping tears.I hurriedly took her hand to destroy the evidence and said, "Why are you crying?" She shook her head and said nothing.
"Did the third brother bully you?"
She shook her head again, then nodded again.Confused, I pulled her to sit down and said, "What's the matter?"
Instead, she hugged me and started crying uncontrollably. I patted her on the back lightly and said, "Okay, don't cry anymore, tell me what's going on." Yan Xiaonan But she refused to let go. After a long time, she said: "Tomorrow you must wait for me to go with you to get the report." I was so angry that I couldn't laugh or cry: "That's it? I promise you , cry for this, is it worth it?"
She gradually wiped away her tears before saying, "You...don't let me call Su San."
I almost fell to the ground, put the phone into her arms, and said, "Call, call, call."
The hospital we went to was specially recommended by Yan Xiaonan. The female doctor was very gentle and polite, she gave me a few words and gave me the report.As soon as I walked out, Yan Xiaonan immediately jumped up from the chair, grabbed the report in my hand and said, "Let me see... I'll say it's true. It's been almost seven weeks, Luo Xin you I'm going to be a mother!"
I desperately raised a finger to "shh" at her, but still attracted the attention of people around me.
"Quick, quick, call Jiang Yang and tell him." She wished she could take the phone out of my backpack and dial the number by herself. I pressed her hand helplessly and said, "I will call...you are Don’t you have to publish a newspaper statement and broadcast it on the radio, don’t get excited, what will you do when you become a mother when you are so excited.”
"I won't be so excited when I become a mother... Oh, yes, wait a minute..." She ran out of the hospital gate with the phone in her hand, and I hurriedly shouted behind her: "Hey, who are you calling?" Ah, don’t tell the world, don’t tell my mother.” She turned her head and waved to me, then disappeared again.
I looked at the sky in despair, God, is that iceberg-like Su Xiaoquan really suitable for her?
At this time, the phone in my hand rang, but there was no caller ID, and my heart was beating wildly. Could it be that the operation was over so soon?I was so excited that I hurriedly pressed the answer button, and blurted out, "Is this Jiang Yang?"
I can’t deny my worries and expectations. How I wish he would call me as soon as he wakes up after the operation. How much I hope that any operation will not cut off our past, let alone destroy our future. We must not Across the furthest distance in the world...
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and then a voice said, "It's me."
My cheering heart seemed to be shot by someone, and I fell into the abyss from the sky.I held the phone for a long time, feeling my palms were sweating, but still couldn't say a word.The voice on the other end of the phone said again: "Sorry, I called you suddenly, is it convenient to talk now?"
I hesitated and looked up to see if Yan Xiaonan had come back.
"you are outside?"
"Ah."
"Can we meet?"
"Now?" I couldn't help but look around to see if he was around me, watching my every move.I found that after knowing Jiang Yang's background, I became a little nervous, almost like a little fan who is allergic to gangster movies.
"If possible, I'll wait for you at Jinmao Restaurant at 06:30 in the afternoon."
I looked at my watch, it was past four o'clock, and it would take me two hours to drive from Jing'an to Pudong.He was silent, and suddenly saw Yan Xiaonan coming back from the outside happily, and hurriedly said: "Okay, that's it." Then quickly hung up the phone.Yan Xiaonan looked at me excitedly and said, "Jiang Yang? His surgery is over? Does he know?"
"I'll call again later."
"Let's fight now."
"Okay, okay..." In case Yan Xiaonan snatched my phone, I had to dial that number.However, after waiting for a long time, the busy signal finally came.But at this time, I was so confused that I had no time to think, so I hung up the phone and remained silent.Yan Xiaonan stared at me, so I had no choice but to explain: "No one is listening. Probably still undergoing surgery, I'll call back later. Do you have anything else to do?"
"What can I do, just stay with you." She took my hand and strode out of the hospital. I frowned and said, "Why are you so careless about your job?"
"My job is to take care of you."
She reached out to stop a taxi, and I stopped her. She glanced at me and said, "You still want to drive by yourself, forget it, you are pregnant now."
"Xiaonan..."
I found it hard to tell myself, but I finally said, "I'm going to meet someone tonight."
Yan Xiaonan immediately frowned: "Who?"
I hesitated for a while, and the voice was so low that I couldn't hear it clearly: "Zheng Kaiwen."
"See him?" Yan Xiaonan's voice was filled with shock and disbelief.
We stood on the pavement, and the sunlight fell under our feet through the shade of the trees, like pieces of splintered gold leaf.My feet stepped on those golden pieces uneasily, Yan Xiaonan was silent, and then she said: "Did he make that phone call just now?" I nodded and said, "I think I should go see him, after all... I think I should see him, I have something to say."
"Is it okay for you to see him now?" Her tone softened.
"It's okay." I smiled and said, "I just want to make it clear to him, and besides, he's getting married soon, isn't he?"
Yan Xiaonan nodded with difficulty, and sighed leisurely: "Then I'll go with you."
"No, he won't eat me." I reached out to stop a taxi, then turned to her and said, "You wait for me at home, I'll be back soon. If Jiang Yang calls later , must help me pick it up."
Yan Xiaonan flattened her mouth: "You come back too late, I won't smooth things over for you."
When the taxi drove to the Jinmao Building, I suddenly remembered that I was only wearing a light-colored dress and an off-white knitted cardigan for the inspection today. Now, standing with those "Bone Demons", it really pales in comparison.
While in a daze, the lobby manager came over and said, "Excuse me, is this Ms. Liang Luoxin?"
I nodded, and the manager said, "Mr. Zheng is waiting for you, please follow me."
I had no choice but to bite the bullet and follow him in. When I got to the elevator door, I looked in the mirror and saw it.Maybe it's because I eat well and sleep well these days, and I don't need to be exposed to the wind and sun, so my face is still a little red without makeup. What's more, today is the so-called happy event.
I thought, if Jiang Yang knew the news, he would be crazier than Yan Xiaonan.
He was so eager to have a child, our child.
This child is literally like a door into the future.
The elevator went all the way to the top floor, the manager opened the door for me, and then motioned me into a restaurant.The restaurant waiter led me in very politely.I have only seen this luxurious restaurant in newspaper advertisements and magazine covers, but never had the guts to set foot in it.But when I walked in today, the guests around me were either blonde or blue-eyed, or dressed in CUCCI and LV. The small bag I was carrying didn’t even have a brand, and the clothes cost less than 1000 yuan from head to toe.
Now I really regret that I didn't listen to Jiang Yang's words and maxed out his credit card.
The waiter led me into a private room, and the door opened.I saw him.
Daylight came in from the spacious floor-to-ceiling windows, outlining my familiar back.I was in a trance for a moment, and he also left me with such a back on the night we broke up.It was night at that time, and the neon lights reflected his back like a halo.Reunited at sunset, the setting sun reflected his back still shining like that.
This is him, no matter when and where, he is always outstanding, shining like that.
He heard the waiter's call, turned around, saw me, and smiled at me.After such a long time, he was still thinner, but he was still tall and straight, almost perfect like a sculpture.
I still remember the last time we met, his figure was hidden in the daylight, his smile was so sad.But now I can't see, I can't see anything.He is still him, and I am still me. Apart from all the gorgeous and complicated things between us, what is left is this ordinary and warm gaze at each other.
The prosperity is gone, like a dream without a trace.
The waiter closed the door, he walked to the dark blue velvet sofa in the private room, and said to me politely: "Sit."
I slowly put my backpack on the sofa, smoothed my skirt very carefully and sat down.He looked at me, smiled, and said lightly: "Long time no see."
Yes, it's been a long time, so long that I thought we would never see each other again.
The slanting sun outside the window came in, stretching the shadow of a vase of red roses on the dining table to my feet.The rug is a 64-needle densely woven twill, with gorgeous cornflowers blooming on it.
"Suddenly asked you out, abrupt, did it scare you?" He picked up the tea set on the coffee table and slowly brewed Kung Fu tea.The movements were still so skillful and graceful, the little unfamiliarity between us was diluted by the slow movements and the slowly flowing tea.
I took the teacup he handed over, lowered my head and smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to ask me out suddenly."
"Actually, I've wanted to ask you out for a long time, but every time I was afraid that you would reject me. Before I picked up the phone, I was defeated by myself. I can't always pass my own level." He picked up the small purple sand teacup and smelled it. He took a sip, took a sip, and said, "I didn't expect that you would still want to see me."
"Why not." I looked at him, raised my hand to brush the broken hair on my ears and said, "Actually, I have always wanted to see you again, there are many things I want to tell you, and there are many things I want to hear from you. Although meeting today is a little sudden, but I always want to see this side. It's good to see this side."
Although there is a lot to say, but at this time I can't find a clue to say it.Some words come to my lips, I always feel that he should know, so I don't need to repeat them.And some words want to say, but don't know how to say it.And he was just silent, didn't say what I wanted to hear.
But what I want to hear, maybe I don't know myself.Unlike many lovers who broke up, I hated him when we met again, and he hated me too, or entangled, or passionately hurt.Not at all.It seemed like it was just a dream between us.
After three rounds of tea, he finally asked, "Do you hate me?"
Outside the window is the gorgeous setting sun as rich as blood, and the ancient buildings on the Bund under its reflection are like exquisite models cast in gold and copper, submerged in a golden red.
do i hate himActually, I never hated him, even if he said such cruel things to me, I still couldn't hate him.I shook my head slowly, lowered my eyelashes to look at the clear tea, the light and clear color, just like my state of mind at the moment.
Heartwarming aroma, like our past, drifting away.
But you'll never forget the taste of what it was, the taste of love, never.
"Luo Xin, you are really nice." He picked up the teapot and poured another round of tea, and said leisurely, "My father passed away not long ago. When he passed away, he told me that he liked you very much."
I looked at him in surprise, and he also looked up at me, smiled and said: "I was also very strange at the time, he didn't even take a good look at you. But he said, when you were in the hospital that day, you stood up to protect me. Me, he has never seen a woman around me like this for me. He said you are a good girl, but unfortunately I am not blessed. "
The last sentence accidentally touched the old pain in my heart. I lowered my head, the cup of tea was no longer hot, and the air conditioner was too cold.
"I have always hated my father. He is so cowardly, he has to bow his head to others in everything, and he is always at the mercy of others. I always think that I can't be like him in the future. But then I found out that I am not as good as him, I am better than him More cowardly, less assertive and courageous."
He held the small teacup and turned it slowly, as if using a lot of strength, but the cup only turned slowly.
"Luo Xin, in fact, I didn't really have no way back then, I just didn't have the courage."
His fingers holding the cup have clear muscles, but they are unusually pale and strong.I reached out to hold his hand, and he raised his eyelashes to look at me.
"It's over, isn't it?" I smiled and said, "You made your choice, and I respect your choice."
He finally smiled relaxedly, and said, "Luo Xin, you are such a good girl. When I was at the police station that day, I really wanted to take you away, but... I didn't have the courage, I really didn't have the courage... You Don't blame Cage, he doesn't know anything."
"I didn't blame him." I lowered my head and felt that I had to say something, so my thoughts followed his topic to the police station that day... I thought of those rumors: "I haven't congratulated you yet. "
"Congratulations on what?"
"You and Miss Qiao..."
"Qiao Zhishan?" He smiled and said, "She is a rare woman, my eldest brother is very lucky."
I froze for a moment, then laughed, and we all laughed.
The setting sun filled the whole room with warm colors, and in a blink of an eye, the golden color was gone, and the gorgeous night scene lights lit up outside the window, and the cruise ships on the Huangpu River came and went in a hurry.
"I forgot that you still have a big brother, I thought..."
"Such a shrewd person as Fourth Master Qiao, how could he marry his daughter to me. My eldest brother is really much better. Only he is worthy of Master Qiao's trust. I... I'm just a fool who doesn't know how to grasp happiness. He lowered his head and said slowly: "Fortunately, there is always one person who is happy."
"Aren't you happy now?"
"Me?" He smiled, stood up and walked to the window, and said softly, "Can I still be happy?"
The sound was like a stone thrown into a lake, causing ripples in my heart.Sourness, sweetness, bitterness, and pain all came up and squeezed in my eye sockets.I shook my head and said, "No, you will be happy. As I said, we will all be happy."
He looked back at me, suddenly smiled and said, "So, are you happy?"
There was a sweet smile on my lips, and that smile was like a fragrance, rippling away from my mouth.
Suddenly, the lights outside the window were brilliant, and the entire Bund seemed to be lit up by thousands of hands, and in an instant, it was like a city rising spontaneously from the bottom of the sea.All the night lights lost their brilliance, and in an instant the sky was illuminated.However, this was not the most splendid moment. Behind the city, gorgeous fireworks bloomed one after another.One after another, it was like a gorgeous rain from the sky.
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I watched the scene in amazement, Zheng Kaiwen gently held my hand, looked at me gently and said, "Do you like it?"
I was surprised and delighted, and finally I couldn't help but nodded and said: "They, they are so beautiful."
"This was the night before Hyatt's accident...I arranged it. Originally, I wanted to take you to choose a ring and then propose to you, here, where we met." He took a breath slowly, Cai said: "But in the end, there is still no chance for you... If you don't come, they will never have a chance to bloom."
With the stars all over the sky as proof, in the most romantic atmosphere, wearing the most sparkling diamond ring, drinking the sweetest champagne, listening to the most romantic proposal, marrying the most handsome husband in the world... It's like It's like a dream, but unfortunately I can no longer agree to this belated marriage proposal.
"Luo Xin, if I say come back to me again, will you promise me?"
He suddenly held my hand tightly, and I couldn't help but want to withdraw it, but he held it too tightly.
Fireworks illuminated his face again and again, his eyes were so clear and bright, just like when he first said he loved me.
However, when the fireworks dimmed, everything fell into chaos.
He raised his hand and slowly wiped my cheek, and I realized that I didn't know when I had already shed tears.
"I'm sorry I always make things difficult for you."
I tried my best to hold back the tears, he opened his arms and hugged me tightly, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Luo Xin. But, I love you."
I grabbed his back with both hands, for a long time, my voice could not be calm, I finally exhausted all the strength in my body, and said the dialogue that was so long overdue.
"Kevin, let's break up."
He still didn't let go, the sky outside the window turned bright and dark alternately.
Prosperity is gone, after all, it is like a dream without trace.
Finally he let go of his hand and looked at me and said, "I know you will say that, but I still have a small hope, am I stupid?"
I wiped away tears and shook my head slowly.
You know, I used to love you so much, I loved you with all my strength.But we couldn't make it to the end hand in hand after all.Maybe love has no end, then we will break up halfway, leaving the most beautiful scenery.
He smiled and let go, stepped back and looked at me and said, "But from now on, maybe we're going to be enemies."
I shook my head and said, "No, we'll be friends forever."
Holding a bottle of champagne on the table, he smiled and said, "Then, let's celebrate it as the last dinner with friends."
I flattened my mouth and said, "Why do you say it's the last time?"
The waiters came in at the right time to serve the dishes, all of which were exquisite and unbearably delicious.But my cell phone is not up to the mark, as soon as I lift my hand chopsticks, it rings loudly in my backpack.My mood was agitated for a while, and I desperately fumbled for the phone with one hand in my bag.It's getting dark already. It's already dawn in the United States. Is the operation over?Is everything going well with Jiang Yang?
Kevin looked at me with a smile, I smiled awkwardly, and he said knowingly, "Are you waiting for the call?" I didn't comment, but when I took out the phone, it was Yan Xiaonan's number.I looked up at him, and my heart moved: "It's Xiaonan." I pressed the answer button, but a man's voice came: "Excuse me, are you Miss Liang Luoxin?"
Immediately a bad premonition jumped out of my mind, and after getting my affirmative answer, the man continued: "I am a police officer from the xx police station, Miss Liang, there was a gas explosion in your apartment, there is a Ms. Yan Xiaonan was injured and admitted to the hospital..." I didn't wait for what he would say next, and asked for the address of the hospital directly: "I'll go there now, you have to take good care of her." After speaking, I quickly hung up the phone.
Zheng Kaiwen saw me standing up in panic, and stood up too: "What's the matter with Yan Xiaonan?" I stood there for a few seconds, my mind was blank, but it seemed like hundreds of thoughts were rolling through my mind Pass.Yan Xiaonan is very careless, but the negligence of a gas explosion is too great, how can she cook in my house?
Kevin stood in front of me and looked at me, and suddenly came over and helped me on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, I'll go with you." He called the driver in the elevator and asked the driver to drive the car downstairs. When I got out of the elevator, I saw Akun walking towards me. He gave Akun a few brief instructions, and then walked downstairs with me.I'm at a loss.
The driver drove his car over and handed him the keys, and he said to the driver, "I can drive by myself, you go back first." I shook my head and said, "No, I can just go by myself. "
"You're a girl, and you're in a trance. It's too unsafe to drive. It's just off work time, and it's inconvenient to take a taxi. I'll take you there." He opened the door to let me get in the car, but I still didn't move, he smiled She laughed and said, "Don't forget, Yan Xiaonan and I are also friends, and I won't stand by and watch when she has something to do."
The car quickly left Lujiazui.At this time, the sky was already very dark, and the night wind blew up my long hair, as if it had blown away the last trace of warmth in my body.I felt very cold, but my hands felt warm.Zheng Kaiwen reached out and gently held my hand.
I looked back at him, the familiar smile calmed my heart a little.He was still looking at the signal lights at the intersection ahead, and his voice was as calm and calm as ever: "Don't worry, nothing will happen." It seemed that every time I was weak and helpless, he was silently by my side like this.
All of a sudden, many, many emotions welled up from the bottom of my heart, and I whispered, "Thank you..."
I don't know if Kevin heard what I said, because I didn't hear what he said to me, I just saw him move his lips, his expression was so surprised and panicked.Then the loud noise drowned out our voices, and the strong turbulence made me lose my sense of direction.
Synchronized with my voice, there was a loud noise and earth-shaking bumps.
In a daze, I saw a car with huge headlights on, like a monster opened its bloody mouth and cut off our car from the side... My world fell into darkness in a dazzling white light, violently The impact knocked my body off balance, and the pain ripped through my body.
"pain……"
My consciousness shouted desperately, but I couldn't stop the pain. I wished I could tear my body apart, but I still couldn't relieve the pain.I shed tears, and I said, "Jiang Yang, help me, I'm in pain, it's in pain..." However, the piercing pain didn't go away, instead it finally made me wake up.
In the blurred room, I saw a person sitting beside the bed.
Is it Jiang Yang... I couldn't see clearly, I raised my hand tentatively but was held by him, so I said, "Jiang Yang, I'm in pain."
The man nodded to me, I felt something hot hit my hand, and then I saw the face clearly, it wasn't Jiang Yang, it was Zheng Kaiwen.My forehead seemed to be flicked hard by someone, and it shocked my spine all at once.All the things before the coma were vivid, I squeezed his hand and said, "Kevin, what's going on with me? Am I dead?"
"No, Luo Xin, we are not dead." Zheng Kaiwen held my hand with both hands.
"But...why...why am I in so much pain?"
I raised my hand and followed the pain to touch my lower abdomen.Like thunder rolling over my head, I can't believe it, I don't believe it at all!I didn't have any strength in my body, but the pain was huge, like a giant iron cone, piercing into my heart bit by bit from the top of my head.
"Is it my child... where is my child?" I suddenly sat up and grabbed Zheng Kaiwen by the neckline.But I didn't even have the strength to lift myself up and slammed back onto the hospital bed.I was trembling all over, looking at him eagerly: "Tell me, what's wrong with him?"
Zheng Kaiwen didn't speak, just looked at me very sadly.
"Tell me... what happened to my child?"
I grabbed his arm and tried desperately to sit up.He held my shoulders and pressed me on the bed. I didn't even have the strength to resist, but my tears were struggling to flow out, and his tears fell down on my cheeks.I saw blood all over his body.
He said, "Luo Xin, don't get excited, the doctor said you shouldn't get too excited..."
He looked at me, why did I feel that those eyes were so strange, so vague, so unreal.But it was like sharp knives, piercing into my body one by one.It was a look of despair, just like the one Zheng Kaiwen saw when I left the police station that day.
"It's gone? It's gone... You lied to me, it's impossible, it's only seven weeks old, I just found out it exists, and it's only seven weeks ago. How could he die..." I suddenly Struggling to grab hold of him, he sat up desperately.
"Luo Xin... Luo Xin!" Zheng Kaiwen tried to hug me, but fell to the ground instead.It turned out that he was also injured.I broke free from him, slipped off my slippers and got out of bed.But as soon as his feet hit the ground, his legs gave way and he fell to the ground.The door of the ward was pushed open at this moment, and a group of people walked in quickly, one of them picked me up without saying a word, and put me on the bed.
Still dressed in sharp black, with the same expressionless and cold face, it was Su Xiaoquan.
But I grabbed him like crazy and shouted hysterically: "Third brother, tell me, what's going on? Are you lying to me? Don't make fun of me, it's not funny, it's not funny at all... Tell me you lied to me, tell me!" I growled like a wounded beast.
"Luo Xin, you are bleeding." Su Xiaoquan frowned, hugged me tightly and shouted outside the door: "Call the doctor!"
"I don't want a doctor, I just want my child, and I want you to return the child to me!"
Su Xiaoquan stood there silently and let me beat him, let me tear his clothes, finally he just said: "I'm sorry, this is what the third master meant."
A bolt from the blue exploded in my head.
"What do you mean by the third master?"
"If you don't show up, Jiang Yang may never agree to the operation for the rest of his life. I'm sorry, Luo Xin."
It turned out to be like this, it turned out to be taking advantage of it... It turned out that Meng Junshan wanted me to die a long time ago.What a fool I am!I felt weak all over, my eyes suddenly went dark, and I almost fainted, Su Xiaoquan put his arms around my shoulders, and shouted loudly: "Luo Xin, be strong, you can't die, Jiang Yang is still waiting for you!"
"Wait for me?", a line of tears flowed from the corner of my eyes, and I sneered: "Now that Jiang Yang's operation is successful, I am useless to Meng Junshan, right? He got back the one he wanted Meng Jiangyang. And successfully made Jiang Yang forget me. How could Meng Junshan let Jiang Yang wait for me! He wants me to die, he ruined our home, and he won't even let our children go!"
I held onto Su Xiaoquan tightly, screaming in despair: "Why did he do this! That is Jiang Yang's child! Why are you doing this... If you want me to leave him, I will definitely leave, I promise You go far away, never to appear again. Give me back the child... I have only that child, and I have nothing but it."
My body slumped, and he stood there like a statue.
The room was so quiet that it seemed to be frozen. I cried so weakly that there was no sound.He finally knelt down, slowly supported my shoulders and said, "Luo Xin, I'm sorry, I can't do anything."
I looked at the ceiling in despair, and for a long time, I just said, "I'll call you third brother, I beg you...give me back the child...I promise you that I will never see Jiang Yang again, but give me back the child ...I want that child...I want Jiang Yang and my child."
Su Xiaoquan just hugged me, for a long time, we didn't speak.I heard his heartbeat, so heavy, so slow, he must be very sad too, because he knew the ending from the beginning.
And I'm just a victim of this story.
Doctors rushed over, they pushed me down on the bed and put on an oxygen mask for me, but I just grabbed Su Xiaoquan's hand and refused to let go, like my last bit of hope.I stubbornly refused to allow the nurse to put on the oxygen mask for me. I said, "Third Brother, finally... Finally...promise me one thing?"
He held my hand: "You say."
"Jiang Yang..." I knew that my whole body was shaking, but I smiled at him. I don't know why I can still smile at this moment.What can't be controlled is the tears that burst the embankment.
"Don't let him know."
He looked at me, as if he was walking farther and farther away, my eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't lift them up at all, I felt his fingers leaving my palm little by little.
"Third brother, you promise me..."
"I promise you." He shook my hand.
"Never let him know..."
"I promise you."
"Never, never let him know..." My consciousness is gradually blurring, and the last trace of my soul is also far away from me, only the voice said: "Never, never... forever..."
(End of this chapter)
VOL.30
When I returned to Shanghai, the weather suddenly turned cold.In just a few days, pedestrians on the street no longer wore shorts and sweatshirts, but put on denim T-shirts.I also changed the soft furnishings in my home, and changed the curtains and wallpaper to light orange.While standing on the sofa and hanging the curtains, the phone rang a series of times on the coffee table.I jumped down in a hurry, couldn't help laughing when I saw the number, picked up the phone and said, "What's the matter? I didn't just finish the call."
"Then I miss you again now, what should I do?"
I looked at the clock on the wall and said, "It's midnight in the United States. If you don't sleep, won't the doctor scold you?"
"They've made me bald, what else do they want?"
I laughed out loud and said, "When is the operation, tonight?"
"Evening in the United States... well, it's six or seven o'clock tomorrow morning at your place."
"How long will the surgery take?"
"I don't know, but they won't let me eat from now on. Luo Xin, I want to eat your fish porridge..."
"Then did you write my phone number on the wall of the ward? It's like the takeaway phone in your dormitory..." I asked with a smile, the doorbell rang at this time, and I walked out with a pile of curtains and the phone to open the door , and said to the other end of the phone: "Xiaonan is here, I have to hang up, otherwise she will laugh at me again when she sees us making more than ten international calls a day."
As soon as the door opened, Yan Xiaonan really said, "I'm on the phone again. Hey, I can't stand you. He's only gone for less than a week, and you've already contributed thousands of dollars to the telecom bureau..."
"Okay, okay, you come to teach me again." I hung up the phone, stood on the sofa and hung the curtains.
"Hey, I'll do it, I'll do it, don't do this dangerous action now, in case something goes wrong, how can I explain to Jiang Yang, I'm really afraid that he will let his brothers come after me." Yan Xiaonan Without saying a word, he rolled up his sleeves, hung up the curtains at the speed of Liu Xiang, turned to look at me and said, "By the way, have you gone to the hospital to get the report?"
"Not yet, it was agreed to be tomorrow morning." I picked up the big and small bags she brought and walked into the kitchen.
She followed in again, took away the work in my hand, and said, "Don't do these rough jobs," pointing to my lower abdomen, and said, "You are a rich man now, and I have a serious mission to take care of you two." , can’t be careless.”
"It's not confirmed yet, don't make such a fuss."
"I'm sure. If you don't believe me, you'll know when you get the report tomorrow." She took out a can of Mace and said to me, "Nah, I'll eat this if I don't feel like it. I've tasted so many brands, and this is the best. It’s all right, and it’s very healthy.” He took another pile of fresh eggs and put them in the refrigerator. "Don't drink those drinks with additives, don't eat anything that is too cold or too hot, and have three meals on time. I say you'd better move back to live with your mother, or move to my place, someone must be there Only by your side."
I looked at her with a smile, slowly shook my head and said, "Xiaonan, you are really...why didn't I see that you have such potential as a good wife and mother."
"I have many advantages, but it's a pity that there are too few men with eyes and eyes." She closed the refrigerator, folded the shopping bag and put it in a drawer, and said, "By the way, did you tell him?"
"It's not sure, how should I say it. If not, wouldn't he be very disappointed."
"Who says no, I think it must be. The sooner you let him know, the sooner you'll be happy." She went to the living room to check her phone, and said, "I'll call Su San first, and at least let him know. It's time to tell Jiang Yang in time, if this kid really dares to forget you mother and son, I will arrest him for a DNA test."
I snatched the phone and said, "Don't be so mobilizing. I'll tell him when I get the report tomorrow. Besides, he's going to have an operation tonight. Don't let him have emotional fluctuations. When he wakes up from the operation, let him go to the hospital for the first time." Time to hear the news. Wouldn't it be better?"
Yan Xiaonan sat on the armrest of the sofa and looked at me, hesitated to speak, and finally just flattened her mouth and said: "Okay, listen to you."
I looked around the room and said, "Help me to see if there is anything wrong with it. I think Jiang Yang can change a bit when he comes back. But he can't change beyond recognition. I'm afraid he won't know him anymore." I pulled my tongue Xiaonan walked into the room, pointed to the chandelier on the ceiling and said, "Do you think it would be better to replace the lighting with a warm light? Xiaonan..."
When I turned around, I found that Yan Xiaonan was secretly wiping tears.I hurriedly took her hand to destroy the evidence and said, "Why are you crying?" She shook her head and said nothing.
"Did the third brother bully you?"
She shook her head again, then nodded again.Confused, I pulled her to sit down and said, "What's the matter?"
Instead, she hugged me and started crying uncontrollably. I patted her on the back lightly and said, "Okay, don't cry anymore, tell me what's going on." Yan Xiaonan But she refused to let go. After a long time, she said: "Tomorrow you must wait for me to go with you to get the report." I was so angry that I couldn't laugh or cry: "That's it? I promise you , cry for this, is it worth it?"
She gradually wiped away her tears before saying, "You...don't let me call Su San."
I almost fell to the ground, put the phone into her arms, and said, "Call, call, call."
The hospital we went to was specially recommended by Yan Xiaonan. The female doctor was very gentle and polite, she gave me a few words and gave me the report.As soon as I walked out, Yan Xiaonan immediately jumped up from the chair, grabbed the report in my hand and said, "Let me see... I'll say it's true. It's been almost seven weeks, Luo Xin you I'm going to be a mother!"
I desperately raised a finger to "shh" at her, but still attracted the attention of people around me.
"Quick, quick, call Jiang Yang and tell him." She wished she could take the phone out of my backpack and dial the number by herself. I pressed her hand helplessly and said, "I will call...you are Don’t you have to publish a newspaper statement and broadcast it on the radio, don’t get excited, what will you do when you become a mother when you are so excited.”
"I won't be so excited when I become a mother... Oh, yes, wait a minute..." She ran out of the hospital gate with the phone in her hand, and I hurriedly shouted behind her: "Hey, who are you calling?" Ah, don’t tell the world, don’t tell my mother.” She turned her head and waved to me, then disappeared again.
I looked at the sky in despair, God, is that iceberg-like Su Xiaoquan really suitable for her?
At this time, the phone in my hand rang, but there was no caller ID, and my heart was beating wildly. Could it be that the operation was over so soon?I was so excited that I hurriedly pressed the answer button, and blurted out, "Is this Jiang Yang?"
I can’t deny my worries and expectations. How I wish he would call me as soon as he wakes up after the operation. How much I hope that any operation will not cut off our past, let alone destroy our future. We must not Across the furthest distance in the world...
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and then a voice said, "It's me."
My cheering heart seemed to be shot by someone, and I fell into the abyss from the sky.I held the phone for a long time, feeling my palms were sweating, but still couldn't say a word.The voice on the other end of the phone said again: "Sorry, I called you suddenly, is it convenient to talk now?"
I hesitated and looked up to see if Yan Xiaonan had come back.
"you are outside?"
"Ah."
"Can we meet?"
"Now?" I couldn't help but look around to see if he was around me, watching my every move.I found that after knowing Jiang Yang's background, I became a little nervous, almost like a little fan who is allergic to gangster movies.
"If possible, I'll wait for you at Jinmao Restaurant at 06:30 in the afternoon."
I looked at my watch, it was past four o'clock, and it would take me two hours to drive from Jing'an to Pudong.He was silent, and suddenly saw Yan Xiaonan coming back from the outside happily, and hurriedly said: "Okay, that's it." Then quickly hung up the phone.Yan Xiaonan looked at me excitedly and said, "Jiang Yang? His surgery is over? Does he know?"
"I'll call again later."
"Let's fight now."
"Okay, okay..." In case Yan Xiaonan snatched my phone, I had to dial that number.However, after waiting for a long time, the busy signal finally came.But at this time, I was so confused that I had no time to think, so I hung up the phone and remained silent.Yan Xiaonan stared at me, so I had no choice but to explain: "No one is listening. Probably still undergoing surgery, I'll call back later. Do you have anything else to do?"
"What can I do, just stay with you." She took my hand and strode out of the hospital. I frowned and said, "Why are you so careless about your job?"
"My job is to take care of you."
She reached out to stop a taxi, and I stopped her. She glanced at me and said, "You still want to drive by yourself, forget it, you are pregnant now."
"Xiaonan..."
I found it hard to tell myself, but I finally said, "I'm going to meet someone tonight."
Yan Xiaonan immediately frowned: "Who?"
I hesitated for a while, and the voice was so low that I couldn't hear it clearly: "Zheng Kaiwen."
"See him?" Yan Xiaonan's voice was filled with shock and disbelief.
We stood on the pavement, and the sunlight fell under our feet through the shade of the trees, like pieces of splintered gold leaf.My feet stepped on those golden pieces uneasily, Yan Xiaonan was silent, and then she said: "Did he make that phone call just now?" I nodded and said, "I think I should go see him, after all... I think I should see him, I have something to say."
"Is it okay for you to see him now?" Her tone softened.
"It's okay." I smiled and said, "I just want to make it clear to him, and besides, he's getting married soon, isn't he?"
Yan Xiaonan nodded with difficulty, and sighed leisurely: "Then I'll go with you."
"No, he won't eat me." I reached out to stop a taxi, then turned to her and said, "You wait for me at home, I'll be back soon. If Jiang Yang calls later , must help me pick it up."
Yan Xiaonan flattened her mouth: "You come back too late, I won't smooth things over for you."
When the taxi drove to the Jinmao Building, I suddenly remembered that I was only wearing a light-colored dress and an off-white knitted cardigan for the inspection today. Now, standing with those "Bone Demons", it really pales in comparison.
While in a daze, the lobby manager came over and said, "Excuse me, is this Ms. Liang Luoxin?"
I nodded, and the manager said, "Mr. Zheng is waiting for you, please follow me."
I had no choice but to bite the bullet and follow him in. When I got to the elevator door, I looked in the mirror and saw it.Maybe it's because I eat well and sleep well these days, and I don't need to be exposed to the wind and sun, so my face is still a little red without makeup. What's more, today is the so-called happy event.
I thought, if Jiang Yang knew the news, he would be crazier than Yan Xiaonan.
He was so eager to have a child, our child.
This child is literally like a door into the future.
The elevator went all the way to the top floor, the manager opened the door for me, and then motioned me into a restaurant.The restaurant waiter led me in very politely.I have only seen this luxurious restaurant in newspaper advertisements and magazine covers, but never had the guts to set foot in it.But when I walked in today, the guests around me were either blonde or blue-eyed, or dressed in CUCCI and LV. The small bag I was carrying didn’t even have a brand, and the clothes cost less than 1000 yuan from head to toe.
Now I really regret that I didn't listen to Jiang Yang's words and maxed out his credit card.
The waiter led me into a private room, and the door opened.I saw him.
Daylight came in from the spacious floor-to-ceiling windows, outlining my familiar back.I was in a trance for a moment, and he also left me with such a back on the night we broke up.It was night at that time, and the neon lights reflected his back like a halo.Reunited at sunset, the setting sun reflected his back still shining like that.
This is him, no matter when and where, he is always outstanding, shining like that.
He heard the waiter's call, turned around, saw me, and smiled at me.After such a long time, he was still thinner, but he was still tall and straight, almost perfect like a sculpture.
I still remember the last time we met, his figure was hidden in the daylight, his smile was so sad.But now I can't see, I can't see anything.He is still him, and I am still me. Apart from all the gorgeous and complicated things between us, what is left is this ordinary and warm gaze at each other.
The prosperity is gone, like a dream without a trace.
The waiter closed the door, he walked to the dark blue velvet sofa in the private room, and said to me politely: "Sit."
I slowly put my backpack on the sofa, smoothed my skirt very carefully and sat down.He looked at me, smiled, and said lightly: "Long time no see."
Yes, it's been a long time, so long that I thought we would never see each other again.
The slanting sun outside the window came in, stretching the shadow of a vase of red roses on the dining table to my feet.The rug is a 64-needle densely woven twill, with gorgeous cornflowers blooming on it.
"Suddenly asked you out, abrupt, did it scare you?" He picked up the tea set on the coffee table and slowly brewed Kung Fu tea.The movements were still so skillful and graceful, the little unfamiliarity between us was diluted by the slow movements and the slowly flowing tea.
I took the teacup he handed over, lowered my head and smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to ask me out suddenly."
"Actually, I've wanted to ask you out for a long time, but every time I was afraid that you would reject me. Before I picked up the phone, I was defeated by myself. I can't always pass my own level." He picked up the small purple sand teacup and smelled it. He took a sip, took a sip, and said, "I didn't expect that you would still want to see me."
"Why not." I looked at him, raised my hand to brush the broken hair on my ears and said, "Actually, I have always wanted to see you again, there are many things I want to tell you, and there are many things I want to hear from you. Although meeting today is a little sudden, but I always want to see this side. It's good to see this side."
Although there is a lot to say, but at this time I can't find a clue to say it.Some words come to my lips, I always feel that he should know, so I don't need to repeat them.And some words want to say, but don't know how to say it.And he was just silent, didn't say what I wanted to hear.
But what I want to hear, maybe I don't know myself.Unlike many lovers who broke up, I hated him when we met again, and he hated me too, or entangled, or passionately hurt.Not at all.It seemed like it was just a dream between us.
After three rounds of tea, he finally asked, "Do you hate me?"
Outside the window is the gorgeous setting sun as rich as blood, and the ancient buildings on the Bund under its reflection are like exquisite models cast in gold and copper, submerged in a golden red.
do i hate himActually, I never hated him, even if he said such cruel things to me, I still couldn't hate him.I shook my head slowly, lowered my eyelashes to look at the clear tea, the light and clear color, just like my state of mind at the moment.
Heartwarming aroma, like our past, drifting away.
But you'll never forget the taste of what it was, the taste of love, never.
"Luo Xin, you are really nice." He picked up the teapot and poured another round of tea, and said leisurely, "My father passed away not long ago. When he passed away, he told me that he liked you very much."
I looked at him in surprise, and he also looked up at me, smiled and said: "I was also very strange at the time, he didn't even take a good look at you. But he said, when you were in the hospital that day, you stood up to protect me. Me, he has never seen a woman around me like this for me. He said you are a good girl, but unfortunately I am not blessed. "
The last sentence accidentally touched the old pain in my heart. I lowered my head, the cup of tea was no longer hot, and the air conditioner was too cold.
"I have always hated my father. He is so cowardly, he has to bow his head to others in everything, and he is always at the mercy of others. I always think that I can't be like him in the future. But then I found out that I am not as good as him, I am better than him More cowardly, less assertive and courageous."
He held the small teacup and turned it slowly, as if using a lot of strength, but the cup only turned slowly.
"Luo Xin, in fact, I didn't really have no way back then, I just didn't have the courage."
His fingers holding the cup have clear muscles, but they are unusually pale and strong.I reached out to hold his hand, and he raised his eyelashes to look at me.
"It's over, isn't it?" I smiled and said, "You made your choice, and I respect your choice."
He finally smiled relaxedly, and said, "Luo Xin, you are such a good girl. When I was at the police station that day, I really wanted to take you away, but... I didn't have the courage, I really didn't have the courage... You Don't blame Cage, he doesn't know anything."
"I didn't blame him." I lowered my head and felt that I had to say something, so my thoughts followed his topic to the police station that day... I thought of those rumors: "I haven't congratulated you yet. "
"Congratulations on what?"
"You and Miss Qiao..."
"Qiao Zhishan?" He smiled and said, "She is a rare woman, my eldest brother is very lucky."
I froze for a moment, then laughed, and we all laughed.
The setting sun filled the whole room with warm colors, and in a blink of an eye, the golden color was gone, and the gorgeous night scene lights lit up outside the window, and the cruise ships on the Huangpu River came and went in a hurry.
"I forgot that you still have a big brother, I thought..."
"Such a shrewd person as Fourth Master Qiao, how could he marry his daughter to me. My eldest brother is really much better. Only he is worthy of Master Qiao's trust. I... I'm just a fool who doesn't know how to grasp happiness. He lowered his head and said slowly: "Fortunately, there is always one person who is happy."
"Aren't you happy now?"
"Me?" He smiled, stood up and walked to the window, and said softly, "Can I still be happy?"
The sound was like a stone thrown into a lake, causing ripples in my heart.Sourness, sweetness, bitterness, and pain all came up and squeezed in my eye sockets.I shook my head and said, "No, you will be happy. As I said, we will all be happy."
He looked back at me, suddenly smiled and said, "So, are you happy?"
There was a sweet smile on my lips, and that smile was like a fragrance, rippling away from my mouth.
Suddenly, the lights outside the window were brilliant, and the entire Bund seemed to be lit up by thousands of hands, and in an instant, it was like a city rising spontaneously from the bottom of the sea.All the night lights lost their brilliance, and in an instant the sky was illuminated.However, this was not the most splendid moment. Behind the city, gorgeous fireworks bloomed one after another.One after another, it was like a gorgeous rain from the sky.
VOL.31
I watched the scene in amazement, Zheng Kaiwen gently held my hand, looked at me gently and said, "Do you like it?"
I was surprised and delighted, and finally I couldn't help but nodded and said: "They, they are so beautiful."
"This was the night before Hyatt's accident...I arranged it. Originally, I wanted to take you to choose a ring and then propose to you, here, where we met." He took a breath slowly, Cai said: "But in the end, there is still no chance for you... If you don't come, they will never have a chance to bloom."
With the stars all over the sky as proof, in the most romantic atmosphere, wearing the most sparkling diamond ring, drinking the sweetest champagne, listening to the most romantic proposal, marrying the most handsome husband in the world... It's like It's like a dream, but unfortunately I can no longer agree to this belated marriage proposal.
"Luo Xin, if I say come back to me again, will you promise me?"
He suddenly held my hand tightly, and I couldn't help but want to withdraw it, but he held it too tightly.
Fireworks illuminated his face again and again, his eyes were so clear and bright, just like when he first said he loved me.
However, when the fireworks dimmed, everything fell into chaos.
He raised his hand and slowly wiped my cheek, and I realized that I didn't know when I had already shed tears.
"I'm sorry I always make things difficult for you."
I tried my best to hold back the tears, he opened his arms and hugged me tightly, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Luo Xin. But, I love you."
I grabbed his back with both hands, for a long time, my voice could not be calm, I finally exhausted all the strength in my body, and said the dialogue that was so long overdue.
"Kevin, let's break up."
He still didn't let go, the sky outside the window turned bright and dark alternately.
Prosperity is gone, after all, it is like a dream without trace.
Finally he let go of his hand and looked at me and said, "I know you will say that, but I still have a small hope, am I stupid?"
I wiped away tears and shook my head slowly.
You know, I used to love you so much, I loved you with all my strength.But we couldn't make it to the end hand in hand after all.Maybe love has no end, then we will break up halfway, leaving the most beautiful scenery.
He smiled and let go, stepped back and looked at me and said, "But from now on, maybe we're going to be enemies."
I shook my head and said, "No, we'll be friends forever."
Holding a bottle of champagne on the table, he smiled and said, "Then, let's celebrate it as the last dinner with friends."
I flattened my mouth and said, "Why do you say it's the last time?"
The waiters came in at the right time to serve the dishes, all of which were exquisite and unbearably delicious.But my cell phone is not up to the mark, as soon as I lift my hand chopsticks, it rings loudly in my backpack.My mood was agitated for a while, and I desperately fumbled for the phone with one hand in my bag.It's getting dark already. It's already dawn in the United States. Is the operation over?Is everything going well with Jiang Yang?
Kevin looked at me with a smile, I smiled awkwardly, and he said knowingly, "Are you waiting for the call?" I didn't comment, but when I took out the phone, it was Yan Xiaonan's number.I looked up at him, and my heart moved: "It's Xiaonan." I pressed the answer button, but a man's voice came: "Excuse me, are you Miss Liang Luoxin?"
Immediately a bad premonition jumped out of my mind, and after getting my affirmative answer, the man continued: "I am a police officer from the xx police station, Miss Liang, there was a gas explosion in your apartment, there is a Ms. Yan Xiaonan was injured and admitted to the hospital..." I didn't wait for what he would say next, and asked for the address of the hospital directly: "I'll go there now, you have to take good care of her." After speaking, I quickly hung up the phone.
Zheng Kaiwen saw me standing up in panic, and stood up too: "What's the matter with Yan Xiaonan?" I stood there for a few seconds, my mind was blank, but it seemed like hundreds of thoughts were rolling through my mind Pass.Yan Xiaonan is very careless, but the negligence of a gas explosion is too great, how can she cook in my house?
Kevin stood in front of me and looked at me, and suddenly came over and helped me on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, I'll go with you." He called the driver in the elevator and asked the driver to drive the car downstairs. When I got out of the elevator, I saw Akun walking towards me. He gave Akun a few brief instructions, and then walked downstairs with me.I'm at a loss.
The driver drove his car over and handed him the keys, and he said to the driver, "I can drive by myself, you go back first." I shook my head and said, "No, I can just go by myself. "
"You're a girl, and you're in a trance. It's too unsafe to drive. It's just off work time, and it's inconvenient to take a taxi. I'll take you there." He opened the door to let me get in the car, but I still didn't move, he smiled She laughed and said, "Don't forget, Yan Xiaonan and I are also friends, and I won't stand by and watch when she has something to do."
The car quickly left Lujiazui.At this time, the sky was already very dark, and the night wind blew up my long hair, as if it had blown away the last trace of warmth in my body.I felt very cold, but my hands felt warm.Zheng Kaiwen reached out and gently held my hand.
I looked back at him, the familiar smile calmed my heart a little.He was still looking at the signal lights at the intersection ahead, and his voice was as calm and calm as ever: "Don't worry, nothing will happen." It seemed that every time I was weak and helpless, he was silently by my side like this.
All of a sudden, many, many emotions welled up from the bottom of my heart, and I whispered, "Thank you..."
I don't know if Kevin heard what I said, because I didn't hear what he said to me, I just saw him move his lips, his expression was so surprised and panicked.Then the loud noise drowned out our voices, and the strong turbulence made me lose my sense of direction.
Synchronized with my voice, there was a loud noise and earth-shaking bumps.
In a daze, I saw a car with huge headlights on, like a monster opened its bloody mouth and cut off our car from the side... My world fell into darkness in a dazzling white light, violently The impact knocked my body off balance, and the pain ripped through my body.
"pain……"
My consciousness shouted desperately, but I couldn't stop the pain. I wished I could tear my body apart, but I still couldn't relieve the pain.I shed tears, and I said, "Jiang Yang, help me, I'm in pain, it's in pain..." However, the piercing pain didn't go away, instead it finally made me wake up.
In the blurred room, I saw a person sitting beside the bed.
Is it Jiang Yang... I couldn't see clearly, I raised my hand tentatively but was held by him, so I said, "Jiang Yang, I'm in pain."
The man nodded to me, I felt something hot hit my hand, and then I saw the face clearly, it wasn't Jiang Yang, it was Zheng Kaiwen.My forehead seemed to be flicked hard by someone, and it shocked my spine all at once.All the things before the coma were vivid, I squeezed his hand and said, "Kevin, what's going on with me? Am I dead?"
"No, Luo Xin, we are not dead." Zheng Kaiwen held my hand with both hands.
"But...why...why am I in so much pain?"
I raised my hand and followed the pain to touch my lower abdomen.Like thunder rolling over my head, I can't believe it, I don't believe it at all!I didn't have any strength in my body, but the pain was huge, like a giant iron cone, piercing into my heart bit by bit from the top of my head.
"Is it my child... where is my child?" I suddenly sat up and grabbed Zheng Kaiwen by the neckline.But I didn't even have the strength to lift myself up and slammed back onto the hospital bed.I was trembling all over, looking at him eagerly: "Tell me, what's wrong with him?"
Zheng Kaiwen didn't speak, just looked at me very sadly.
"Tell me... what happened to my child?"
I grabbed his arm and tried desperately to sit up.He held my shoulders and pressed me on the bed. I didn't even have the strength to resist, but my tears were struggling to flow out, and his tears fell down on my cheeks.I saw blood all over his body.
He said, "Luo Xin, don't get excited, the doctor said you shouldn't get too excited..."
He looked at me, why did I feel that those eyes were so strange, so vague, so unreal.But it was like sharp knives, piercing into my body one by one.It was a look of despair, just like the one Zheng Kaiwen saw when I left the police station that day.
"It's gone? It's gone... You lied to me, it's impossible, it's only seven weeks old, I just found out it exists, and it's only seven weeks ago. How could he die..." I suddenly Struggling to grab hold of him, he sat up desperately.
"Luo Xin... Luo Xin!" Zheng Kaiwen tried to hug me, but fell to the ground instead.It turned out that he was also injured.I broke free from him, slipped off my slippers and got out of bed.But as soon as his feet hit the ground, his legs gave way and he fell to the ground.The door of the ward was pushed open at this moment, and a group of people walked in quickly, one of them picked me up without saying a word, and put me on the bed.
Still dressed in sharp black, with the same expressionless and cold face, it was Su Xiaoquan.
But I grabbed him like crazy and shouted hysterically: "Third brother, tell me, what's going on? Are you lying to me? Don't make fun of me, it's not funny, it's not funny at all... Tell me you lied to me, tell me!" I growled like a wounded beast.
"Luo Xin, you are bleeding." Su Xiaoquan frowned, hugged me tightly and shouted outside the door: "Call the doctor!"
"I don't want a doctor, I just want my child, and I want you to return the child to me!"
Su Xiaoquan stood there silently and let me beat him, let me tear his clothes, finally he just said: "I'm sorry, this is what the third master meant."
A bolt from the blue exploded in my head.
"What do you mean by the third master?"
"If you don't show up, Jiang Yang may never agree to the operation for the rest of his life. I'm sorry, Luo Xin."
It turned out to be like this, it turned out to be taking advantage of it... It turned out that Meng Junshan wanted me to die a long time ago.What a fool I am!I felt weak all over, my eyes suddenly went dark, and I almost fainted, Su Xiaoquan put his arms around my shoulders, and shouted loudly: "Luo Xin, be strong, you can't die, Jiang Yang is still waiting for you!"
"Wait for me?", a line of tears flowed from the corner of my eyes, and I sneered: "Now that Jiang Yang's operation is successful, I am useless to Meng Junshan, right? He got back the one he wanted Meng Jiangyang. And successfully made Jiang Yang forget me. How could Meng Junshan let Jiang Yang wait for me! He wants me to die, he ruined our home, and he won't even let our children go!"
I held onto Su Xiaoquan tightly, screaming in despair: "Why did he do this! That is Jiang Yang's child! Why are you doing this... If you want me to leave him, I will definitely leave, I promise You go far away, never to appear again. Give me back the child... I have only that child, and I have nothing but it."
My body slumped, and he stood there like a statue.
The room was so quiet that it seemed to be frozen. I cried so weakly that there was no sound.He finally knelt down, slowly supported my shoulders and said, "Luo Xin, I'm sorry, I can't do anything."
I looked at the ceiling in despair, and for a long time, I just said, "I'll call you third brother, I beg you...give me back the child...I promise you that I will never see Jiang Yang again, but give me back the child ...I want that child...I want Jiang Yang and my child."
Su Xiaoquan just hugged me, for a long time, we didn't speak.I heard his heartbeat, so heavy, so slow, he must be very sad too, because he knew the ending from the beginning.
And I'm just a victim of this story.
Doctors rushed over, they pushed me down on the bed and put on an oxygen mask for me, but I just grabbed Su Xiaoquan's hand and refused to let go, like my last bit of hope.I stubbornly refused to allow the nurse to put on the oxygen mask for me. I said, "Third Brother, finally... Finally...promise me one thing?"
He held my hand: "You say."
"Jiang Yang..." I knew that my whole body was shaking, but I smiled at him. I don't know why I can still smile at this moment.What can't be controlled is the tears that burst the embankment.
"Don't let him know."
He looked at me, as if he was walking farther and farther away, my eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't lift them up at all, I felt his fingers leaving my palm little by little.
"Third brother, you promise me..."
"I promise you." He shook my hand.
"Never let him know..."
"I promise you."
"Never, never let him know..." My consciousness is gradually blurring, and the last trace of my soul is also far away from me, only the voice said: "Never, never... forever..."
(End of this chapter)
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