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Chapter 276 Asking Yourself
From the beginning of choosing to come to the United States and play in the NBA, the goal Shi Lei set for himself was "success". This is also Shi Lei's biggest plan for his life.

He wants to be a successful person, but what is "success"?

Now he feels "successful"!
The media reports that were read out of Alice's mouth were full of praise, which made Shi Lei feel the great joy of "success".

These people kept telling him over and over again that he "succeeded".

"He's a legend!"

"He created an unprecedented record!"

"He's a real warrior!"

"People who are born for big scenes!"

"The sky is the limit for him!"

"He will be this year's FMVP!"

Shi Lei's mood became more and more excited, his face even flushed a little strangely, "I finally succeeded, I didn't expect this day to come so early!"

"A 'quadruple double' made me a star, no, a superstar, I am already a superstar now, and I will be this year's FMVP, which is an important honor, only 'magic' in his I did it when I was a rookie. But now I am about to do it, and I will get a lot of experience rewards. I will be able to match the fifth template very early. Only when I match Hamilton, I will be stronger and more powerful. Surprising."

"Success" made Shi Lei lose himself a little bit. Amidst his great joy, his heart began to become insane.

The future seems to be getting better and better, and Shi Lei's longing is constantly expanding. Thinking of the end, he has to admire his wise choice a few days ago, even though it brought him some troubles.

"The choice of the fourth template is really wise. Fortunately, I matched Odom, haha."

Shi Lei's laughter in his heart suddenly stopped, this was directly reflected on his face, the joy rippling on his face suddenly dissipated.

The name "Odom" is like a basin of cold water poured into his hot heart.

He suddenly discovered that no matter how the outside world evaluates him and praises him, he is just an "Odom" now!

"I'm Odom now!"

With this thought, all the illusions he imagined quickly collapsed from his mind.

"Yeah, I'm still an Odom now!"

Like a emptied ball, the excitement in Shi Lei's heart began to be slowly drawn away from his body.

Alice's recitation continued, but Shi Lei couldn't hear a single word.

"I'm just an Odom now, I haven't matched Kobe, I haven't even matched Hamilton, so am I successful?"

"No, I haven't succeeded yet."

It's a frustrating answer, and like all realities, the ones that give the most are always the ones that hit.But Shi Lei knows that this is the most real and correct, no matter how the outside world evaluates him, it will not change the fact that compared with yesterday, he has not changed at all.

The only change is his heart!
His strength is still "Odom", but his heart has become "Kobe"!
Shi Lei thinks that he needs to calm down, yes, he wants to succeed, he desires to succeed even in his dreams, his biggest goal in life is to succeed, but the success he wants is not to deceive himself!

"I haven't succeeded yet!"

Shi Lei looked at the ceiling above his head with his eyes out of focus, Alice's clear and sweet voice drifted past his ears, but could no longer float into his heart.

"My current evaluation is B. I haven't even become the main force. What kind of success is this?"

"I got my first 'quadruple-double' in the Finals, but if it wasn't for the Lakers and Lamar Odom, what statistics would I have gotten?"

"Ten points? Or twenty points? Anyway, no matter what, these evaluations will definitely not be placed on me. In other words, my success is only due to good luck, and I met Odom!"

"If there is no Odom, I am still nothing, still the 'best sixth man', even I am not fully adapted to Odom now."

"So everything is fake, fake! Shi Lei, everything is fake!"

Everything is false, the truth is so cruel, Shi Lei was hit by this huge gap, and he even felt depressed because of it.

However, this depression came suddenly and quickly, and Shi Lei's mentality became stable again.

"Yeah, there's nothing to be excited about, nothing to be upset about, that's not what I'm supposed to be, that's not what I'm supposed to get, and I'm just a 'sixth man' on a championship team, no What superstar!"

"But is superstar success?"

Shi Lei suddenly thought of a question, he always wanted himself to be "successful", and "success" was also his biggest motivation for playing games, but he never thought about how "successful" he really wanted to be?
What kind of success does he really want?
"Yeah, what's real success for me? Matching Hamilton? Matching Kobe? Matching Jordan?"

"Is matching all the templates a success?"

When he really thought about this question seriously, Shi Lei fell into confusion, he gave himself one answer after another, but none of those answers satisfied him.

Kobe has his own regrets, and so does Jordan, but what is real success?Is success without regrets?
"No, no, these are not successes!"

This is a question with no answer, but the answer is very simple.

For a farmer, a bumper harvest may be the biggest success of the year. For a businessman, success may be achieved if a deal is made and the business flourishes. This success does not lie in the size or size, but in the ability of the individual. , and the industry they are engaged in, then for athletes, success is victory!

Yes, as long as one victory after another is achieved, then for an athlete, his career is successful.

"Yes, it's victory! Kobe couldn't make me succeed, and neither could Jordan. Even if I complete the matching of all the templates, my life may not be successful. But even if I can't match all the templates, my life may not necessarily be successful. It is failure, and only I can win!"

Shi Lei has found his life goal, or he has determined his life goal. At this time, for Shi Lei, this is even more important than the "quadruple pair".

At least, he will no longer be deceived by others, nor will he deceive himself!
(End of this chapter)