To Youth: Secretly Falling in Love with You

Chapter 22 The wedding dress is still beautiful
The woman just smiled slightly, and Cai Yilian's eyes followed her involuntarily, as if his whole being and heart had been completely given to her.His eyes were filled with such thick and deep love, like a bowl of thick soup.

All eyes are on that woman, she is so beautiful, dignified, and elegant, just like a goddess in Greek mythology, yes, she is indeed worthy of the term goddess, no matter in appearance or gestures , She is outstanding, enviable, and impeccable.She only needs one look and one movement, and she can be compared with her without any reason. Maybe this is the capital of a woman, the capital of youth.She walked towards Cai Yilian step by step, and Cai Yilian also walked towards her.Fu Jiani didn't know where the courage came from, but she grabbed Cai Yilian's hand and shook her head desperately at him.But Cai Yilian ruthlessly shook off her hand - he walked towards another bride without hesitation.

"Why?" Fu Jiani asked him aggrieved and unwilling.

Cai Yilian looked at her with disgust, his expression was so decisive, it seemed that he didn't bother to answer her extremely naive question, but the beautiful bride opposite smiled and said to Jiani: "Why are you so shameless? He is yours. Teacher!"

This smile is so beautiful, but these words are so poisonous.And the surrounding guests turned their gazes to her one after another, which were full of vicious curses and ugly words,

"This girl looks pure, but she turns out to be so shameless!"

"That's right, actually went to be with the teacher!"

They got closer and closer, almost forming a huge encircling circle, surrounding her in the middle, and words like nightmares lingered in her ears.She curled up in a corner, trembling in a ball, surrounded by the endless curses of the crowd, not far away, Cai Yilian and Lin Yanxi, the beautiful bride was embracing each other happily, she could still see Lin Yanxi There was a triumphant smile on Yanxi's lips.Don't...don't scold me anymore...don't...

"No!" Fu Jiani almost screamed and woke up from her dream.She was sweating coldly, panting and sitting on the bed restlessly, her chest was heaving and falling, and her whole body was covered with sweat.Some people in the dormitory were awakened by the sound, and wrapped their quilts tighter, and someone cursed softly in a daze, it's really annoying.

Fu Jiani was still in the fright of the dream, and only recovered after hearing the scolding in the dormitory, and finally realized that it was just a dream.But the nightmare entangled her tightly like a vine that could not be cut, and Fu Jiani thought of that dream over and over again, and she felt unspeakable fear in her heart.Someone once said that dreams are the manifestation of the subconscious mind, so she hoped that she and Cai Yilian would be together, but the scene in the dream made her tremble with fear.Even though it was just a dream, it was clear and orderly, and the truth made her unable to forget and unable to forget.

He is your teacher, yes, he is your own teacher.Fu Jiani sat on the bed thinking, she felt that she was about to be tortured and went crazy.During this period of time, she has experienced so many things. In fact, no matter how she thinks about it, she knows that there will be no beginning and no end between herself and Cai Yilian, but she is naturally a person who loves fantasy, even if it is just She couldn't give up even a glimmer of hope.She has also told herself countless times to give up and stop indulging in this unrealistic fantasy, but she still can't really let go. Maybe this is her destiny, and she can't change it or interfere with it.

After thinking about it, she lifted the quilt, put on her clothes, and walked out of the dormitory lightly wearing slippers.

There was a bit of chilly autumn wind outside. Thinking of the dream just now, she was shivering in this wind that could not be called "cold".The wind was just a catalyst, but it aggravated the chill in her heart.It was freezing cold.

She thought comfortingly: dreams and reality are opposite, and what happens in dreams often does not happen in reality.But... is it really just a dream?Can she really just let it go?She knew that she was impossible, but she couldn't indulge in Cai Yilian's dream forever because of this illusion.Cai Yilian, Cai Yilian, do you know how much harm you have caused me?Do you know how entangled I am because of you?
She forced a smile on the corner of her mouth, raised her head, and looked at the dark blue night sky with wide eyes—there were no stars in this night, but it seemed that only in this way could she control her tears that could not stop flowing down.

The wind like a sharp blade cut to the face, the pain is naturally burning, but how can it compare to the pain in the heart?It was a pain that ordinary people can't imagine, it was so painful, it hurt like a heart.She thought that she was completely controlled by the devil of love. There are so many men and women in the world, no matter whether they are successful or failed, smart or stupid, as long as they encounter love, they will involuntarily surrender to it and cannot extricate themselves.

When I got back to the bed, I didn't know what time it was in the morning, but I still couldn't fall asleep because of that dream.

The sky has been stained with a fish-belly white, and the sky in the early morning is slightly glowing with an orange light.

Fu Jiani was still thinking about that dream, perhaps she didn't even know herself - how much she cared about this dream.So she never closed her eyes again, she tossed and turned in the early morning, thinking that she might see Cai Yilian again today, she suddenly felt a little scared in her heart.In fact, it wasn't any dream that changed her, but that she couldn't let go.

After waking up, everything seemed the same as usual, as if the dream never existed last night.But only Fu Jiani knew that her innocence was just a faux pas. In fact, everyone is a natural actor, but how far they can act depends on their own luck.Fu Jiani is an actor who has been tempered by the torture of reality. She had to pretend that she has nothing to do with Cai Yilian in front of the crowd, so as to avoid some unnecessary troubles.However, deep down in her heart, she also hoped that one day she could justly stand by his side, laughing and chatting happily with him, instead of the current teacher-student relationship.

The classroom was still noisy, and Fu Jiani was still sitting alone by the window.In Fu Jiani's heart, there was an inexplicable sense of foreboding, and she didn't know where this feeling came from.

Because of that dream?Or because of something else?

She didn't know, not at all.

The get out of class bell rang slowly in my ears, and the laughter of the students joined together after the bell.The next class will be their favorite physical education class!

Others love physical education because of the freedom of physical education, but Fu Jiani loves this class only because the person in her heart is the teacher of this class, and the person in her heart is Cai Yilian.

Everyone hurried downstairs, Fu Jiani was still the last one, but this time, there was another person beside her, his name was Tian Yuan.

Fu Jiani frowned as she looked at the "hot pursuit" boy beside her.

"Why are you following me?"

"Who said I'm following you, so you're the only one who can go this way?" Tian Yuan said with some confidence.

Fu Jiani took a step back and said, "Then you go first."

Tian Yuan evoked a bright smile, but did not move a step.

Since you don't go, then I'll go.

Fu Jiani thought silently in her heart, she was speechless to Tian Yuan beside her.

She walked down slowly, but accidentally stepped on the ground. If she hadn't held on to the handrail tightly, she might have fallen directly downstairs.

Cai Yilian looked at her and smiled, a little stunned, he didn't react after watching her for a long time

"Teacher Cai, what's wrong with you?" Fu Jiani was a little strange at the moment.Could it be that the gentleness I showed was too scary?
Fu Jiani was completely puzzled.

"No, it's nothing, let's go down together?" Cai Yilian finally came to his senses, looked at her questioningly, and asked.

"Okay!" Fu Jiani still couldn't resist the charm of Cai Yilian's eyes in the end, and when her head became hot, she answered him impulsively.

The two of them went downstairs together, like a couple of gods and gods.

But it was two people who shouted: "Be careful."

One was Tian Yuan who was already there, and the other was Cai Yilian who was about to go to class.

It was obviously a completely different voice, but it evoked the same anxiety.

Even Cai Yilian didn't know why he was so anxious when he saw this scene, and even felt like he wanted to lean over and jump down to save her.

At this time, Cai Yilian didn't know very well that he had been poisoned—the poison called Fu Jiani.

Fu Jiani stabilized her body, and after hearing these two voices, she hurriedly turned her head, and what she saw was: two people who were anxious on their faces, and their hearts were overflowing with warmth, spreading wantonly.

He cares about her, doesn't he?
So, that dream is really the other way around, isn't it?

But at this moment, suddenly there was a villain with devil wings in my heart who told me coldly and domineeringly: He is a teacher, even if this person is not her today, he would call out: Be careful.

After hearing the words of this devil villain, the hope in Fu Jiani's heart was extinguished by herself again.

Yes.He is a teacher, his own teacher, and he actually fell in love with his own teacher?

Is he actually a teacher-student lover?Really, stupid...

They all thought that she was frightened and stupid, completely unaware of her current inner struggle and entanglement.

In the end, Cai Yilian walked up first, and asked with six points of concern and four points of gentleness in his tone: "Fu Jiani, are you okay?"

Fu Jiani looked at him, dumbfounded, since he didn't love her, why did he give her the illusion that he loved her?
Fu Jiani didn't know that this illusion would come true in the future. At this moment, she only knew that she wanted to avoid him and stay away from him.

"I'm fine, Teacher Cai, it's your class later, don't delay, you go down quickly." Fu Jiani smiled at him friendly, as if refusing him veiledly.

(End of this chapter)