To Youth: Secretly Falling in Love with You

Chapter 29 I'm So Sad
"You're fine." Although Luo Yunyun was tired, she was still a friend, and Fu Jiani happened to be in a special period, so she could bear the fatigue.

"I'm fine, I just want to go for a walk alone, just to relax." Fu Jiani really wanted to be indifferent and smiled at Luo Yunyun as if nothing happened, but no matter how hard she hooked her, she couldn't pull the corners of her mouth away The arc of a smile.

She was really sad and couldn't pretend.

"Oh, that's fine." Luo Yunyun looked at Fu Jiani again and again, not because she was overly worried, because many times women's irrational behaviors were due to disputes with men, and only when there were conflicts like that.

"You don't think I'm going to do some kind of suicidal behavior, do you?" Looking at Luo Yunyun, he promised himself to leave, but he never left, and looked at him with strange eyes.So thinking of Luo Yunyun's obsessed state of reading novels, Fu Jiani looked at Luo Yunyun and smiled wryly.

can not you do it?Luo Yunyun looked at Fu Jiani anxiously.

"Oh, I'm really fine, but I can't show you a smile right now." Fu Jiani's face was bitter, and she resisted the urge to cry.

"Okay." Seeing that Fu Jiani was about to cry but still held back, she was a little sad, so she turned around and left.

Looking at the figure of Luo Yunyun who finally disappeared at the corner of the street, Fu Jiani finally couldn't help the sadness in her heart, tears filled her eyes.

Walking quickly, I don't want people to see my fragility, and I don't want people to see me sad.

Could it be that the beauty and tenderness she thought were just her illusions?
But why did she have to give her such an illusion, and let her dream be shattered before it had time to unfold.

Why do you want to push yourself into the ice hole when you just feel warm.

Cai Yilian, what is your relationship with that woman, why are you so close?

"Jiajia, what are you doing here?" Fu Jiani walked to a river near the school without knowing how to go.

There are many city flowers and trees planted here, as well as many willow trees. With the breeze flying, the soft branches of the willow trees flutter in the wind.

Fu Jiani turned her head to look at Tian Yuan who was running towards her, and she didn't know how he saw her under the cover of so many trees.

"It's okay, I'm just going for a walk." Fu Jiani turned her head and looked at Tian Yuan who was still panting slightly running in front of her.

"You're in a bad mood." Tian Yuan said, with a questioning tone, but he used affirmative sentences.

"Well, it's a bit." Fu Jiani couldn't laugh anyway, and she didn't want to hide her feelings for herself in front of Tian Yuan.

"What's the matter, did something happen?" Tian Yuan asked with concern when he heard that Fu Jiani was really in a bad mood.

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm a little bored in my heart, and I just want to walk alone." Fu Jiani looked at Tian Yuan's concerned expression, but what appeared in her mind was Cai Yilian always talking to herself with a smile.

He said, Jiajia, don't always have a sullen face, but smile more.

He said, Jiajia, don't keep the unhappy things in your heart all the time, it will make you feel better if you talk about it.

He said, Jia Jia, come and do something fun for us.

……

At this moment, Fu Jiani's mind is full of Cai Yilian speaking comfortingly to her tenderness, but at this time his tenderness is in the eyes of others.

Thinking of Fu Jiani, I felt so stuffy that I could hardly breathe.

"Then tell me, so that you won't be so sad?" Tian Yuan kindly suggested seeing Fu Jiani so sad.

"No, I'm just walking alone." Fu Jiani didn't want to tell everyone about these things, she always felt that liking was something that belonged to her alone.Then the bitterness, bitterness, sweetness, and pain are all one's own business.

"If you keep the matter to yourself and don't talk about it, then you are the only one who suffers. If you say it, then it is two people who suffer, and your depression will be reduced by half." Tian Yuan said exaggeratedly Fu Jiani couldn't help laughing at that weird look.

"Hehe, I just laughed looking at you." Tian Yuan looked at Fu Jiani and smiled, so he felt better.Seeing that she was obviously sad and wanted to cry, but she still stubbornly closed herself not to cry, really made Tian Yuan feel distressed.

Although the Fu Jiani he knew didn't like to talk, she had never been so sad.

"Well, thank you." Fu Jiani said with a sniffling nose.

Then Fu Jiani stopped talking and just walked towards the river with a blank expression.

The breeze blowing by blows up Fu Jiani's loose hair and flutters in the air, making it difficult to see the expression on her face.

But she should be in a better mood now.

Tian Yuan walked behind Fu Jiani and looked at the slender figure in front of her. Even though she didn't turn her head, Tian Yuan always kept her eyes on her.

But she always puts her eyes on others.

Time passed by little by little, but Fu Jiani sat down on a stone chair by the river, did not speak, and stared at a certain place on the river.

"Why don't I take you to play, and I guarantee that you won't be sad after playing." Although looking at Fu Jiani seems to be much calmer, Tian Yuan knows that people like Fu Jiani you look at On the surface it has calmed down, but in fact it just suppressed all the sadness to the most secret corner of my heart, so that it hurts very badly, and when I take it out from time to time to lick,

"Is it okay?" Fu Jiani looked at Tian Yuan, she knew that the sadness in her heart was not good at all, and she always wanted to go crazy and drive all those unhappiness crazy.

"Then come with me." Tian Yuan grabbed Fu Jiani's hand and led her to run towards a certain direction.

"Hey, where are you taking me?" Fu Jiani yelled loudly as she looked at Tian Yuan who was soaking in the front with some shock.

But Tian Yuan didn't speak, he didn't know if he didn't hear it or didn't want to answer.

……

After an unknown amount of time, Tian Yuan finally came to a place and stopped.

Fu Jiani leaned her head and covered her chest, feeling a little out of breath in the last period. She is a girl who doesn't like sports, and running such a long distance is not something she can bear.If Tian Yuan hadn't pulled her, she would have gone on strike long ago.

Then after a long time, Fu Jiani suppressed the feeling of heartache from excessive running and looked up at the place in front of her.

di bar.Two words came into Fu Jiani's eyes.

"This is the place you said?" Fu Jiani looked at the word Diba in disbelief, and then looked at Tian Yuan who had been looking at her all the time.

She has never been to these places.What if something happens.

"It's okay, you're already this old, it's time for you to come out and see, and you don't have me." Tian Yuan said indifferently, as if such things are already commonplace for her. .

"But I..." Although she was sad, Fu Jiani's rationality was still in her mind, and she didn't want anything to happen just because she was sad.

"Oh, there's nothing to worry about." Tian Yuan didn't take Fu Jiani's worries to heart at all, and hurriedly pulled Fu Jiani and walked towards the inside.

"Hey..." Fu Jiani exclaimed, but the voice here was so loud that her voice, which was only a little louder than a kitten, was quickly drowned out.

Dim place, blurred lights, loud music, noisy crowd, many girls in the center of the disco wear tight and beautiful clothes to outline the enchanting figure, twisting themselves like loaches on the stage with the music body, flirting winks at the men around him with blurred eyes.

And those men must have cooperated with the women's movements, yelling and booing.

On the bar counter, men and women sat there lazily, supporting the weight of their own bodies with one hand, and then leaning over with the other hand holding a wine glass, throwing it at people passing by from time to time. Winking eyes, if those eyes are right, they can find a place to start a fun night by embracing each other.

"Here, here...," Fu Jiani really didn't have a good image of such a place, so she wanted to drag Tian Yuan away.

"Jiajia is fine, don't worry, since you are here, you can relax." Tian Yuan knew that it was hard to take her to relax because Jiajia was in a bad mood, if she was asked to come like this next time The place does not know what time it is.

"But..." Although Fu Jiani listened to Tian Yuan's assurance, she was still a little confused.

"Have a Bloody Mary, a Tornado." Tian Yuan was not looking at Fu Jiani, turned his head to the bartender and said casually.It seemed that he was very familiar with such a place.

Listening to Tian Yuan's words, the bartender quickly poured several different wines into a glass that Fu Jiani didn't know what it was, and then began to mix the drinks.

But it was very normal to follow the movements, but these were still novel to Fu Jiani, who had never seen them before, but after a while, she was attracted by the bartender's movements, and she didn't mention leaving.

Fu Jiani watched the bartender's movements intently, like a curious baby.Looking at Fu Jiani like this, Tian Yuan pursed her lips and smiled, finally temporarily forgetting the things that made her unhappy.

"Miss, sir, this is the wine you want." The bartender moved very quickly, and immediately mixed the wine Tian Yuan wanted, and then pushed it forward to them.

"It's such a beautiful color." Fu Jiani said in surprise when she saw the wine pushed by the bartender. She rarely drank those things.

(End of this chapter)