To Youth: Secretly Falling in Love with You

Chapter 51 Random thoughts

"Jiajia,? Listen carefully to your heart and know who you really love. Don't leave regrets like me and marry someone you don't love." Cai Yilian looked straight at Fu who was also staring at him Jia Ni, this should be the last time Jia Jia will focus on herself completely.

From today on, he will never be qualified to tell her that he loves her so frankly.

"What do you mean, what do you mean I'm in love with someone else now?" Fu Jiani stared at Cai Yilian with serious doubts about his words.

"Passengers on flight A203 please hurry up and get on the plane, your plane is about to take off, please hurry up."

"Yi Lian..." The news that the plane was about to take off was repeated in the broadcasting hall of the airport, and Lin Yanxi who was waiting not far away also reminded Cai Yilian.

Cai Yilian looked at Lin Yanxi, then turned around and said the last sentence to Fu Jiani, "Feel with your heart who is really thinking in your heart, and then you must seize your own happiness and let me see your happiness."

Fu Jiani looked at Cai Yilian who ran to Lin Yanxi's side, and saw Lin Yanxi's sweet smile after he said a word to Lin Yanxi.Then they walked away together.

In fact, at this time, Fu Jiani suddenly felt that Cai Yilian and Lin Yanxi seemed to be a good match, but Fu Jiani only realized it at this moment, maybe even Cai Yilian herself didn't realize it, in fact, Lin Yanxi was more What suits him, what he likes is not necessarily the most suitable, what is suitable is not necessarily the favorite.

After seeing off Cai Yilian and the others from the airport, Fu Jiani got in the car and went back to her place of residence.But looking at the empty room, Fu Jiani always felt a little empty in her heart, as if it was too calm here, and she was also used to the existence of someone at a certain time.

If Tian Yuan was by his side at this time, he would definitely yell and talk to him, and then make himself happy inadvertently.

He would definitely say, isn't he just a man, and an old man at that, and then looked at himself with pity and said that if he was with him, he would be the tender grass that was about to be eaten by the old cow? .

Thinking of Tian Yuan's grimace, Fu Jiani laughed unconsciously, but after a while, she was stunned by the echo in the empty room.

Then I was stunned, as if I gradually thought of Cai Yilian less time, but more time thinking of Tian Yuan, always thinking of his funny appearance by my side, thinking of his constant voice talking beside me , Thinking about his sad look, thinking about his sad and hurt expression towards himself that day...

At this time, Fu Jiani suddenly realized that he had unknowingly left so many memories in his memory, but he didn't know it.

Now he has disappeared... Fu Jiani touched her chest and didn't understand her feelings.

She thought that her dependence on Cai Yilian and the shy and expectant look towards her meant liking and love, but when he left, he left himself with such a difficult problem, he said that what he loved was not him, but someone else, So who is Cai Yilian thinking of?

Tian Yuan.

He was the first name that popped up in Fu Jiani's mind.

No, Fu Jiani shook her head uncomfortably, throwing all her thoughts out of her head, then went into her room to pack her things, preparing to go to America.

The reason she came to China was to attend the wedding of Cai Yilian and Lin Yanxi, to make herself give up. Now that her goal has been achieved, there is no need for her to stay here.

But put it away, Tian Yuan's smiling face appeared in his mind, and his mind was full of him.

Fu Jiani was depressed, she wanted to do something but was always messy and couldn't do it well, she put the folded clothes in her hands on the side of the bed in frustration, then sat on the bed, hugged herself and sat there blankly. Hold your legs by the bed to prevent loneliness from surrounding you.

At this time, Tian Yuan was walking on the ridge of a farmland, looking at the lush green wheat field, the breeze was blowing, and the wheat in the wheat field was flying with the wind, but Tian Yuan's face was like a knife. past pain.

That silly girl always has another man in her heart, even though she is by her side to accompany her, but she always seems to be unable to see herself, only the man who is impossible to be with her in her eyes.

But she just can't see what she should do. Whoever cares first in a relationship, whoever falls in love first, loses.

So I deserve to be here alone.

In fact, it doesn't matter, because even if he is beside Fu Jiani, she can't see herself, and after Cai Yilian and Lin Yanxi left today, she will return to the United States.

Hehe, bitter laughter floated in the air, maybe they will never have the chance to meet again, goodbye my love.

A low sigh overflowed from the throat, and drifted around with the breeze until there was no more sound.

A day is neither too long nor too short.

No matter what kind of mood the two people in different places are in, one day has passed.

Fu Jiani was sitting alone in the waiting hall of the airport with her suitcase, looking at all kinds of people passing by in front of her as usual, looking at a pair of couples carrying each other, Or when you are an old man who is supporting each other, or when you are sent off by friends or relatives, compared with your own feeling of loneliness, it is even stronger.

If Tian Yuan was by his side, wouldn't he be so lonely?Fu Jiani asked herself, but just now this thought flashed in her mind, and she quickly denied it in the next second.

If you think of another person because of the departure of one person.So what the hell am I, I am so lonely, no, she is not such a person, Tian Yuan is a friend, just her friend.Fu Jiani told herself over and over again, and finally, through non-stop self-hypnosis, she got the news that the plane she was on was about to take off.

Thinking that he might never come back in the future, he took a nostalgic look at the city where he had lived for so many years, and finally boarded the plane with his suitcase.

In order not to let herself think wildly, Fu Jiani put on a blindfold after being reminded by the flight attendant, and prepared to fly to the United States at once, avoiding those unnecessary thoughts.

Perhaps it was because Fu Jiani was always full of messy thoughts these two days, which caused Fu Jiani to not sleep well in the past two days, so when she completely chose to leave and had no choice, she felt no burden in her head, so Not long after leaning on the back chair, Fu Jiani fell asleep like this.

At some point, Fu Jiani woke up in a place full of confusion, and then looked around in a daze, but everything was quiet and there was no one around.

Thinking of being alone, Fu Jiani suddenly became frightened.

And the fog also spread quietly without Fu Jiani's knowledge, and then gradually covered the place.The dense fog made Fu Jiani unable to see even a few meters nearby. She kept telling herself not to be afraid. Fu Jiani stood up and walked towards a certain place in front of her tremblingly.

Just after Fu Jiani walked in an unknown direction and for a long time, a vague figure appeared in front of her. Fu Jiani looked forward vigorously, and then called out, that person's name was Cai Yilian .

Then when Fu Jiani called that person's name, that person turned around.

With a familiar handsome face, a gentle smile, and tender eyes, Fu Jiani smiled, and then wanted to run towards Cai Yilian.

But before Fu Jiani ran to Cai Yilian's side, there was another person beside him. The woman faced Cai Yilian's face and put her hands on Cai Yilian's neck, and the two bodies were tightly attached to each other. together.The two of them were as close as one person.

"Yi Lian..." Fu Jiani yelled in a daze, then looked at them and didn't move.

"Yi Lian is mine, so get the hell out of here, Fu Jiani is just like you and still wants to grab a man from me, dream about it." The woman turned around, and followed that woman holding Cai Yilian's hand Walking towards her step by step, Fu Jiani saw the true face of that woman.

It was Lin Yanxi.The woman who is now married to Cai Yilian.

"I'm not going to rob Teacher Cai from you." Fu Jiani gritted her teeth lightly and explained in a helpless way, looking at the two people who were showing affection in front of her.

"We're already married, Yi Lian belongs to me, just get out of here." Lin Yanxi looked proud, with indescribable pride in her eyes and a cold mockery at Fu Jiani.

"I, I..." Fu Jiani didn't know what to say with a frightened expression on her face.

"Fu Jiani, I just treat you as a student, but I treat you better because you are pitiful. Don't get me wrong. My love is only Xixi from the beginning to the end." Ben smiled Cai Yilian immediately changed his face and looked at Lin Yanxi tenderly, and then the two just kissed in front of Fu Jiani as if no one was there.

It's not like this, it's not like this... Fu Jiani murmured, watching Cai Yilian and Lin Yanxi keep explaining as she watched her gradually move away from her.

When Cai Yilian and Lin Yanxi were gone in this place, Fu Jiani squatted on the ground alone, staring at a small flower on the ground with some discomfort.

This little flower bloomed alone in this foggy place, it was as if she had been abandoned.Always the one to be left behind.

"I'm the one not to abandon you. What are you complaining about here?" Suddenly Tian Yuan's voice sounded here, and Fu Jiani looked towards the source of the voice.

In the direction on the left, there is a figure walking towards this direction indistinctly.Walking slowly, but the voice spoke with some resentment.

It was Tian Yuan, who Fu Jiani could tell from the vague outline and familiar voice.

"You're here." Fu Jiani burst out laughing, because of Tian Yuan's appearance, she almost forgot about Cai Yilian's departure in her heart, and just stared at the person who came.

"So what if I'm here? Isn't the person you love Cai Yilian? No matter what I say, you just don't believe me, and you can't see my existence." Tian Yuan's voice carried a touch of self-mockery. People, but they are constantly injured and disappointed, they will always get hurt, they will always get lost, and they will feel tired one day.

"I don't know. I thought I loved him. He always helped me. I felt a little nervous when I was with him. Isn't this love?" Fu Jiani asked Tian Yuan in confusion. .

It is said in the book that when facing the person she likes, people's hearts will be pounding, and then they will be nervous and at a loss, so when she behaved like this in front of Cai Yilian, she thought she fell in love with her, fell in love with him.

But now someone tells me that this is wrong, that I am not in love with Cai Yilian.

"Everyone's reaction in love is different. You are so lonely because you were lonely at that time, and you were afraid of losing the only person who was good to you at the beginning. You longed for warmth but refused to warm you all the time. I just want to hold on tightly to the only thing in my hand." Tian Yuan finally walked in front of Fu Jiani, and looked down at Fu Jiani who was drawing circles on the ground as if puzzled.

"Is what you said true?" Fu Jiani was still a little confused.

(End of this chapter)