The Evil King's Favorite Concubine: Genius Perfumer

Chapter 259 To our dying...

Han Rui could face Fang Shaobai calmly, but when he came to Gan Tiantian and looked at her star-like eyes, he suddenly felt guilty.

"……not me……"

Gan Tiantian didn't say anything, but Han Rui couldn't help explaining.

"Han Rui."

Gan Tiantian sighed.

She knows him too well.

When he started to explain, in fact, he had already explained everything.

If it really has nothing to do with him, he doesn't even bother to explain.

"You do things...you always have your own reasons."

Quietly, she turned around and stared at the small incense burner on the table emitting green smoke, speechless for a long time.

Burning on the incense burner is the new incense she made tonight.

It's rare to be recognized by Ji Bingyun, and there is almost no fault in Xinxiang.Although the formula is mediocre and the fragrance is ordinary, from the selection of ingredients to the preparation, the ingredients are accurate, the steps are correct, and the fragrance is full...

For an apprentice who is just a beginner in perfumery, such a result is already a high score.

If it was normal, Gan Tiantian would be very happy, his hard work finally paid off!

But worrying about Han Rui diluted this joy.

"Tada, I..."

Han Rui opened his mouth again, wanting to say something.

He remembered last time, Tiantian held his hand tenderly and said, you did this to protect yourself and brother Shaobai, and for the Fang family, I understand.

But now, her eyes were filled with sadness.

Did he still disappoint her?
"Han Rui, I don't intend to accuse you...but I hope you know what you're doing."

Gan Tiantian turned his head and stared into his eyes: "Do you really know what you are doing?"

Do you really know what you are doing?

In the beginning, you wanted to protect yourself, but later, you wanted to resist and destroy all the enemy's schemes, and then...

You gods block and kill gods, and Buddhas block and kill Buddhas, until one day, you start to take the initiative to eradicate all those who hinder you.

Are you like that... the arrogant but straightforward boy I knew back then?
Han Rui didn't answer.

He is always proud.

Of course I know what I'm doing, Tiantian, and you also understand my situation.If I don't take the initiative to attack and let the Jiang family's power continue to expand, the power will be reflected from the localities to the capital... When Concubine Jiang has enough financial resources and makes more dignitaries, with her wrist, I want to restrain her Living is even more difficult.

So when Feng Yu offered to cooperate and dismantle the Jiang family's plan for him, he did not refuse.In fact, the deaths of those three people didn't cause much fluctuation in Han Rui's heart... they were just the other party's minions.

Yes, Han Rui was also aware that he was becoming more and more ruthless.But on the contrary, he is more dependent on Gan Tiantian... This kind of mentality, even he can't figure it out.why……

Maybe it's because she is the only pure and gentle place in his heart...

Speechless.

Watching Han Rui leave without a sound, Gan Tiantian's calm expression collapsed in an instant, and he fell into a chair, and slowly lay down on the table and buried his head.

She had no right to stop him from doing all this, because he had to be ruthless if he wanted to survive.Compassion for the enemy is the most useless thing.

He has become stronger, not referring to his strength, but his will.

The door leading to the adult world had been pushed open by him at some point.In that world where the jungle preys on the jungle, he can only fight to the end.She can't help him, and she can't drag him back...but...why, she still feels sad.

She suddenly remembered that tender New Year's Eve night.Think of the boy who opened his heart to her for the first time.

Now the boy's heart is still willing to open to her, but she gradually can't understand it, or he who has grown up so fast... makes her feel strange.

Of course she knew that it was impossible for people to live in the innocence of their youth all their lives. In fact, how had Han Rui's life ever been innocence?

"I'm sorry, Han Rui... I'm the naive one."

I am also selfish.

It wasn't until this moment that she really saw her own heart clearly - yes, she liked him too.I like the arrogant little prince who often disagrees, always puts on a bad face, and speaks badly, but always helps her when she needs it.

Just because I like him, I don't want him to continue to be stained with blood, become a cold-blooded animal, and gradually lose those qualities that make her fall in love.

However——

You will eventually go to the path you choose, and bury the child who used to be frizzy and playful in the past years with your own hands.

And how long can I fool myself in the greenhouse?
"Xiaoji, are you here?"

"what."

"...Actually, without you, it would be impossible for me... to live such a stable life now."

If she hadn't met Han Rui, hadn't had Ji Bingyun's help, hadn't been loved by the three men of the Gan family, hadn't been protected by Master Qiao, and had only relied on her own words...

Will she be able to struggle to survive in this world?
But they helped her get here, what next?
The internal test of De Ling Xiangfang will become more and more difficult, and every step of the perfumer's progress is full of blood and sweat.

If she still had the original mentality of "just do my best", one day, she would be slapped hard by reality.

"What are you thinking?" Although Ji Bingyun was happy to see Gan Tiantian and Han Rui having trouble, she was still a little depressed when she saw that Gan Tiantian seemed to be in a low mood. "Your hypotheticals are meaningless. In short... Although I don't want to have anything to do with a stupid girl like you, you are the one who provoked me."

"Don't think so much. Just go down step by step!"

Gan Tiantian raised his head from between his elbows and saw Ji Bingyun's transparent figure floating in front of his eyes. Was it an illusion?It seems that Xiao Ji has such a concerned expression on her face?I must be dazzled!
Well, yes, let's go down step by step.It's just that she couldn't be passively pushed away by the "nobles" like before.

You must put in all your energy to fight, you must be recognized by everyone, you must...

Abandon all distracting thoughts, and walk on the path you believe in without hesitation.

Maybe on such a road of going all out, she can reach a tacit understanding with Han Rui again?
Who knows, it may also run in the opposite direction and go further and further?
"Today, we all lost something, Han Rui."

These things, sooner or later... will always be lost.

He couldn't hear her sigh anymore, Gan Tiantian shook his head slightly, and blew out the candle.

In the dark, she wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, tried hard to get all the messy thoughts out of her mind, and gradually fell asleep in a daze.

　This chapter has been long and difficult to write, but...it is really important...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)