Unstoppable old love, Mr. Lei's baby bride

Chapter 68

At this moment, Si Qing suddenly turned into a loving mother, looking at Bai Mo with tender and loving eyes, her whole body revealing the aura of maternal love.

Bai Mo grabbed the fist on his leg even tighter, suppressing the turmoil in his heart, his expression was still indifferent and distant, and his voice was icy cold, "What's the matter with you?"

The gentle expression on Si Qing's face suddenly became sad, and the eyes that met Bai Mo were filled with tears, "Momo, mom misses you, mom misses you and Yanyan, mom..."

Tears of regret rolled down with deep sadness, choked up a few words, and finally covered his face with his hands, tears rolling down his fingers, his shoulders trembled, and he cried heart-piercingly.

The clenched fist and the sharp fingertips almost pinched into the flesh of the palm of his hand, and his whole body was stiff, whether it was from anger or something else.

She didn't want to hear it, let alone watch it, but she couldn't cover her ears with her hands, and she couldn't even close her eyes.

When he was ten years old, Bai Mo was the worst and most difficult year in his life!
Every time, when Bai Mo dragged his exhausted body and clutched his hungry stomach while walking on the quiet road in the dead of night, picking up mineral water bottles dropped by passers-by; When she grew up with a whole group of beggars who robbed her and was beaten bruised by them; when Yan Yan fell ill and was refused medical treatment by the doctor because she had no money; While watching them longingly outside the school gate...

She has imagined countless times that if one day, when this woman appeared in front of her crying and begging her for forgiveness, she would definitely push her away without hesitation, and then spit on 'Bah' and growled at her resentfully : "A vicious woman who abandoned her family and daughter and took away all her property on the day her husband died in a car accident, what face do you have to ask for our forgiveness?"

However, when this moment really came, Bai Mo suddenly realized that maybe he hated it for too long, so that in the end, his whole body became numb.

I heard her suppressed and sad crying, and her eyes were full of tears, full of sadness and regret...

terribly upset!

When she got up, Bai Mo couldn't stay still for a second, she raised her feet and wanted to escape quickly; Si Qing who was crying sadly beside her suddenly grabbed her arm, with a helpless and sad expression on her face, "Momo, don't you Let's go and spend a little more time with mom, okay?"

The purpose of her coming today has not been achieved, how can she just leave like this?

Bai Mo didn't even look at her, and shook off her clenched arm, her voice was cold and hard, "You left 12 years ago regardless of your heart, and I swore in front of my father's spiritual tablet that in this life, the one named Wu Jingshan This woman has nothing to do with us anymore, mother?" Bai Mo sneered, "My mother died 12 years ago!"

"Momo, how can you curse me like this?"

Si Qing was shocked, her face turned pale, and the tears in her eyes flowed more and more fiercely.

"Curse you?" Bai Mo finally turned his gaze to Si Qing, his expression full of resentment, "If the curse works, I would have killed you 12 years ago!"

"You...I am your biological mother after all, how can you be so cruel..."

"Haha." Bai Mo seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world, "Why does it make people feel so funny when you say the word 'cruel' from your mouth? If you want to compare cruelty, I'm afraid there is no such thing in this world. No one can compare your heartlessness."

Si Qing didn't speak, and slowly lowered the eyes that were originally looking at Baimo, the breath coming out of her whole body was that of a mother who was hurt by her close relatives, and the overwhelming sadness made Baimo's mouth All the vicious words of resentment were blocked in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.

She is going crazy!
Unable to stay any longer, he strode out of the cafe.

"Momo, Mom just wants to stay with you for a while, don't go..."

Si Qing suddenly stood up from her seat, and hastily reached out her hand to grab Bai Mo, but she had already run out, and she stood there without grabbing anything, and just kept crying.

Through the glass window, looking at the figure running farther and farther outside, until it was out of sight, Si Qing slowly sat back on her seat, lowered her head and closed her eyes for a long time before raising her head, and reached out to take the handbag beside her. , the tears on her face were still wet, she took out a tissue and a make-up mirror, wiped them off bit by bit in front of the mirror, looked at a face in the mirror that was still well maintained, the corners of her lips were slightly raised, there was no trace of sadness Looking desperate, he murmured to himself in a low voice, "You say you won't forgive me, but in reality, your heart hurts, right?"

The white foam rushed out of the cafe, the cold wind hit her face, and the tears gushing out of her face were instantly icy cold, cutting her cheeks like knives.

it hurts!

But no matter how painful it was, it couldn't compare to the pain on her heart.

Wasn't the injury 12 years ago not enough?
Finally, the wound scabbed, but she reappeared, violently tearing open the scar that was about to be forgotten, once again the blood was dripping all over the scars, and the pain caused her to stagger several times when she was running away. Almost fell to the ground.

Why cry and beg for forgiveness?

Why do you say 'Mom misses you'?
Why did you insist on grabbing her arm when she was about to leave, and then said in such an annoying tone, 'stay with mom for a while'?
She clearly knew that what she lacked most in her life was the love from her mother.

"No! I will never forgive her!" Bai Mo stumbled to the door of the unit, reaching out to wipe away the tears on her face, her restless heart became cold and hard again, "Bai Mo, what do you want to do?" Thinking that when you were ten years old, your life would be worse than death, what would you use to forgive her?"

Bai Mo appeared in front of Gu Chuxia with a pale face, low mood, and red and swollen eyes, which shocked her a lot. She quickly reached out and grabbed Bai Mo's arm, and asked eagerly, "Have you detected it?"

"what?"

Bai Mo sat on the seat, his eyes were full of confusion.

Obviously, Si Qing's appearance made her completely forget about buying early pregnancy test strips?

It is conceivable what kind of impact Si Qing's appearance brought her?
Gu Chuxia poked her forehead with her finger, and asked in frustration, "Where did you go just now? Didn't you say you went to the pharmacy across the street to buy early pregnancy test strips?"

Bai Mo frowned slightly, the appearance of that woman disturbed her mind, and she had long forgotten about buying early pregnancy test strips to Java.

Got up, stood up from the seat again, "I'll go buy it now."

Gu Chuxia pulled her back, pressed her back to her seat, looked her from head to toe with her eyes like incandescent searchlights, and asked with a puzzled face, "Did something happen?"

Bai Mo suddenly lay down on the table, buried her face between her folded arms and didn't make a sound.

Gu Chuxia, who has always been impatient, couldn't bear her worrying appearance of being so silent. She pulled her up with an eager expression, "What happened? You want to kill me?"

Bai Mo finally raised his head, looked at Gu Chuxia, his eyes turned red again, his lips parted slightly, and it took him a long time to say a few words, "She came to find me."

His expression was gloomy and hesitant, and his voice was a bit hoarse from crying.

"Who?"

Gu Chuxia didn't react for a while.

"The woman who gave birth to me but never raised me for a day."

At this moment, Bai Mo couldn't find a word to replace those two characters.

"Your mother?" Gu Chuxia was shocked, "Isn't your mother already dead?"

Gu Chuxia still remembers that when they first met, she asked Bai Mo about her parents. At that time, she told her that her parents passed away when she was ten years old.

"I lied to you." Bai Mo didn't know how to say, "When I was ten years old, my father passed away in a car accident, but she disappeared without a trace on the same day, bringing my father's compensation for the car accident and the only savings left in the family. I recklessly left my ten-year-old six-year-old sister, my 50-year-old grandma and... my father whose bones are still in the mortuary..."

"sky……"

Gu Chuxia covered her mouth, her face was full of shock, she couldn't believe what she heard, "How can there be such a selfish and heartless woman in the world?"

"Xia Xia, do you know how I got here when I was ten years old?"

I cried too many times, shed too many tears, my heart was filled with soreness, but no tears flowed from my eyes.

It seems that, looking back at the manager's misery and pain when he was ten years old, the original unforgettable life is better than death.

Gu Chuxia shook her head, her eyes were already red.

When Bai Mo was ten years old, she happened to be nine years old. At that time, she was the baby in the heart of her parents, and the little princess that her brother loved the most. She lived a carefree childhood, happy and happy.

And Xiaobai...

"Grandma couldn't afford a white-haired man to send a black-haired man, and she was paralyzed in bed when she got sick; Yan Yan was only six years old, crying for her mother day and night, and the family didn't have any money. Grandma finally sold her father The gold jewelry I bought for her in the past solved the urgent need; all the relatives in the family hid far away, and no one was willing to help us. In the end, in order to have a meal, I had to go out to pick up garbage and sell money, but I was often caught. Fighting, because I robbed them of their original livelihood; I robbed beggars of their money, and even went desperate to rob them of leftovers in the trash can..."

"Don't say it, don't say it, Xiaobai, don't say it anymore..."

Gu Chuxia hugged Bai Mo into her arms, tears rolled down her face, her heart ached badly.

She couldn't imagine how a ten-year-old child could use his immature shoulders to support a family?How did it take so much courage to go to a group of beggars to grab the rotten food dumped by others in the trash can under the circumstances of hunger and poverty?

Even just thinking about it makes me feel so painful!
"When I was desperate enough to give up my life countless times, a hatred would be ignited in my heart. In the first year, if the hatred for her hadn't made me survive, maybe I would have been with her by now. My dad reunited."

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"I thought about taking revenge on her, conceived countless means of revenge, and even secretly cursed her countless times in my heart..." Bai Mo's voice suddenly dropped, "But at that moment just now, she just stood there like that. In front of me, I just want to run away and pretend that she never appeared before."

"You don't hate her anymore?"

"I don't know." Bai Mo shook his head, with a confused expression, "Seeing her sitting in front of me crying with tears all over her face, I suddenly feel that she is very pitiful!"

"A poor person must have something to hate. Xiaobai, don't be too soft-hearted. At the beginning, she left regardless of your life and death, but now she comes back when she says it. How can there be such a good thing in the world?"

"I can't forgive her!"

The hatred was too deep at the beginning, even though this hatred gradually faded with the passage of time, but when she thought of the suffering experience when she was ten years old, she couldn't find a reason to forgive her.

"If that's the case, then don't worry about her. If you can't see her, you'll be quiet. If you don't see her in the future, you'll be fine!" Gu Chuxia took out a tissue to wipe the tears in her eyes, and said, "You take a rest, I'll give it to you." You buy early pregnancy test strips."

(End of this chapter)