concubines

Chapter 249
At night, it seemed to start raining outside again.

Miao Li lay on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

What made her unable to sleep was definitely the rain outside the window, not the person in her heart.

Thousands of emotions are intertwined, and when you hate, you will think of the good days in the past from time to time, and those days really existed.

It's her incompetence that she can't be both black and white.

It will be better during the day, and when you lie to others, you can also lie to yourself.At night, facing my heart, I can only accept my disappointing self.

I couldn't help but think that he must not be safe in the palace on the way here, what if he encounters danger?After the flood, most of the plagues will occur. What if he is infected with some diseases?There are many more of these kinds.

Miao Li turned over in annoyance, thinking about what to do with these useless things.No matter what happened to him, it had nothing to do with her.It's better for them not to communicate with each other forever, otherwise it will disturb her heart and add some sorrow.

But... There is still a child in the stomach, and when the child is born, can you still be like him?
When she was a daughter at her parents' knees, she hoped that the relationship between her parents would be better, and whether her children would think the same.

The more I think about it, the more upset I feel, it's better during the day, she can forcefully stop thinking about him.At night, all the toughness is reduced to ashes, and there is nothing to think about.

There seemed to be an indescribable sweltering heat in the rainy day, which made her even more unable to sleep peacefully.She wanted to get up and find out where her fan was, when suddenly she heard a rustling sound outside.The deliberately soft footsteps were still heavier than Xiaohong's and the others, and besides, it was a voice she was very familiar with.

Miao Li lay down and closed her eyes, pretending to be asleep.

Zhou Shuxuan walked to the bed and looked at the sleeping person on the bed.He can't come in openly, so he can only be a gentleman on Liangshang again, and he will leave tomorrow. He really can't sleep tonight, so he wants to come and have a look.

There was no moon tonight, but luckily he could see her face clearly with a small lamp lit in the room.Looking at the things delivered by Yucifang every day, they are all twice the amount, but she doesn't seem to have grown any flesh, and she still has a face as big as a slap.I don't know if it was because she was so hungry those few days, she refused to see the imperial doctor even when she came.

I don't know how long I looked at it, it seemed that my feet were stuck to the ground and I couldn't go out.She was also afraid that she would wake up, and now that she saw him, she would definitely not keep him like before.

After a long time, Zhou Shuxuan lowered his voice and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't know it would be like that at the time, and I have regretted it for a long time."

Miao Li replied with her eyes closed, she couldn't be innocent if she didn't know.

After so long, I finally uttered a sentence of admitting my mistake, even though I knew it was not enough.

"I'm leaving, you're fine." Zhou Shuxuan bent down to touch her face, then took his hand back, and stood by the bed for a while before going out.

Miao Li opened her eyes, just in time to see the back of him going out, she still had an indescribable feeling in her heart.It seems that he is not feeling very well either, and with the state affairs and these things, Riri should also be suffering.

Miao Li shook her head, feeling that she was getting more and more dangerous, and her thoughts seemed to have gone astray.She will not forgive him, nor does she want to.

I don't know how I got through the night, and finally looking forward to the dawn, Miao Li yawned and sat up.Xiaohong heard a noise in the room, and went in with the wash water.

Seeing her haggard appearance, Xiaohong asked: "Madam, did you not sleep well last night?"

Miao Li yawned again and shook her head, "It seems a little hot, and I can't fall asleep after tossing and turning."

"The servant girl went to the House of Internal Affairs to ask for some ice today, so it won't be so hot in the house. Let the imperial dining room send some refreshing things to cool off the heat."

Miao Li nodded in agreement, and said: "Go to the Imperial Hospital, if the genius doctor is free, please come over."

Jie Bizhi and the others have not yet successfully left the capital, and they have no hope.

"Is there something wrong with your mother?"

Miao Li didn't want her to worry, so she said, "No, just let him come over."

Xiaohong was still not very relieved, afraid that she would have something to hide from herself, "Your Majesty, you must say something, otherwise the servant will die in a hurry."

"Really not, you think too much, let someone go and invite you."

She would not do those stupid things anymore, she just wanted to make sure if she was really pregnant.

Xiaohong was still in a hurry, and immediately ran out to be invited, and then came back to help her dress up.

After tidying up, he saw the tiger-head hat she put aside, so he asked casually, "Is this lady going to be given away?"

Since it was made for Wu Yun's child, it should be sent out.

Miao Li picked it up and put it in her hand and looked at it again and again, with a smile all over her face, the more she looked at it, the more she couldn't put it down.It took her a lot of effort to make this, and she was really reluctant to give it to others, and her craftsmanship was not as good as the embroiderers in the palace.

"But I'm so reluctant." Miao Li held the hat and said as if she had an idea suddenly: "Why don't you let the embroiderer in the palace make another one and give it away, and I will keep this one. When I have a child, give it to me." child."

Mother Xi came in to put things away, just in time to hear her words.I want to say that I don’t even want to see anyone, how can I have children?But he endured it and went back.Take this sentence as a hope, as long as she will forgive the emperor one day, and then she will definitely have a child.

After waiting for a while, Jie Bizhi did not come, but Lu Guangbai did.Wearing the imperial doctor's official uniform, and someone behind him helped him carry the medicine box, he seemed to have adapted to this status.

Miao Li didn't want people to know that she was pregnant, so she waved people out, leaving only Xiao Hong.Only Xiaohong can be absolutely trusted, and she is wholeheartedly for her.

Lu Guangbai explained: "Master went out to drink, and I was the only one who came over. Are you still used to changing places?"

Lu Guangbai looked around the room, this place is really not as good as other places, it looks a bit dilapidated than Tai Hospital.

"Fortunately, there is nothing unaccustomed to it."

While taking things from the medicine box, Lu Guangbai said, "Master and I have heard a little about those things. If we know it, we can only help you in a hurry. The emperor is willing to respect us, so we can talk. If the emperor is not willing, We are the same as ordinary people in the palace, and we hit a stone with a pebble in everything we do."

Miao Li stretched out her hand, smiled softly, and said, "What are you talking about? I never blamed you, I know what you have to do, and I am worried that I will hurt you."

Lu Guangbai stretched out his hand to catch her pulse, and said casually: "So even if you marry your daughter, you don't want her to marry too high. If you are bullied like that, your natal family can't speak. Of course, if you choose another choice, you will definitely Tens of thousands of times better than now."

Miao Li stopped him with a smile, "Okay, let's not talk about that."

What's the use of talking, it's not the same day.

Seeing Lu Guangbai frowning more and more tightly, Miao Li couldn't wait to ask: "How is it?"

"Looking at you like this, it seems that you already know that it is indeed Huamai, and it has been nearly four months."

Only then did Miaoli feel relieved, she really didn't have time to rejoice, she didn't go to the tiger head hat for nothing. "But...why haven't I shown my feelings yet?"

Seeing the joy on her face, Lu Guangbai swallowed back the words that came to his lips, and said, "Your spleen is weak and weak, and your intestines and stomach are also weak. You can't digest anything you eat. The child is naturally small. Is the malaise serious?"

Miao Li shook her head, there was almost no reaction of nausea, except for a period of time when she wanted to eat sour food, then everything got better.My appetite is better than before, but I don't gain any meat.

Lu Guangbai caught up with her again and said: "In this case, I will write you some recipes, and you will eat all three meals a day according to my instructions. After a period of recuperation, it is not convenient to prescribe medicine for you now. I Go back and ask the master again to see if he has any ideas?"

Miao Li nodded, feeling that she was bothering them again.

The prescription written by Lu Guangbai was handed to her, "You can drink more soup for better digestion."

Miao Li took it and looked at it for a few times, then put it away carefully, there should be no problem.

"Then let's do this first. It's not good for me to stay here for a long time, so I'll leave first. I'll come back in three days, so don't send me off." After finishing the work, Lu Guangbai will leave immediately, so as not to cause gossip.

After Lu Guangbai finished speaking, he left, and his comings and goings were very uneventful.Xiaohong stood on the side blankly, as if she was stupid, and did not speak during the whole process.Miao Li poked her lightly and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"Ma'am, do you have a baby in your stomach?"

Keeping her here never thought of hiding it from her, Miao Li nodded generously.

"Oh my God!" Xiaohong happily walked around the room, this is a great thing, "There will be hope in the future, congratulations, empress."

With a child, even if there is no grace, life will not be too dull.

While spinning around, Xiaohong danced and said, "It's been more than four months, and you have been hiding it from your slaves so hard. No wonder you suddenly wanted to make a tiger-headed hat, and you lied that it was made for uncles and children. Whether it is It is good to have a princess or a prince, and the empress is going to be a mother."

Miao Li only knew that she had a child, she didn't think about these benefits, and she didn't care about them.

"Okay, I'm only telling you, don't tell anyone else."

"Why can't you tell others about such a great good thing? Is your mother afraid that they will ask you for a reward? It's okay, this servant will help your mother to give it to you." Xiaohong was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth from ear to ear, she was even happier than she had a child.

"No, after all, it's in a place of right and wrong. If someone knows that I have a child, someone will definitely be jealous. Rather than guarding against outsiders everywhere, it's better not to let outsiders know."

"It seems to be the same reason. The empress can do whatever she says. If the empress wants to make small clothes and hats, the slaves can continue to teach the empress."

The girl couldn't hold it back when she was happy, Miao Li put the recipe in her hand, "Don't worry about the clothes, let me get someone to cook for me."

Taking good care of the child in the womb is the right way.

(End of this chapter)