Gu Pan Sheng Zi

Chapter 20N.23
I don't need to look in the mirror to know what kind of grandma my mouth is now, it hurts slightly, twitching.Ye lingers on this son of a bitch, even with a bite.I don't know how much Yuxin saw, but when I saw my mouth, I must have thought it wrong. Thinking of this, I couldn't help scolding Ye Liu again and again.

When I returned to the dormitory, I fell asleep and woke up near noon the next day. After seeing the phone, Ye Liu made more than a dozen calls.I deleted the record, and then deliberately avoided any contact with Ye Lian.

I never answer or return his calls, and he doesn't send text messages, just keep calling.He waits downstairs in the dormitory when I don't have classes and doesn't go out. When there are classes, he drags a few girls to walk with him, passing by him and saying hello to him happily.When the alumni association was in a meeting, I stepped on the door and walked in. When the president dismissed the meeting, I ran away immediately.

Later, Ye Liulian was really angry, and ran to the exit of the subway station and yelled at me, frightening a group of passing Japanese.

A few sharp horns brought me back from my memories. My car happened to be blocked at the exit of the hotel parking garage, and the cars behind me impatiently honked their horns at me.

I touched my lips subconsciously, the wound had already healed, leaving only the shallow texture of the lip line.

I drove home carefully all the way, and found a car parked in my parking space. I turned on the headlights and took a look, it was an Audi A8.

Xiang Jie stuck out half of his head and waved at me, "Back back, I'll give you the parking space."

I parked the car and got out, and Xiang Jie also got out of the car. His coat was draped over the passenger seat, and he was only wearing a variegated woolen sweater.

I shivered in the cold north wind, "Are you cold?"

"cold."

"Then put on your coat."

Xiang Jie smiled, "Oh, then wait for me."

He opened the car door, picked up the gray wool coat on the seat and put it on, then smiled at me contentedly, "It's much warmer."

His smile gave me a real and stable feeling. I think that when the hustle and bustle of Roppongi left in my memory recedes, and when the love and hatred engraved in my heart in Tokyo fade, life will always be flat in the final analysis.There is a person who likes you, you don't have to love deeply, but you have to like each other, rely on each other, and walk through the rest of life together.

Love, what a vivid word, she can belong to 22-year-old Gu Panzi, but she can't dominate the life of 28-year-old Gu Panzi again.

I said, "Go up and sit down."

Xiang Yan didn't wear his gold-rimmed eyes, and his dark brown eyes were shining brightly as if lit by stars.He was still smiling, heart-warming. "My pleasure."

He took out a beautifully wrapped pastry box and a paper bag from the car, and followed me into the building.

I was nervous when I opened the door, but I was embarrassed when I opened the door.The lights were on and the TV was on in the room. Qiao Ke was sitting on the sofa watching TV with the mask on and knocking on Erlang's legs.

The three looked at each other, and after a brief silence, Qiao Ke said, "How about...or wait another 5 minutes, I will wash my face and leave after the mask is ready."

I introduced feebly: "My friend Qiao Ke, this is Xiang Yan."

He stretched out his right hand to Zhen, "Hello."

Qiao Ke said: "Hello, I'm sorry to bother you. Actually, I don't come here often, only a few days a month."

Xiang Jie put the things in his hand on the coffee table, and said to me: "Tomorrow, you, a super housekeeper, will start working, so pay attention to your health. It's getting late, I'll go back first."

It is well known that architects are busy at work, and Xiang Jie waited downstairs just to say this to me.I was really moved. "thanks."

"You're welcome, then I'll go first."

"Well, drive carefully."

After I took a shower, I changed into my pajamas, and Qiao Ke also finished making the mask, and was tinkering with the coffee machine in the kitchen to make coffee.

"Ah Zi, are your coffee beans of the same brand as the one Yu Xin brought back the year before last?"

"Yes. She brought it back the year before last."

"you……"

"What about me, does this thing still have a shelf life? Oh, by the way, when will Yuxin come?"

"I changed the ticket, I said you are busy these days, let her stay for a few days."

"That's the best."

Qiao Ke patted me on the shoulder, "Don't worry about it all the time, Yu Xin and Jian Han are living a happy life, who would think about the crap about being infatuated with Ye Lianlian 800 years ago."

"Well, at least one of us is happy."

"Go away, don't dress Lin Daiyu. Serve the coffee and let's eat the cake from your happy family."

Xiang Jie bought a cake set. There are a total of eight small cakes with different flavors. They are all beautifully made and taste authentic, especially the strawberry mousse, which is indeed made of real strawberries. It is sweet and sour. delicious.

Qiao Ke took a sip of coffee and asked me with flickering eyes: "Do you still love Ye Lianlian?"

I have asked myself this question many times during the long years since I left Tokyo, but I still can’t figure out where the boundary between love and not love lies.How can the person I once loved so easily forget, and what Ye Lingling gave me was not only the love I once had, but also the deep pain and helplessness.People say that only where there is love can there be hatred. When we broke up, I hated Ye Lianlian. That kind of hatred is like a poison that eats away bones.Later I got Guan Guan. To put it in a more literary way, in the war of love and hate, the love for Guan Guan made me give up the ugly hatred in my heart, and let me regain the hope and courage to face life.

If forgetting everything means letting go, then I still can't forget the various entanglements with Ye lingering in Tokyo, and I blame him.

"do not know."

Qiao Ke rubbed against me, we cuddled each other, her cat-like eyes glistened, "That's okay, I'm afraid you'd forget if you said you didn't love me, then you'd be lying to me and even yourself." That's what worries me the most."

"Don't worry, I'm not stupid. I know what I want and what kind of life is best for me."

"Then why don't you hurry up and call your happy family to thank him for his delicious cakes."

(End of this chapter)