Gu Pan Sheng Zi

Chapter 48N.59
Time flies by in a blink of an eye, and the New Year's holiday is short but not powerful.After a few sleepless nights, I woke up naturally, and the happy holiday slipped away through the cracks.It just feels like the Spring Festival holiday is getting closer, so I'm looking forward to it.

At the beginning of the new year year after year, I always hope that this year will be better than last year with anticipation. It is not a bit serious, but it is also a kind of thought.This year, I think it will definitely be better than last year.The knot that had been entangled in my heart for many years was finally untied, and the heart without resentment was naturally broadened.No matter how erroneous and wrong, the world makes people mess up, that period of youthful and fanatical love has finally lived up to me.

When talking about the misunderstanding with Qiao Ke, she stared at me for a long time with her cat-like eyes, and when tears wet her eyes, she said: "Fuck, Qiong Yao is so bloody."

I poured her a glass of orange juice, she took a few sips to calm herself down, and asked me leisurely, "Since the past is cleared, why don't you bring back the old love, is it because the new love is unforgettable?"

I spat at her, "Straighten your tongue so you can't choke you."

Qiao Ke glanced at Guan Guan's room, "Ah Zi, I think Ye Murong is very rare, a person like him has loved you for so many years, let alone Guan Guan..."

"Qiao Ke, being unable to let go and forget is not necessarily the depth of love. A person who pursues perfection will also be unable to end things with shortcomings. But if you believe that this is love, it will be difficult to get out of this self-identity. .”

"You mean Ye Murong isn't love?"

"I don't know...but I don't have the capital to bet on his sincerity."

Qiao Ke curled up on the sofa, holding the glass in his hand for a moment, and his thoughts seemed to return to the land called once.Then she said, "Ah Zi, I seem to understand you. Do you feel exhausted?"

I nodded, and we were silent together.

If it is a woman in her early twenties who has a beautiful life, a man like Ye Murong is the burning peach blossom of your destiny, with dazzling brilliance, you can't help but be intoxicated.And after many years, you will find that such a shining man will make you shrink back and dare not approach him.Age is the most terrible enemy of a woman, not only on the face level, but the aging of the heart is the biggest change to people compared to the face.Time will sharpen you from a girl longing for earth-shattering love to a housewife who only wants an ordinary life.

When we were young, we looked down on the woman who lived all day long, thinking that the color of life should be bright, but we didn't know at that time that this is the ultimate destination of women.

After the Qiong Yao-style drama, life still needs to go on.

After the new year, the Spring Festival is approaching, and the work is still busy and turned upside down.Fortunately, during the Chinese New Year, there are not many conference groups, otherwise the manager may have the urge to clone every employee.

Years ago, everyone was busy, so I met with Xiang Li only a few times, and the traces of work exhaustion on each other's faces could not be concealed. Coupled with the pressure of raising children, I was somewhat unable to cheer up.We all look forward to being able to relax during the Chinese New Year vacation.

The busy life continued peacefully, but some uneasiness grew in my heart.Just like the blue sky in front of you, with white clouds hanging there, it looks endless.Unexpectedly, beyond the reach of the eyes, a large black cloud loomed over the top.

Rain is coming.

The uneasy premonition began with Xiang Ming's phone call.He said that someone wanted to buy the house he lent me to deal with Ye Murong before, and asked me with a smile if I was willing to sell it, saying that the buyer was very sincere.The relationship between me and him is not to the extent that money and property are involved, so I will not express my opinion.He didn't mention it after that. Once I made a call, I suddenly remembered and asked me a casual question. Xiang Ming was silent for a moment and told me that what he said on the phone was good, and he didn't talk much, but he felt that he was a decisive person. A capable person, who knew that the seller had a cold face after seeing him, said no to buy after the polite ceremony, and left after seeing him in a hurry.

To say that this is just a small episode in life is irrelevant.

But I feel obsessive-compulsively that that person's behavior is very similar to Ye Murong, even the reason why he regretted it after meeting Xiang Ming is also reasonable.

Thinking about it, I felt like I was thinking too much.After Tokyo, there was no news from that person, but occasionally I could catch a glimpse of that cold face on the financial board. It was still expressionless and cold-eyed, but seemed to be in a good mood, although there was a faint smile in his unsmiling eyes.

(End of this chapter)