sleepless tonight

Chapter 101 Hometown
"I grabbed her hand and watched her slowly close her eyes. There was nothing I could do." Brother Zheng choked up, and a strong sense of frustration spread throughout his body, "I really want to lie down for her, as long as She survived, even if she is a vegetable."

Brother Zheng covered his face with his hands, knelt down, put his head against the tombstone, and wept bitterly: "But in the end, in the end, she just became a handful of ashes, nothing left."

I stood aside, my eyes fell on the tombstone, and I zoomed out to look at the entire cemetery.

The sky is a bit cloudy, the wetness floats from the sky, the branches sway, and the little white snow falls, fluttering with the wind.

In the end, each of us will also sleep in a cemetery, wrapped in cold and alone.

"This book is for you." Brother Zheng suddenly picked up a book from the ground and handed it to me.

It is the book I gave Xiaojie.

I didn't answer, I just looked at Brother Zheng a little strangely.

"I originally planned to bury it with Xiaojie, so that Xiaojie would not be so lonely in the ground." Brother Zheng said, "But after thinking about it, I think it's better to give it to you. You also have children and have time. Take your children around more often, feel life, and enjoy the beauty of the world. Money can never be earned, but people have a life span. There are accidents. One moment was fine, but the next moment you don’t know what will happen.”

I took the book, but I didn't agree with Zheng Ge's words: "You don't even have to eat, how can you feel life?"

"If you have experienced something like mine, you won't think that lack of food is a problem." Brother Zheng insisted, "Okay, thank you for coming, I will thank you no matter what. Chinese New Year, go back and spend time with your family. "

"What are your plans for the future?" I asked.

"Make money." Brother Zheng said firmly.

"Make money?" I wondered, "Didn't you just say that money is not important?"

Brother Zheng is two standards?I was still too sad, I don't know what I said before.

"Xiaojie is gone, I have nothing left, what else can I do besides make money?" Brother Zheng's reason seems to me to be a bit stalwart, but also a bit too confident.

This kind of speech made people feel that in Brother Zheng's eyes, making money is easy and can be done at your fingertips.

After leaving the cemetery, Brother Zheng and I separated. At this time, he needs someone to heal his wounds and make money to fill the emptiness in his heart.

Standing on the street, looking at the back of Brother Zheng who is going away, I seem to understand the origin of his aura just now.

The most precious thing in life is gone, what is there to be afraid of?

Making money is naturally included in this list.

On the bus back home, I sent text messages to the people in my address book.

Life is not easy, may you always be happy and healthy, follow your original heart, and never forget your original heart.

After this paragraph, add the name of the contact person.

"Why do your words sound weird? Could it be that you are broken in love?" Wu Dong texted me back, and soon after this text message, he added another text message, "Wechat is popular now, and texting is old-fashioned , when you are free, come out and get together."

I smiled, I have never been in love, how can I say broken love?

Divorce is real.

But the mood at the time of divorce... I can't imagine.

The second one who texted me back was Tang Wan: "There is nothing hard to overcome, live a good life, I am away from home, I will treat you to dinner when I go back."

Wu Dong didn't know that I was divorced, but Tang Wan knew that she thought I sent such text messages because of divorce.

Actually not, I just met Brother Zheng and suddenly felt something.

When I was thinking about how to reply to the text message, the phone rang, and Su Ran called: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." I said, "What's wrong with you?"

"Why did you send such a text message when you have nothing to do? I thought you were overthinking it and were about to jump off the building." Su Ran's tone was much more relaxed.

"How could I jump off a building? No way." I understood, Su Ran called me because of this, "Are you still wrapped in a quilt and watching TV alone in the house?"

"Why, I'm with my family." Su Ran denied, "Okay, I won't tell you anymore, I'm going to make dumplings."

Before I could say more, Su Ran hung up the phone.

I'm a little strange, Su Ran was alone in his room with 31 people watching silent TV, how could he be with his family again?

Su Ran has too many secrets.

I don't understand.

"Don't forget to save A Ke's tuition." After hanging up the phone, another text message was sent, from Liu Shuang, with an aggressive tone.

I smiled, and sent her a text message: "Don't worry, I must have saved enough, even the money for treating you to dinner."

Because of these text messages, my mood suddenly improved again.

After staying at home for two days, Tong Wangjun came to me: "Can you accompany me back home?"

"What's the matter?" I wondered, Tong Wangjun's face was not very good, "Is there something wrong with the light at home, or something happened?"

"My hometown." Tong Wangjun said, "accompany me back to my hometown."

I paused, puzzled: "We are already divorced, what am I going to do with you back to my hometown at this time?"

"I didn't tell my family." Tong Wangjun said.

I don't know what to say, divorce is such an important matter, Tong Wangjun didn't tell his family, why did she hide it?

Even if you hide it for a while, it's impossible to hide it for a lifetime, right?

Is she expecting something?

"Then why do you want me to go back with you? Why don't you just find a reason and say that I'm working?" I advised Tong Wangjun.

Two divorced people, I still go back to my hometown with her, which is a bit embarrassing.

"My mother is hospitalized, and she wants me to go back." Tong Wangjun explained the reason.

I hesitated, I really didn't want to run around.

"I'm leaving." Tong Wangjun turned around with eyes full of disappointment.

"Do you want to take the child with you?" I couldn't bear it, so I went, anyway, there was nothing to do at home, Tong Wangjun came to my house for a New Year's meal, and it was fine for me to go to her house, not to mention her mother was hospitalized , will definitely need someone to take care of, and I may be able to help in the past.

"Bring A Ke, Xiao Le is still young and a little noisy." Tong Wangjun said, his tone was very anxious, probably worried about the situation at home.

I nodded: "Did you drive back, or how?"

"I've already bought the train ticket, it's tomorrow morning." Tong Wangjun has already prepared it, "I bought yours too, if you have time now, pack it up and go to the city, the train at six o'clock tomorrow morning , a little rushed."

After Tong Wangjun finished speaking, he waited for me downstairs. After I entered the room, I told my mother a little about the situation.

"Then go quickly, don't delay, Wangjun's family is only her daughter, you can help me a little if you go with me, take all Ake's things, bring a few sets of clothes and go quickly." My mother is worse than Tong Wangjun. Urgent, said while helping to pack things.

"Let my dad come back to sleep these few days." I was a little worried that my mother would take care of the child alone.

"I know, you don't need to worry about these things, I know it well." My mother handed over the packed things to me, and brought some gifts out of the house, "Take these here."

"Don't take it, it's troublesome." I said.

"How can I go there empty-handed during the Chinese New Year? There is no manners at all, people will say that there is no manners." My mother said, and took some snacks, "Eat these on the train."

Carrying the things, let Chen Ke carry the snacks in his schoolbag, and went downstairs to meet Tong Wangjun, stayed at Tong Wangjun's house in the city for one night, got up at five o'clock the next day, and rushed to the train station.

After more than five hours, the train arrived at the station, and I followed Tong Wangjun out of the station: "Where are we going?"

"You have been here more than ten times, and you still don't want to leave?" Tong Wangjun gave me a strange look, "Go to the left, take 216, watch your wallet carefully, don't leave anything behind, there are many thieves."

I nodded and asked Chen Ke to follow me closely. I arrived at the bus station next to the train station and took the city bus. Half an hour later, the bus arrived in the city center, and I changed to another bus, and the bus drove out of the city.

I sat in my seat, not daring to ask any more questions, just quietly looking at the scene outside the window, trying to find some impressions, but I still found nothing and couldn't remember anything.

"What are you doing sitting there, get off the bus." Before I noticed, Tong Wangjun was already standing at the back door of the bus, looking at me.

"Okay." I quickly stood up and got out of the car together.

This is in the county.

"My mother is in the hospital, let's go to the hospital first." Tong Wangjun told me.

(End of this chapter)