sleepless tonight

Chapter 107 Human Heart
I can see it's a woman, but I'm not sure if it's Tong Wangjun.

It's a little far away, so I can't see it clearly.

Moreover, I just had a quarrel with Tong Wangjun, she should be at home with Xu Heng, or simply go to a small hotel, how come here?

I kept rubbing my body, buried my head in the water, cut off the cold wind above, held my breath for a while, and surfaced with a little regret.

I have been inactive for a long time, and the time to hold my breath has decreased. I used to be able to hold my breath for nearly 1 minute, but now it is estimated that it will not work for 30 seconds.

After wiping off the water stains on his face, the people on the shore shouted again, and pointed in my direction, it seemed that it was really Tong Wangjun.

"Leave me alone, you go." I just want to take a quiet cold shower to relieve the boredom in my heart, because I don't want to see Tong Wangjun, I don't want to talk.

I feel uncomfortable, I just want to be alone.

Tong Wangjun didn't leave, and jumped directly into the river.

My heart skipped a beat. Did she quarrel at home again and come here to seek death?

I swam with all my might, but Tong Wangjun didn't seem to be very good at playing with water, so I threw myself down a few times, I speeded up, and approached her half-walking and half-stroked: "You're crazy, why don't you want to dive into the water?"

Wet and still wearing clothes, if the water was deeper, there would be no one to be found in such a dark environment. Thinking about it, I felt scared.

"Why did you commit suicide?" Tong Wangjun asked me.

"Who said I was going to commit suicide?" I wondered, since she was the one who was going to commit suicide, how could I say I was committing suicide.

After I asked the question, I suddenly had a glimmer of understanding: "You think I committed suicide, so you jumped down to save me?"

"You didn't commit suicide, why did you come into the river? I called you and you didn't respond." The icy river water became colder after wet clothes, and Tong Wangjun was shivering, but he still held on tightly to me and wouldn't let go.

My flesh was a little raw from being scratched by her.

"I just took a shower, didn't you see that my clothes are all on it?" I said, "What are you doing here?"

Tong Wangjun took a look at me, and didn't shy away from the fact that I took off my clothes. I explained, but she still didn't relax, and pulled me: "Go up."

"Wait a minute, walk slowly, don't worry." There were water stains on his body, and when the snow wind blew, it was very cold, and walking too fast brought a gust of wind, which made it even colder.

Tong Wangjun seemed to be worried about something, and kept pulling me, walking quickly, and when she reached the shore, she was relieved, and the watchman was still holding me tightly.

"How do I get dressed like this?" I said to Tong Wangjun, "You're wet too, go back and change quickly."

I'm not used to being naked with Tong Wangjun next to me.

He looked up at Tong Wangjun inadvertently, and found that she was crying, with tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

"Why are you crying?" I was angry, I was the one who should have been crying, I was a little confused, why Tong Wangjun was crying?
"It's nothing, you can get dressed." Tong Wangjun wiped away his tears and let me go, but his eyes were still fixed on me.

I turned my back, and she stopped in front of me, separating me from the canal.

I looked up at her, with mixed feelings in my heart, and put on my clothes silently: "You go back quickly, I won't send you off, don't worry about me, I didn't commit suicide, I just went down to take a shower."

I waved my hand and told Tong Wangjun to go back quickly.

"Where do you live at night?" Tong Wangjun asked me.

"The hotel, there must be a place to live in the county, and it's not far away. It will be there in more than ten minutes. Don't worry about it, go back quickly." I urged her.

On such a cold day, her body was completely wet, her face was pale from the cold, and she was shivering.

"I'll go with you." Tong Wangjun said.

"Aren't you going back to change?" I said.

Tong Wangjun didn't speak, it seemed that it was too cold, she dragged me to the county and found a hotel, under the strange eyes of the boss, we got the room card and entered the room.

After turning on the light, I immediately turned on the air conditioner and went to the bathroom to check.

"There is hot water, quickly take off your clothes and take a shower." I said to Tong Wangjun.

Tong Wangjun went into the bathroom, and ran out after more than ten minutes, still wearing wet underwear.

"Take it off and get under the quilt." I said, "I'll unscrew it for you and put it under the air conditioner to blow it out. You should be able to do it tomorrow."

"Never mind, I'll ask my mother to bring clothes over tomorrow." Tong Wangjun took off his wet underwear, got into bed, his body was still trembling, "Come and accompany me, please?"

"Not too good, I'll open another room later." I shook my head.

Sometimes I can't control myself, but I have to think about the next occasion, and I don't have any thoughts about it.

"No, you come up, just chat with me for a while." Tong Wangjun's voice was pleading, "I want to watch you."

At Tong Wangjun's house before, all the hostility in her body disappeared, she was very pitiful.

At this moment, I seemed to be her only one, her king.

I hesitated for a while, took off my coat and trousers, and got into bed.

Tong Wangjun immediately hugged me: "Don't be overthinking, don't seek death, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I shouldn't lose my temper, but sometimes I just can't help it."

Tong Wangjun hugged me in pain, trembling uncontrollably, just like Chen Ke that time, crying very sadly.

"I didn't want to die." I said it again, "It was just a little annoying, so I went down and took a cold shower, it's not a big deal."

"Why are you bothered?" Tong Wangjun raised his head, and my clothes were wet.

I was silent and didn't speak.

"Is it because of Xu Heng?" Tong Wangjun knew, "I didn't know he was coming back today."

"You didn't ask him to come here?" I always thought that Xu Heng came here today because they agreed to replace me as a spare tire.

"No, he said before that he would come back with me, but I didn't agree." Tong Wangjun shook his head, "But he came suddenly, and I can't drive him away."

"I know, Xu Heng likes you so much, and the conditions are good, he actually chased you to your house, he is very attentive to you." Xu Heng is indeed very kind to Tong Wangjun, but I still don't like Xu Heng.

Although Xu Heng's words were not aggressive, they made people feel uncomfortable.

But he really had nothing to say to Tong Wangjun. If Tong Wangjun said he was not moved by his sincerity, I wouldn't believe it.

"You know, I almost couldn't go to college." Tong Wangjun didn't say too much about this, and talked about his own situation.

I listen.

"When I was in junior high school, my family was very poor, and even the house I lived in was given by my uncle." Tong Wangjun said, "It was originally an earthen house, but it was about to collapse later, so it was made into the current brick house. This time, my dad asked someone to do it."

"Your uncle is very nice." I said, not following Tong Wangjun's words about her father.

I think Tong Wangjun has too many negative emotions and is too harsh on his relatives.

"Our village is on the edge of the county, and it needs to be demolished, and part of it has already been demolished," said Tong Wangjun.

Although I don't know what she meant by these words, I am still happy for her: "This is a good thing. The demolition can compensate part of the money, and there are houses, at least it is much more convenient."

Although there is running water in the countryside, there is no natural gas, and it is still inconvenient to take a bath. It is really convenient to have water, electricity, gas, and a market nearby.

Demolition is a shortcut.

Tong Wangjun's house has been demolished, and the conditions have become better, so maybe there won't be so many quarrels.

"When I was in high school, I heard that the village was going to be demolished. My uncle and aunt came back and wanted to take the house back." Tong Wangjun said, "It was agreed before that my family will pay 2000 yuan to buy his house."

"Your uncle is a bit too much. How can you go back on what you agreed to? Besides, where will your family live without a house?" I finally understood why Tong Wangjun said these things.

People's hearts are really hard to grasp: "Perhaps all of this was instigated by your aunt. The things between brothers are often caused by the involvement of women."

"They came to my house to quarrel many times. They even came to my house during the Chinese New Year a few years ago. My dad even poured water for them to drink. My uncle splashed that glass of boiling water on my dad's face." Tong Wangjun cried again.

I felt aggrieved when I heard it: "Didn't your dad call back?"

"No, but since then, my family and uncle's family haven't moved around much." Tong Wangjun shook his head, "There is also my third uncle's family. Their family was originally very poor, but my third uncle worked hard and made a lot of money raising sheep." Money, bought a house in the city, 80, the full amount."

(End of this chapter)