sleepless tonight

Chapter 126 I'm sorry

"Things have already passed, what's the use of talking about these things and exploring them again? Don't you know what you have done yourself?" Logan didn't say.

"What have I done?" The memory loss is too scary for me to say.

"You forgot?" Tang Wan looked at me in disbelief.

"I really don't remember some things clearly, please tell me." I suddenly wanted to know why I married Tong Wangjun, a woman I didn't know before high school, why I married her, There are also two children.

Calculated according to Chen Ke's age, when Tong Wangjun was pregnant with her, I was only 18 years old, which happened to be the third year of high school.

"Chen Jin, you have really changed. I didn't expect you to become like this. You don't have the courage to take on what you have done. You shouldn't ask me about this. You should ask Tong Wangjun. The person you hurt is not I, it's her." Logan still didn't say.

I was silent, Logan refused to say, I can't force her to say those things.

"Drink less alcohol in the future. If you drink too much, you will easily make mistakes. Some mistakes cannot be made up for even if you spend your whole life." Logan stood up, and she was about to leave.

"You take the money, I don't need it." I pointed to the money on the coffee table and said to Logan.

"That's your money. You contributed a lot to the emergency public relations of the charity fund one day. When Wu Yiqiu called me a few days ago, he even asked about you. You deserve 10 yuan." Tang Wan said, She took 5000 yuan from the table, "I'll take this money, this is your salary advance from me. You don't owe me any more, so you don't have to feel guilty."

Logan left, I sat on the sofa, staring at the 4 yuan on the coffee table, my mind was a little blank.I don't believe that Logan just came to give me money, maybe she wanted to see me and express her apology in this way.

After collecting the money, I lay on the railing of the balcony and smoked silently. I became more and more sure that I must have done something bad to Tong Wangjun. This incident was related to alcohol, and it was probably at my high school party It happened when I was drunk.

After smoking, I called Tong Wangjun: "How's the household registration going?"

"It's done. When I go back to the city in a few days, I will bring back the original household registration to you." Tong Wangjun said, the two children's household registration has been transferred to Wuchang.

"You don't need to come here. I'll go to your place to get the account. I'll book the bus ticket later. I'll call you when I arrive." I said.

Tong Wangjun seemed to be hesitating, and after a while he said: "Okay, come here, I just take you to Ake's school to have a look."

After hanging up the phone, I got on the computer and booked a train ticket to Wuchang.When I went out, I didn't bring anything, just a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.

When I arrived at Wuchang Railway Station, I sent another message to Tong Wangjun, asking her to send me the specific address, and I will go find her.

"You are waiting at the train station, I will pick you up later." Tong Wangjun sent me a message.

I got out of the train station, smoking boredly outside the train station, waiting for Tong Wangjun.

About an hour later, when I was thinking whether I should go directly to Tong Wangjun by car without waiting, a Volvo arrived at the train station, and I could tell at a glance that it was Xu Heng's car, so I walked over.

The car window was rolled down, and Xu Heng was the only person in the car window: "Get in the car."

I was a little awkward, and I felt a little nervous: "Why are you alone, where is Tong Wangjun?"

"She has something to do and she is busy. If she didn't come, it's like I came to pick you up." Xu Heng said with a smile, "Let's have dinner together later, I've already booked the hotel."

The attitude of a master makes me feel very uncomfortable, but Xu Heng has already driven over, I can't let him empty the car and go to find Tong Wangjun by myself, so I can only get in the car silently.

"I'm here to pick you up, are you feeling uncomfortable?" Xu Heng suddenly took the initiative to say.

"A little bit." I didn't deny it.

"Hehe, I understand." Xu Heng smiled and didn't care.

"What can you understand?" I don't think Xu Heng and I have a common language.

"Wang Jun is your ex-wife. Although the two of you are divorced now, when you see her with other men, you will feel a little nervous in your heart. If it were me, I would do the same, but slowly Slowly you will get used to it." Xu Heng said.

"You really understand." I said blankly.

"To be honest, you are really not suitable for Wangjun. What she wants is a progressive life, a partner who is constantly struggling. What you are looking for is comfort. The two of you are people with different personalities. Sooner or later, you will explode when you are together. Conflict, I wonder how the two of you got together?" Xu Heng said.

"Didn't she tell you?" I asked him.

"No, I never take the initiative to ask these things. I don't care about her past. What I want is her present. She is a very motivated woman, and that's what I like about her." Xu Heng suddenly glanced back He glanced at me, "Don't you think conquering such a woman is very fulfilling for a man?"

"You are with her just to conquer her?" I said.

"What do you think is wrong? Men are born to conquer everything. Wang Jun gave me such an impulse. I find it very interesting. Life should be like this. Challenge the impossible and conquer mountains one by one." Xu Heng said to himself outlook on life.

I was a little worried for Tong Wangjun, did she know Xu Heng's thoughts?
Treating love as a conquest, Xu Heng's idea is good or bad for Tong Wangjun, I'm not sure.

At least for me, love is not conquest, love should be mutual understanding, mutual understanding, together can make each other feel happy, this is love.

The car arrived at a hotel, and I got out of the car, but Xu Heng stayed in the driving seat and said to me through the window: "You wait here for a while, I will go to pick up Wang Jun."

After finishing speaking, Xu Heng drove away without waiting for me to speak.

Looking at Volvo going away, I had the urge to curse, he must have done it on purpose.There are three people in Volvo, two children are perfectly fine, but Xu Heng left me in the hotel and went to pick up Tong Wangjun by himself.

I don't know the number of the private room, so I can only stand alone at the door of the hotel, silently smoking a cigarette and looking at the passing vehicles, I keep asking myself, will Tong Wangjun be happy with Xu Heng?Does Xu Heng's life values ​​fit Tong Wangjun's?
For women, marriage after marriage is not precipitation, but withering and damage.If Tong Wangjun chooses wrong again, the rest of his life may be full of pain.

I don't want people around me to suffer.

After waiting for about half an hour, when the sky was getting dark, Volvo arrived at the entrance of the hotel again. Xu Heng got out of the car and glanced at me: "Why don't you go up at the entrance of the hotel? It's such a cold day to blow the wind here. Don't you feel silly?"

"You left me here without telling me the private room number, where am I going?" Xu Heng's behavior was a bit villainous, I asked back.

"Well, I forgot. I went to pick up Wang Jun, A Ke, Xiao Le and the others. I was a little anxious and forgot to tell you the number of the private room. But you can't be so stupid and stand here all the time. You can ask the waiter, or call me, have you been here for half an hour? You dare not go in, this hotel is too grand, are you embarrassed?" Xu Heng said with a smile.

"Maybe." I looked up at the hotel, and it was really impressive.

It is not the first time Xu Heng has spoken to me in such a tone, I am too lazy to argue with him.

"It doesn't matter. When you come to Wuchang in the future, Wang Jun and I will receive you together, take you around, take a look around, take a look at the big cities, and broaden your horizons. This is good for your business and your outlook on life and values." It will also help." Xu Heng walked in front like a master, and greeted me, "Come on, I'll take you in, don't be shy, as long as you have money, you will have confidence, and you will be looked up to wherever you go Wait, star hotels are nothing more than that.”

During the meal, Tong Wangjun took out the account and gave it to me: "See if there is any problem?"

Just a few pieces of paper, I looked at it and put it in my pocket.

After dinner, Xu Heng drove us to the noble school again. He had something to do, so he said hello to Tong Wangjun and drove away. I hugged Chen Le, and Tong Wangjun led Chen Ke. We wandered around the school together.

"Did I do something to apologize to you?" Chen Ke took Chen Le to the front to play, and I suddenly asked Tong Wangjun.

(End of this chapter)