sleepless tonight

Chapter 128 Happiness
"En." Tong Wangjun nodded.

"I'm sorry." I finally knew why Tong Wangjun hated me for drinking so much.

Not only because of her father's fondness for drinking, and her subsequent disgust, but also because of it.

"Logan also knows about this?" I thought of Logan's hesitation.

"She saw it." Tong Wangjun said, "You like her very much, don't you?"

I was silent.

Things have come to this point, so what if you like it, so what if you don't like it?

Tang Wan said that I got married because of responsibility, which should be the origin of this. There is no relationship between Tong Wangjun and me, at least, for me who lost my memory for eight years.

I had sex after drinking, had sex with Tong Wangjun, took her, and gave birth to Chen Ke and Chen Le, it was as simple as that.

But I hurt three people, Tong Wangjun, Logan, and myself.

"Go and explain to her, maybe there is still a chance of redemption." Tong Wangjun said, "She still likes you."

"How do you know?" I asked.

"If she doesn't like you, why would she come back to you? And she is not married yet." Tong Wangjun said.

I took out the cigarette, and then took out the lighter, Tong Wangjun stopped me: "Stop smoking, this is the school."

"What are your plans for the future?" I asked Tong Wangjun.

"You don't have to worry about me. I will definitely live a better life than you. I will settle in Wuchang in the future." Tong Wangjun laughed, but her smile was tinged with melancholy, "You should still care about yourself."

"You want to be with Xu Heng?" I am very happy that Tong Wangjun can have her happiness, but I don't think Xu Heng is someone Tong Wangjun can trust.

Xu Heng pursued her only to conquer Tong Wangjun. When he conquered her, would he abandon Tong Wangjun like a shoe?

"Well, we're ready to live together." Tong Wangjun paused, then looked at me.

My heart trembled.

"He is not a good person." I said directly.

"Then you are a good person?" Tong Wangjun's eyes became misty again, he glanced at me, then turned his gaze to stare at the two children Chen Ke and Chen Le who were playing in the distance.

I was speechless, and had sex with Tong Wangjun after drinking. At that time, she had just finished the college entrance examination, and she was pregnant before she was 20 years old. I really can't be considered a good person.

"He pursues you because he wants to conquer you. You will not be happy with him," I said.

"Why, after I told you this, you feel sorry and guilty, have you started to care about me?" Tong Wangjun stared at me, "Just take care of yourself, I don't need you to worry about it."

Tong Wangjun had regrets, memories, and even resentment on his face.

I don't know if she said that she wanted to live with Xu Heng because she was angry, or if she would really do that, I also feel uncomfortable.

But I really want to see her happy.

"A Ke and Xiao Le will be taken care of by me in the future." I said.

"You can't take them with you, and the children will be useless if they follow you." Tong Wangjun immediately vetoed it without even thinking about it.

"If you are with Xu Heng, the child must be brought to me. I will not let other men take my daughter." I am very firm.

Daughter is mine.

"Did you pay the 20 tuition fee?" Tong Wangjun's tone was not very good.

"Whether you can afford it or not, I will pick them up when this semester is over. Don't forget, I have the custody of the child." I don't agree with Tong Wangjun's way of educating her children. She lives in a distorted environment. In my family, the outlook on life is a bit deformed in my opinion, and the children cannot be entrusted to her to be raised.

"Since you have already taken the account, go back." Tong Wangjun chased me away.

"How do you go back?" I said, "I'll see you off."

I want to visit the place where Mr. Tong Wang lives.

"No need." Tong Wangjun shook his head, "Xu Heng will come to pick me up later."

I was silent for a while, and didn't stay with a stern face: "Okay, then I'm leaving, and you take the child to be careful."

"Father is leaving, you and your sister are playing here." I walked to Chen Ke, squatted down, and touched Chen Ke's forehead, "I'm sweating, don't run around like crazy, be careful of catching a cold. "

"Dad, won't you stay and sleep with me at night?" Chen Ke's playful face flushed, and she got into my arms.

"Next time, when Dad comes over, I'll sleep with you again, okay?" I said.

"Okay." Chen Ke nodded, "Dad, don't worry, I will study hard and buy you a house when I grow up, so we can sleep together every day."

"Okay." I nodded with a smile, feeling a little sore in my heart.

After leaving the school, I turned my head, Tong Wangjun was inside, looking at me.

I waved at her, but she turned around.

I didn't go back, I wandered on the road with a cigarette in my mouth, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

Tong Wangjun wants to live with Xu Heng, I can't stop it, and I have no reason to stop it, but I still can't accept it, I feel like I'm wearing a hat.

The important thing is that I don't know whether I feel uncomfortable because of wearing the hat, or because Tong Wangjun finally wants to say goodbye to me.

I feel very upset.

The sky was gloomy, and it seemed that it was going to rain.

I don't know where I went, but when I looked up again, I found a river in the distance.

Before I knew it, I arrived at the riverside.

Crossing the road, I arrived at the river beach, looking at the misty river surface, trying to get rid of the melancholy and worries in my heart.

It's a pity that the river is not wide enough to see the opposite river bank, and the ships sailing in it whistled from time to time, which made people even more bored.

I clenched my fists and suddenly called out loudly.

The people next to me looked at me strangely, and walked away in a little panic.

I squatted by the river, stirring the water, and continued to smoke.

I also don't want to move when the thin rain falls.

Squatting still, my thinking seems to have stagnated, the pain will not be so painful, and I can feel better.

The phone rang with a message.

I didn't care, looking up at the river in the rain, the damp water vapor permeating the air seemed to soak into my lungs, making my whole body seem to be moldy.

The sky was getting darker and the lights were turned on. The scene that was still a bit messy during the day became magnificent under the cover of the darkness and the embellishment of the lights.

The rain was getting heavier, and I finally stood up, hid in a pavilion next to me, and watched the night outside which became a curtain of rain.

The phone rang, someone called, I took it out, it was Su Ran.

For some reason, I felt a little lost, but also a little happy.

Tong Wangjun didn't call me, but Su Ran did.

Just as I was about to pick it up, the screen of the phone vibrated, and it hung up directly.

After wiping off the water stains on my hands, I called Su Ran.

"Why did you hang up on me? Are you busy?" Su Ran asked me immediately.

"No, I had water in my hand just now, so I accidentally hung up the phone." I said.

"Where are you?" Su Ran asked me.

"Guess?" I glanced at Jiang Mian and said.

"Who's guessing, are you outside?" Su Ran didn't seem interested in playing with me.

"How come, it's raining outside, why am I outside?" I thought about going to find Su Ran at first, but in this state, I hesitated again.

I don't want Su Ran to see me in a mess.

"Then why did I hear the sound of rain?" Su Ran followed up and asked.

She has really good ears.

"I'm on the balcony." I said.

"How do you explain the sound of the ship's whistle?" Su Ran seemed a little annoyed, "Did you come to Wuchang?"

I admire Su Ran's reasoning ability: "Well, I'm in Wuchang, I have something to do, come and deal with it."

"Where are you, I'll find you." Su Ran said.

"Aren't you going to work?" I said hastily, "Go to work and leave me alone."

"Don't worry about work, you can do it later." Su Ran seemed to be packing up, when a noise came, "Where are you?"

I looked around: "I'm by the river, but I don't know exactly where it is. There is a ferry here, there are ancient buildings beside it, a stone tablet stands, and there is a bridge not far away."

"Okay, just wait for me there, I'll be over in a while." After Su Ran said something, the phone hung up.

In my heart, I was expecting that this call was from Tong Wangjun, but Tong Wangjun didn't. When Tong Wangjun really didn't call me, I felt a sense of relief in my heart.

She seemed to make a resolution for me, make some decisions for me.

I don't know whether Tong Wangjun is accompanying the two children or Xu Heng, but I really hope she can be happy and not miss happiness because of my mistakes.

The white Audi car passed through the rain. Su Ran got out of the car and looked around, looking for me. I got out of the pavilion and ran towards her.

(End of this chapter)