sleepless tonight

Chapter 136 You Are Very Motivated
However, many things are useless to say, you have to experience it yourself, but often when you experience it, you can't start all over again.

"That's better than being in school." The girl disagreed with my words.

I smiled and didn't say anything more. Maybe that's why Li Zhengjun arranged this girl in the last row. Hearing her remarks, I didn't feel like a serious student.

If the academic performance is not good, no matter how beautiful she is, the seat cannot be good.

The school only talks about grades, regardless of appearance.

"What's your name?" I asked her.

"I'm not interested in the uncle." The girl said.

I was stunned for a moment, then I came to my senses, smiled a little speechlessly, and didn't ask the girl's name, but pointed to her desk and said: "My book hasn't been handed out yet, can I lend you a book to read?" see?"

The girl is very beautiful and makes people look amazing, but I really don't have any thoughts about her, just like Chen Wenjing and Liu Shuang, they are all beautiful, and I have some intersections with them, but I really don't have anything redundant in my heart Thoughts because I feel like I don't deserve it.

The girl next to me is at most 18 years old, maybe even younger. I am ten years younger than her. I really have no idea at all. I just want to borrow a book to read.

Occasionally, I can't control my hormones, but I think that sometimes I'm more decent, at least I won't change my ways, and I will fuck any woman with any means.

"You take it yourself." The girl said indifferently.

I flipped through it, found a math book, and slowly read it.

The book is very new, there is no trace of flipping on it, only the class number and name are written.

Shao Siqi.

It's a nice name, and it's very elegant, but I feel that the personality doesn't match the name.

Mathematics does not require special memorization, the focus is on understanding. Although I have not read the book for more than ten years, after all, I have studied it, and some things have been deeply imprinted in my mind. The depths of the memory were turned out and became familiar again.

Chapter 1 of the textbook is about solving triangles, the law of sine and the law of cosine. It is very simple. After a little familiarity with the formulas, the original memory will become clear and have an impression. After doing a few application examples, these theorems and formulas will become unbreakable.

After a while, I turned two pages.

"Can you understand?" Shao Siqi looked at me suspiciously.

"It's a very simple thing. I don't understand it. It's just a few formulas." I replied, "Do you have any scrap paper, can you lend me some? I came in a hurry and didn't bring anything with me." , By the way, do you have a pen, if you have more pens, lend me one."

There was only a pen on Shao Siqi's desk, and she gave it to me: "You are 30 years old, what are you still studying for? Even if you are admitted to university at your age, no company will ask for it after graduation."

"This has nothing to do with work. It's purely a personal pursuit. I've always wanted to go to college." I always feel that there is an essential difference between going to college and not going to college. Connotation and confidence.

And I really want to walk on the campus of the university as a student, go to the cafeteria, go to the library, sit in the classroom, or find a shady place and read a few books slowly. enjoy.

Maybe I didn't have this kind of feeling before, but after seeing Tang Wan again, and after seeing Wu Dong and the others, this kind of feeling arose, and it was extremely strong.

Many things can divide people into different groups, into two worlds, rich but not rich, tasteful but not tasteful, pursuits but not pursuits.

Having gone to college or not going to college also separates people.

During the class reunion, those who went to college talked about their interesting things and situations in school, and occasionally talked about how their classmates were doing in college, and those who did not go to college sat at another table and talked about their lives. Although they are still classmates, they can Actually many things have changed.

"You really just want to go to college, don't you want to go to college?" Shao Siqi looked at me.

I was a little caught off guard: "Do you think I look like a rich man?"

"I didn't expect you to be quite self-aware." Shao Siqi didn't know whether it was a compliment or a tease.

I read less than half of the book in one class, and did a dozen exercises. I feel pretty good, and the progress is very fast. Moreover, this is a textbook for the third year of high school. I can think of it when I look through the textbooks for the first and second grades of high school.

It will be faster to review the mathematics textbooks for the first and second grades later.

Maybe I will have a good ending in the college entrance examination in four or five months.

After school at noon, I went directly to the cafeteria, still holding the math book I read in the morning.

"Eggplant with minced meat, braised fish cubes, a bowl of steamed eggs, that's all three." I said to Shen Jin.

The business of the steamed vegetable restaurant is very good. There are a lot of people queuing up. There are two rows of [-] to [-] students queuing up, and there are more students coming. Shen Jin doesn't even have the time to chat with me. Help me After picking up the dishes, he greeted the next student.

I got my plate ready to go.

"You haven't paid yet." Suddenly a person reminded me.

I looked up, and Shao Siqi was standing beside me, staring at me, as if he had discovered something shameful.

I smiled, turned my head to look at Shen Jin, then pointed to Shao Siqi and said, "Don't accept this girl's money."

After I finished speaking, I found an empty seat with steamed vegetables and sat down, eating and reading at the same time.

Originally, I didn't like reading textbooks very much, I only liked reading novels, but now I can't stop holding the textbooks I hated, and I can't stop loving it, just like reading a favorite novel, I can't wait to read it Seeing the ending, it's okay to not sleep or rest.

"It turns out that you opened this steamed vegetable restaurant, and you said that you have no money." Shao Siqi sat opposite me with steamed vegetables, and seemed to blame me for lying to her, and the sound of putting the dishes and chopsticks was a bit loud.

"Can this be called rich?" I said.

Compared with the past, the income of the steamed vegetable restaurant is indeed very good. It stands to reason that I should be content, but the people around me, whether it is Su Ran, Tang Wan, or Tang Wangjun, or Wu Dong, Yu Lu, and Zhou Kai, they are all indifferent. They are richer than me, either have a house or a car, or start their own company, or even the rich second generation.

In such a comparison, the income of more than 2 yuan a month for a steamed vegetable restaurant cannot be considered high.

Especially in Wuchang, when I went to Uncle Su Ran’s house, the unit price of a 200-square-meter duplex was 5 to [-] yuan per square meter, which really scared me and made me see what a rich person is.

"At least richer than me." Shao Siqi said.

I smiled and didn't say anything. Shao Siqi's clothes were all famous brands. She may not have money, but at least her family's conditions must be good.I kind of understand why she doesn't need to study hard. Without pressure, she has no motivation. Shao Siqi lives too carefree.

"Are you married?" Shao Siqi suddenly asked me.

"I have two children, do you think I am married?" I asked back.

"It's so strange. You are married, have children, and have your own business. The income should be considered good. You still have to study and want to go to university. You are really self-motivated. I admire you." Shao Siqi sighed , By the way, I picked out the peppers in the bowl, very seriously.

I laughed in my heart, someone actually praised me for being progressive. If Tang Wangjun heard this, I don’t know how he would feel. My behavior is not considered as progressive at all, because my purpose of going to college is to fulfill my dream, or to fulfill my dream. The obsession in my heart.

"You have such good conditions now, you should study hard. There is still a difference between going to college and not going to college." I casually persuaded Shao Siqi.

"Thank you." Shao Siqi pursed her lips. Although she said thank you, her expression was disapproving, and she didn't listen at all.

I shook my head, didn't speak, and read a book while eating.

I was a little surprised that Shao Siqi wasn't there in the afternoon. The teacher in charge of the class didn't say anything when he saw this situation. Could it be that he has become accustomed to it, so he doesn't bother to care about it?
It's a pity that such a beautiful girl doesn't study hard and use knowledge to edify herself, but this is someone else's business, and I don't like to talk too much. I still read books silently according to my own plan.

By the time school was over, I had read Chapter 3 inequalities, and I had done some sample problems. I chose four or five sample problems in each chapter, and the effect was not bad.

(End of this chapter)