sleepless tonight

Chapter 2 You're a Waste

"Are you my wife?" I asked.

Tong Wangjun has a straight nose, shawl-shaved hair with slightly curly ends, wearing a white-collar formal suit, carrying a leather bag, and exudes the style of a successful urban female white-collar worker.

Compared with the confused expression in the photo, Tong Wangjun is very confident at this time.

From the outside, it is completely impossible to tell that Tong Wangjun has given birth to two children, one of whom is eight years old.

"Chen Jin, is it interesting for you to be so clever?" Tong Wangjun glanced at me, "We are divorced, and there is nothing between you and me. I am not your wife, and you are not my husband. Can you grow up?" ? Don't always play these little tricks?"

Being told by a woman that I can't make progress, I can't hold back my face, and my face turns cold instantly.

"Since we're divorced, why are you here?" I said.

"Did you lose your mind from drinking?" Tong Wangjun glanced at me, "When we signed the divorce agreement, we already stated that I have the right to visit A ​​Ke and Xiao Le at any time, and you don't care."

And this agreement?

I saw that what Tong Wangjun said was formal, it didn't look like it was fake. Besides, although she didn't like me and felt that I was not motivated, at least her two daughters were also her flesh and blood, so it was not surprising that there was such an agreement.

"Then you should make a phone call in advance. After all, we are not husband and wife now. What's the matter if you came to my house without my permission?" I can't give up in front of women, let alone a beautiful woman woman, I must hold her down.

Tong Wangjun took a few glances, his expression was like looking at a fool.

"Why, did I say something wrong? Shouldn't I say hello in advance when I go to someone's home?" My memory was completely blank, I was a little guilty, and my voice was a little louder.

"You're right, you do have to say hello in advance when you come to other people's homes." Tong Wangjun pushed me away, walked to the baby's bed, and picked up Chen Le, who was woken up, "However, you may have forgotten that the rent of this house is I paid, and I rent the place you live in now."

"Is this house rented?" I asked in surprise.

"It's not rented, could it be that you bought it?" Tong Wangjun coaxed the crying Chen Le, and glanced at me, "If you have this ability, this backbone, and know how to make progress, I will not be able to divorce you."

I couldn't refute a word that was said.

At the age of more than 20 years old, even a [-]-square-meter house still needs to be rented, and it is money given by a woman. I am really miserable.But after thinking about it again, I felt wrong.

My parents are both old workers. After being laid off, they started a small business and opened a teahouse. They are not considered rich, but when they were with me, they had more than 100 million deposits.

Every month, the tea house in my family has an income of 1 yuan. In addition to me, there is a younger sister in the family. My parents love me very much. The money is used for me to buy an off-plan house in the city. It is no problem to pay a down payment. It doesn't make sense to say that I will have to rely on women to rent a house to live.

"Don't lie to me. My family is not short of money. My parents love me very much. How can I rent a house instead of paying a down payment to buy a house in the city when I get married?" I retorted.

Tong Wangjun stared at me, which made me a little guilty.

"I don't know if you really forgot, or if you're just pretending to be crazy here." Tong Wangjun sighed, and stared at me with a look of resentment, "Your family does have some money, but it's all for you to eat, drink and have fun. It's all over, you not only eat, drink and play, but also gamble, and in the end your parents paid off the 200 million gambling debts for you, and even sold the teahouse."

I was stunned.

The words Tong Wangjun said were like depth charges, which stunned me.

"Please explain to me, what is going on? How can I participate in gambling?" I desperately want to find out the truth.

"Don't you know what you did, do you still need me to explain? I have advised you so many times not to be contaminated with those things, but you commit them again and again. You are really irresponsible." Tong Wangjun Emotions were agitated, but calmed down after a while.

This kind of quarrel obviously happened more than once, Tong Wangjun obviously gave up on me long ago.

"The child is hungry, you go out." Tong Wangjun unbuttoned his jacket while speaking.

The child is only one year old, and Tong Wangjun has plenty of milk.

I was still in the shock of the news and refused to move.

"Are you still going out?" Seeing that I didn't move, Tong Wangjun gave me a sidelong glance.

"I'm a little confused, and I can't remember many things. Tell me, what's going on, how can I gamble?" Do something like that?"

"Stop pretending, every time you quarreled before, you put on this shameless look, and now you're repeating the old trick, I'm sorry, I've seen enough, I won't be fooled again." Tong Wangjun turned his back, breastfeeding child.

"You are not worthy of being a husband. I have given you opportunities again and again, and you don't cherish them. You are not worthy of being a father either. Take a look at this room, what kind of mess is it? There are only two kinds of vegetables on the table, and Ah Ke is growing up , you give her such a meal?"

"You are such a piece of trash."

Tong Wangjun's words hit my chest fiercely, as if something was holding my heart, suffocating me so much that I wished I could take it out to breathe.

Distraught, he went out the door, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and sat down in the stairwell.

The lingering smoke surrounded my eyes, and my eyes were a little confused.

I don't even have money for the baby's milk powder, the place I live in is rented by a woman, and I can't pay the ten yuan donation fee for my eldest daughter to go to school. I don't even have breakfast, and I don't even have the money to buy a steamed stuffed bun.

Why am I so useless?

Exhaling the turbid air out of my mouth, looking at the white ash peeled off from the wall and some mildew spots, my eyes were a little sore, and I felt that I was really useless.

Tong Wangjun is right in scolding me, I am indeed a waste, I can't even take care of my own woman well.

Guessing that Tong Wangjun is almost ready, I pushed the door open and entered the room.

However, when I saw Tong Wangjun, I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart.

In the eyes of this woman, I am a trash, a waste.I wanted to refute, but I couldn't produce the strength to refute. I was a little afraid to see the look in her eyes when she looked at me.

Half of disgust, and half of pity.

Tong Wangjun had finished breastfeeding the baby, and Chen Le fell asleep on her shoulder.

"Here is 3000 yuan, you take it." After putting Chen Le into the stroller, Tong Wangjun took out a wad of money from the bag and handed it to me.

"What do you mean?" I frowned.

"When I was feeding Xiao Le just now, she was so hungry that it hurt me to bite her. I'll give you the money, so you can buy some milk powder." Tong Wangjun said, "If you hadn't promised me that you would take good care of her. Ke and Xiao Le, I really shouldn't have given you the custody of the two of them."

"Take it." I didn't answer, "I can make money, I don't need money from you."

"Can you be more mature?" Tong Wangjun pointed to Chen Le in the baby's bed, "Xiao Le is so hungry, and you are still talking about your poor self-esteem at this time? You want to be educated but not educated, and you can't bear hardships, why? To make money?"

"What's wrong with not having a degree? I still have the strength. At worst, I can go to the construction site to move bricks. I can support me and my two daughters, so you don't need to worry about it." I said.

"Are you going to the construction site?" Tong Wangjun glanced at me, said nothing more, put the money on the table and left.

The look in Tong Wangjun's eyes made me very hurt, it was so disdainful.

And her action of putting money, in my opinion, is charity.

I grabbed the money on the table and chased it out.

"I don't need your charity, even if I go to sell blood, I will support both of them." I stuffed the money into Tong Wangjun's bag, but she was still struggling, "We are already divorced, it doesn't matter, take you money to go."

"Okay, that's what you said. Next time I come here, if A Ke and Xiao Le are still like this, I will sue the court and ask for their custody rights back." Tong Wang said, taking a deep look at me , and left.

From the look in Tong Wangjun's eyes, I could see that what he said was not a lie. I was upset, sat on the steps, took out the cigarette in my pocket, took out one, stuffed it into my mouth and lit it.

Xiao Le is only one year old and has no breast milk, so she has to buy milk powder, which requires money. Where can I get this money immediately?
Are you really going to sell blood?
The sound of high-heeled shoes came from under the stairs, and I looked up.

A 24-year-old woman went upstairs with a baby in her arms. The woman had fair skin and was wearing a white windbreaker. She wore high leather boots and wore a Korean hairstyle. She was very intellectual.

The S-shaped curve, the high chest, almost burst the turtleneck sweater.

But his face was a little cold.

(End of this chapter)