sleepless tonight

Chapter 261 is not good
"Isn't there a hotel near here? Just find one to live in. You don't need to drive. It's a bit troublesome." I called Su Ran.

"I'll take you to a good hotel." Su Ran looked back at me and went to the garage.

I was waiting for Su Ran by the side of the road, my heart was tickled by what she just said.

Good hotel, Su Ran actually wants to take me to a specific hotel. Could it be that she wants to leave some memories in that hotel, or that the hotel is more interesting?
The car drove out and I sat in it.

Half an hour later, the car drove to a secluded place. The road was lined with trees and there was a lake. Su Ran actually drove the car to the East Lake.

But it's okay, it's not the place where I helped Sister Tang Wan clean the villa that day.

The car stopped in front of a hotel with a unique shape, and I got out of the car with Su Ran, and got a room at the front desk.

"Are you sleepy?" Su Ran asked me, "Can you walk with me for a while?"

"Okay." I was a little surprised, but I quickly nodded in agreement.

Su Ran and I turned around and left the hotel, walking slowly along the East Lake path.

The lights are very dim, the leaves are rustling under the night wind, the light in some corners cannot reach there, the depth is bottomless, and there is no one around.

"Our family used to come here occasionally to play for a few days, and we would walk slowly along the path like this while enjoying the shade." Su Ran said.

"Is it your father and your mother with you?" I asked her.

"Well, we are a family. At that time, the family conditions were not very good, but my father would take my mother and me out to play, and I stayed in this hotel every time." Su Ran nodded, "At that time, my father took Holding my left hand, my mother is holding my right hand, really happy."

"Have you ever visited your mother?" I asked Su Ran.

"She didn't even come back from my father's funeral, and she was still playing outside. Why did I go to her? My father worked hard for her, and often took time to take me and her out to play, but she left me and my father I'm gone, I won't look for her." Su Ran stopped walking and turned to look at me, "Chen Jin, thank you."

"Thank me for what I did, and I didn't do anything." I think Su Ran's words are a bit strange, why would he suddenly say thank you.

"You accompany me to work overtime. I really appreciate you. You make me feel as if my father is still by my side, taking care of me and caring about me." Su Ran said, "Actually, when I first met you, I hated you. yours."

"I know." I nodded, "I can't even take care of my two children. I want to ask you to borrow rice, and I even talk back to you from time to time. It's normal for you to hate me."

"Looking at you, A Ke, and Xiao Le, I'm really envious of how happy your family is." Su Ran said, "Then I thought, a father who loves his daughter so much is definitely not a bad person, so you say When you want to stay with me temporarily, I actually believe in you."

"Daughters are father's caring little padded jackets. Of course I will love them very much and take care of them. You will do the same. Your father must treat you the same way." I said.

Logan looked a little sad: "But she's not here anymore."

Logan's abnormal situation today should be because she thought of her father, so she suddenly wanted to come and take a look.

"And me, I will take care of you." I blurted out.

Su Ran smiled at me: "Thank you, let's go back."

Su Ran didn't respond to me directly. I don't know what she meant by thank you. When a man said the words "will take care of you", the meaning should be obvious. Logan is so smart, she should be able to understand.

But she said nothing.

This scene seems familiar, and it happened to me and Logan, but the difference is that when facing Logan, I wrongly chose to use actions instead of words, but in the end, the two of them had a rift, and a misunderstanding took eight or nine years. time to reveal the mystery.

The fate is missed, and when we meet again, the person is still the same person, but many things have not been restored to the past.

Emotions are not like old wine, the more they age, the more flavorful they become, and the emotions will deteriorate.

This time I impulsively replaced actions with words, and told Su Ran that I wanted to take care of her, but Su Ran didn't seem to express anything.

Is it a refusal, or the expression is wrong, or Su Ran didn't understand what I said?
I thought about it, Tang Wan and I had lessons learned from the past, and I could learn from it. I wondered if I should explain it to Su Ran, saying that I like her, that I will take care of her, and let her be my girlfriend.

But I thought about it, and I still didn't say it out, not because I was embarrassed or shy.

I feel that I haven't dealt with the emotional issues with Tong Wangjun and Tang Wan, so it would be irresponsible to rashly say that I like Su Ran.

Su Ran is such a good girl, she shouldn't be hurt, she is a flower, a pure white flower, not stained at all, I can't reach her before I wipe my hands clean.

Although sometimes I have the urge to press her on the bed, or even let her lie on the desk, to conquer her, but I hope that Su Ran will be happy, that Su Ran will not encounter Tong Wangjun and Logan's situation.

Loving someone should not mean wanting to take her as your own, or it is understandable to have the urge to take her for yourself, but you should control this urge, and more importantly, let the other person be happy.

It's not done deliberately, but a feeling that arises spontaneously.

"Do you want to go up and rest with me?" When I reached the hotel entrance, I asked Su Ran, "It's very late, and you won't be able to sleep for a few hours if you go back, why don't you just rest here, don't worry, I won't do anything to you What."

"Okay." Su Ran nodded.

Su Ran and I entered the hotel, went upstairs, opened the door to the room, took a simple shower and lay down on the bed.

There is only one bed, a 1 meter bed, and a window facing the East Lake. This room was told by Su Ran to the waiter at the front desk.

"When our family stayed in this hotel before, we booked this room, and we could see the lake from here." Su Ran turned to me and said, "This room has the best view in the entire hotel."

"I will buy this hotel when I have money in the future, and make a rule that this room is not for sale, and it will only be for you to live in alone." I said.

Su Ran smiled: "This hotel is a chain hotel, it's not easy for you to buy it."

"It's all about human effort. You have to set a small goal for yourself. My small goal now is to open one hundred steamed food restaurants in Wuchang." I said boldly, "I will complete this goal within three years."

"If you can really buy it, let's sell it to the outside world." Su Ran said.

"Why, why don't you just leave it alone and think about it?" I said.

"It's sold to the outside world, but only for families with children, so that this room will be more interesting, and make this room always feel like home, so that it will be more thoughtful and meaningful." Su Ran said slowly Say.

Her artistic conception is very high, I nodded and agreed with her: "You are right, this is more meaningful, and makes people feel more thoughtful."

"I'm sleepy, go to sleep." Su Ran said.

"Okay." I nodded and closed my eyes.

Smelling the faint fragrance of Su Ran's body, I am very satisfied with her by my side, and I have no distracting thoughts in my heart.

"Can you hug me?" Su Ran asked suddenly.

I opened my eyes and didn't understand what Su Ran meant. Could it be that she wanted to give it to me tonight?She talks to me so much, it's all foreplay, she explodes, wants to give me her first time in this meaningful place?

"Not so good. This is the room where you, your father, and your mother lived together. It is disrespectful to your father and not appropriate for us to do such things in this room." I said.

Su Ran came over and hugged me involuntarily: "Don't move, just like this, this will make me feel that Dad is still by my side."

I was stunned for a moment, raised my hand and patted Su Ran's back, pulled some quilts to cover her, didn't move, smelled sweet, hugging nephrite, I had no other thoughts and fell asleep.

When I got up, my hands were a little numb, but Su Ran was gone. There was breakfast on the bedside cabinet, and a note: "I'm off to work, so I can't accompany you. You can go around after breakfast."

(End of this chapter)