sleepless tonight

Chapter 284 Ruined Her Life

"Why should I take pictures?" Tang Xin raised her head and asked me.

"When I was cleaning just now, you took a video on the side. Now that the meal is ready, you can also take a photo." I said.

"There's something wrong." Tang Xin glanced at me and sat down, picked up a piece of eggplant, and tasted it, "What is this, it tastes good."

"Eggplant." I said.

"Eggplant?" Tang Xin put the half-bitten eggplant in front of her and looked at it, "There is meat inside, what is the meat sandwiched, eggplant?"

"Yes, it's eggplant. Slice the eggplant, stuff it with meat, then wrap it in a layer of flour with eggs, put it in oil and fry it. Eat the eggplant while it's hot. If you like it, eat more A little bit, it will be soft when it cools down, not crispy." I nodded.

After dinner, I cleaned up the dishes and went back to my room to sleep.

When I entered the room, I found that the bed seemed to have been slept by someone. This room was not empty before, and someone lived there.

"Xiao Wan slept in the bed inside, but she didn't sleep for long, only a few nights. If you don't like it, you can wash the sheets and quilts yourself." Tang Xin went downstairs and told me.

"It's okay, let's sleep if you have slept." I smiled and didn't care, Tang Xin still had coffee in his hand, "You still drink coffee so late, will you be able to sleep later?"

"It's become a habit. I can't sleep well without a cup of coffee at night." Tang Xin said, "It's still early, and my sleep quality is not very good, so I have to go to bed very late to sleep more deeply. You Would you like to come over for a drink?"

"Okay." I nodded and walked over.

After a while, I didn't see Tang Xin making coffee for me. She seemed to be aware of my intentions, and said with a hint of sarcasm, "If you want to drink, make it yourself, and expect me to make coffee for you? How is that possible."

I made a cup of coffee, sat opposite Tang Xin, and drank it slowly.

In fact, I don't like drinking coffee very much. Compared with coffee, I prefer to drink tea. Drinking too much coffee is not good, but tea is good for the human body.

The reason why I listened to Tang Xin's words and made a cup of coffee was because I wanted to accompany her, to have a reason to sit here, and to hear some news about Logan from her.

It had already been decided to take this opportunity to break off the relationship with Tang Wan, and they would no longer have contact with each other in the future, each pursuing their own lives, no longer torturing each other, and no longer interacting with each other.

But let me come here, see this villa, see Tang Xin who has a relationship with Logan, all my thoughts are fragmented, I still can't help but think of Logan, and I can't help but want to find out some news about her , I want to know if she is doing well, and I want to know how she treats me.

I am embarrassed to call Logan, and Tang Xin is the middleman, so it will be easier for me to accept some information about Logan from Tang Xin.

Perhaps these coincidences one after another are God's hint that the relationship between me and Logan is not completely over?
I'm not sure, I don't know.

"I am five years older than Xiaowan. When she was in elementary school, I went to junior high school. When she was in junior high school, I went to high school. When she went to high school, I had already entered university and was about to work. But we sisters have a very strong relationship. Well, she usually tells me everything, especially when she was in high school, she often mentioned you to me." Tang Xin put down the coffee in her hand and told me.

Tang Xin asked me to come over for coffee, maybe there was something she wanted to say to me, I listened quietly, these things Logan never told me.

Tang Wan chatted with me about some things in school, getting along with a certain classmate was more pleasant, and getting along with a certain classmate was unpleasant, and even showed me the love letter written by Zhou Kai to her, but about her family, Tang Wan It was never mentioned to me, and I never asked.

I didn't even know they had a sister until high school.

"In the content of her chat with me, eight out of ten sentences are about you, or she walks with you at night, goes to the supermarket and you buy her a cup of milk tea, or you two study together, you do the questions Soon, very smart, she admires you very much, or there is a sudden conflict between you two, you ignore her for several days, don't talk to her, she wants to find a reason to forgive you but can't find it, or Let me help you make up your mind and ask me what to do." Tang Xin said slowly.

Some things about me and Logan came to my mind again. I didn't expect that when Logan was also confused, she never told me these things, and all she told me was that time when I took the initiative to hug her, but didn't open my mouth to let her go. She is my girlfriend.

I didn't expect that she would tell her sister about the details of my high school life with her.

"She talked about hanging out with you and was very happy when shopping together, but she was very sad when she told me that she had a conflict with you. When a girl chats with others, more than half of the content is another Boy, it means that this girl must have fallen in love with this boy, not to mention that Xiaowan's emotions are often related to you, and I knew at that time that Xiaowan must have fallen in love with you." Tang Xin glanced at me.

"I didn't have any thoughts about you at the beginning, and I even had some expectations. I thought that the boy Xiaowan liked must be very capable. I even told Xiaowan to bring you to me after the summer vacation. , let me get to know you."

"But I didn't expect that after the college entrance examination, Xiaowan came to me crying. She locked herself in the room alone without eating or drinking, just crying. No matter who told her, it was useless. I just knew you two Something must have gone wrong, and after I inquired again, I found out that you were actually married to another woman." Tang Xin took a sip of coffee and looked at me, "I know you must have a hard time, otherwise, how could you be 18 years old? Will get married?"

I looked up at Tang Xin, unexpectedly she could understand me.

"But you have difficulties, which cannot smooth out the pain you caused Xiaowan, and most of your difficulties are caused by yourself. You hurt Xiaowan because of your own behavior, and let her suffer such pain, don't you Shouldn't you be responsible?" Tang Xin asked me.

"It's true that I'm sorry for her, and I don't want to look like that, but I can't help it." I said.

"Is there any way you have nothing to do with me? I just hope that Xiaowan will be fine and happy, but since then she seems to have changed, becoming very sensitive and suspicious , although the performance is not obvious, but I can still see that she will think too much because of a certain action or certain words of others, which is not the case in the past, she is very cheerful." Tang Xin said, "All this They all show that her heart was hurt very much, which left her with sequelae. When she was in college, she had the opportunity to study abroad. At that time, I thought, maybe I can take advantage of that opportunity to go abroad for a while and stay for a while. Time may heal the wound in my heart, and I will be able to forget you."

"But she insisted on coming back to the small city you were in. Although I didn't approve of it, I didn't forcibly stop her. There was still a thought in my heart. Maybe after so many years, when you two meet again I can feel relieved, and the pimple in Xiaowan's heart can also be eliminated, but I didn't expect it to develop into this way in the end, and the harm you caused to Xiaowan again made her have to go abroad to escape."

"It's all because of you that Xiaowan went abroad. Her uterus was injured, and she may never have children again. Her body and mind have been hurt. How can you let him live abroad alone?"

"I quit my previous job and came to Wuchang to teach at Wuhan University. I originally wanted to take care of Xiaowan nearby, but I didn't expect Xiaowan to go abroad anyway. You ruined her life."

"I don't want to either," I said.

Tang Xin suddenly picked up the coffee on the table and splashed it on my face: "You don't want to? Could it be that Xiaowan committed the crime herself, and she caused all of this. Are you not responsible at all? Scumbag! You don't want to be You can use excuses to shirk responsibility, if you really don’t want to, just tell her yourself that you don’t love her, don’t give her illusions.”

(End of this chapter)