sleepless tonight

Chapter 375 Accompany me to the hospital

"That's not what I mean. I mean that Zhou Kai might think clearly, stop dating Tang Xin, and love you wholeheartedly." I said.

"Do you think it's possible?" Yu Lu asked back, "Even if he really doesn't associate with Tang Xin and cuts ties with Tang Xin, but after I know about it, I have a feeling in my heart. It's impossible to be as harmonious as before, but how can I treat him with a normal attitude? How can I love him wholeheartedly?"

I fell silent, not knowing how to answer Yu Lu.

"When you met him at school that day, you called Zhou Kai aside alone, and what did you say to him? Did you tell him about my pregnancy?" Yu Lu asked me.

"Yes, I told him." I nodded, "I asked him to think carefully."

"But he obviously didn't listen to you. He doesn't care about the child in my womb, nor me. What he cares about is Tang Xin. Maybe it's not Tang Xin, but Tang Wan." Yu Lu said, "Zhou Kai has never thought about it. Forget about Tang Wan, Tang Wan rejected him, but he got together with Tang Wan's sister Tang Xin, Tang Xin has a shadow of Tang Wan."

Yu Lu squatted down: "Chen Jin, why am I so humble, why do I live so pitifully, I give all my love to Zhou Kai, for him wholeheartedly, love him wholeheartedly, I can't tolerate other men in my heart, but Why does he just refuse to give me a little bit of his heart, and treat me like this?"

I squatted down and patted Yu Lu on the back: "You are very good, maybe it is because you are so kind to him that he is so dissatisfied and wants to be with other women, not you It has nothing to do with you, it's all Zhou Kai's fault, it's because he doesn't know how to cherish you."

Yu Lu was crying, my consolation seemed very pale, I could not give her much help, I was quietly by her side, watching her sad, but there was nothing I could do.

Human life is really too painful, betrayal, responsibility, pain, everything is unbearable, but life will not stop coming to you just because you don't want to bear these things.

As long as people live, these problems will never be avoided.If you don't look for it, it will come to you on its own initiative.

That's why there are so many people unable to withstand the pressure, falling out of love and jumping off the building, refusing to accept the unwanted result at the cost of their lives, Ge Xiaolun is like this.

It is said that even if you have the courage to die, how can you not survive, but sometimes living is more uncomfortable than dying.

The sky is getting gloomy, the wind is getting stronger, some raindrops are falling, I can no longer be silently by Yu Lu's side without doing anything, and I can't let her get wet in the rain: "Let's go, let's sit in the car." a little while."

Yu Lu still squatted on the ground, twisted her arms, and didn't want to go into the car with me.

"You will catch a cold if you are exposed to the rain like this. You still have a child in your belly. Whether it is for you or the child in your belly, go sit in the car for a while now. You have emotions to vent and feelings to vent. Get in the car Go, don't stay here." I took Yu Lu's arm.

Yu Lu stood up suddenly and looked up at me: "Chen Jin, why don't you accompany me to the hospital."

"What are you going to the hospital for?" I wondered.

"I don't want the baby in my stomach anymore," Yu Lu said.

I was taken aback: "Don't talk nonsense, the matter has not reached this point yet, there is no need to make a decision in such a hurry, I will call Zhou Kai and ask him and Tang Xin to come over, in front of you and me, Let him make a choice, and he will definitely choose you. You have been with him for nearly ten years, and you have paid so much to him. When other boys chase you, you don’t even look at them. He is the only one in your eyes, and he can feel it. He can also understand your dedication, and he will definitely choose you."

The rain fell and hit Yu Lu, but she still refused to leave, so I was a little anxious: "Get in the car, don't stay here anymore."

"You promise me, I'll get in the car with you." Yu Lu said.

"How can you use this as a means of coercion? You should discuss this matter with Zhou Kai, not with me." I said, a little angry, "The child in your stomach is not mine, how can I replace Zhou Kai?" Decide?"

"Do you promise me?" Yu Lu looked at me.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and when it hit her body, her clothes were soon wet and her eyes became blurred. Yu Lu was pregnant, so standing in the heavy rain like this would definitely not work, so I agreed first: "Okay, I promise you, get in the car first Bar."

I pulled Yu Lu into the car, and I handed her a tissue: "Wipe off the water on your body."

Yu Lu took some paper towels to wipe off the water stains on her body: "Let's drive and go to the hospital."

"Didn't you mean it?" I looked back at her, "You really should discuss this matter with Zhou Kai, don't be so impulsive, let yourself calm down, otherwise you will really go to the hospital and take the child away It’s too late to regret it.”

"I'm very calm." Yu Lu said, "Actually, I noticed something was wrong in school that day, and I had doubts in my heart, but you testified that Zhou Kai and Tang Xin met by coincidence. I believed you."

When Yu Lu said this, she glanced at me. Her eyes made me feel ashamed and ashamed. She is my best friend. She believed in me, but I lied to her.

Although I think this is a white lie, but no matter what, a lie is a lie, no matter if it is well-intentioned or malicious, no matter what kind of cloak it puts on the lie, it is always a lie.

"You men all have the same virtue. You feel that if you play outside and take care of yourself, women should forgive and shouldn't make trouble for no reason. Do you have this kind of mentality, so you and Zhou Kai cheated on me together? , I feel that even if I find out later, it doesn’t matter, I can only accept my fate, otherwise, is it really possible to get divorced?” Yu Lu’s words were full of sarcasm.

"That's not what I mean, I just think that you and Zhou Kai have been in love for more than ten years after all, if this is going to happen, both of you must be sad." I said.

"Don't always mention that I have been in love with Zhou Kai for more than ten years. Think about yourself, put yourself in my shoes and think about it. You and Tang Wan have been in love for so many years. What happened?" My situation was a little bit Embarrassing, it seems that it is not suitable to persuade Yu Lu in this way, as long as she mentions it, she will use me and Tang Wan as examples, and I have no way to refute.

"But the child is the business of the two of you, so it's not appropriate for you to take it out alone?" I still think Yu Lu should think about it more carefully.

"Do you think it's necessary to discuss it with him? It's not like he doesn't know about my pregnancy. You told him that day, but you have seen his behavior and attitude. He was with Tang Xin during the National Day. Go out, think I don't know, actually I know. I gave him a chance, you gave him a chance, but he just threw it away, he doesn't care about the baby in my belly, why should I go to him to discuss it ?” Yu Lu said, “My persistence these years is a joke, you don’t need to persuade me anymore, if you don’t accompany me, I can do it by myself.”

Yu Lu wants to get off the car.

"I'll go with you, don't get out of the car." I hurriedly stopped her, the sight was blurred under such heavy rain, and Yu Lu was in such a state, if I really wanted to get out of the car, in case of an accident on the road, I would I will feel guilty and painful for a lifetime.

"Then just drive and stop talking nonsense." Yu Lu said.

"What do you plan to do after the lost child?" I asked.

"Divorce, what else can I do? People have to live. No matter what kind of blows they encounter, they should continue to live hard. Don't worry, I'm not that fragile." Yu Lu said that she wanted to live, but let her People feel that she is walking in the quagmire, every step is full of hardships, unable to lift her feet, "The past ten years of hard work should be regarded as a mistake. I have been living in dreams and spent it in self-deception. Now This dream finally woke up, although it was a little late and cruel, but I finally woke up. In love, it is only the contribution of one party, and the heat of one side is really useless. It is ridiculous. I thought I had changed Xu Heng. It’s all wishful thinking on my part to think I’m getting the same reward for my efforts.”

(End of this chapter)