sleepless tonight

Chapter 438 I'm really a scumbag

"Only when you are in it will you know that things are not easy, and you will have completely different feelings. My idea before was wrong. I thought that as long as two people love each other, some shackles around them should be thrown away. It doesn't matter whether they get married or not. It doesn't matter if you don't have a marriage certificate, but now that you're really together with Zhou Kai, and you're really involved in marriage issues with Zhou Kai, there is no Yu Lu in between, so I realize that my previous thoughts were a bit too taken for granted. "Tang Xin said, "Perhaps if I hadn't been found out that the uterine wall is too thin, I could still stick to my previous beliefs, but now that my body is in trouble, all my confidence is gone. Only after getting a guarantee, I thought about marrying Zhou Kai, and used such a marriage certificate to strengthen the relationship between me and him."

I think Tang Xin's analysis is very accurate and she understands it very clearly. From an outsider's point of view, some things are very easy and simple, just like those trolls on the Internet. Always stand on the commanding heights of morality, think what the person concerned should do, if he is in that position, he will definitely do what he will do, and he will definitely not make mistakes.

But when faced with the same problem as the client, his actions may not be as good as the client, and may be even more unbearable.

Tang Xin's thinking in the past was no different from those trolls on the Internet. He felt that the matter was very simple, and that he would handle it. When he was in that position, he would definitely be able to solve the matter more perfectly.

It turned out that Tang Xin couldn't do it.

"Before Zhou Kai and Yu Lu were not divorced, you told me that there was no relationship between Zhou Kai and Yu Lu. Even if there was a marriage certificate to maintain it, it was useless. They would separate sooner or later. Now you and Zhou Kai are not Is it the same? You want to bind him with a marriage certificate, but there is no relationship between you two, how can you bind him with a marriage certificate?" I looked at Tang Xin, "Zhou Kai is not with you because Like you, you misunderstood him from the very beginning, and you also misunderstood your feelings. He regarded you as Logan, so he was with you. He couldn’t get Logan, and he regarded you as Logan’s substitute. If you are obsessed with your obsession, don't continue to fall into it, get out of it as soon as possible, before the time is still early, there is still time."

"I don't believe that he has no feelings for me. I am a real person. I look a little like Xiaowan, but I am not twins. There is a big difference. I am an independent person. How could he regard me as Xiaowan? The reason why he refused to marry me was because I didn't have any children of my own, if I had children, he would definitely not refuse." Tang Xin said.

"If you really think so, then you can continue to stay with him, get out of the car, I'm leaving." I don't have time to enlighten Tang Xin here, and I don't have any thoughts of pulling her out of the quagmire .

You can never wake up a person who is pretending to be asleep. Since Tang Xin wants to continue pretending to be asleep, let her fall asleep. I just said it in passing, and if she doesn't listen, she won't listen.

Su Mo is still at home. I don't know if Su Mo is sober. I left her alone in the room. I am a little worried. I am worried that she will mess around at home after sobering up. I have to go back early.

"Have you contacted Xiao Wan during this period? Do you know how she is doing recently?" Tang Xin was still sitting in the car.

"I have contacted her. She has a cold, but she has been checked at the hospital. There is no problem. What's the matter? Haven't you contacted her?" I said.

"If Xiao Wan had your child, what would you do? Would you go abroad to bring her back and marry her?" Tang Xin asked me.

I was a little surprised how Tang Xin asked such a topic: "Your assumption has no basis at all, and it's not like you don't know that she has a damaged uterus just like you, and she can't conceive a child. How could she have my child."

"When she returned to China, were you two together?" Tang Xin asked me again.

"This is a matter between me and her. You have nothing to do with it, and I have no obligation to tell you." I was a little impatient, feeling a little irritable. Tang Xin always said something that I didn't understand, "Hurry up and get down!" car."

"Fate is really tricky. There are some things that you should pay more attention to and observe more." Tang Xin got out of the car and said some inexplicable words.

I ignored her, turned the car around, and drove directly out of the villa and back to the place where I lived.

But Tang Xin's words kept reverberating in my mind. Adding to what Logan said when I was in contact with Logan last time, I was a little puzzled: Could it be that Logan is pregnant?

This thought came to my mind, and I immediately shook my head to deny it. Impossible doctors have already said that Logan's uterus is damaged, and it is very likely that she will not conceive. This is just a euphemism, since the doctor said so Yes, the actual meaning should be that Logan could not conceive.

I can't believe that Logan and I just had sex once, and I got her pregnant so badly.

If so, it would be absurd.

When I got home, I went into the room and looked. The quilt was a bit messy. Su Mo was gone. I searched around and found that Su Mo had really left.

I sat on the bed and looked at my phone. I lit another cigarette for myself. What Tang Xin said to me was still in my mind. Finally, I picked up the phone and sent Tang Wan a message: "You Have you ever felt unwell recently?"

I really have some fears, and some regrets, why did I agree when Logan said she wanted to have sex with me, why I just couldn't control myself.

I was even thinking, doubting myself, that the relationship with Tong Wangjun was really just because I was drunk and went to the wrong room, so the relationship happened out of nowhere?
Did I do that to Tong Wangjun directly when my hormones were up through the strength of alcohol, and it wasn't just because I was drunk and went to the wrong room?
I suddenly hated myself a little bit, and the thoughts of hating me were too strong, and I couldn't control myself and wanted to vent.

, He is like this with Tong Wangjun, and he is like this with Tang Wan, even when facing Su Ran, he has the same idea.

"Why do you suddenly care about me? What aspect of discomfort are you talking about?" Logan texted me back.

"Do you feel very tired, want to sleep, and can't get up to do anything?" I asked cautiously.

"Yes, these things have indeed happened recently." Tang Wan replied to me, "I don't have the energy to do anything."

My heart tightened, and I sent back a message to Tang Wan. My hands were shaking while typing: "Do you feel that you have no appetite, can't eat, want to eat sour or spicy food?"

"Yes, I like to eat sour ones, and I also eat spicy ones." Logan quickly replied to me.

I felt a little parched, all my previous plans were disrupted, my heart was a little heavy, I closed my eyes, and slapped me hard, why did my slap have a relationship with Logan.

At this point, how to solve the problem?

I lit myself another cigarette.

"What's the matter, are you scared?" I didn't respond for a long time, and Logan sent me another message.

"What are you scared of? I'm not scared." I was a little flustered, and with the last chance of luck, I texted her back.

"The symptoms you asked about are all symptoms of pregnancy. Do you suspect that I am pregnant?" Tang Wan directly punctured the layer of paper.

"Are these all symptoms of pregnancy? I'm just asking casually. Don't think too much about it." I was a little afraid to face it. Looking at the words I typed, I felt that I was really what Tong Wangjun said, yes A scumbag, a complete scumbag, "When was your last period, and did you come during it?"

"I just came here a few days ago." Logan quickly returned to me.

Seeing her reply, I breathed a sigh of relief. At this moment, Logan sent me another message: "Are you feeling much more relaxed?"

I felt that my exhaled breath stopped for a moment, and Logan unexpectedly expected my reaction.

"No, you may have these symptoms because you have a cold?" I asked around, wanting to be more sure.

(End of this chapter)