sleepless tonight

Chapter 51 Resignation
"In the end, I don't know who will be cheaper, Liu Chuang or the one named Chen Jin."

"Hehe, does this still need to be said? It must be Chen Jin." The previous person laughed twice, "Chen Jin has not graduated from high school. Although our company is not a state-owned enterprise, it is not as good as a private company like Huawei Wanda. Which one of the company's is not a college degree?"

"This is the lowest threshold. The company will not consider those who are not graduates of 985 and 211 schools. In order to let Chen join the company, Tang Wan even had a fight with the company boss. Originally, the company boss always arranged for another person to join Logan group, but Logan refused and threatened to resign. If you say that there is nothing between the two of them, would you believe it?"

"It's such a pity that a top-notch woman like Logan would actually let Chen Jin go."

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I didn't hear the words clearly anymore. I never expected that Logan would pay so much for me to join the company, and even had a direct quarrel with the boss.

When I got out of the toilet, the two of them had already left, only the smell of cigarettes hadn't dissipated.

Throughout the day, I was a little absent-minded. Several times I really wanted to rush into Logan's office and ask her why she paid so much for me.

But she is very busy, there are always outsiders in the office.

After finally getting off work, there was no one in Logan's office, so I finally walked in.

"What's the matter?" Logan was still processing the documents and looked up at me.

"It's off work." I reminded, wanting Logan to stop and listen to me carefully.

"Well, it's time to get off work, you can go first, I still have something to take care of." Logan nodded.

I sat on the single sofa beside me, and decided to wait for Logan to finish dealing with the matter at hand before having a detailed talk with her.

Logan processed the documents for a while, and seeing that I hadn't left, she finally stopped writing: "Do you have something to tell me?"

"Yeah." I nodded and looked at Logan, "You really lack people, so you asked me to help you?"

"What do you mean?" Logan frowned.

"Logan, you really don't need to do this. You don't have to lie to me just because you feel sorry for me. I know you did this for my own good, but I really don't want it to be so good." I don't want to owe Logan anything.

"I didn't pity you. I told you a long time ago. I asked you to come to the company to help me because I didn't have many people around me who could be used, and I knew your ability, so I let you come here. " Logan finally understood what I meant.

"It turns out that you are indeed capable. You handled the one-day charity fund matter very well. Now Zheng Wensen's news has been on the Baidu hot search list, and it has been the first two days in a row. The popularity has weakened a bit. There's no sign of that."

Once doubt arises, it is like a flood, unstoppable.

At this moment, Tang Wan's explanation is useless to me at all, and I seem to have fallen into paranoia: "The minimum requirement for your company to recruit is 985,211 undergraduates, and I haven't even graduated from high school, how do you believe in my ability? "

I don't know why I am so paranoid. I am grateful to Logan when I heard that Logan had a dispute with the company boss in order to let me into the company.

But behind this gratitude, there seemed to be other emotions hidden.

What it is, I don't quite know.

"I know you and your abilities, so I'll use you. Is there any problem?" Logan asked.

"Do you know my ability? I am a high school student, what ability do I have? What you said is a bit too fake. I really don't need your sympathy. You do this, but it makes me feel like I am being pitied Normal." My voice was a little loud.

Outside the office, some people gathered around.

Before entering the office, I didn't want to have such a fierce quarrel with Logan, but I found that I couldn't control my temper.

"Chen Jin, you are too sensitive. You always feel that you haven't graduated from high school, and everyone else is from 985,211, [-] colleges, so you are inferior. You feel that everyone looks down on you and despises you." Logan ignored the outside of the office "But I didn't. I always knew you were very capable. As for arguing with the boss, this is a normal thing. I asked you to come in to help me. It seems that I have already said that when it comes to employing people, I have the right to make suggestions.”

I was silent.

I don't know if Logan's explanation is her true inner thoughts, but after listening to her explanation, I didn't feel relieved, instead I was still very blocked.

Regardless of whether I am capable or not, it is a fact that I did not graduate from high school. Logan's company has strict requirements for academic qualifications when recruiting, which is a hard target.

I will become someone's excuse to attack Logan, I don't want to stay here anymore.

This place is not for me.

From the moment I came in, it was actually quite a year ago. I was not on the same level as these people at all. Their communication methods and content were far from mine.

"I want to leave here after the charitable fund is dealt with one day." I said to Tang Wan.

Tired, I really feel tired.

Sitting on the desk that didn't belong to me, idly watching others busy, this feeling makes me feel embarrassed.

"Why don't you understand me?" Logan seemed to be exhausted of patience, but also seemed to be complaining.

"You never understood me either," I said.

"Okay, if you really want to leave, then go." Logan gave me a deep look, "You haven't thought about anything for me."

I don't agree with Logan's words. I chose to leave the company because of her consideration.

Without me as a handle, others would not slander her with words. Those foul words made me angry and ashamed. It was because of me that Logan provoked these things.

I'm not in the company, it's a good thing for her and me.

I didn't say what I heard in the toilet. I didn't want to spoil Logan's ears. Although she and I couldn't be together, I didn't want her to hear these dirty things.

"You didn't sign a contract with the company anyway, you can leave after one day the charity fund matters are dealt with," Tang Wan told me.

"Okay." I nodded.

Logan didn't speak any more, she looked down at the document.

I left the office without disturbing her.

Yang Wendi and the others are outside.

"Are you really going?" Yang Wendi looked at me.

The office is not very soundproof, it still has glass windows, I quarreled with Tang Wan, Yang Wendi and the others all heard it.

"Yeah." I nodded, "This place doesn't belong to me."

I had no desire to speak, and was very tired. I said goodbye to Yang Wendi and the others, and left the office building.

Standing in the distance, looking back at the office building, I still feel alienated. Such a high-end place does not belong to me from the very beginning, and staying there forcibly will only make myself uncomfortable.

Life, after all, is to find happiness and peace of mind, not to pursue discomfort.

That being the case, there is really no need for me to stay any longer. After dealing with the charity fund for a day, I should bid farewell to this place.

In the future, it may come, but definitely not in this way.

My life does not need to be exchanged by others at the price of sacrifice.

I didn't take the bus, Su Ran will definitely not come back at night, I am not in a hurry to cook, I am not interested in eating for the time being, I just want to walk quietly, smoke a cigarette, and let the cold wind sort out my sad emotions.

By the way, see if there is any suitable business.

If I don't work in Logan Company, I have to think about my future life, and I can't live in a muddle.

I also have two daughters.

When passing by a shopping mall, I saw an acquaintance.

Chen Chen, Ge Xiaolun, and an unknown woman.

The three of them stood in the cold wind, Chen Chen and Ge Xiaolun's emotions were not right, and the two seemed to be having conflicts again.

I'm going to walk over directly, and it's obviously not a good time to say hello to the two of them.

Ge Xiaolun turned his head and saw me.

I smiled at her, Ge Xiaolun turned away with his face still cold.

This is a good thing. I didn't expect her to talk to me. I was still upset and didn't want to talk.

Ge Xiaolun seemed to have said something to Chen Chen, and Chen Chen turned his head to look at me.

I have a good impression of Chen Chen, I happened to see it, and it's not far away, but it's a bit unreasonable to go there.

"What a coincidence, you are here too." I said with a smile, ready to say hello and leave.

"Brother Chen." Chen Chen called me and forced a smile.

"Okay, you guys go on shopping, I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first." After saying hello, I'm ready to leave.

"Don't you have something to tell Brother Chen?" Ge Xiaolun suddenly said.

(End of this chapter)