sleepless tonight

Chapter 555 I also chose this course

"Call me if you need anything. My cell phone is on 24 hours a day. You can call me anytime." Jiang Xiaoning told me.

"I know." I nodded.

The dishes came out quickly and three dishes were served, all of which were very light.

Not to mention delicious, Jiang Xiaoning took care of me, so I specially ordered these three dishes, I looked at her: "Do you like these three dishes? It's so light, can you eat it?"

"No problem, eating greasy things often, and eating light food once in a while is good for the stomach." Jiang Xiaoning picked up a chopstick of food, put it in his mouth, and said solemnly, "It's delicious."

When Jiang Xiaoning was eating, her expression was not as happy as she said, so I didn't say it.

She is holding on.

My appetite is not very good. At the end of the three dishes, I only ate a little, and Jiang Xiaoning and I left the restaurant.

"I'll go back with you." Jiang Xiaoning worried about me.

"It's okay, don't make me feel like I'm dying. This is a common disease, am I fine now? I can eat, drink, run and dance, nothing is wrong." I looked at Jiang Xiaoning and smiled Said, "I didn't eat enough just now, you can go get something delicious by yourself."

"I'm full." Jiang Xiaoning seemed worried that I wouldn't believe it, and patted his stomach, "Did you see that my stomach is full."

"Don't lie, there are still so many dishes left in the three dishes, and I have only eaten a few bites of rice. It doesn't look like I'm full. I really don't need to be like this, and I don't need to suffer with me. I'm fine, don't worry about me "Jiang Xiaoning treated me like this, which made me a little moved, but I was actually quite guilty.

I don't want people around me to suffer with me because they care about me.

"I'm really full, I'll touch my stomach for you." Jiang Xiaoning grabbed my hand and pressed it on her stomach, "Did you see it, it's bulging."

"A bulging stomach doesn't necessarily mean that you've eaten enough, it could be something else." I smiled and said, "Okay, I'm leaving."

I got in the car, waved to Jiang Xiaoning, and drove away.

Instead of going back to the villa, I drove to the riverside, where the wind blew for a while, it was chilly and bitingly cold, but I didn't care at all.

No matter how cold and biting the wind is, can it compare to my current lungs?Are not my lungs colder and bitterer than this wind?

That being the case, what does it matter if I blow some wind?

There is a class in the afternoon, and there will be two or three hours before the class. I don't want to go back to the villa now. If I go back, if Su Ran finds the medicine in my hand, it's hard to explain.

I didn't want the people around me to know that I had lung cancer. During the meal, I specifically told Jiang Xiaoning not to tell anyone.

It's not that I'm worried that others will discriminate against me, but I don't want them to worry, and I don't want them to be sad because of this matter.

It can be seen from Jiang Xiaoning's reaction that she is still a doctor, and when she knew that I had this disease, she immediately treated me as a terminally ill patient.

If Su Ran found out, Su Ran might also fall into this state.

Of course you have to share the happy things, so that people around you can feel happy and happy together, but when you encounter painful things, there is no need to let the people around you know, just bear it silently by yourself, there is no It is necessary to affect their mood and make everyone suffer together.

I stayed by the river for about two hours, staring at the turbid river, watching the boats coming and going, not thinking about anything, just watching the scenery on the river.

This feeling is good, I haven't felt this state for a long time.

This state seems to be back to childhood, only the river and the boat are in his eyes, there is no other things, and he will not think about other things.

Humans are really sad creatures.

As we grow older, we are getting closer to death. Not only that, but as we grow older, the burden on the mental level is also increasing.

Originally a very pure soul, whether it is inherently good or inherently evil, is actually very pure.But because more and more people and things came into contact with, and a lot of filthy things were contaminated, the soul became less pure.

It is really not easy to be able to sit quietly and watch the scenery like this, and only have the scenery in your eyes and nothing else.

After looking at the time, I stood up and went back to the car. After warming up a bit, I drove to the school for class, but I just entered the classroom and found a familiar figure in the classroom.

Shao Siqi, she is also in the classroom.

This class is a public class. In the lecture hall, the name of the class is art appreciation. In fact, it is about how to appreciate paintings, European and oriental.

Most students prefer to listen to the teacher talk about European paintings.

After experiencing half a semester of university life, the public class gives me the feeling that it allows students to relax, or simply to allow students from various departments to have a reasonable and legal opportunity to gather together, contact each other, and communicate with each other.

Many students from different colleges and departments fall in love in this way. The exciting thing about public classes is not only that you can have free time to do whatever you want. With one sound, you can get credits, and the teacher doesn't care about playing mobile phones or doing other things in the classroom.

This is only one aspect. Another exciting reason is that you can meet beauties or handsome guys from different departments, you can pass notes, you can ask for WeChat, you can ask for mobile phone numbers, and you can get a deeper understanding.

Shao Siqi sat at the side and back of the classroom, and there were some vacant seats on the side. Perhaps it was because she was famous now, and those students knew her, but facing a star, in such an environment, the students were still a little shy or ashamed, So the seat next to her was vacant.

Boys are shy, girls are ashamed.

It was because so many seats were vacant that I spotted her at a glance, and Shao Siqi saw me too, but instead of walking over, I chose another place, sat down, and stuffed the plastic bag in my hand. into the table.

"You saw me, why don't you go and sit with me?" Shao Siqi walked over, she changed a seat and sat next to me, "I chose Shen Chong's company, I know you are very angry, but this It has always been my dream. I hope you can understand me, and I hope we can still be friends."

"I can understand you." I said, I could indeed understand Shao Siqi, but I was still angry in my heart, feeling as if I had been betrayed.

In fact, if we go deeper to understand, there is no betrayal between Shao Siqi and me.I haven't reached this level yet, maybe I'm too sensitive.

"You can understand me, but you're still angry, right?" Shao Siqi said.

"In this situation, do you think I can not be angry?" I looked at Shao Siqi, and didn't shy away from this question, "I originally hoped to get your help, but I didn't expect it to end up like this."

"I found another place to live." Shao Siqi didn't speak, but took out the key and utility card from his pocket, "Give these back to you."

"It's not necessary, you should live there, I won't be stingy enough to drive you out." I said, "It's better not to live in the alley outside the school, it's not safe for you as a girl to live there, those are for Places to stay for young couples, not single girls.”

"I'm rich now, and I rented another house, not in the alley outside the school." Shao Siqi said, "You should keep the key. I know what I did wrong, and I'm embarrassed to continue living there."

"The money Shen Chong gave you?" I said.

"A part of it was paid in advance." Shao Siqi nodded, "I will go to the production team in one week."

"In this way, he is quite trustworthy." I smiled, and took the key and utility card from Shao Siqi's hand, "Okay, return the things to me, and you have a place to live yourself, so you don't need to stay here Go to class with me and go about your own business."

"It's just a matter of convenience for me to come here to return your key." Shao Siqi said, "I also chose this course. I came to attend the class, not just to return your key. If I leave, what should I do when the teacher rolls my name later? "

(End of this chapter)