sleepless tonight

Chapter 559

"Are you two going back now?" I looked at Su Ran.

"What's the matter, brother-in-law, don't you want to go back? I also think it's still early, why don't we go to the movies?" After hearing what I said, Su Mo made up his mind automatically, thinking that I didn't want to go back.

"Take the children to watch some movies, and when the children start arguing, others will drive us out." Children are indeed cute sometimes, which makes people feel warm and interesting, but sometimes they are unreasonable when they quarrel , especially when not moving in one place, children are more likely to make trouble.

With children, such as movie theaters and KTV, basically you can’t go to these places, at least you can’t bring your children there. You can’t expect a two- or three-year-old child to stay in one place for an hour or two.

"What are you afraid of? It's not that we don't give money. If we give money, who dares to drive us out?" Su Mo didn't care. The richest people in Xihong City are all very good and highly rated, let's go and see together."

"Take your child to the movies, you're looking for scolding." I ignored Su Mo, she was a bit nervous, "You have to watch it by yourself, I have other things to do, so I can't accompany you."

"Sister, are you going? Brother-in-law isn't going, shall we go?" Su Mo looked at Su Ran again.

"No, I'll take you back. It's not easy to go to the movies with the children. I'll go to the movies later when I have time." Su Ran shook her head, said to Su Mo, and looked at me again, "You still have something to do, then I will I won't go with you, I'll take Su Mo back."

"Okay, you can send her back." I nodded and said, Su Ran's answer made me feel relieved, no need, it's good to face a choice.

Su Ran came by car. She and Su Mo got into the car together. I watched the Audi go away, so I led Chen Le back to the house that Jiang Xiaoning rented to me.

"Can I sleep now?" I told Chen Le.

"I want to take a shower, I want to wash my ass." Chen Le took off his clothes.

"Go to the bathroom and take off your clothes, don't take off your clothes in the hall." I carried Chen Le into the bathroom and helped her take a shower.

Children, like adults, will soon fall asleep when tired of playing, and after taking a bath, their bodies will be clean and comfortable.Chen Le lay on the bed and fell asleep quickly, within a minute, and even started snoring.

The phone rang, and Su Ran sent me a WeChat message. I read it, and it was very simple: "I'm back."

I glanced at Chen Le who was asleep, covered her with the quilt, exited the room, sat on the sofa, watched Su Ran send me a message, and thought about how to reply to her.

What I'm struggling with is that I didn't go back to the villa, how should I explain to Su Ran and make up a reason?
But for what reason?I didn't think it through, and what made me more hesitant was that if I made up a reason, I might have to use more lies to make up the reason.

The seeds of distrust will grow little by little, and the relationship between the two people will definitely not be maintained in the end.

"Okay, go to bed early. When you sleep alone, you should close the doors and windows. Have you closed the doors and windows?" In the end, I didn't take the initiative to explain, because I really couldn't think of a good reason to make up the lie, so I just Don't talk about fun.

I know that this may cause Su Ran to misunderstand, and make her have some bad thoughts and doubts about me. I can predict these, and it's normal, but I still didn't open my mouth to explain.

I was actually thinking, why explain so clearly?If my treatment is unsuccessful, the closer the relationship between Su Ran and I, the more intense the pain I will bring to her. It's not as good as it is now, the relationship between the two is not so gluey, there are some slight cracks , such a state is actually good.

If I maintain this state, I can move forward or retreat more freely. If my illness does not get a good treatment effect and an accident happens, Su Ran and I will keep some distance now, and when the accident really happens She can support the situation.

I feel like I have become the protagonist in those Korean dramas, suddenly contracted a disease and was tortured by a serious illness. I originally had a girlfriend who loved me very much and I loved very much, and I will soon develop further, and even talk about marriage. However, he suddenly found himself suffering from a disease.

At this time, I had to face a choice, whether to tell my girlfriend, or to bear it alone, facing the torture of illness and the threat of death alone.

Most of the male protagonists in Korean dramas will choose to endure silently by themselves, not telling their girlfriends or other people, and even when their girlfriends misunderstand, they will never speak out.

Whenever I see such a plot, I think, why is the hero so stupid, since the two are in love, why don't they be honest with each other, why don't they face it together?
Even if you really have an incurable disease, and even have no hope of life, you should tell the person you love, let her know, and then face this problem together, at least you can spend a good time of happiness.

That's what I thought at that time, but when I found out that I had a disease and came out of the hospital, my state of mind changed suddenly. I didn't even dare to let Su Ran see the prescribed medicine, for fear that she would see it later. Worry.

Such things are actually easy to understand, just like getting along with parents.I talk to my parents about everything, and I talk to my parents about everything like friends. I tell my parents everything I am happy or unhappy at work.

This is actually not a good thing.

The work is going well, the colleagues are very harmonious, and the leaders also value themselves. It is good to tell the parents about such things, and the parents are happy.But everyone can't be so lucky. There will always be times when work is not going well, and there will always be one or two annoying colleagues. It is impossible for leaders to always take good care of themselves, and they may be named and criticized , or let you do things that are not easy to do, and will add more tasks to you and make you work overtime.

If you tell your parents about these bad things, the parents will only worry, and in most cases they will not be able to help you. In this way, things that were originally borne by one person suddenly become borne by several people.

Sad things are like the plague. If you say it, it will contaminate those around you, and it's not easy to get rid of it.

"The doors and windows are closed, are you done with your work?" Su Ran asked me.

"It's all over, and Xiao Le fell asleep." I replied to Su Ran's message and made up my mind, "It's getting late, you should go to bed early, and I will go to sleep with Xiao Le too, tomorrow morning I have to go."

"Be careful when driving, don't drive too fast." Su Ran said to me, "Are you driving to Tong Wangjun's?"

"Don't drive there, just take the bullet train, take the bullet train, the time is faster and safer," I said.

It is true that the train is faster, but this is not the main reason why I gave up the car and took the train. The main reason is that I feel pain in my chest from time to time, and the pain is fatal, which is not conducive to driving, especially with a Chen Le, let alone drive a long-distance car, it is safer to take a bullet train.

"Okay, then you should go to bed earlier." Su Ran said this without asking any questions.

"You too." I replied three words to her.

After waiting for a while, Su Ran didn't reply to the message, so I went back to the room and lay down beside Chen Le.

I got up early in the morning, and I woke up Chen Le: "Get up, we are going to take the train, and go to my mother."

"I don't want to go to my mother's, I want to sleep." Chen Le didn't get enough sleep.

This is what it looks like when the weather is cold, it is easy to lethargy, and the bed is warm, and I don’t want to get up after lying in it.

"Okay, go to mom's place today, mom misses you very much, don't you miss mom?" I patted Chen Le on the shoulder, "Get up, sleep on the train, dad hugs you up."

"I don't want Mom, I want to be with Dad, Dad, come up to sleep, hug me to sleep, the bed is so warm. Let's not go to Mom, let Mom come here." Chen Le got into the quilt and covered his head , still don't remember.

(End of this chapter)