sleepless tonight

Chapter 615 Soaked a Cup of Brown Sugar Water
"Don't move around, come here." Just as I was about to move, Su Ran pulled me, "The bed sheets over there are dirty, don't go over there."

I slightly lifted the quilt to reveal the bed sheet underneath, which had some red marks on it.

I stared at it for a while.

Seeing that I stared at it for too long, Su Ran was a little embarrassed, pulled the quilt, and covered the red mark again: "Go and get some water for me to drink, I'm really thirsty."

"Don't worry, I swallowed the jujube just now, I didn't taste the taste, let me taste it again, it will only take 10 minutes." I regained my senses, and my actions were not so rough.

It said it was 10 minutes, but as a man, how could it be only 10 minutes?At least half an hour later, I let go of Su Ran, lifted the quilt, put on my pants, and opened the door.

It was nearly one or two o'clock, and I opened the door to find Su Mo sitting on the sofa in the living room, watching TV. The sound of the TV was very low, almost equivalent to mute.

"You don't sleep in the middle of the night, and you come here to watch silent TV? Something is wrong." I said.

"I thought you came here looking for me, but I didn't expect you to come here looking for my sister. Did you do this on purpose? Did you do this on purpose to show me when you came to my house to do this with my sister?" Su Mo was a little resentful.

I ignored her, went to the kitchen to find a cup, took another cup of warm water, thought about it, and asked Su Mo: "Do you have brown sugar at home?"

"Why aren't you so considerate to me?" Su Mo didn't reply to my words.

"There's something wrong with you. Why should I be so caring to you? I didn't do anything to you. Don't sit on the sofa in the middle of the night to scare people. If it wasn't for my courage, I suddenly came out and saw a person sitting on the sofa with a heart attack. They will explode out of your fright." Holding the water glass, I didn't plan to talk to Su Mo, and went back to the room.

Su Mo turned off the TV, went into the kitchen, took out a bag of things, threw it on the coffee table, turned and went back to the room.

What Su Mo left on the tea table was brown sugar. I added some brown sugar to the water, stirred it, brought it into the room, and said to Su Ran, "I made some brown sugar water, sit up and drink some."

Su Ran was covered in sweat. After getting up, he drank half a cup of brown sugar water to quench his thirst: "Xiaomo is outside? Did you just talk to her?"

"Who else could it be if it wasn't her? Sitting on the sofa in the middle of the night, I don't know what she's doing." I nodded.

"She must have heard what you and I were doing in the room." Su Ran was a little shy, "It's too embarrassing for this to happen before we're married. You made too much noise just now."

"What's so embarrassing about this? Didn't you see that many foreign stars and girlfriends are not married, but they even have babies?" I took the water glass in Su Ran's hand, put it on the side of the bed and put it on the cabinet, and sat down. She walked to Su Ran's side, "If you feel embarrassed, we will get married right away."

Su Ran leaned her head on my body: "It's too hasty to get married now, just wait a little longer, I don't want something like what happened in BJ before to happen between the two of us."

Su Ran has some scruples: "Don't you think that when the relationship between us is not confirmed, the relationship between us is more stable and harmonious than after the relationship is confirmed?"

I was silent, I also felt what Su Ran said, and I was aware of this situation. Before I established a relationship with her, the atmosphere between me and her was more harmonious, but when I established a relationship with her After the relationship, after having an identity with each other, the situation becomes different.

This may be responsibility and possessiveness at work.

It's like raising a child. It's fun to watch other people's children, and it's very interesting, even if it's fun every day, but only the parents of the children will understand the difficulties.

The child is not your own, you only feel it is fun, and you don’t feel that you have to give anything. You don’t have to worry about whether the food your child eats will cause harm to your body, and you don’t worry about whether the child’s swearing will affect your future behavior. When the child crosses the road When I was accidentally hit by a car, or if the child was out of sight, whether it would be lost, I would not worry too much about it, because if something happened, the child would be lost, and it would not be me, at most It's to help find it twice, or to call the police.

But this is not the case for the parents of the child. You have to consider whether it will affect his development after eating, and whether it will cause damage to his teeth or stomach. The child is out of sight. I will worry about whether he has gone outside, whether he will be hit by a car, whether he will be taken away by human traffickers, and whether the children play with mobile phones or watch TV for a long time, and worry that it will affect his vision. After sitting for a long time, I worried that he would not fit in.

The same is true for falling in love. After a determined relationship, many responsibilities will emerge.

"I have to be responsible to you," I said.

"When you say this, you put yourself in the position of a big man. Why are you responsible for me and not me for you? I am willing to have such a relationship with you. I want to give myself to you, I want Make up for your guilt, and besides... I am also very comfortable." Su Ran lowered her head, "I'm really sorry that time in BJ, but I hope you will not hide anything from me no matter what happens in the future."

"Don't worry, I won't." I nodded.

"Including things like your illness, don't hide from me." Su Ran said more specifically, "I know you are afraid that I will be worried, afraid that I will be sad, and hide all your grief and worries in your own In my heart, I didn’t say it out, and I endured it all by myself.”

"But do you know that when I know such things later, I will feel guilty? I was not by your side when you were sick, I didn't go through with you, I didn't take care of you when you were sick, and I didn't give you comfort. You came to tell me when your illness was cured. My guilt will not be relieved by half. If in case your illness does not improve or something happens, and I haven’t even seen you for the last time, I will see you again. You are lying on the hospital bed without breath, what do you think I will do at that time?"

"I will be sad to die. You feel that the pain you are suffering alone, and the hidden illness is for me. I am afraid that I will worry, but for me, this is cruel. I did not accompany you when you were in trouble. , then how can I say that I am a competent girlfriend?"

"No, I will never do this again in the future. Whether I am sick or have other accidents, I will not hide it from you. I will tell you the truth." I think I may really I made a mistake. From the very beginning, I shouldn't have concealed Su Ran. If I wasn't machismo, I didn't feel that I concealed it for the benefit of the other party, but I told all the things frankly. The relationship with Su Ran will not be like this.

I'm so self righteous.

"Do you know why I went to BJ to attend the ball with Shen Chong?" Su Ran asked me suddenly.

"Didn't you tell me? He wants to introduce you to a big client, so you go to BJ to find him." I said, "Is there any contact between you and Mo Xue? If not, Let me help you get in touch again, Mo Xue's family seems to be more powerful than Shen Chong's family, she should have some power in her hands, and she can introduce some business to your company."

On the day when BJ and Mo Xue got in touch, I had a better understanding of the situation in Mo Xue's house. I can also understand.

Compared with a family background like Shen Chong's and Mo Xue's, they are nothing at all.

"The actual situation when I went to BJ was to make Shen Chong give up the competition with you, not for any business." Su Ran said, "It's just that he just proposed that he has a business to introduce to me, and he wants to introduce a When people get to know me, I follow the trend and agree, that’s all.”

"Competition?" I frowned, and looked down at Su Ran, "You mean a steamed vegetable restaurant?"

(End of this chapter)