Chapter 159 Envy
Time flies, and it is the 27th of the twelfth lunar month in a blink of an eye, and tomorrow is the Laba Festival.

At this time, the atmosphere of the Laba Festival is still very strong, and Mr. Xu asked her to help prepare the ingredients two days in advance.

"There's so much to eat, how can I finish a meal tomorrow? Fortunately, it's winter, otherwise it will be spoiled." Liu Jiao chatted while helping Wang Sijing wash the shiitake mushrooms.

These few days in the clinic were the most relaxing time in her life.

Waking up every morning to the sound of the neighbor's cock crowing, instead of the mother-in-law scolding for no reason, she can spend the day with her daughter as much as she wants, instead of having endless farm work and housework, and at night she just He slept next to his daughter on the floor.

Listening to her daughter's gentle breathing and falling asleep with a smile, instead of lying tremblingly next to her smelly husband, having the nightmare of being beaten at any time.

Thinking about it now, all of this is still like a dream. She never thought that she could live so easily.

"Why can't I finish eating? Aunt Fang and the others will come over tomorrow, as well as my family and the old doctor Xu's son's family. Everyone is open to eat, and there will be more to eat. I'm afraid I haven't prepared enough. .” Wang Sijing shook her head and laughed.

Liu Jiao paused slightly: "Are there going to be a lot of people?"

The voice hesitated.

It was only then that Wang Sijing remembered her fear of grown-up or middle-aged men.

After thinking for a while and comforting him, he said, "Don't worry, if we all arrive, there will probably be two tables, one for the men and one for our women, and the men love to drink, so we won't bother anyone when we separate."

Liu Jiao nodded, the tension on her face didn't ease much. Thinking of seeing many men as tall as her husband tomorrow, she couldn't help being afraid, and subconsciously wanted to avoid it.

Looking at her like this, Wang Sijing couldn't guess what she was thinking, but it was impossible.

"Are you still scared? I'm not saying you can't be scared, but you should know that it's impossible for you not to meet men in your life." Wang Sijing tried to explain with gentle words after thinking for a while.

"I know." Liu Jiao nodded softly.

But she was just afraid. She used to avoid those people in the village.

In fact, Wang Sijing misunderstood one point. Liu Jiao was afraid of men not only because of her psychological shadow caused by her husband's beating, but also because her husband would beat her up without asking any men if he saw her getting close to any man. .

Over time, she gradually formed a conditioned reflex, and she wanted to avoid men when she saw them.

Seeing her like this, Wang Sijing also felt powerless. Mental illness has always been the most difficult to cure.

After thinking for a while, he changed his mind and said, "You are not afraid of Old Doctor Xu, are you? In this way, if you don't see a man in the future, you can directly substitute the face of Old Doctor Xu for a try."

"Now you can avoid it in the health center. Later, you and Yuanyuan will go out to live alone, and even when you go back to find your husband for a divorce, what should you do if you shrink back because you are afraid of your husband threatening you?"

"You are still young, you shouldn't block yourself for the rest of your life because of other people's faults, it's not your fault, really." Wang Sijing explained gently.

What is the reason why men never repent of their mistakes, but the victims are panicked every day.

Wang Sijing couldn't figure it out, but felt depressed and very unhappy.

She sincerely hoped that Liu Jiao could come out.Rather than being stuck in it for the rest of your life.

Liu Jiao lowered her head. She listened to what Dr. Wang said. It's not that she doesn't understand the truth, but it's really hard to do it.

Or can she really do it?

She looked at Dr. Wang. She really envied her. She has her own job, a husband who respects and loves her, and a healthy, lively and lovely daughter. Dr. Wang can be said to be living the way she most wants to be.

She wanted to be as powerful as her but knew that she didn't have this ability at all.

How sad.

"Why do you lower your head again? Did I say something wrong?" Sometimes Wang Sijing couldn't figure out what Liu Jiao was thinking.

"No, what you said, Doctor Wang, is right, but I am not up to date, I can't be like you." Liu Jiao looked at Wang Sijing enviously.

I really can't be as good as her.

She envies her but is not jealous.

"If there is anything you can't do, you should believe in yourself. There is nothing really impossible in this world. It just depends on whether you really want to do it."

"Don't look at me like I am now. I might not be as good as you half a year ago. I have been dragged down by my mother's family all the time, and I can't think about it. Later, after experiencing some things, I think about it, and my career will open up. The same goes for you."

"Don't deny yourself." Wang Sijing is absolutely sure that Liu Jiao is better than the original owner, at least she has her own sense of resistance and knows what is right and what is wrong.

However, the original owner was completely brainwashed by the original family, so he couldn't really tell the difference between right and wrong. Thinking about it makes people sigh.

Talking about washing the mushrooms in her hands, Liu Jiao rushed to cook, but Wang Sijing didn't show any kindness to her.

"You see that your craft is better than mine. You also have your own strengths. You must learn to face up to your own strengths instead of only seeing your own shortcomings. This will only make you more unconfident."

Wang Sijing took the opportunity to explain the truth to her, and did not miss every opportunity to enlighten her.

"Doctor Wang, don't say that, you taught me well." Liu Jiao blushed.

Wang Sijing laughed: "You are still being polite to me, obviously you are good at cooking, otherwise why I said a few words, put more salt and more oil and you can cook a delicious meal in no time."

"If you want me to say that you are talented in cooking, you can practice hard, and you may be able to open a small shop with this in the future."

In a few decades, it will become a time-honored brand in modern times. It is exciting to think about it.

Liu Jiao waved her hands again and again, she didn't believe that she could do it.

"Doctor Wang, please stop making fun of me. How can I open a shop by myself now? No matter how good my skills are, I can still compare to the chef of a state-owned hotel, so stop making fun of me."

As Liu Jiao spoke, she lowered her head again, her face full of frustration.

In fact, she has liked to make food since she was a child. It is not that she has tried it in the Liu family. Unfortunately, if there is too much oil and salt, she will be scolded and wasted. After one or two times, she will never dare again.

Her sense of taste is very sensitive, and every time she eats the bland and rough food that she makes, she finds it difficult to swallow.

But even when it was hard to swallow, she had to force herself to eat. No one would keep it for you if she didn’t eat, and she still had to work.

Year after year passed, she thought that her childhood wish had been completely abandoned, but when the food she made was praised, she realized that it was just buried in her heart.

(End of this chapter)

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