ordinary crossing road

Chapter 93 Su Zhen's memories are like smoke

"Don't worry, since it's my sister's former senior, my safety should be guaranteed, hey~ I really don't know what that guy is thinking, he actually put away his good work and ran to do these illegal things "How could Chen Jun not understand Chen Xiao's worries, but after knowing the identity of that person, Chen Jun already had a general plan for what he will meet tomorrow, but this kind of thing is not possible. Tell Chen Xiao so that she won't worry too much.

Although he was still a little uneasy, seeing Chen Jun's relaxed expression and the arrival of Chen Chen and Mu Tianyun made Chen Xiao, who knew them a little bit, relieved.

After Chen Chen and the others left, Su Zhen, who had changed his name to Su Russia, did not continue to look for food, but went back to his room disappointed.

Recalling the time when she saw Chen Chen for the first time back then, Su'er was clutching her chest and lying on the sofa in the room uncomfortably, with tears running down her cheeks unknowingly.

No one thought that when Su Russia was still called Su Zhen, how important Chen Chen was to him. Even after eight years of separation from Chen Chen, the person in Su Russia's heart was still Chen Chen.

In that September ten years ago, the hot weather did not stop the boys and girls from stepping into the new world with enthusiasm. It was during this hot summer that Su Russia met Chen Chen.

Looking boredly at the freshmen coming and going in front of him, Su Zhen, a sophomore senior and student council officer (using the former name of Soviet Russia in his memory), was assigned by the school to pick up freshmen at the station. Originally, this task was done by another A classmate came to take up the post, but unfortunately that person had a bad stomach the day before and couldn't get up, so he had to temporarily arrest Su Zhen to take up the post.

Seeing the students arriving one after another, Su Zhen, who had been holding the welcome sign, really didn't want to move, so he found a pillar and leaned against it in a daze.

Just when Su Zhen was thinking about going back soon, a petite girl with a ponytail came into his sight.

That girl was Chen Chen who came to report on the first day. Actually, Su Zhen couldn't take his eyes off her the first time he saw her. The girls are all accompanied by their parents, and she is the only one carrying a big bag and a huge suitcase alone. When watching her strenuously walking towards him, Su Zhen suddenly thought of the time when he just reported to work. , also so alone.

After there was a freshman from the same school outside, Su Zhen took the big bag in her hand and led her to his team. During the conversation, Su Zhen found that the girl in front of him was very shy and not good at communicating with others. Looking at her blushing face after she said a few words, Su Zhen felt how could there be such a simple girl now, so he began to pay attention to her.

When the two met for the second time, they had already started school for more than two weeks, and the girl still blushed so easily, and seemed to not remember herself, which made Su Zhen, who had always been known as the school grassroots, suddenly feel a little bit Lost, he thought to himself that since he had forgotten it, he should treat it as if he didn't know each other from now on!

It's just that he didn't expect to see her again soon, and when she was secretly crying after being bullied, he thought he was not the kind of person who would show mercy to others, but when he saw her secretly turning her back to everyone The way he wiped his tears, his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by something, and he wanted to pretend to pass by as if nothing had happened, but before he knew it, he walked behind her and gently patted her on the shoulder to comfort her. stand up.

"Crying is a sign of cowardice. In this adult society, no one will let you go because you cry. They will just hide by and secretly laugh at you. You can only rely on yourself and be strong."

After Su Zhen finished speaking, he didn't stop, but turned and left.

He didn't expect that in the days to come, they would gradually get acquainted with each other, and he would put this secretly crying girl in his heart step by step.

When he understood his mind, it was already the time when he was about to graduate.

He had thought about expressing his heart to Chen Chen, but at this moment, a conversation with his father made him bury all his love for this girl in his heart.

Yes, yes, did I go to school stupid?How can the self with a dark background be worthy of such a bright her? Is the tragedy of her mother going to repeat itself on her?He thought helplessly of his mother, because of his father's dark background, he was killed when he was young, how could he have the heart to let her suffer this kind of pain again, let her give up everything and live in hell with a person who will never see the light Woolen cloth.

For a period of time before graduation, Su Zhen has been struggling.

On the one hand, it is the girl he loves, and on the other hand, it is the dark hell where the light cannot be seen. The difficult choice made Su Zhen lose his composure in front of his father for a while.

It wasn't until Su Zhen found out that his father had noticed Chen Chen that he realized what he had done.

Thinking that Chen Chen would be hurt because of him in the future, Su Zhen had no choice but to bury his love deeply in his heart and turn around.

Over the years, he changed his name and wanted to settle everything in the past, but when he saw Chen Chen again, he realized that his love for her hadn't diminished, but had been placed in the deepest part of his heart. A place no one can see.

Seeing the way my beloved is being hugged and cared for by others, jealousy is like a fire burning in the wilderness, but when I think about my current situation, what face is there to see her, and I really love her. It's no longer possible, meeting her would only bring her harm.

The more he thought about it, the more sad Su Zhen felt, his tears couldn't stop flowing.

After a while, he slowly recovered. He thought about turning around and leaving again, but he still couldn't bear it. Su Zhen said to himself, just this time, let himself be selfish once, just like this slowly. Watch her where she can't see until she leaves.

After Chen Chen and Mu Tianyun returned to the reserved room, they did not rest immediately, but leaned together and talked about some past things.

"I didn't expect that after so many years, the senior would go on such a path. I remember that in the past, when I was bullied in school, it was the senior who encouraged me and helped me get out of the trough of life, but now, alas ~"

Chen Chen leaned against Mu Tianyun's arms and held his hand, playing with his fingers with emotion.

Although Mu Tianyun didn't want Chen Chen to focus on other men, but in order for Chen Chen not to focus on Su Russia in the future, he could only slowly release the little woman in his arms.

"People change, so don't be too sad. Take advantage of Chen Jun's mission this time and return the care he gave you before. After all, the relationship between us and him is about to end. The main thing is to let him be rescued as a tainted witness.

As long as the previous things are resolved, he can really start a new life, and you should be able to rest assured. "

"Why don't I know these things, I just think of how he cared for me in the past, and I can't do anything about the detours he has gone through, and I feel a little bit uncomfortable.

I hope he can think clearly this time. Tomorrow, I think we should not appear in front of him for the time being. Let Xiaojun go by himself. Otherwise, I’m afraid I won’t be able to resist asking about it. After all, this is a national matter. It is not something we can easily solve for him. It is better to avoid things like cause and effect that we should avoid now. "

So many years have passed, and she is very clear about what Sue thought about her back then. Now facing her husband, she should let her go. The only thing she can do for him is when he is in trouble. , gave him side help.

After thinking it over, Chen Chen quickly adjusted his mood.

And Mu Tianyun, who was connected with her, put the matter aside after seeing Chen Chen's expression and the aura of change on her body.

Long night slowly, what kind of things do the two of them have to do as husband and wife, as long as they see the double shadows on their backs, they will understand.

Time does not stand still for anyone, and dawn soon takes over the sky.

Su Russia didn't sleep well all night. When she got up to rest, she saw some swollen eye sockets in the mirror, and she felt depressed again. She really wanted to treat yesterday as a dream, and the girl she loved was still happy in a place she couldn't see. life, rather than what I see being embraced and cared for by others.

It's a pity that reality is reality. Dreams must be awakened one day, and what should be faced will eventually be faced.Thinking about Chen Chen's happy appearance yesterday, Su Ru thought that this time he really wanted to let go.

It's just that Su Russia didn't expect that just as he packed himself up and put ice on his eyes, there was a knock on the door of the room.

Su Russia walked to the door vigilantly, and asked softly, "Who is it? Is there something wrong?"

At this time, the reply outside the door made Su Russia tense up.

"We met yesterday. My name is Chen Jun. I think you should remember me now."

How could Su Er not remember the name Chen Jun? This was the name that appeared most often in their conversations during the two years that he and Chen Chen had known each other.

After opening the door casually, Su Russia invited Chen Jun to come in.Su Russia poured a glass of water for Chen Jun, and then went across to him.

Su Russia pretended to be nonchalant and asked, "You are Chen Chen's younger brother, right? Why did you come to me? Is it your sister?"

Chen Jun looked at the man sitting in front of him. He had a slender figure and a good face. It was hard to imagine that it was the man in front of him who controlled 20.00% of the country's smuggling affairs.

"I didn't come to you for my sister's business, I came here for you."

Chen Jun's words made Su Russia a little confused: "For me? But apart from my relationship with you, Chen Chen, I don't know what else I can tell you, right?"

Chen Jun looked into Su Russia's eyes with a serious face, and said slowly: "No, I have it, and you have it too. I'm here because of the matter you've been investigating recently."

Chen Jun's words made Su Russia's face change drastically.

(End of this chapter)